why is she so preeeeeeeeeettyyyyyyyy

where are you?
don't you know im waiting for you?
cant you see im missing you?
if what went on between us was real
then you would know,
I just want you back.


如果回忆 不在一瞬间枯萎
我能体会 时间有泪

Time to say good bye to the old

Time to embrace the new

Time to face new challenges

To every thing there is a season,
and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate;
A time of war, and a time of peace.

"one day, whether you
are 14,
28
or 65

you will stumble upon
someone who will start
a fire in you that cannot die.

However, the saddest,
most awful truth
you will ever come to find--

is they are not always
with whom we spend our lives."

Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
I travel the world
And the seven seas,
Everybody's looking for something

 

Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused.

 

 

God I am so tired.

I am so sick of work.

Sick to my stomach.

So, its been 1 year 2 months since Sally passed on. She's been struggling with cancer for quite sometime before succumbing to it. The few weeks before she passed on, She was in pain and getting weaker and weaker every day till she could hardly get up to relieve herself. She would just pee and poop all over herself.

One morning, I heard her barking for attention which was unusual as she has been too weak to bark. However I was too tired to get out of bed to attend to her. I tot she just calling out to us to inform us that she has relieved herself or something like that.

When I finally got out of bed, Jere and I realized that she wasn't moving at all and her body was cold. And it dawned upon us that she has left us for good and was calling out to us before prolly to see us 1 more time before taking her last breath. It is with much regret that we didn't heed her calls. She fought the good fight battling cancer for more than a year.

Sally has always been a good family Dog. Doesn't bark Crazily and was always obedient. We couldn't expect any less from her. Although her time with us was shortlived, her memories will always stay with me. The times I brought her for walks and each time not wanting to go back home.

My life seem to have a lot of regrets. I always seem to be regretting something that I have or have not done. Always regretting that I should have treated them better when I could. Or regretting that I should have spent more time with them when I could. Regretting not showing more care or love when I could. Why is this so? Am I continue going to live my life having a certain regret in one way or another?

Regret. A constant reminder on what we could have better.

Hi blog.

Its been awhile.

Sometimes ppl envy me cos i'm doing well.

But sometimes I envy them cos they have someone to love.

Where are you? i.m.y