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This is a link to what i find a very nice song posted on youtube.. but guess what?
"A song about what we Jews do on Christmas... ..." this is what the guy who posted the song said abt it.
How at first, the comments were alright, but slowly the comments became really really out of hand..
Just from the word jew, they started discriminating jews... for example, one commented "Jews r no wer near as gd as christians....I would rather die thn be a jew frnds, wer as christians r nice...n rnt planin to dominate the world! Jews r always gna be jews....selfish bastards!"
I believe right now, u guys are prolly going WTHWTHWTHWTHWTH.. and i strongly urge u to stone that guy. But b4 that, be insured.. look up my mom for further details.. AIA hotline 1800-!@#6-AIA.
Now i mean what is wrong with this guys?? its jus a simple laidback song right? jus listen, enjoy it and relax.. drink a cup of coffee.. eat a kitkat..
What have the jews done.. what so evil abt them.. maybe they confused themself with islam and jews?? sadam hussien is not a jew is he?
PPL watch out!! the devil sure knows how to work in ppl.. please becareful of his attacks.. Keep ourself close to God and walk with him.
i guess i had a good christmas.. i get to spend it alone.. i get to spend it by walking a 2 hours journey home... i didnt get much presents tho=) altho the joy in giving and seeing their lit up face jus rest my soul.. its really jus makes me lose my tenseness and jus relax.. maybe i should do it more often..
I had a nice lunch today.. was really enjoyable.. i had sushi... yumm yumm.. was soo soo full..
was slacking the wholllleee day.. was really really bored.. so lonely=(
Someone said i had eye bags=(( i have to start sleeping earlier!which means like now!!
bye ppl!
I had a nice lunch today.. was really enjoyable.. i had sushi... yumm yumm.. was soo soo full..
was slacking the wholllleee day.. was really really bored.. so lonely=(
Someone said i had eye bags=(( i have to start sleeping earlier!which means like now!!
bye ppl!
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truthCause
I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
1.20am(early sunday morning)
Why does the world treat the so unfairly.. i deserve much more than this... i really do.. i try to fulfill my responsibilities... i try to remain calm...
and i really try hard..
But.. whats the point.. i dont see any results of me trying so hard why..
Do ppl actually see me trying? do ppl notice how much i change..
Why do they take me for granted.. what if i do the same to them..
U know what would they do? they would make a very big fuss abt it and they probably would be mad with me..
But lately, i learn a lot... maybe i learn a lil too much... that even the person closest to u, are able to "bs" you.. even if its intentionally or unintentionally.. but i learned to live with it... cos someone once told me, whats happened has happened.. no point sulking..
right now, im on very shaky grounds.. my results are totally making me a nervous wreck and i feel very very lost.. i doubt anyone understands me right now, cos they either dont bother or doesnt have time. But still the same.. im all alone on a monday afternoon collecting my results with shivering hands..
I dont get it.. i jus dont.. and i never will..
No one understands me.. no one tries.. they give advice that jus doesnt help.. oh well.. they try.. hahas...
Is no man really an island? are they forced to be on that island, or m i unwillingly forced...
My results will probably affect my parents more than it does to me.. i really dont know what im going to do if i fair poorly for my exam..
Right now, i long to talk to someone.. but everyone is asleep..
Why do i bother to go so far for someone when they need a listening ear and when i need one, they are all gone.. why.. jus why do i get treated so unfairly..
Lord i feel so lonely.
(1.48am)and im waiting for u.. always m.. always will..
Why does the world treat the so unfairly.. i deserve much more than this... i really do.. i try to fulfill my responsibilities... i try to remain calm...
and i really try hard..
But.. whats the point.. i dont see any results of me trying so hard why..
Do ppl actually see me trying? do ppl notice how much i change..
Why do they take me for granted.. what if i do the same to them..
U know what would they do? they would make a very big fuss abt it and they probably would be mad with me..
But lately, i learn a lot... maybe i learn a lil too much... that even the person closest to u, are able to "bs" you.. even if its intentionally or unintentionally.. but i learned to live with it... cos someone once told me, whats happened has happened.. no point sulking..
right now, im on very shaky grounds.. my results are totally making me a nervous wreck and i feel very very lost.. i doubt anyone understands me right now, cos they either dont bother or doesnt have time. But still the same.. im all alone on a monday afternoon collecting my results with shivering hands..
I dont get it.. i jus dont.. and i never will..
No one understands me.. no one tries.. they give advice that jus doesnt help.. oh well.. they try.. hahas...
Is no man really an island? are they forced to be on that island, or m i unwillingly forced...
My results will probably affect my parents more than it does to me.. i really dont know what im going to do if i fair poorly for my exam..
Right now, i long to talk to someone.. but everyone is asleep..
Why do i bother to go so far for someone when they need a listening ear and when i need one, they are all gone.. why.. jus why do i get treated so unfairly..
Lord i feel so lonely.
(1.48am)and im waiting for u.. always m.. always will..
I felt that sunday practice wasnt as good because of a few certain reason.
1) Our walk with God wasnt good.. For example, the whole week i was busy and didnt have time for God. the chalet caused me to be unable to focus and didnt have time to practice and spend time with God..
2)I didnt practice enough(altho i was pretty confident)
3)My padal was turned off halfway thru the first song and thank God i noticed in time.
4) I was somehow not Plugged in into the main sound system..
This shows how much we need God to take care of us rather then take things into our own hands. Next time when its time for me to play, ill commit it into Gods hand.=)
I bought my brother cycling today to BP(bukitpanjang plaza).
And there was this really steep slope.
Jere:Korkor can u go down...(off he goes in the speed of light woooosh) hereeeeeeeeee.
Me:............................(righttttt.)(thinking how the hell does he do that)
Jere: cycles off laughing like crazy~ Yelling korrrr uuuuu trrryyyyyy
Me:Thinking"i dont wanna die..." and off i went. pretty slowly the my hair was flying and air rushing into my mouth as i scream the whole way down.~ now my bike is a pretty old bike so it doesnt have suspension and u know as i reached the btm booooomb i had a nice butt massage for free.
Jere cycles off towards the plaza..
Now for a little guy like him, the way he cycles frightens me.. he cycles too well for his age.. i only learnt how to cycle in sec 2 and right now, i still cant cycle straight... while he, he is cycling with 1 hand and everything.. rightttttt
At Macs, he told me he wanted to join the scouts.
Me:They will teach u how to make a bonfire!
Jere:I already know how!! so easy! use a match stick and rub on the wall..
Me:I went diaoooo~
Hahas sometimes jus listening to a childs ignorance jus lightens the mood!=)
Came home pretty happy=) maybe spending sometime with my lil bro is a good thing. a good way of.. destressing, cos he doesnt have it? who knows=)
I suddenly thought if i had hw from all subjects, which would u do first?
1) MATH!
2) CHEM!
3)ENGLISH
4)PHYSICS
5)SS
6)HIST
7)LIT
8)CHINESE
what would yours be?
And there was this really steep slope.
Jere:Korkor can u go down...(off he goes in the speed of light woooosh) hereeeeeeeeee.
Me:............................(righttttt.)(thinking how the hell does he do that)
Jere: cycles off laughing like crazy~ Yelling korrrr uuuuu trrryyyyyy
Me:Thinking"i dont wanna die..." and off i went. pretty slowly the my hair was flying and air rushing into my mouth as i scream the whole way down.~ now my bike is a pretty old bike so it doesnt have suspension and u know as i reached the btm booooomb i had a nice butt massage for free.
Jere cycles off towards the plaza..
Now for a little guy like him, the way he cycles frightens me.. he cycles too well for his age.. i only learnt how to cycle in sec 2 and right now, i still cant cycle straight... while he, he is cycling with 1 hand and everything.. rightttttt
At Macs, he told me he wanted to join the scouts.
Me:They will teach u how to make a bonfire!
Jere:I already know how!! so easy! use a match stick and rub on the wall..
Me:I went diaoooo~
Hahas sometimes jus listening to a childs ignorance jus lightens the mood!=)
Came home pretty happy=) maybe spending sometime with my lil bro is a good thing. a good way of.. destressing, cos he doesnt have it? who knows=)
I suddenly thought if i had hw from all subjects, which would u do first?
1) MATH!
2) CHEM!
3)ENGLISH
4)PHYSICS
5)SS
6)HIST
7)LIT
8)CHINESE
what would yours be?
God
Why do u make me learn the hard and painful way? Why must their words be so sharp? why did u bring me and made me and created me into a person who is made to learn the hard way. Why do i always break down? Why do ppl around me say hurtful stuff?
I try.. I really tried. Im slow and imcompetent. Lord what is ur will for me? show me ur will. Why do they hurt me??
Lord.. what is my purpose? What are your goals for me? my ways are not your ways, so tell me.
Why do u make me learn the hard and painful way? Why must their words be so sharp? why did u bring me and made me and created me into a person who is made to learn the hard way. Why do i always break down? Why do ppl around me say hurtful stuff?
I try.. I really tried. Im slow and imcompetent. Lord what is ur will for me? show me ur will. Why do they hurt me??
Lord.. what is my purpose? What are your goals for me? my ways are not your ways, so tell me.
Sunday.
Today is terrible.. today jus sucked. everything sucked. today was a total test of my patience.. i dont know if i failed or passed..
I hope today will pass soon.
I was trying to tell u something, u were busy holding someone's arm.
I walked away, u didnt bother. u went off without a goodbye.
Sunday.
Sucked
Today is terrible.. today jus sucked. everything sucked. today was a total test of my patience.. i dont know if i failed or passed..
I hope today will pass soon.
I was trying to tell u something, u were busy holding someone's arm.
I walked away, u didnt bother. u went off without a goodbye.
Sunday.
Sucked
Alls good^^ Im pretty happy altho im not really happy with somestuff, but overall its alright.. Im growing fatter! not good..
I jus missed a CALL AND I SOO WANNA KILL MYSELF.. THE CALL ITSELF IS SOO IMPORTANT AND THE CALLER IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THEN MYSELF!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im screaming my head off!
I wont see u got ages=( how how how?? telll meeee howwwwww die la die la.!!!
sigh why?!?!?!?!?! ahhh life is good^^ jus sleeping abt...
I guess im not too happy right now... sigh nothing i can do abt it tho
I jus missed a CALL AND I SOO WANNA KILL MYSELF.. THE CALL ITSELF IS SOO IMPORTANT AND THE CALLER IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT THEN MYSELF!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im screaming my head off!
I wont see u got ages=( how how how?? telll meeee howwwwww die la die la.!!!
sigh why?!?!?!?!?! ahhh life is good^^ jus sleeping abt...
I guess im not too happy right now... sigh nothing i can do abt it tho
Blog, sometimes i wonder, y cant i be contented with what i have? Sometimes i dont value money at all... sigh.. why m i such a spend thrift? from now on, i try not to eat anything that cost $7 and above.. lower if possible and hmm i wont spend so much money anymore.. like drinks, side dishes..clothes and whatever..
Money is hard to come by... my parents slogging their hearts out to earn money, and i spend it away like nothing.. ill try to save from now on=) i mean save more
Money is hard to come by... my parents slogging their hearts out to earn money, and i spend it away like nothing.. ill try to save from now on=) i mean save more
I would like to thank God for the wonderful time he has giving me the first week of hols.. For bringing me to a new lvl of my life. Well tho im still working on my patience, i failed terribly by smashing my phone against the wall.. too late for regrets as i see my phone shattering against the wall, pieces of it fly everywhere.. From then on i promise myself, i WILL control my anger, and i pray that God will help me and give me the strength too. God please give me self-control.
Everything is going alright, trying to live on lowcost is not really working out that well =/.
PTL for everything he has done.. after asking him for help, we must always thank him and praise him, for he is the one who help as, and we as his children must show appreication=)
Everything is going alright, trying to live on lowcost is not really working out that well =/.
PTL for everything he has done.. after asking him for help, we must always thank him and praise him, for he is the one who help as, and we as his children must show appreication=)
Have ppl tried to understand me?
TELL ME WHO THE HELL APPRECIATED ME BEFORE
why m i so nice to ppl? Hoping that one day that they will see the nice side of me? right now i see no point in being nice to others.. i always lived on the hope that one day they will be able to see my doings. But when will that happen? In fact will that even happen? Im at my wits end.. what should i do?
Why do i get jealous? My jealousy is getting the better out of me..the pain and misery.
Why do ppl look at me like tt? Is it my grades? my results? my class? my race? my status? my iq? my eq? Why do u foolishly help ppl in times of distress while they run away or dont bother to do a shit to give me a glimmer of hope in my freaking horrible screwed up life. Is there someone there to give me moral support?
I feel worsethen i was a few years back. Do ppl bother abt me? Do they offer to help me? Why are ppl so insensitive? Or is it jus me? Why do i always get hurt? Why DO YOU LOOK AT ME THIS WAY? WHY DO U PPL KEEP SEEING THE BAD SIDE OF ME? WHY ARE U FORCE ME? forcing to a corner.. where a little child is being pushed--- weeping, crying while shadows looming around him, the boy crys for help. No one hears.
All this years i tell myself, ill be strong emotionally. Its going the other way round
My pains and my sorrows my grieves.. I Broke down
Can someone give me love?
Can God reply me??
I need to get away.. go on a long holiday.. never return. to this scum of a land. Where they treat me as the scum of the earth... YES YOU DO.
alas this would be my last post for a very very long time
TELL ME WHO THE HELL APPRECIATED ME BEFORE
why m i so nice to ppl? Hoping that one day that they will see the nice side of me? right now i see no point in being nice to others.. i always lived on the hope that one day they will be able to see my doings. But when will that happen? In fact will that even happen? Im at my wits end.. what should i do?
Why do i get jealous? My jealousy is getting the better out of me..the pain and misery.
Why do ppl look at me like tt? Is it my grades? my results? my class? my race? my status? my iq? my eq? Why do u foolishly help ppl in times of distress while they run away or dont bother to do a shit to give me a glimmer of hope in my freaking horrible screwed up life. Is there someone there to give me moral support?
I feel worsethen i was a few years back. Do ppl bother abt me? Do they offer to help me? Why are ppl so insensitive? Or is it jus me? Why do i always get hurt? Why DO YOU LOOK AT ME THIS WAY? WHY DO U PPL KEEP SEEING THE BAD SIDE OF ME? WHY ARE U FORCE ME? forcing to a corner.. where a little child is being pushed--- weeping, crying while shadows looming around him, the boy crys for help. No one hears.
All this years i tell myself, ill be strong emotionally. Its going the other way round
My pains and my sorrows my grieves.. I Broke down
Can someone give me love?
Can God reply me??
I need to get away.. go on a long holiday.. never return. to this scum of a land. Where they treat me as the scum of the earth... YES YOU DO.
alas this would be my last post for a very very long time
Why do i bother to try so hard? Im jus a failure. All i do is jus fail fail and fail.. Im such a loser.. Ill prolly fail the easiest Exam N lvl and go to Ite.. Maybe even ite doesnt want me.. Why would the world want someone so useless like me? lesser of me would make this world a better place.
Perhaps ill slowly fade away from the lives of ppl.. till one day when im gone, no one remembers me.. there lies a tombstone no one knows no one cares and no one bothers.. ill die in bed in a peaceful slumber and the world becomes a better place.
They say im jus wasting air.
My knuckles are swollen.. each time i bend it, a searing pain tear thru it.
Perhaps ill slowly fade away from the lives of ppl.. till one day when im gone, no one remembers me.. there lies a tombstone no one knows no one cares and no one bothers.. ill die in bed in a peaceful slumber and the world becomes a better place.
They say im jus wasting air.
My knuckles are swollen.. each time i bend it, a searing pain tear thru it.
I had a nasty fall jus now..
Good thing is i can take pain from muscle ache to brusies to a fall. Breaking or fracturing a bone havnt try yet tho... But there are 2 pains i cant take.. its a heartache and a toothache=))
Had a splendid evening today=) jus loved it..
what happened to u?? ur getting me very very worried
Good thing is i can take pain from muscle ache to brusies to a fall. Breaking or fracturing a bone havnt try yet tho... But there are 2 pains i cant take.. its a heartache and a toothache=))
Had a splendid evening today=) jus loved it..
what happened to u?? ur getting me very very worried
This night, i did something really evil.. i Hurt a innocent someone feelings.. and right now i feel like a total jerk
to that person: im really sorry for what ive done.. i probably hurt ur feelings real bad and right now ur thinking that im the world lousiest jerk.. and i feel horrible..
I probably lost u as a good friend.. and right now all i can do is regret my actions. I really have NO idea how to face u and i am extremely ashamed of myself. I suppose saying sorry isnt going to do any much help but yea i hope u will forgive me..
After what u said to me, i jus cant help but feel terrible.. please forgive me..
Right now i cant sleep.. all i do is like sit on the chair and think..
i feel horrible.
to that person: im really sorry for what ive done.. i probably hurt ur feelings real bad and right now ur thinking that im the world lousiest jerk.. and i feel horrible..
I probably lost u as a good friend.. and right now all i can do is regret my actions. I really have NO idea how to face u and i am extremely ashamed of myself. I suppose saying sorry isnt going to do any much help but yea i hope u will forgive me..
After what u said to me, i jus cant help but feel terrible.. please forgive me..
Right now i cant sleep.. all i do is like sit on the chair and think..
i feel horrible.
I had a lot of fun the last past 5 days.=)) enjoyed myself alot.. never been this happy for a pretty long time.. =))^^
i wouldnt say that it has been the most constructive.. but yupp i wish it would happen everyday.
right now im not really please.. due to a certain someone attitude. not pleased at all. the whole night was showing me attitude. whats wrong? u promised u wont be like tt anymore?
It hurts.. hurts a lot.. right now i cant sleep... i cant even close my eyes.. as long as i close it, the thought jus rushes in.. why?? I guess its tough on u i shouldnt say all this. Maybe getting good results is everything..
i have a very very bad feeling that i may change again.. change into a person i always wanted to be but couldnt. This last time i was harbouring this thought was sec 2.. roughly 2 years ago.. and its extremely bad.. i wont give up.. i wont give up so easily..
Cos ur my darling.. And i love you. But its very hard on me, and i pray u understand.
Right now.. im currently pretty lost..
I guess i hurt my dad pretty much and my mom too altho she doesnt shows it.. i cant help but think so much tonight jus staying up in the dark.. watching the cars pass by.. my heart is aching.. aching so so much.. wine.. i crave for wine..
I guess this is what u called a void that nothing can fill that only God can fill...
Its been 3 years.. what have i done? what have i accomplished? Hurting my friends, family, you, etc. I guess this is how God feels all the time.. Im so sorry Lord..
i wouldnt say that it has been the most constructive.. but yupp i wish it would happen everyday.
right now im not really please.. due to a certain someone attitude. not pleased at all. the whole night was showing me attitude. whats wrong? u promised u wont be like tt anymore?
It hurts.. hurts a lot.. right now i cant sleep... i cant even close my eyes.. as long as i close it, the thought jus rushes in.. why?? I guess its tough on u i shouldnt say all this. Maybe getting good results is everything..
i have a very very bad feeling that i may change again.. change into a person i always wanted to be but couldnt. This last time i was harbouring this thought was sec 2.. roughly 2 years ago.. and its extremely bad.. i wont give up.. i wont give up so easily..
Cos ur my darling.. And i love you. But its very hard on me, and i pray u understand.
Right now.. im currently pretty lost..
I guess i hurt my dad pretty much and my mom too altho she doesnt shows it.. i cant help but think so much tonight jus staying up in the dark.. watching the cars pass by.. my heart is aching.. aching so so much.. wine.. i crave for wine..
I guess this is what u called a void that nothing can fill that only God can fill...
Its been 3 years.. what have i done? what have i accomplished? Hurting my friends, family, you, etc. I guess this is how God feels all the time.. Im so sorry Lord..
Hi blog.. i figured out why my father stand and jus look out at the window..
Im doing the same right now.. jus looking out of the window.. relaxing the mind.. reflecting abt the day.. its 2.30 and i feel very uptight.
In need God
how do u expect me to live the next few weeks? For once please spare a thought for my feelings.. Is study really that....
Im doing the same right now.. jus looking out of the window.. relaxing the mind.. reflecting abt the day.. its 2.30 and i feel very uptight.
In need God
how do u expect me to live the next few weeks? For once please spare a thought for my feelings.. Is study really that....
Its 1.50.. and Im fearing the worst for my exams.. As Ns are drawing nearer than Ever, Fear of failure is getting a tight Grip on me.. What should i do?? Prayer isnt helping.. Well not as much.. Im really stressed out now.. I dont think ill be sleeping anything soon..
Doing 'chem' currently, and im absorbing everything.. which is pretty relieving for me.. But im having trouble for my history.. ALOT of trouble.. I cant absorb it, and im very frighten. Extemely frighten.. Currently im at a lost.. If i were to fail Ns, i seriously and seriously do not know what to do at all.. perhaps.. i'll stick to a corner in my room and sob sob sob..
Kays going back to study. Will be sleeping pretty late tonight.
Doing 'chem' currently, and im absorbing everything.. which is pretty relieving for me.. But im having trouble for my history.. ALOT of trouble.. I cant absorb it, and im very frighten. Extemely frighten.. Currently im at a lost.. If i were to fail Ns, i seriously and seriously do not know what to do at all.. perhaps.. i'll stick to a corner in my room and sob sob sob..
Kays going back to study. Will be sleeping pretty late tonight.
Today isn't my day...
Im so stone today.. jus cant bring myself to smile.. or even pull a long face.. lol.. yupp my face is jus fat.. dull and jus cant say a sentance.. only able to say a few words. hahas yupp so stone..
My cheek muscles are soo heavy, no strength in them.. also my eye lids feel tight..
My right hand index fingers and right foot 2nd toe hurts at the end.. so weird.. got problem typing.. lol..
K my show is starting.. ciao
If i were to live in the waste lands of the desert, Will u follow me, And be by my side? Will you?
Im so stone today.. jus cant bring myself to smile.. or even pull a long face.. lol.. yupp my face is jus fat.. dull and jus cant say a sentance.. only able to say a few words. hahas yupp so stone..
My cheek muscles are soo heavy, no strength in them.. also my eye lids feel tight..
My right hand index fingers and right foot 2nd toe hurts at the end.. so weird.. got problem typing.. lol..
K my show is starting.. ciao
If i were to live in the waste lands of the desert, Will u follow me, And be by my side? Will you?
Its currently midnight.. im still studying.
Mood: Dull.. Why are my post so negative this few days?!?! xD hahas
Sigh i seriously dont like history.. i jus can seem to memorize a single thing.. im doomed..
I suppose she is sleep now. oh wells..
ITS DARREN'S birthday!! happy birthday!! ur 16 now! i promised u a gift, i'll get it dont worry.. hahas..
I feel soo soo soo sad now.. my room is very bright with all my lights on, but somehow it still seem dark.. and lonely.. a sense of loneliness is lingering..
Signing off.
Mood: Dull.. Why are my post so negative this few days?!?! xD hahas
Sigh i seriously dont like history.. i jus can seem to memorize a single thing.. im doomed..
I suppose she is sleep now. oh wells..
ITS DARREN'S birthday!! happy birthday!! ur 16 now! i promised u a gift, i'll get it dont worry.. hahas..
I feel soo soo soo sad now.. my room is very bright with all my lights on, but somehow it still seem dark.. and lonely.. a sense of loneliness is lingering..
Signing off.
Sunday
Planned to have breakfast alone, But since Sam Goh was available, dragged him and titus along. Saw alvin and invited him to join us. What can a army guy talk abt? Army. hahas wouldnt say it was tt bad la. sigh! i fear the day i have to go to army.(long way more for me)
Cell time! combined with Ramesh's cell.. squeezy as expected but all went well. The whole 1 hour was jus to get to know a few things abt each other that we didnt know at first.
Next, Service!!!! currently, i cant remember what Uncle alvin shared abt, was pretty funny tho.. oh yes yes i like the part where he showed us a small portion of his theology text..!! sooo cool!!! its like every 2-3 words interval, i dont know the word.. lol its chao cheeeeeeem. after that somethings happened which i dont wanna talk abt.
Right now im feeling.. pretty weird.. its like as if my emotions ran dry.. hahas ahh nvm ill live.. i'll be living in a cacoon for the next 2 weeks. yupp wont be talking to anyone i think .. and certainly not seeing anyone except, my parents, brother and maid.. yupp this is goner be jus fun.. fun..
Tmr is Darren's birthday, but im suppose to shop with someone for his gift.. How? Im so sorry darren.. forgive me.
Right now, im still pondering if today is a good day or it sucks.
Planned to have breakfast alone, But since Sam Goh was available, dragged him and titus along. Saw alvin and invited him to join us. What can a army guy talk abt? Army. hahas wouldnt say it was tt bad la. sigh! i fear the day i have to go to army.(long way more for me)
Cell time! combined with Ramesh's cell.. squeezy as expected but all went well. The whole 1 hour was jus to get to know a few things abt each other that we didnt know at first.
Next, Service!!!! currently, i cant remember what Uncle alvin shared abt, was pretty funny tho.. oh yes yes i like the part where he showed us a small portion of his theology text..!! sooo cool!!! its like every 2-3 words interval, i dont know the word.. lol its chao cheeeeeeem. after that somethings happened which i dont wanna talk abt.
Right now im feeling.. pretty weird.. its like as if my emotions ran dry.. hahas ahh nvm ill live.. i'll be living in a cacoon for the next 2 weeks. yupp wont be talking to anyone i think .. and certainly not seeing anyone except, my parents, brother and maid.. yupp this is goner be jus fun.. fun..
Tmr is Darren's birthday, but im suppose to shop with someone for his gift.. How? Im so sorry darren.. forgive me.
Right now, im still pondering if today is a good day or it sucks.
Blog im so upset today.. infact, today is one of the worst day.. Its a day i hope it wont repeat itself... yes today sucks..
I keep asking u to call me all the time, and it seems that u dont wanna talk to me. Why dont u ever call me automatically? Or do u rely on me asking u to call me?
I keep asking u out all the time that it makes me feel as if im taking so much of ur time. Or do u rely on me asking u out?
Aiya.. i jus dont know what to say now. Sometimes u rather sleep then to talk to me. Im so hurt today. Everything is jus wrong. Everything sucks.
Im so sorry.. i should jus give u ur own space from now on. From now on, ill let u make the decision.. Be it calling me, or whatever... its ur choice.
ALL I WANT U TO DO IS CALL ME.. call me.
OH blog.. what should i do.. im sooo upset..
Im going crazy..
Actually i might jus go back to gaming.
I keep asking u to call me all the time, and it seems that u dont wanna talk to me. Why dont u ever call me automatically? Or do u rely on me asking u to call me?
I keep asking u out all the time that it makes me feel as if im taking so much of ur time. Or do u rely on me asking u out?
Aiya.. i jus dont know what to say now. Sometimes u rather sleep then to talk to me. Im so hurt today. Everything is jus wrong. Everything sucks.
Im so sorry.. i should jus give u ur own space from now on. From now on, ill let u make the decision.. Be it calling me, or whatever... its ur choice.
ALL I WANT U TO DO IS CALL ME.. call me.
OH blog.. what should i do.. im sooo upset..
Im going crazy..
Actually i might jus go back to gaming.
hi blog, im back.
Everybody is busy mugging this few weeks.. time to exams are extremely near.. Exams never seem that real to me until now. "EXAMS ARE NEAR"<---- imagine that ringing in ur brain 24/7 .. and trust me, its not funny at all. Its like a life and death situation.
Lately there has been downs and ups in my life.. Mostly ups.. not much downs. and as far as i can remember no downs.. lol? ok except studying like so much.. i never studied this much in my whole entire life.. well ya cos my life depends entirely on this exam.. lol xD sort off.
Bible verses has been popping up like crazy.. and it either has the same words, or have the same meaning.
Guess what?!?! i've been skipping school!!! but for the good cause.. ive been studying at home.. yup ok.. im ermm arghh im sooo dont know la.. jus feel weird now.. brrrr greasy!
signing off..
Everybody is busy mugging this few weeks.. time to exams are extremely near.. Exams never seem that real to me until now. "EXAMS ARE NEAR"<---- imagine that ringing in ur brain 24/7 .. and trust me, its not funny at all. Its like a life and death situation.
Lately there has been downs and ups in my life.. Mostly ups.. not much downs. and as far as i can remember no downs.. lol? ok except studying like so much.. i never studied this much in my whole entire life.. well ya cos my life depends entirely on this exam.. lol xD sort off.
Bible verses has been popping up like crazy.. and it either has the same words, or have the same meaning.
Guess what?!?! i've been skipping school!!! but for the good cause.. ive been studying at home.. yup ok.. im ermm arghh im sooo dont know la.. jus feel weird now.. brrrr greasy!
signing off..
Friends
Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.
AHHHH i almost fail english?!!!! the teachers are bias! ok.. i jus figured out tt im not a "ARTS" type of person.. i did poorly for my lit and humans.. now thats bullshit..
currently im running short of time. Jus a few days more.. i gotta pull my socks..
On tues, i saw melanie.. and alice(red headed) again..
I suddenly hate waiting.. my teachers rather do that freaking i see no point useless time capsule.. its jus a waste of time, and when we ask for our results, HUANG scolded us.. i mean is she mad or what? samuel is skipping school nowadays, darren is COMING to school everyday..Kenneth is moving steadily.
My life now is pretty stagnant.. i cant concentrate on my work cos of some issues which are bothering me.. so i thought prolly its time i cut myself from this world... be a no lifer until the end of my exams then................. ill think abt it.
I like this poem i found in my book its has a nice beat to it and its very smooth.
I dont really care abt anything now.. perhaps i should care that now i run out of pen ink!
currently im running short of time. Jus a few days more.. i gotta pull my socks..
On tues, i saw melanie.. and alice(red headed) again..
I suddenly hate waiting.. my teachers rather do that freaking i see no point useless time capsule.. its jus a waste of time, and when we ask for our results, HUANG scolded us.. i mean is she mad or what? samuel is skipping school nowadays, darren is COMING to school everyday..Kenneth is moving steadily.
My life now is pretty stagnant.. i cant concentrate on my work cos of some issues which are bothering me.. so i thought prolly its time i cut myself from this world... be a no lifer until the end of my exams then................. ill think abt it.
I like this poem i found in my book its has a nice beat to it and its very smooth.
I dont really care abt anything now.. perhaps i should care that now i run out of pen ink!
Ok!
results!! ahahaha i faired poorly in my prelims.. ahhh!! noooo! die die die.. where is a nice place in sg to die? lol
errr esplanade=)
anywaes i dont know how i end up going with darren to TPY today.. with his friends-.-.. rightt.. means spending more of my hard saved money.. unlike some ppl, i cant afford to eat quality food all the time.. unless its cheap=) but ya.. end up i couldnt find a nice water bottle to replace my now leaking one.. its making my whole bag wet.. unfortunately, its on the inside.. soo ya.. nvm who cares=) hope my book tears..
watched "the break up" thought it was really nice.. altho its not how a couple should do.. and i think its like way beyond the limit.. =) finally someone watched a movie with me.. sigh ppl are so busy now u know? dont know busy with what!
Something really small can become really big cos someone tries to tell a really big and interesting story.. eg.
EG
"oh u know ABC fell down the steps.. ya so much blood la.. now in hospital! major operation sia.. pro sia.. hope he dont die"
Truth
He jus tripped and fall.
... i mean.. is that a little too much? haha its like totally a "lie"
Anywaes im going crazy with..
Tho i dont wanna say it, life is getting tough for me
results!! ahahaha i faired poorly in my prelims.. ahhh!! noooo! die die die.. where is a nice place in sg to die? lol
errr esplanade=)
anywaes i dont know how i end up going with darren to TPY today.. with his friends-.-.. rightt.. means spending more of my hard saved money.. unlike some ppl, i cant afford to eat quality food all the time.. unless its cheap=) but ya.. end up i couldnt find a nice water bottle to replace my now leaking one.. its making my whole bag wet.. unfortunately, its on the inside.. soo ya.. nvm who cares=) hope my book tears..
watched "the break up" thought it was really nice.. altho its not how a couple should do.. and i think its like way beyond the limit.. =) finally someone watched a movie with me.. sigh ppl are so busy now u know? dont know busy with what!
Something really small can become really big cos someone tries to tell a really big and interesting story.. eg.
EG
"oh u know ABC fell down the steps.. ya so much blood la.. now in hospital! major operation sia.. pro sia.. hope he dont die"
Truth
He jus tripped and fall.
... i mean.. is that a little too much? haha its like totally a "lie"
Anywaes im going crazy with..
Tho i dont wanna say it, life is getting tough for me
I find myself hopeless.. A sense of failure lurks... why m i so incompetent?
I wanna be perfect.. or at least almost perfect.. life is hard..
Why m i here? Sharing my P.J Andrew really hit me.. hit me hard.. I feel like i've not being doing what i should.. its like i know what i should do, but im not doing it.. im getting short tempered.. and i know the reason..
Its time i run away...
I wanna be perfect.. or at least almost perfect.. life is hard..
Why m i here? Sharing my P.J Andrew really hit me.. hit me hard.. I feel like i've not being doing what i should.. its like i know what i should do, but im not doing it.. im getting short tempered.. and i know the reason..
Its time i run away...
I guess its been a while.. School is real fun. Friends makes it better.. Shuave Samuel, Daring Darren, Ken Ken.. hmm who else? JJ ahaha
hmmm i find a halt in my life.. its like it jus stopped moving.. days passes by with nothing accomplished.. i feel empty.. very empty. bahhh im a walk zombie.. immune to sunlight
OK. exams are wicked.. sometimes i think of my far away online friends.. altho we live like "worlds" apart, somehow we seem so close... and how trust prevails.
Sometimes i really hate liars.. or ppl who jus stupid excuses.. yea and i really hate them.. i really hate it.. so i got a new strategy... i dont give a damn to anything.. they do whatever they want.. i live my own life... they can screw up all they want.. and ill stand there and watch and watch and watch
This isnt me.. The people around me are molding me into a person i dont wanna become.. how? what should i do? God i need ur infinite help me..
Current mood: LEMME DIEEEEEE
hmmm i find a halt in my life.. its like it jus stopped moving.. days passes by with nothing accomplished.. i feel empty.. very empty. bahhh im a walk zombie.. immune to sunlight
OK. exams are wicked.. sometimes i think of my far away online friends.. altho we live like "worlds" apart, somehow we seem so close... and how trust prevails.
Sometimes i really hate liars.. or ppl who jus stupid excuses.. yea and i really hate them.. i really hate it.. so i got a new strategy... i dont give a damn to anything.. they do whatever they want.. i live my own life... they can screw up all they want.. and ill stand there and watch and watch and watch
This isnt me.. The people around me are molding me into a person i dont wanna become.. how? what should i do? God i need ur infinite help me..
Current mood: LEMME DIEEEEEE
This post is dedicated to my cell leaders..=)
I once was fed up with the youth cos when everything was settled, we had to suddenly change cell. Sometimes we jus have to let go of our security blanket and go out into the world to meet new changes.. and now after 2 years, im looking back. And im glad that it actually took place. Sometimes i cant help but tell God.. " YOU VERY ONE KIND U KNOW" hahas.. he likes to put irony into our life.
Someone had been trying to call me.. and i finally picked up the phone today.. tho i regretted, it was the right thing to do.. this person who called me changed my entire life.. blessing to be, but a dissapointment to him. I really dont know what to do.. Expectations too high..
Thought back abt some things after the call, Im glad tt i got my current cell leaders.. gentle Jasmine,witty Justin and chubby BARNY!!!! BARNY IS A DINOSAUR WITH.. WITH.. but thats not the point.. I wont blog down how they impacted me and its seriously embarressing... ^^ i would probably cry when i have to part with them.. If any of u are reading this.. dont tell me=)
Ive been very emotional the last past month.. going thru a tough period of my life.. exams not helping.... And my hw for this week, be holy..
Its tought not easy.. I life from other people's experiences
I once was fed up with the youth cos when everything was settled, we had to suddenly change cell. Sometimes we jus have to let go of our security blanket and go out into the world to meet new changes.. and now after 2 years, im looking back. And im glad that it actually took place. Sometimes i cant help but tell God.. " YOU VERY ONE KIND U KNOW" hahas.. he likes to put irony into our life.
Someone had been trying to call me.. and i finally picked up the phone today.. tho i regretted, it was the right thing to do.. this person who called me changed my entire life.. blessing to be, but a dissapointment to him. I really dont know what to do.. Expectations too high..
Thought back abt some things after the call, Im glad tt i got my current cell leaders.. gentle Jasmine,witty Justin and chubby BARNY!!!! BARNY IS A DINOSAUR WITH.. WITH.. but thats not the point.. I wont blog down how they impacted me and its seriously embarressing... ^^ i would probably cry when i have to part with them.. If any of u are reading this.. dont tell me=)
Ive been very emotional the last past month.. going thru a tough period of my life.. exams not helping.... And my hw for this week, be holy..
Its tought not easy.. I life from other people's experiences
Currently im having a very hard time... this few week, its really very competitive. You just dont know what will happen. Im not like that, but suddenly my mindset became like tt, and its screwing me up.
I got exams this month and next month non stop and its really texing on the brain. With my chinese teacher screaming at us, it sure isnt helping. Some people think im stressed .. no im not..
I got exams this month and next month non stop and its really texing on the brain. With my chinese teacher screaming at us, it sure isnt helping. Some people think im stressed .. no im not..
I'm getting freaking annoyed that everyone is tell me Germany will lose.. If Germany loses then too bad. And some CRAZY people like JASON will msg me on msn everytime i go on msn saying "FRANCE WILL WIN GERMANY SUCKS" i means i GET THIS FREAKING point.. whats his issue.. everysingle time.. and saying what that he hate nazis.. what the hell has nazis got to do with the FIFA WORLD CUP... is he insane or what..
And some ppl goes on saying oh italy will win italy will win.. and wth they dont even know anything!(like me=)) lol but thats not the point.
alright... its time i start to chillllllllllllllllllllllllll
cya
And some ppl goes on saying oh italy will win italy will win.. and wth they dont even know anything!(like me=)) lol but thats not the point.
alright... its time i start to chillllllllllllllllllllllllll
cya
currently im sick, tired and bored.
I dont know what to do.. everything sucks.. everything to the core.
I've been drifting away from u.. High time i come back.. and i fall down
How i wish i could tell someone.. could i tell you?
hmmm its late guess i should stop..
Exams are coming..
ben oh ben.... im prolly dead meat
I dont know what to do.. everything sucks.. everything to the core.
I've been drifting away from u.. High time i come back.. and i fall down
How i wish i could tell someone.. could i tell you?
hmmm its late guess i should stop..
Exams are coming..
ben oh ben.... im prolly dead meat
I was pretty upset today. For a simple reason which is i spent $15 today. Now thats alot to spent on a MONDAY. First day of school and almost half my weekly allowance is gone. Gotta starve for a few days.
School was pretty boring.. Saw huang for 6 periods... man thats boring.
Went lunching with Darren and Kenneth then headed to Macs so play around with the Laptop.. Had fun with this particular game which was pretty gory... The game goes like that. You gotta stop the ppl from getting to the castle by throwing them into the sky.. if u did not throw them high enough, they will jus land on the knees and scramble up to walk towards the castle again. objective? throw them as high up as possible to make sure they die! =)
Went home to have a haircut.. My longhair was really irritating cos its itchy and lots of dandraft if i dont wash it properly=( and my current haircut is really short and the Back is really UGLY... oh wells.. ill live with it..
Im starting to lose weight=) thats a good sign.. my irregular work out is paying off.. hehe=)
right im off to get some work done.. cya
School was pretty boring.. Saw huang for 6 periods... man thats boring.
Went lunching with Darren and Kenneth then headed to Macs so play around with the Laptop.. Had fun with this particular game which was pretty gory... The game goes like that. You gotta stop the ppl from getting to the castle by throwing them into the sky.. if u did not throw them high enough, they will jus land on the knees and scramble up to walk towards the castle again. objective? throw them as high up as possible to make sure they die! =)
Went home to have a haircut.. My longhair was really irritating cos its itchy and lots of dandraft if i dont wash it properly=( and my current haircut is really short and the Back is really UGLY... oh wells.. ill live with it..
Im starting to lose weight=) thats a good sign.. my irregular work out is paying off.. hehe=)
right im off to get some work done.. cya
1 story to prove that God forgives and forget.
There was a lil girl that was able to see and talk to God normally.. So she told everyone abt it. Soon it came to the Pastor's knowing and he was pretty jealous. Thinking to himself "ive been a christian for so long, i have served God in so many ways i havnt even seen God.. yet alone this girl has seen him?" in disbelieve, he called this girl to his office and questioned her.. "Girl u say u can see and talk to God right?" the girl replied by nodding her head.. the Pastor continued "so when u see God again, can u please ask him whats my latest sin and tell me?" the girl nodded again.
As the weeks past, the pastor gottened impatient and asked for the lil girl into his office.. thinking ' hmm i knew she couldnt see God..' So once they were alone, the pastor asked "so what did God tell u abt my latest sin" the girl replied.."oh.. ermm God scratched his head and said hmmm i forgotten"
lovely isnt it? How God is able to do such magnimous stuff...
It comes to a point of my life that i should really start thinking and pondering over what i should do in my life. When is this turning point of my life.. what the rev preached during the camp was really very self-searching to oneself.. All i could do is ask myself questions and ans them.. How long m i going to take? too many to blog abt but one topic that really got my on my edge was abt leadership.. i always know and strongly believe that a leader should be a good example and have to keep himself holy.. but somehow i cant bring myself to fit the requirements.. so knowingly i decline lots of leadership positions... what the rev said jus liften this issue up in me.. made me want to like ermm do it..
Sometimes i think that my thinking is too complex.. so complex that i get mixed up and my thoughts will like go off course.. its really important that we relax.. keep a calm mind and think it thru slowly.. (stoning helps=) i think) relaxx relaxx rrrreeeeeeelllllaaaaaaxxxxx
school holidays ending and i find myself trying to sqeeze everything into this last 1 week.. like getting as much computer as possible.. and completing my hw too. But of course computer is much more tempting.
There was a lil girl that was able to see and talk to God normally.. So she told everyone abt it. Soon it came to the Pastor's knowing and he was pretty jealous. Thinking to himself "ive been a christian for so long, i have served God in so many ways i havnt even seen God.. yet alone this girl has seen him?" in disbelieve, he called this girl to his office and questioned her.. "Girl u say u can see and talk to God right?" the girl replied by nodding her head.. the Pastor continued "so when u see God again, can u please ask him whats my latest sin and tell me?" the girl nodded again.
As the weeks past, the pastor gottened impatient and asked for the lil girl into his office.. thinking ' hmm i knew she couldnt see God..' So once they were alone, the pastor asked "so what did God tell u abt my latest sin" the girl replied.."oh.. ermm God scratched his head and said hmmm i forgotten"
lovely isnt it? How God is able to do such magnimous stuff...
It comes to a point of my life that i should really start thinking and pondering over what i should do in my life. When is this turning point of my life.. what the rev preached during the camp was really very self-searching to oneself.. All i could do is ask myself questions and ans them.. How long m i going to take? too many to blog abt but one topic that really got my on my edge was abt leadership.. i always know and strongly believe that a leader should be a good example and have to keep himself holy.. but somehow i cant bring myself to fit the requirements.. so knowingly i decline lots of leadership positions... what the rev said jus liften this issue up in me.. made me want to like ermm do it..
Sometimes i think that my thinking is too complex.. so complex that i get mixed up and my thoughts will like go off course.. its really important that we relax.. keep a calm mind and think it thru slowly.. (stoning helps=) i think) relaxx relaxx rrrreeeeeeelllllaaaaaaxxxxx
school holidays ending and i find myself trying to sqeeze everything into this last 1 week.. like getting as much computer as possible.. and completing my hw too. But of course computer is much more tempting.
I'll be off for camp in jus a few days time.
I'll be missing a few ppl...
Will be back in 4 days time, i hope ppl back here will miss me^^
I feel very sick.. must be from staying in the rain for too long.. My head feels giddy and tight.. hopefully, its not a fever..
Yupp gotta run.. will be back ssssooooooooonnnnnnnnnnn
uoygnivolsyawla=))
I'll be missing a few ppl...
Will be back in 4 days time, i hope ppl back here will miss me^^
I feel very sick.. must be from staying in the rain for too long.. My head feels giddy and tight.. hopefully, its not a fever..
Yupp gotta run.. will be back ssssooooooooonnnnnnnnnnn
uoygnivolsyawla=))
Been awhile
Im upset as well as hopping mad.. my mom is a such a bitch.. i wanna kick myself for even talking to her... im never every goner talk to her again.. never in my entire life.
Was up till late. Reason being tt i was unable to sleep. Looking out of my window, i jus kept thinking. I dont know where is leads too, but im willing to go on and see.
Im upset as well as hopping mad.. my mom is a such a bitch.. i wanna kick myself for even talking to her... im never every goner talk to her again.. never in my entire life.
Was up till late. Reason being tt i was unable to sleep. Looking out of my window, i jus kept thinking. I dont know where is leads too, but im willing to go on and see.
Hmmm
Went to american club for a match with them... =)
After that, guess what? they invited us to the pub.. but i got chased out cos im underage.. oh man=( yupp pretty good host.. had a nice long talk with them... bought us supper.. yupp owe them one^^cheers
To my boo: Dont be sad/scared ETC
I'll be here.. for u..=) always..
That's a promise.
Went to american club for a match with them... =)
After that, guess what? they invited us to the pub.. but i got chased out cos im underage.. oh man=( yupp pretty good host.. had a nice long talk with them... bought us supper.. yupp owe them one^^cheers
To my boo: Dont be sad/scared ETC
I'll be here.. for u..=) always..
That's a promise.
The Snare
I hear a cry of pain!
There is a rabbit in a snare;
Now I hear the cry again,
But I cannot tell from where.
But I cannot tell from where
He is calling out for aid;
Crying on the frightened air,
Making everything afraid.
Making everything afraid
Wrinkling up his little face,
As he cries again for aid;
And i cannot find the place!
And I cannot find the place
Where his paw is in the snare;
Little one! Oh little one!
I am searching everywhere
A beautiful poem.
Lit was really tough.. Had a poem abt war.. was cursing and swearing.. but then came along this poem, jus had me blown away. While doing the question on the poem suddenly somestuff jus occured to me.. so u stopped to think. So happened that i went too deep into my thoughts that time was all but passing really fast. In shock after this discovery, its speed writing=) mostly writing crap.. low chances on passing lit tho.
Im happy and im contented
I live my life in riches and merry
I drink of wine from love within
They say" hey! look! what a happy little man"
I'll always protect my boo,
I love my boo=)
Once In My Life:
Once in my life I felt complete,
No worries and no pain.
Life was simple, life was so sweet.
You brought in the sunshine and took away the rain.
Once in my life I felt real joy,
the joy and happiness each day
which you brought to me.
My world seemed so perfect.
Once in my life I felt what it
was to be in love and to
be loved by one so gentle,
tender, kind and sweet.
Once in my life I felt so free,
free as the cool wind that stirs the trees.
Not one encumbrance upon my soul,
nothing would ever keep me bound.
Once in my life is not enough,
for all I had treasured and
tasted has now been taken,
left only by this emptiness inside.
Once in my life I wish that
we will meet again and that
you will bring me back all that I
long for, your love like sweet nectar and wine.
Just once more in my life before I die,
please share again
all the laughter as well as the tears.
Come back to me, into my life
yuppp blog..
Today, had a very furious squash match.. hmm ur asking like what!?! during exams?!?
sigh.. was really sad
stupid la... im sooo moody nowadays...
save me=(
my last wish is.... i wanna die in the caspian sea
its really stupid
firstly i can on the com in a really really good mood..
and while abt to start blogging, i can get really upset... lols
what the heck? omg.... im seriously going crazy
DAMNIT
Today, had a very furious squash match.. hmm ur asking like what!?! during exams?!?
sigh.. was really sad
stupid la... im sooo moody nowadays...
save me=(
my last wish is.... i wanna die in the caspian sea
its really stupid
firstly i can on the com in a really really good mood..
and while abt to start blogging, i can get really upset... lols
what the heck? omg.... im seriously going crazy
DAMNIT
.... God... tell u what eh... jus shoot a thunder bolt at me
hmm Had a really good laugh with a few online friends earlier on.. havnt talked to them for quite a while, glad i did.. U know sometimes having friends from afar can be a really great joy. Australians.. to polish to ppl from Denmark... hahas .. great friends.. but those were the days that we played and laughed together.. making fun of noobs and power abusing.. hahas oh ya someone said i was sadistic.. sounds cool
But now, im sad.. its funny.. now why is being sad funny? Cos i was so happy jus the other day... Now what caused this abrupt change? why didnt i stay happy? From the super natural to the unknown people have searched.. unprove hypothesis has produced.. But whats the real reason?? Mood swings.. are what ppl ... arghh im bullshitting a load of crap
ive turned crappy
i wanna go back to my oldself.. i wanna fight. Fight for what i really wanna be. From today onwards its...
Show time
hmm Had a really good laugh with a few online friends earlier on.. havnt talked to them for quite a while, glad i did.. U know sometimes having friends from afar can be a really great joy. Australians.. to polish to ppl from Denmark... hahas .. great friends.. but those were the days that we played and laughed together.. making fun of noobs and power abusing.. hahas oh ya someone said i was sadistic.. sounds cool
But now, im sad.. its funny.. now why is being sad funny? Cos i was so happy jus the other day... Now what caused this abrupt change? why didnt i stay happy? From the super natural to the unknown people have searched.. unprove hypothesis has produced.. But whats the real reason?? Mood swings.. are what ppl ... arghh im bullshitting a load of crap
ive turned crappy
i wanna go back to my oldself.. i wanna fight. Fight for what i really wanna be. From today onwards its...
Show time
oh what ppl say its jus a 1 day thing.
dear blog... tmr is the official day of the starting of Mid years... M i wrong to be updating u now?
History dear blog.. history..
Many a time ppl say God what a joke to play on me.. But i differ... If God plays joke, MIGHT u be a joke?
Life is good
Life is great
It gets better as it is
I live my life in the eyes of men
Knowing whats right
Doing whats left
After what i would say eons, i wrote a poem in school today.. dont say im bored. dont say im free
penning what comes to my mind.. its free and its wild
Butterfly effect has started to take its course in me. Im pretty scared sad to say. Jus 1 exam is that fate? Is life so hard.
bah im fully recovred now.. i think.. yupp coughing subsided. thank God.. was terrible the past few days. Recently, ive been very very tired and headache are fequent.. way too fequent.. it comes and stay...
dear blog... tmr is the official day of the starting of Mid years... M i wrong to be updating u now?
History dear blog.. history..
Many a time ppl say God what a joke to play on me.. But i differ... If God plays joke, MIGHT u be a joke?
Life is good
Life is great
It gets better as it is
I live my life in the eyes of men
Knowing whats right
Doing whats left
After what i would say eons, i wrote a poem in school today.. dont say im bored. dont say im free
penning what comes to my mind.. its free and its wild
Butterfly effect has started to take its course in me. Im pretty scared sad to say. Jus 1 exam is that fate? Is life so hard.
bah im fully recovred now.. i think.. yupp coughing subsided. thank God.. was terrible the past few days. Recently, ive been very very tired and headache are fequent.. way too fequent.. it comes and stay...
hi Blog..
2hours till the great Ben grows older... =) hahas.. Its jus wonderful
Currently, im in a fantastically good mood... never been in this mood for such a long time.. Its jus soooo soooo sweet.. so sweet..
Woken up at 9 by my screaming cousin who came to play with my little brother....
Went lunch with my parents.. ate a lot .. totally stuffed
watched a movie "the wild" lols was funny.. i love the snake... so cool la.. plain ignorant..
followed by dinner at cafe cartel.. ate a lot too.. yum yum
Ben was being really lame talking so much crap.. oh wells
Got this really really cute cute cuuuutttttteeeeeeeee toy Dog from val.. so sweet la.. omg i cant stop squeezing it.. wrote a really sweet card too.. now i feel bad giving her some stupid present...
2hours till the great Ben grows older... =) hahas.. Its jus wonderful
Currently, im in a fantastically good mood... never been in this mood for such a long time.. Its jus soooo soooo sweet.. so sweet..
Woken up at 9 by my screaming cousin who came to play with my little brother....
Went lunch with my parents.. ate a lot .. totally stuffed
watched a movie "the wild" lols was funny.. i love the snake... so cool la.. plain ignorant..
followed by dinner at cafe cartel.. ate a lot too.. yum yum
Ben was being really lame talking so much crap.. oh wells
Got this really really cute cute cuuuutttttteeeeeeeee toy Dog from val.. so sweet la.. omg i cant stop squeezing it.. wrote a really sweet card too.. now i feel bad giving her some stupid present...
Sunday 23 April
Cell resume after 3 weeks... lols finally?!?!? lots of catching up..
Cheeri and Olivia absent... prolly had something on..
Talking abt cell, Exams are here!!! its real... cant run anymore=( exam.. study.. grades.. the 2 cursed words blalbablablab
Im still sick... coughing and bad block nose..
Hmmmm i have been wondering for a long time.. Going solo is still the best...
Some ppl are able to socialise well some not so good.... hmmm arguing abt it, ill argue tt its not fair..
lols im going crazy la.. nothing better to say now... gotta go cya! xD
oh and guess what?? i learnt something new today
Cell resume after 3 weeks... lols finally?!?!? lots of catching up..
Cheeri and Olivia absent... prolly had something on..
Talking abt cell, Exams are here!!! its real... cant run anymore=( exam.. study.. grades.. the 2 cursed words blalbablablab
Im still sick... coughing and bad block nose..
Hmmmm i have been wondering for a long time.. Going solo is still the best...
Some ppl are able to socialise well some not so good.... hmmm arguing abt it, ill argue tt its not fair..
lols im going crazy la.. nothing better to say now... gotta go cya! xD
oh and guess what?? i learnt something new today
You know whats the most irritating thing possible on this earth??
Imagine someone asking u a question.. U try ur best to answer him... but in the end he disagree with u and gives u another answer... now those ppl are seriously wrong up there and they have no brains at all...
Now in another case someone who asks u to help them and u try ur best to help them.. but in the end, they tell u they cant be helped cos u dont understand... bullshit..
School sucks... classroom is noisy.. no learning take place.. pupils dont give a damn.. they talk talk talk like they jus met after a 1000 years..
Imagine someone asking u a question.. U try ur best to answer him... but in the end he disagree with u and gives u another answer... now those ppl are seriously wrong up there and they have no brains at all...
Now in another case someone who asks u to help them and u try ur best to help them.. but in the end, they tell u they cant be helped cos u dont understand... bullshit..
School sucks... classroom is noisy.. no learning take place.. pupils dont give a damn.. they talk talk talk like they jus met after a 1000 years..
Its been awhile.
I believe that most of you ppl out there read abt the news? Judas testimony and Mary Madalene testimony were found which were not added into the Bible's new testimon. I dont know if this made a comotion between the christians. For me being a christian, i would definately agree its totally rubbish. From genesis all the way to revelations could be intact and recorded now and kept saved? Why not Judas and Mary? Unless the ppl during Jesus's time was afraid that it would tarnish the christian faith and its outlook, so they did not add it to the bible. But what I DO know, the bible is a holy book which contains God's teachings and his commandments. And that everything in the bible was as what God planned.
Also in concordance to the few years back Angels and Demons followed by Da vinci code and a few other books, basically by reading Dan Brown books, u know that he hasnt been doing much research and from the drawings that Leonardo davinci drew, he was able to change the names and cook up and pretty nice story. And in fact im pretty sure he wasnt living during Jesus's time or Mary's time. Also adding in the Pope and the vatican city is what i think a very foolish idea. And just nice when the book was being publish, there was an election for a new pope?? Such divine timing! I suggest that ppl who read that book or is going to read it, read it while also bearing in mind that its fiction. Now that is all abt MASS Media, i still think that they should leave the vantican city alone and not going to deep and making it a big big thing
As it is, there are many cases abt Christianity.. Dont u think its a lil weird.. At one time, they were saying that it was a utter fake religion , but now that the so called Judas and Mary testimony was found.. hmmm doesnt it contradicts? In the end, they come back to this Mysterious Jesus. The reason why im writing this is that i cant seem to noticed that its always Christianity that is being shoot at. As far as im concerned, I dont seem to know Buddhism being talked abt?? Nor Islam neither hinduism being talked ill abt?? Now why dont they stop wasting their time looking in the wrong information or digging into the wrong hole and drag themselves into something which is more worthwhile. Rather than to go abt Finding that Jesus and Judas conspired.
I believe that most of you ppl out there read abt the news? Judas testimony and Mary Madalene testimony were found which were not added into the Bible's new testimon. I dont know if this made a comotion between the christians. For me being a christian, i would definately agree its totally rubbish. From genesis all the way to revelations could be intact and recorded now and kept saved? Why not Judas and Mary? Unless the ppl during Jesus's time was afraid that it would tarnish the christian faith and its outlook, so they did not add it to the bible. But what I DO know, the bible is a holy book which contains God's teachings and his commandments. And that everything in the bible was as what God planned.
Also in concordance to the few years back Angels and Demons followed by Da vinci code and a few other books, basically by reading Dan Brown books, u know that he hasnt been doing much research and from the drawings that Leonardo davinci drew, he was able to change the names and cook up and pretty nice story. And in fact im pretty sure he wasnt living during Jesus's time or Mary's time. Also adding in the Pope and the vatican city is what i think a very foolish idea. And just nice when the book was being publish, there was an election for a new pope?? Such divine timing! I suggest that ppl who read that book or is going to read it, read it while also bearing in mind that its fiction. Now that is all abt MASS Media, i still think that they should leave the vantican city alone and not going to deep and making it a big big thing
As it is, there are many cases abt Christianity.. Dont u think its a lil weird.. At one time, they were saying that it was a utter fake religion , but now that the so called Judas and Mary testimony was found.. hmmm doesnt it contradicts? In the end, they come back to this Mysterious Jesus. The reason why im writing this is that i cant seem to noticed that its always Christianity that is being shoot at. As far as im concerned, I dont seem to know Buddhism being talked abt?? Nor Islam neither hinduism being talked ill abt?? Now why dont they stop wasting their time looking in the wrong information or digging into the wrong hole and drag themselves into something which is more worthwhile. Rather than to go abt Finding that Jesus and Judas conspired.
Im stressfullllllll..
Be it school
CCA
Tuition
Church?!?!?
Competition
Im stressfullllll
As i grow older, im starting to see how the next generation is like.. how fast they are learning things... I remember, when i was P6 i was a fat lil innocent boy.. its during sec school tt i finally become a lil more enlighten.. but now, P6..Girls in fact already know, maybe more then me.. lols sigh how times have changed.. and P6 i was still anti girls while now, they are like WHAT maple bf/gf.. lols computer times really is the in thing where u learn aLOT
Im also beginning to see some side of ppl whom i never want to see.. i makes me sad cos firstly it really irritates me but tts not the point..
Hmmmm life sucks, but it improved.. but now, its back to square one..
Im at a lost,
Oh please tell me what to do
How should I live my life
Making merry day and night.
Soft whisperings i didnt hear
I heard but did not obey
Things i see i dont believe,
Believing in them is my favourite mistake
An old man's game i fell for it
Soft whisperings i didnt hear
I heard but did not obey
I went to a street, SAW a hole, I Fell into it.. It took me along time to get out
The next day, i went to the same street, I saw the same hole i fell into it. Why was i so stupid? It took me a long time to get out
Again the next day, i saw the same hole, Yet again i fell into it. This time i took a shorter time to get out
Yet again the next day, I SAW the same hole, i walked around it.. i did not fall into the hole
I felt smart! i felt good
The next day, Walked home by another street
People here is a short illustration.. A very short story... now tell me will u bother to tell me why did i write this?
Be it school
CCA
Tuition
Church?!?!?
Competition
Im stressfullllll
As i grow older, im starting to see how the next generation is like.. how fast they are learning things... I remember, when i was P6 i was a fat lil innocent boy.. its during sec school tt i finally become a lil more enlighten.. but now, P6..Girls in fact already know, maybe more then me.. lols sigh how times have changed.. and P6 i was still anti girls while now, they are like WHAT maple bf/gf.. lols computer times really is the in thing where u learn aLOT
Im also beginning to see some side of ppl whom i never want to see.. i makes me sad cos firstly it really irritates me but tts not the point..
Hmmmm life sucks, but it improved.. but now, its back to square one..
Im at a lost,
Oh please tell me what to do
How should I live my life
Making merry day and night.
Soft whisperings i didnt hear
I heard but did not obey
Things i see i dont believe,
Believing in them is my favourite mistake
An old man's game i fell for it
Soft whisperings i didnt hear
I heard but did not obey
I went to a street, SAW a hole, I Fell into it.. It took me along time to get out
The next day, i went to the same street, I saw the same hole i fell into it. Why was i so stupid? It took me a long time to get out
Again the next day, i saw the same hole, Yet again i fell into it. This time i took a shorter time to get out
Yet again the next day, I SAW the same hole, i walked around it.. i did not fall into the hole
I felt smart! i felt good
The next day, Walked home by another street
People here is a short illustration.. A very short story... now tell me will u bother to tell me why did i write this?
Nationals started.. Empired SJI and RI
I dont eat much lately.. maybe jus a small portion so i often buy too much food=). School is jus great. No issues, no complaints. Just tt im jus always tired. Giving me a big headache and its seriously troublesome.!!! I MUST remember to take my medicine=))
Im upset.. Over? I dont know.. My forehead is always groggy, i wanna move far away=) .. Just me by myself. Somewhere tt I will be left alone.. My book(men best friend) a nice comfy chair, the cool west wind, And there i m=) im mad -.-''
Had sports hits today, and to my dismay i lost some speed
Okie. School its either someone is goner happen or is already happen i feel funny.. like how i felt long long ago.. hmmm a today on the train, this thought tt the train floor with crumble under our legs came into my mind, and i was like grabbing the railing real tight=) hahas
Perhaps im living in isolation?? Hmmmm well cant be right?? Its a growing up process i tell myself.=) .. Maybe im stress?? yea i m. My math book is on the table, im too tired.. But im blogging!?!? how ironic..
Today in lit, we started on poems.. It had a latin title.. but English words, a Poem abt war, it hard to read, and hard to understand.. i think im goner die, my lit is a goner!
My friend jus keep making me mad.. When they ask me out next time, ill say NO =) revenge is sweet.
Im drifting further and futher. So so far tt i can barely see. Tracing ur outline, i strain my eyes. I turn around, gave a sigh, and whisper Goodbye..
Listening to songs. What type of songs? Hillsongs worships songs. No singing.. Just Sweet music.. comforting reasuring
Why did she feel like crying.. Asking myself, i tried to come out with some highly intellectual ans.. But instead, nothing came to my mind.. After listening to those songs, Bit by bit, slowly thoughts filled my mind.. like a gentle wind, it came and go leaving without a trace. Looking back among my peers, ppl whom i wanna go out with, ppl whom i wish to be like.. whats Joy? 3 letters, such a deep meaning but 1 simple explanation.. How God make life ironic..
22.March.2006 Wed
Today my past has died, tmr my future is renewed
I dont eat much lately.. maybe jus a small portion so i often buy too much food=). School is jus great. No issues, no complaints. Just tt im jus always tired. Giving me a big headache and its seriously troublesome.!!! I MUST remember to take my medicine=))
Im upset.. Over? I dont know.. My forehead is always groggy, i wanna move far away=) .. Just me by myself. Somewhere tt I will be left alone.. My book(men best friend) a nice comfy chair, the cool west wind, And there i m=) im mad -.-''
Had sports hits today, and to my dismay i lost some speed
Okie. School its either someone is goner happen or is already happen i feel funny.. like how i felt long long ago.. hmmm a today on the train, this thought tt the train floor with crumble under our legs came into my mind, and i was like grabbing the railing real tight=) hahas
Perhaps im living in isolation?? Hmmmm well cant be right?? Its a growing up process i tell myself.=) .. Maybe im stress?? yea i m. My math book is on the table, im too tired.. But im blogging!?!? how ironic..
Today in lit, we started on poems.. It had a latin title.. but English words, a Poem abt war, it hard to read, and hard to understand.. i think im goner die, my lit is a goner!
My friend jus keep making me mad.. When they ask me out next time, ill say NO =) revenge is sweet.
Im drifting further and futher. So so far tt i can barely see. Tracing ur outline, i strain my eyes. I turn around, gave a sigh, and whisper Goodbye..
Listening to songs. What type of songs? Hillsongs worships songs. No singing.. Just Sweet music.. comforting reasuring
Why did she feel like crying.. Asking myself, i tried to come out with some highly intellectual ans.. But instead, nothing came to my mind.. After listening to those songs, Bit by bit, slowly thoughts filled my mind.. like a gentle wind, it came and go leaving without a trace. Looking back among my peers, ppl whom i wanna go out with, ppl whom i wish to be like.. whats Joy? 3 letters, such a deep meaning but 1 simple explanation.. How God make life ironic..
22.March.2006 Wed
Today my past has died, tmr my future is renewed
FRIDAY 12-03-2006
Its friday today, and the end of March Hols.. time flies.. its really getting scary how fast time is passing. Just in an blink of an eye, hols are over.. Hmmm gotta get use to it and make use of my time the right way.
Woke up at 9.55 jus to my dismay tt in 5 mins time, my match with MGS is starting.. I clearly forgotten to set my alarm last night. Washed up and CHIONG out of house trying to get to MGS in the shortest possible time.. Met Darryl jus down the hill and made our way there.. Had difficulty sleeping the night before, thus i was feeling pretty weird with my head up there and my stomach was giving the same problems.. I really wonder whats going on with me. Told Coach i wouldnt be playing and he was alright with it.. Nationals are starting next week and I gotta get well by then which is almost impossible.. My medication still has roughly 1 month more to complete.. So i jus sat there and occationally went out for some fresh air.. the air was pretty good there, cos the compound was up a hill.(Thank God)But a mosquitoe BIT me. We were really playing badly.. Darryl was being a clown, Glen was a bully, Rauhan had Jillian and yupp i was slacking. And me.. sigh jus running in the court for 5-10 mins and im shag. =( but=) instead of playing, Jillian talked to me abit.. oh wait =) first, she asked if i remembered her, so i thought she was nicole at first and say she was nicole, but she gave that sad look which instantly struck me tt im wrong so trying to remember the player list, the name tt looked the most familar which was Jillian=) so i started shooting names haha. Told me most of the Sec 4's has went overseas including Hannah.. yup so i only recognised her and someone else whom i didnt get her name. Somehow or another Jillian kept asking if i could remember her-.-
After the whole event, followed them out of the school and went our own ways.. they were heading to Orchard, while me and Darryl went to QEP for lunch.. suddenly lost my appetite and jus ate fries..... DA PAO my burger.. and here i m a tired tired boy sitting infront of the com Pondering abt how MGS match was and how i m going to buck up.
Its friday today, and the end of March Hols.. time flies.. its really getting scary how fast time is passing. Just in an blink of an eye, hols are over.. Hmmm gotta get use to it and make use of my time the right way.
Woke up at 9.55 jus to my dismay tt in 5 mins time, my match with MGS is starting.. I clearly forgotten to set my alarm last night. Washed up and CHIONG out of house trying to get to MGS in the shortest possible time.. Met Darryl jus down the hill and made our way there.. Had difficulty sleeping the night before, thus i was feeling pretty weird with my head up there and my stomach was giving the same problems.. I really wonder whats going on with me. Told Coach i wouldnt be playing and he was alright with it.. Nationals are starting next week and I gotta get well by then which is almost impossible.. My medication still has roughly 1 month more to complete.. So i jus sat there and occationally went out for some fresh air.. the air was pretty good there, cos the compound was up a hill.(Thank God)But a mosquitoe BIT me. We were really playing badly.. Darryl was being a clown, Glen was a bully, Rauhan had Jillian and yupp i was slacking. And me.. sigh jus running in the court for 5-10 mins and im shag. =( but=) instead of playing, Jillian talked to me abit.. oh wait =) first, she asked if i remembered her, so i thought she was nicole at first and say she was nicole, but she gave that sad look which instantly struck me tt im wrong so trying to remember the player list, the name tt looked the most familar which was Jillian=) so i started shooting names haha. Told me most of the Sec 4's has went overseas including Hannah.. yup so i only recognised her and someone else whom i didnt get her name. Somehow or another Jillian kept asking if i could remember her-.-
After the whole event, followed them out of the school and went our own ways.. they were heading to Orchard, while me and Darryl went to QEP for lunch.. suddenly lost my appetite and jus ate fries..... DA PAO my burger.. and here i m a tired tired boy sitting infront of the com Pondering abt how MGS match was and how i m going to buck up.
From Joshua Blog
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not flunk!
He keepeth me from lying down when I should be studying.
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break,
He leadeth me beside the water cooler for a study break,
He restoreth my faith in study guides.
He leads me to better study habits
for my grades sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of borderline grades,
I will not have a nervous breakdown;
for thou art with me.
My prayers and my friends,
they comfort me.
Thou givest me a answer in moments of blankness;
Thou anointest my head with understanding.
My test paper runneth over with questions I recognize.
Surely passing grades with flying colors shall follow me
all the days of my examinations,
and I shall not have to dwell in this university forever,
Amen!
Amen!
YESTERDAY
LOL... i look a lil up tight in this pic... lol my hair .. tsk tsk.. I didnt ask to cut THIS short.. but anywaes i looks like some kind of army officer.. =) ... look like a G.I...(The statue behind me is a General from the ming dynasty.. do i look like one??)
Had flag day today.... was hard in the beginning.. but when u got the hang of it, its pretty easy.. At first my and JJ was walking ard aimlessly trying to find a spot in SINGAPORE that wasnt taken by SOMEONE who was doing flag day too-.-.. righttttttt..so i found a power spot later at the end, and got quite a few donations there..standing there got 2 hours thought me a lot of things.. I use to think that British or Americans were very generous... (of white ppl) but only 2 of them donated out of like 20?!?!?!? yuppx.. Cos i use to think they were always giving tips.. a custom to do so.. but there was this indian guy, who was sooo generous.. he took out a pocket full of coins and put it all inside my tin.. not only that, he put it put his hand in again and smiled at me saying something i cant really recall and there in his hands, was a bunch of 1 dollar coins.. hmmm WE HAVE THIS KIND OF SINGAPOREAN!?!?! Praise the lord...
LOL... i look a lil up tight in this pic... lol my hair .. tsk tsk.. I didnt ask to cut THIS short.. but anywaes i looks like some kind of army officer.. =) ... look like a G.I...(The statue behind me is a General from the ming dynasty.. do i look like one??)
Had flag day today.... was hard in the beginning.. but when u got the hang of it, its pretty easy.. At first my and JJ was walking ard aimlessly trying to find a spot in SINGAPORE that wasnt taken by SOMEONE who was doing flag day too-.-.. righttttttt..so i found a power spot later at the end, and got quite a few donations there..standing there got 2 hours thought me a lot of things.. I use to think that British or Americans were very generous... (of white ppl) but only 2 of them donated out of like 20?!?!?!? yuppx.. Cos i use to think they were always giving tips.. a custom to do so.. but there was this indian guy, who was sooo generous.. he took out a pocket full of coins and put it all inside my tin.. not only that, he put it put his hand in again and smiled at me saying something i cant really recall and there in his hands, was a bunch of 1 dollar coins.. hmmm WE HAVE THIS KIND OF SINGAPOREAN!?!?! Praise the lord...
Along the way, met up with KK and Vikrham.. walked to esplande to look see look see... Was really cold there .. shoick.. relax there took some pic and got on out way... at the singapore river, we split up ..ON the way, took some pics like the one u jus saw ontop... the second one was me with a few river traders.. Can u spot the extra?!?!?! its the guy on my right
Later on JJ and me went towards fullerton hotel to take a look inside.. and to borrow their washroom.. the washroom was pretty posh,=) and we made use of it very well.. Met up the KK and Vikrham and started heading back to novena to return our tins.. hope hope the money will be put to good use.. yuppx..
Today
After church, went for a movie with my cell.. watched final destination 3.. was a lil gross.. where the ppl all died in a tragic way.. really sick..
Next i went to PS to meet a friend and his gf.. lols really sweet girl.. yupp.. even sent him home and then went back.. hmm sweet..
sigh!!!! Bet u want to know my 2.4 results.. right......ZzzzZZ I WONT TELL YOU... GRRRRR
Lols anywaes hiiiiiiiii.... IM in a pretty jolly mood.. i feel like running.. I dont think i can run as fast anymore... i think i lost some speed oh wells.. oh guess what!?!?!? MY Pull ups are improving!! yay! oh wells... Sports sports sports... MAtch on fri again.. I MUST PLAY MY BEST!!!! ill be playing with joseph.. E grader... if i win, it will be a miracle
I feel like watching TV... MOVIES!!!!!!!!! jus lie on the sofa and watch.. and watch... and watch....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XD
Im so tired... keeping late nights lately.... Sleep is precious u know??? when u lose it, its like u owe "sleep" and u must pay back ur sleep.. lols dont believe me?? ask a PRO.. which is ME..
Hmmmm im getting bored of life.. if i dont find anything new to do, trust me ill jus die! and it dont be a natural death cos its JUS NOT NATURAL!
Music is the soul of mankind?!?!?!?! sometimes i do believe it... if there is no music? whats enjoy? whats relax?!?!?! whats "sleep"!?!?!? lol get it?
HHHmmm im back to normal.. Can feelings really be written down?? ur able to express feelings.. able to show ur feelings... JUS recalled, someone once said she would teach me to express my feelings.. lol but i think she given up on me.. oh wells.. Those were the fun days! Where flirting was so common among them.. And i would sit by myself and watch.. HMmm what a happy boy i m... IM here alone.. peace and quiet.. im learning as ur teaching.. Teach me to be like you
I wanna compose a song.. actually i did.. But i thought i could memorise it.. Its a song written for You.. i wish i could just dedicate it to you.. but what a pity it really is, that its lost somewhere at, the back of my head..
Trust me oh mighty fiend... u'll run away at the sight of my skin... He said layla.. who is layla? his wife? his gf? his pet? just a song in a drunkern ster..
Drugs is bad. never take it.. even if u do besure to sleep.. An unhealthy lungs is obvious.. when its filled with water..
Kidney stones jus hurts.. When it penatrates ur kidney ur jus a dead lifeless rotting meat.
HMMMMMMMM its so fun jus writing whatever i want..
BYE
Lols anywaes hiiiiiiiii.... IM in a pretty jolly mood.. i feel like running.. I dont think i can run as fast anymore... i think i lost some speed oh wells.. oh guess what!?!?!? MY Pull ups are improving!! yay! oh wells... Sports sports sports... MAtch on fri again.. I MUST PLAY MY BEST!!!! ill be playing with joseph.. E grader... if i win, it will be a miracle
I feel like watching TV... MOVIES!!!!!!!!! jus lie on the sofa and watch.. and watch... and watch....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTCCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XD
Im so tired... keeping late nights lately.... Sleep is precious u know??? when u lose it, its like u owe "sleep" and u must pay back ur sleep.. lols dont believe me?? ask a PRO.. which is ME..
Hmmmm im getting bored of life.. if i dont find anything new to do, trust me ill jus die! and it dont be a natural death cos its JUS NOT NATURAL!
Music is the soul of mankind?!?!?!?! sometimes i do believe it... if there is no music? whats enjoy? whats relax?!?!?! whats "sleep"!?!?!? lol get it?
HHHmmm im back to normal.. Can feelings really be written down?? ur able to express feelings.. able to show ur feelings... JUS recalled, someone once said she would teach me to express my feelings.. lol but i think she given up on me.. oh wells.. Those were the fun days! Where flirting was so common among them.. And i would sit by myself and watch.. HMmm what a happy boy i m... IM here alone.. peace and quiet.. im learning as ur teaching.. Teach me to be like you
I wanna compose a song.. actually i did.. But i thought i could memorise it.. Its a song written for You.. i wish i could just dedicate it to you.. but what a pity it really is, that its lost somewhere at, the back of my head..
Trust me oh mighty fiend... u'll run away at the sight of my skin... He said layla.. who is layla? his wife? his gf? his pet? just a song in a drunkern ster..
Drugs is bad. never take it.. even if u do besure to sleep.. An unhealthy lungs is obvious.. when its filled with water..
Kidney stones jus hurts.. When it penatrates ur kidney ur jus a dead lifeless rotting meat.
HMMMMMMMM its so fun jus writing whatever i want..
BYE
Pink panther.... Hhmmmmm I wouldnt say it was tt of a good show, But yupp wasnt too bad either.. Very lame and lemme say stupid in a way... Acting like tt with a stern face isnt easy..lols
Right.. Apart from the stupidity and all the lameness, There were parts tt was pretty touching.. Yes he was pretty Foolish for believing his captain, but oh well.. sometimes we gotta be smarter than to believe everyone tt is of higher authority than us... And the whole point im writing this and tt touching part, was that his partner knew the whole hoax... And when the french policeman was "sacked" he called his partner and his partner still actually believed in him and helped him solve the mystery.. hmm If i was in his shoes i would be like.. are u mad u crazy guy.. ur SACKED! yuppx.. thats a part to take note of. Of friendship and trust.. and jus tt day, Jasmine gave a wonderful sharing on it.. xD
Hmmmm 2.4 tmr i hope i pass.. i MUST sleep early.. These few days, im having quite a tight stomach... Just cant loosen up.
HMmmm i dont know why, but im like finding fault in what everybody says... hmmm whats the cause of it? hmmmmmm
Right.. Apart from the stupidity and all the lameness, There were parts tt was pretty touching.. Yes he was pretty Foolish for believing his captain, but oh well.. sometimes we gotta be smarter than to believe everyone tt is of higher authority than us... And the whole point im writing this and tt touching part, was that his partner knew the whole hoax... And when the french policeman was "sacked" he called his partner and his partner still actually believed in him and helped him solve the mystery.. hmm If i was in his shoes i would be like.. are u mad u crazy guy.. ur SACKED! yuppx.. thats a part to take note of. Of friendship and trust.. and jus tt day, Jasmine gave a wonderful sharing on it.. xD
Hmmmm 2.4 tmr i hope i pass.. i MUST sleep early.. These few days, im having quite a tight stomach... Just cant loosen up.
HMmmm i dont know why, but im like finding fault in what everybody says... hmmm whats the cause of it? hmmmmmm
Dont wanna miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you And
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you, right here with you
Just like this I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Feelings...
Feel ur surrounding
Absorb
Soak into it.
Think
Do we think before we do anything?? Or does anger cloud our mind!?!?! thus taking away This precious Gift of right and wrong. Do we Care abt the other around us?? Do I put others before myself? Do I care abt how they feel? Does action really speak louder than words? Whatever promises, whatever I say, do i live up to it? Do my words carry weight? Do we need a clear mind? WHY do i CARE abt my ego at the expense of hers? Was i right or wrong?? How could i lose?? What would coach say?? Afraid my friends would laugh??? M i a christian?
So many times I wanna turn back time.. so many times I want things back the way they were before.. But is it possible? What did i do? Why must i think so much?? Is is good to be a thinker?
M i thinking of the right things?
Feelings are important.. What are humans without feelings?? Why Do i feel so much for others that it affects me?? Neither do i argue nor do i complaint.. 1 simple reason, im trying to show what we christians are like! But whats the point when another christian does the exact oppersite.. Its so hard.. And it hurts me when he said "eeeeeeeee christian like that.. what kind of christian are you!" Even non believers know how christian should behave. What more abt us
Lying on the floor, clearing my mind.. feel the earth rotating on it axis.. Mother nature and its wonders, or is it human and their incompentence.. I cant help but wonder why we React so much to our surroundings?? Am I considered as a halogen, high density, very reactive. Or m i a catalys where i make things happen? Or m i noble gas who jus stands there refuse to jus react.
Lying on the floor soaking into it.. feel Gods love and be filled with Joy.
F.A.S.T
An instand world, do we know the true meaning of patience? Isrealites wondering abt in the desert for 40 years, waiting for God to excute his promise for them.. Why did God "torture them" What our elders sow, is what we reap?? How far do u agree with this statement?
I wrote a song abt how i feel.. to fulfill my expectations, do i sin against the lord.. What would jesus do, if he was playing with nat? would he win, or would he lose? Was that chance good enough? She was tired, i was too.. I knew how she felt physically, but still the killer drive. "Lord jus tell me m i right or wrong what would u do if it was you"
Eric Clapton Bad Love Lyrics
A pretty nice song..... i JUST LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it .. lols anywaes
HMMMmm schools sucks... guess why? i failed 2.4 again.. i dont know why.. in the court i can run for hours... on track i cant even run for 4 mins.. sighhhh
Common test week... So far so good... i never plan to get such a high percentage for my progess report b4 ..lols
I feel funny... somehow or what, i feel rather vex... with what?!?!?!?! my relationship with friends... Friends i mix with dont help u when ur in trouble... well not as in fights or anything... hmmm i dont fight btw... unless its self defense
A pretty nice song..... i JUST LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it .. lols anywaes
HMMMmm schools sucks... guess why? i failed 2.4 again.. i dont know why.. in the court i can run for hours... on track i cant even run for 4 mins.. sighhhh
Common test week... So far so good... i never plan to get such a high percentage for my progess report b4 ..lols
I feel funny... somehow or what, i feel rather vex... with what?!?!?!?! my relationship with friends... Friends i mix with dont help u when ur in trouble... well not as in fights or anything... hmmm i dont fight btw... unless its self defense
Blog... im upset... seriously upset.. the more i think abt it, the worst it gets...
Its been quite a while since i was this upset...
Finally... after thinking... SERIOUSLY thinking... All my life, all my believes... I was arrogant.. Thinking i could play well.. maybe im jus big big blur head thinking i could... So maybe God made me learnt this... this NOT very nice lessons... Thinking abt him jus maked me upset...
My heart is heavy..so heavy.. Lord forgive me
I think they believed in me? Did they? DID he?
Lord m i walking on the right path?
Are u speaking to me
Expanding balloon...
Collecting?
Why must is be this? WHY ME... My arrogance... Why? What do u want me to do.. Guide me lord.. Is this ur plan??
Im growing.. Growing fast... fast and in a painful way..
Thanks to my wonderful brother.. Finally i understand... finally i understand
Lord tell me the true meaning of worship...
M i crying? its 11.. and alone.. music is blasting
What a wonderful God
What kind of character is ur plan for me? A apologising character? A mindful heart? sensitive? thoughtful?
Ur the only one who understand...ur the only 1... tell me Why
... why thru this way?? why not earlier?? why not later?
M i a dissapointment? My wonderful cell leader? Have i led u down?
Such sadness... such sadness
My attitude problem... Big issue.. .. I see a vast difference.. Between a God seeking man and me... M i missing something?
Proverbs.. proverbs.. Was i serious? Pray...pray he told me to pray... i made a pact too.. but i broke it..
Chance after chance... many chances... to change.. to forgive.. to let go... didnt take it...
skipped quiet time.. Hadnt been talking to you...
Was he angry? he seems to be... why?? why do i care so much if he is angry with me?? why do i care so much when he is upset at me... HE KNOWS.. he knew.. he wants me to figure it out myself.. till this very day, I finally did... Outstanding.. A true mark of a leader.. My friend, leader and teacher
My heart is heavy... so very heavy..
My eyes starts to shut..
And there, i start to dream
Dream of what?!?!?!
Dream of wonders and wonders
Of what God have installed for me
Lord Give me joy, give me love.. GIVE me peace.. Crush this grudgeand as i lay it at ur altar..
let it...Burn
Cheer up ben.. God is ur light..
Its been quite a while since i was this upset...
Finally... after thinking... SERIOUSLY thinking... All my life, all my believes... I was arrogant.. Thinking i could play well.. maybe im jus big big blur head thinking i could... So maybe God made me learnt this... this NOT very nice lessons... Thinking abt him jus maked me upset...
My heart is heavy..so heavy.. Lord forgive me
I think they believed in me? Did they? DID he?
Lord m i walking on the right path?
Are u speaking to me
Expanding balloon...
Collecting?
Why must is be this? WHY ME... My arrogance... Why? What do u want me to do.. Guide me lord.. Is this ur plan??
Im growing.. Growing fast... fast and in a painful way..
Thanks to my wonderful brother.. Finally i understand... finally i understand
Lord tell me the true meaning of worship...
M i crying? its 11.. and alone.. music is blasting
What a wonderful God
What kind of character is ur plan for me? A apologising character? A mindful heart? sensitive? thoughtful?
Ur the only one who understand...ur the only 1... tell me Why
... why thru this way?? why not earlier?? why not later?
M i a dissapointment? My wonderful cell leader? Have i led u down?
Such sadness... such sadness
My attitude problem... Big issue.. .. I see a vast difference.. Between a God seeking man and me... M i missing something?
Proverbs.. proverbs.. Was i serious? Pray...pray he told me to pray... i made a pact too.. but i broke it..
Chance after chance... many chances... to change.. to forgive.. to let go... didnt take it...
skipped quiet time.. Hadnt been talking to you...
Was he angry? he seems to be... why?? why do i care so much if he is angry with me?? why do i care so much when he is upset at me... HE KNOWS.. he knew.. he wants me to figure it out myself.. till this very day, I finally did... Outstanding.. A true mark of a leader.. My friend, leader and teacher
My heart is heavy... so very heavy..
My eyes starts to shut..
And there, i start to dream
Dream of what?!?!?!
Dream of wonders and wonders
Of what God have installed for me
Lord Give me joy, give me love.. GIVE me peace.. Crush this grudgeand as i lay it at ur altar..
let it...Burn
Cheer up ben.. God is ur light..
Sunday!
Had music practice today.. and sadly to say, i screwed up everything.. My playing was seriously soooooooo bad, it spoilt everyones mood, and later did they figure it out, i didnt practice.. Sharon was really really angry, with a black face, Xue Xing obviously angry, my beloved nic, i dont know, he only asked, how did i think i was playing.. being quiet, i think he was pretty dissapointed.. well there were times i felt like crying during practice.. Marcus tried to help thanks! But i jus couldnt get the right strumming and tune.. times i thought ot myself, i shouldnt cry! Yes it my fault for not practicing, and there was a point of time, i thought im not good enough and maybe i should jus stop playing for the ministry. Its a wrong idea to have, so i decided i would buck up... And cos todays practice was soooo lousy cos of me, we have to practice one more time on sat... cos of me, the whole team suffers. Im so sorry team1.. do forgive me. My guitar led me down too, as the bridge was faulty...
After practice, went lunching with valerie at bugis pasta mania... Had quite a bit of fun talking rot.. Headed down to bras brasa to get some guitar strings.. and then went to popular.. bought some stuff and went back to bugis.. went to yoshinoya to get a drink then.. spilt up to go our different ways.
At home, i listened to the chinese songs, and from there, God spoke to me... hmmm God really is on the ball
What an eventful day?? BadBad day
Had music practice today.. and sadly to say, i screwed up everything.. My playing was seriously soooooooo bad, it spoilt everyones mood, and later did they figure it out, i didnt practice.. Sharon was really really angry, with a black face, Xue Xing obviously angry, my beloved nic, i dont know, he only asked, how did i think i was playing.. being quiet, i think he was pretty dissapointed.. well there were times i felt like crying during practice.. Marcus tried to help thanks! But i jus couldnt get the right strumming and tune.. times i thought ot myself, i shouldnt cry! Yes it my fault for not practicing, and there was a point of time, i thought im not good enough and maybe i should jus stop playing for the ministry. Its a wrong idea to have, so i decided i would buck up... And cos todays practice was soooo lousy cos of me, we have to practice one more time on sat... cos of me, the whole team suffers. Im so sorry team1.. do forgive me. My guitar led me down too, as the bridge was faulty...
After practice, went lunching with valerie at bugis pasta mania... Had quite a bit of fun talking rot.. Headed down to bras brasa to get some guitar strings.. and then went to popular.. bought some stuff and went back to bugis.. went to yoshinoya to get a drink then.. spilt up to go our different ways.
At home, i listened to the chinese songs, and from there, God spoke to me... hmmm God really is on the ball
What an eventful day?? BadBad day
Lately i've been running on faith
What else can a poor boy do?
But my world will be right
When love comes over you
Lately i've been talking in my sleep
I can't imagine what i'd have to say
Except my world will be right
When love comes back your way
I've always been
One to take each and every day
Seems like by now
I'd find a love who cares just for me
Then we'd go running on faith
All of our dreams would come true
And our world will be right
When love comes over me and you
Chorus
Then we'd go running on faith
All of our dreams would come true
And our world will be right
When love comes over me and you
When love comes over you
What else can a poor boy do?
But my world will be right
When love comes over you
Lately i've been talking in my sleep
I can't imagine what i'd have to say
Except my world will be right
When love comes back your way
I've always been
One to take each and every day
Seems like by now
I'd find a love who cares just for me
Then we'd go running on faith
All of our dreams would come true
And our world will be right
When love comes over me and you
Chorus
Then we'd go running on faith
All of our dreams would come true
And our world will be right
When love comes over me and you
When love comes over you
Blog... while chatting to a friend, it somehow struck me that last time, all the caning, memorising of times table, sitting beside the bed, doing my spell.. in the middle of the night.. was for my own good... In this world, where i currently stand in the education position, something that i myself cant take the fact... i was wondering, how sad my parents must be.. putting up a strong front... hmmm what if life all abt?? is it abt getting a good job?? good pay?? good life?? is it a self centered me or a life centered ard God??
I happened to come across a bible verse that struck me hard... reading it made me feel real guilty... What paul wrote to timothy was that he should guard himself to certain ppl as lots of "weird" kinds of ppl will be seen during the last days...
Is it something to draw us closer to you?
Is it something we must do?
Is it something we must obey?
Currently, im listen to "my fathers eyes" by eric clapton..
The lyrics makes me think abt my dad.. how i use to see his bloodshot eyes.. saddness deep inside.. how sad i made him over the years.. be it me having poor results and me being rebellious. The other time he went to thailand, how worried i was if he didnt return..
Sigh...
Lord.. give me joy and peace that i so rightly deserve..
I happened to come across a bible verse that struck me hard... reading it made me feel real guilty... What paul wrote to timothy was that he should guard himself to certain ppl as lots of "weird" kinds of ppl will be seen during the last days...
Is it something to draw us closer to you?
Is it something we must do?
Is it something we must obey?
Currently, im listen to "my fathers eyes" by eric clapton..
The lyrics makes me think abt my dad.. how i use to see his bloodshot eyes.. saddness deep inside.. how sad i made him over the years.. be it me having poor results and me being rebellious. The other time he went to thailand, how worried i was if he didnt return..
Sigh...
Lord.. give me joy and peace that i so rightly deserve..
I'm sorry.
Why should I say I'm sorry?
If I hurt you,
You know you've hurt me too.
[Chorus:]
But you get lost inside your tears,
And there is nothing I can do,
'Cause I get lost inside my fear
That I am nothing without you.
You're angry.
Why shouldn't you be angry?
With what we've been through,
Well I get angry too.
[Chorus]
'Cause I am nothing without you.
Why should we have taken so long
To be looking inside of our mind?
Everything we tried went wrong.
Are we worried 'bout what we might find?
I'm sorry,
But can I say I'm sorry?
If I hurt you,
You know it hurts me too.
[Chorus]
And you get lost inside your tears,
And there is nothing we can do,
'Cause I get lost inside my fear
That I am nothing without you.
'Cause I am nothing without you.
And I am nothing without you.
'Cause I am nothing without you.
'Cause I am nothing without you.
Hope u still read my blog.. forgive me
What i really hate is seeing someone dear when his eyes are full of fear.. I remember when my lil brother was small, we use to go swimming. Altho the pool was shallow, he would scream and cry and start to hug me real tight.. really tight... so that he will not lose grip and fall.. then i would look at his eyes.. seeing his fearful look, as his brother it hurts me.... Cos seeing someone close to u so sooo afraid, is really something painful and if ur there but not able to help him, its worse...
So what happens if we are alone??
Who can we grab onto??
Walking alone in a dark empty street full of shadows.. God is with u.. To the ends of this world, he will be there for u to hold on, and carry u when ur tired. He will be there too encourage me, pick me up when i fall..
Whoelse will be there for me all my life?? We will grow independent.. Parents cant be there for u all the time... God? he has all the time in the world
Dear fellow readers... Today i would like to bringforth a question to YOU.. on ur opinions of an ideal and most important genre of the type of character a person should have??
After a long long time, i decided to put on my thinking cap during a car ride home... eric clapton songs, the lyrics and the reason why he wrote the song plays a great deal to my thoughts. Thoughts like this always bring me back to earth and reason out why m i not always right and why im angry or sad.
Firstly, responsibilty is what a person be it young or old should have. Responsibilty alone brings abt respect thus u gaining respect to be a RESPECTABLE person. A person, who keeps his word is indeed a man with wisdom, but a man who lies is to be mock at.. Proverbs a Book filled with wise teaching said "wisdom tells us that if we seek wisdom, she will protect us"... now what do u think of that? People whom i really detest are those who promises but in the end go back on their word... Many words there are to describe them, but its wrong of me to name them. In my life, how many times have I kept my promises? Because of this idea that is implanted in my brain, im extremely pissed off with a few of my school friends and accidentally in a fit of anger, came to a conclusion scolding them, when I to am wrong. Cos they dont keep their promises. After begging me to go out with them, the day before, he told me Lester doesnt want to go thus he is not going. WHAT LOGIC?!?!?! People tell me, how would u feel? Sometimes i feel like doing the same to them, but im unable too. But thinking if i were to be like them, isnt that going against my own ideas?? I will be contradicting myself.
In a christian life, what is it that we should do? What must we do in order to make a difference between us and the rest? How do we make the others think.. "hey! I want to be like him with the same type of character.. " Responsibilty, gains trust. Passing up work on time, every little bit counts. Practicing my work, using less com time. Saying not empty words, but words that has weight.. With that, automatically comes discipline. Something i lack the most. Improving slowly. Slowly but steady. Im a new person abiding my law and Gods law.. Ive always been reading Proverbs since young. Teaches u how to be slow to anger, and to be humble. Patience. But until now ive not succeeded in applying it into my daily life..
My classmate as i said earlier on adding into it, they are very egoistic.. Always saying they are the best, with girls ard, they forget all abt me, always praising themselves..
What i see in others is what i see in myself.. <---- thanks to miss ferenando on reminding me this lil phrase. Your the greatest teacher i ever had..
I wanna be a humble person, slow to anger, responsible in school/CCA/church and in various areas in my life. God I pray help me to fulfill it..
After a long long time, i decided to put on my thinking cap during a car ride home... eric clapton songs, the lyrics and the reason why he wrote the song plays a great deal to my thoughts. Thoughts like this always bring me back to earth and reason out why m i not always right and why im angry or sad.
Firstly, responsibilty is what a person be it young or old should have. Responsibilty alone brings abt respect thus u gaining respect to be a RESPECTABLE person. A person, who keeps his word is indeed a man with wisdom, but a man who lies is to be mock at.. Proverbs a Book filled with wise teaching said "wisdom tells us that if we seek wisdom, she will protect us"... now what do u think of that? People whom i really detest are those who promises but in the end go back on their word... Many words there are to describe them, but its wrong of me to name them. In my life, how many times have I kept my promises? Because of this idea that is implanted in my brain, im extremely pissed off with a few of my school friends and accidentally in a fit of anger, came to a conclusion scolding them, when I to am wrong. Cos they dont keep their promises. After begging me to go out with them, the day before, he told me Lester doesnt want to go thus he is not going. WHAT LOGIC?!?!?! People tell me, how would u feel? Sometimes i feel like doing the same to them, but im unable too. But thinking if i were to be like them, isnt that going against my own ideas?? I will be contradicting myself.
In a christian life, what is it that we should do? What must we do in order to make a difference between us and the rest? How do we make the others think.. "hey! I want to be like him with the same type of character.. " Responsibilty, gains trust. Passing up work on time, every little bit counts. Practicing my work, using less com time. Saying not empty words, but words that has weight.. With that, automatically comes discipline. Something i lack the most. Improving slowly. Slowly but steady. Im a new person abiding my law and Gods law.. Ive always been reading Proverbs since young. Teaches u how to be slow to anger, and to be humble. Patience. But until now ive not succeeded in applying it into my daily life..
My classmate as i said earlier on adding into it, they are very egoistic.. Always saying they are the best, with girls ard, they forget all abt me, always praising themselves..
What i see in others is what i see in myself.. <---- thanks to miss ferenando on reminding me this lil phrase. Your the greatest teacher i ever had..
I wanna be a humble person, slow to anger, responsible in school/CCA/church and in various areas in my life. God I pray help me to fulfill it..
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