i just got Boba 3 days back.
already having regrets.
waking up earlyin the mornings
picking up poop
wiping pee
today he pooped on his peepad but missed and landed on the floor
today he peed 3 times outside of his playpen,
i gave him 2 time outs in the bedroom
but hes a good boy
just doing what a puppy does
hes so precious though
i really hope this gets easier
im so tired
is it possible to not know how to love?
is it possible to forget how to love?
why do i feel so fked up?
what if i really am fked up
what can i do
am i the problem?
i think i am
my mind is all haywire
sparks flashing all around
but whatever im feeling now
just remember i chose this
which caused me to get hurt
yes ill move on for sure.
but till that day comes
always remember that
we are the master of our destiny.
Or should we pray and trust God.
its been 1 month of roller coaster
it started out great, both of us were happy
but slowly, happy days turn to sad days
and sad days outweight the happy days
now it is to the point where we r both tired
perhaps we are not meant to be together
we love differently
we have different needs
we became too demanding of each other
i find myself getting more possessive.
im not sure if its me
but i feel that i am starting to suffocate you
i hate myself for this and i deeply regret it
i dont regret taking a leap with you
i just hope that in all that we went through
you didnt have any regrets
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Wanna eat, eat yummy food Wanna play, play what u like, Wanna nuah abit, nuah till melt into bed Wanna work, work till earn a lot So u can ...
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Wanna eat, eat yummy food Wanna play, play what u like, Wanna nuah abit, nuah till melt into bed Wanna work, work till earn a lot So u can ...
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I dont know what im getting myself into, but i really dont mind giving it 1 more try. I hope i dont live to regret it