hieeeeeeeee.. school is starting... booooooos
Was on the phone with valarie last night... talked for like 3 hours 15 mins? dont know what we were talking abt also... lol.. but i think we had fun... xD was soo tired... talked until 3... accidentally slept on her while thinking abt something... only wake up to jear her saying hello. hello!!!!!!!! hahas rightt... she's goner slap me??? ahahas xD
Went for a Band concert today.... TKGS was playing with a Japan school..... TKGS was ok.. but then came the Japan.. and holy cow! they were fantastic... different solo here and here... hahas really a great event... they have some movements.. was really a great event... Cant explain it all here... its jus.. wonderful
Had dinner with cheeri's family.... was wonderful... good food, had a nice long talk...hahas... maybe we should do it again??*snickers*
Had dinner with cheeri's family.... was wonderful... good food, had a nice long talk...hahas... maybe we should do it again??*snickers*
Something interesting... A comfirmation... God wants me to pray.. Youth camp, God has been telling me to pray more... and after watching bruce almighty, i decided to start praying a lot... i want to have a prayerful heart.. and thus able to be an anointed player... and now, Adrain got be The prayer of Jabez... hmmm isnt God jus great????
Watched narnia today.... its exactly like the bible... SO much like it... The lion aka jesus.. the witch aka satan, the edmun and the rest aka US.. hmmmm i think its really a great show... something worth watching... watching it, made me realise, how great is his love for us, and that one day, satan still be overcome... and we will be fighting by his side... and also one thing.. is that we alone are powerless against satan... but with God, the lion saved peter life by killing the witch... and the lion dying was jesus dying to save edmun... u and me..... isnt he jus ... GREAT?
On the way back, strangers spoke to me... is God trying to tell me something?? 1 of them was an american, another was a indian... had a long talk with this indian whom spoke to me on the bus.. and we got down, we like stood there talking abt boxing.. apparently, he was a boxing coach, and he knows my school which has boxing too.. xD cool eh.. is God trying to tell me something?? like reach out to others?
Watched narnia today.... its exactly like the bible... SO much like it... The lion aka jesus.. the witch aka satan, the edmun and the rest aka US.. hmmmm i think its really a great show... something worth watching... watching it, made me realise, how great is his love for us, and that one day, satan still be overcome... and we will be fighting by his side... and also one thing.. is that we alone are powerless against satan... but with God, the lion saved peter life by killing the witch... and the lion dying was jesus dying to save edmun... u and me..... isnt he jus ... GREAT?
On the way back, strangers spoke to me... is God trying to tell me something?? 1 of them was an american, another was a indian... had a long talk with this indian whom spoke to me on the bus.. and we got down, we like stood there talking abt boxing.. apparently, he was a boxing coach, and he knows my school which has boxing too.. xD cool eh.. is God trying to tell me something?? like reach out to others?
My new goals...
1) I WANT to be an anointed guitarist... its a long long journey with God... walking and talking to him... my greatest wish or want is to be filled with the holy spirit while playing the guitar... its like paradise.. jus strumming away... heavenly music... totally awesome.. playing in holy realms.. one day.... one DAY!
2) something i failed to do for my first goals which is reading the bible... and talking to God.. the fundamental roots of a relationship with God.... During the whole christmas rehearsal days.. there are time where i was really angry/pissed, i jus feel like quitting.. heck care.. well but i have a reponsibility.. but there is this sweet sweet small voice which calms me down.. gently telling me that i should do it for God... yes GOD alone and no one else... You know today, nic wong got angry with the musicians... he actually said he was pissed... so i was thinking if it was me i would jus stand there fume and start cursing and swearing... but he actually voiced it out... interesting.. the way he handles his anger is something i should learn from him... he chose his words very very well.... a man who thinks before he speaks is a wise man indeed....
3)after talking soo much... my last and third new years resolution is.... able to complete this 2 task...
during Youth camp, the lord told me that i should go forward... that i should go forward and do his work... so i was thinking what does he want me to do?? im only playing the guitar... as im thinking NOW, maybe he is asking me its time i consider this long long given proposal to be a cell intern?? maybe its both... what should i do?? Trust in God and GO do what i need to do...so during this christmas, i decided to try a lil lead... and i hope to be a lead guitarist too.... but seeing all the 5 pantatonic scales is giving me a big headache.. but for now, i'll trust in him... and from now on i WILL and must listen to his words... obey his commands.. be slow to anger... be quick to patience? lol.. say NO to the body.. yupp... I know i can do it! I can do all things with??? CHIRST who strengthens me.. PRAISE the LORD for the has done great things..
God bless you all... and a merry christmas..
oh and adrain... u can copy down my this new goals too ^^ and prompt me to remember what i said..
1) I WANT to be an anointed guitarist... its a long long journey with God... walking and talking to him... my greatest wish or want is to be filled with the holy spirit while playing the guitar... its like paradise.. jus strumming away... heavenly music... totally awesome.. playing in holy realms.. one day.... one DAY!
2) something i failed to do for my first goals which is reading the bible... and talking to God.. the fundamental roots of a relationship with God.... During the whole christmas rehearsal days.. there are time where i was really angry/pissed, i jus feel like quitting.. heck care.. well but i have a reponsibility.. but there is this sweet sweet small voice which calms me down.. gently telling me that i should do it for God... yes GOD alone and no one else... You know today, nic wong got angry with the musicians... he actually said he was pissed... so i was thinking if it was me i would jus stand there fume and start cursing and swearing... but he actually voiced it out... interesting.. the way he handles his anger is something i should learn from him... he chose his words very very well.... a man who thinks before he speaks is a wise man indeed....
3)after talking soo much... my last and third new years resolution is.... able to complete this 2 task...
during Youth camp, the lord told me that i should go forward... that i should go forward and do his work... so i was thinking what does he want me to do?? im only playing the guitar... as im thinking NOW, maybe he is asking me its time i consider this long long given proposal to be a cell intern?? maybe its both... what should i do?? Trust in God and GO do what i need to do...so during this christmas, i decided to try a lil lead... and i hope to be a lead guitarist too.... but seeing all the 5 pantatonic scales is giving me a big headache.. but for now, i'll trust in him... and from now on i WILL and must listen to his words... obey his commands.. be slow to anger... be quick to patience? lol.. say NO to the body.. yupp... I know i can do it! I can do all things with??? CHIRST who strengthens me.. PRAISE the LORD for the has done great things..
God bless you all... and a merry christmas..
oh and adrain... u can copy down my this new goals too ^^ and prompt me to remember what i said..
havnt been updating u for quite a while... hahas... its pretty late now..
today or rather yesterday cos its 12.41 now i got my new anti virus programme cos my old one expired.. yea... but the life update still wouldnt work.. and thus everything isnt working... so i got ripped off.. im still figuring out how to solve this problem... but oh wells... "RIPPED OFF"
The christmas skit is taking off.!!! saw some improvements and we only got like 2 more days of rehearsal!??!?!?!?! sigh.. ppl! gotta buck up!
today or rather yesterday cos its 12.41 now i got my new anti virus programme cos my old one expired.. yea... but the life update still wouldnt work.. and thus everything isnt working... so i got ripped off.. im still figuring out how to solve this problem... but oh wells... "RIPPED OFF"
The christmas skit is taking off.!!! saw some improvements and we only got like 2 more days of rehearsal!??!?!?!?! sigh.. ppl! gotta buck up!
Training as usual... xD 10.00 in the morning... hah! I grew smarter this time ^^ and slept earlier last night... but still, my stamina led me down.. altho i did try my best to push to the limit, =( My head felt so groggy.. like im abt to faint.. lol still pushing until i could barely hit the ball..Shao min was fed up with me, cos half way thru the game i kept going to the toilet for whatever reasons.. =) sorry! danvin was fed up with my rally.. and 2v1 yong hui on my side, we still lost... lol.. danvin was like saying no kick while he could barely stand up..=) no kick eh? we still got our 100 plus match....
Lunch was crappy.. everybody pang sei me! left me and yong hui, so we decided to head down to foodcourt 5 which was closing... manage to eat seom noodle which wasnt that fantastic... but oh wells, was feeling..
thru out the whole time, yong hui was telling me abt his Japan exchange trip... seems fun =) his host was really atheletic.. altho he is a little short, he could run really fast, extremely good stamina and played baseball and tennis... the tennis he played was a little different.. the ball was softer.. like a stress ball..
And in the streets, a whole array of vending machines were all lined up... hmm maybe like half a km of them?? tightly packed.. lol.. he said u could find everything u wanted in them.. ice creams.. drinks... etcetc..
Of course came the girls part.. =P.. he said once u been there, girls in SG looks like shit... SHIT..lol yea.. rightttttt... but i too think so too... =) he said the food there was like awesome(and SG sucked).. a food paradise IS Japan.. and what abt SG being a food paradise??? HUH??
lol.. =) out with my squashmates is sooo fun
And guess what... we share the same fantasy.. lol a lil lame but well.. its like if u watched the last samuraii, u will understand... its like I want to stay in the moutains.... where its peaceful... and free aircon.. where ppl are hardworking.. and so on... well i dont think that will come thru but...
=) i'll pray..lol... and of course i would be GLAD to leave u guys behind ^^ ahahahaha and never to SEE u all again....=)
hmmmm im going to KL soon... yay AT LAST im out of the country
Lunch was crappy.. everybody pang sei me! left me and yong hui, so we decided to head down to foodcourt 5 which was closing... manage to eat seom noodle which wasnt that fantastic... but oh wells, was feeling..
thru out the whole time, yong hui was telling me abt his Japan exchange trip... seems fun =) his host was really atheletic.. altho he is a little short, he could run really fast, extremely good stamina and played baseball and tennis... the tennis he played was a little different.. the ball was softer.. like a stress ball..
And in the streets, a whole array of vending machines were all lined up... hmm maybe like half a km of them?? tightly packed.. lol.. he said u could find everything u wanted in them.. ice creams.. drinks... etcetc..
Of course came the girls part.. =P.. he said once u been there, girls in SG looks like shit... SHIT..lol yea.. rightttttt... but i too think so too... =) he said the food there was like awesome(and SG sucked).. a food paradise IS Japan.. and what abt SG being a food paradise??? HUH??
lol.. =) out with my squashmates is sooo fun
And guess what... we share the same fantasy.. lol a lil lame but well.. its like if u watched the last samuraii, u will understand... its like I want to stay in the moutains.... where its peaceful... and free aircon.. where ppl are hardworking.. and so on... well i dont think that will come thru but...
=) i'll pray..lol... and of course i would be GLAD to leave u guys behind ^^ ahahahaha and never to SEE u all again....=)
hmmmm im going to KL soon... yay AT LAST im out of the country
Hmmmmmm
Watched chicken little today... was ok.. ended really fast tho...=/
Im really feeling very weird...!?!?!?!
All i want is jus some peace and quiet.. And maybe sometimes be with a few good friends jus laughing away... But how things dont turn up the way i want it to be.. Is this all God's plan for me??
I'm really trying hard... I do believe nic wong is angry at me with something.. i dont know... maybe im jus too over sensitive..
I got this new mind set... striving to read the bible is one thing... 3 Rs... Remember, Repent, Repeat?? I think its repeat yupp.... The mind says "yes! read the bible" but the body says "tired la... go sleep" hmmmmm I remember very clearly what Aunty Grace use to tell us... say NO to the body... looks like now it applies to me now... I want to start life... afresh*... and with God by my side.. I believe i can!
ok and for those who have problem reading the words... i enlarged it for u =)
Watched chicken little today... was ok.. ended really fast tho...=/
Im really feeling very weird...!?!?!?!
All i want is jus some peace and quiet.. And maybe sometimes be with a few good friends jus laughing away... But how things dont turn up the way i want it to be.. Is this all God's plan for me??
I'm really trying hard... I do believe nic wong is angry at me with something.. i dont know... maybe im jus too over sensitive..
I got this new mind set... striving to read the bible is one thing... 3 Rs... Remember, Repent, Repeat?? I think its repeat yupp.... The mind says "yes! read the bible" but the body says "tired la... go sleep" hmmmmm I remember very clearly what Aunty Grace use to tell us... say NO to the body... looks like now it applies to me now... I want to start life... afresh*... and with God by my side.. I believe i can!
ok and for those who have problem reading the words... i enlarged it for u =)
Terrible day today....
Woke up late.. as usual..
Asked my maid to cook something for me... later on ben called me for lunch... was in a fixed... so i decided to eat lunch at home... and went straight to lan with ben.. tired this new lan shop... it sux.. jus suxed...
Went to LJS later on...
Came home and didnt feel that well... vomited everything out... ..=/felt better after that..
..uncle came over to fix the old com... and he had the midas hand!!!xD it worked.. yay!!!!!!! thanks uncle!
yea yea... nothing more to write.... bye peeps!
Woke up late.. as usual..
Asked my maid to cook something for me... later on ben called me for lunch... was in a fixed... so i decided to eat lunch at home... and went straight to lan with ben.. tired this new lan shop... it sux.. jus suxed...
Went to LJS later on...
Came home and didnt feel that well... vomited everything out... ..=/felt better after that..
..uncle came over to fix the old com... and he had the midas hand!!!xD it worked.. yay!!!!!!! thanks uncle!
yea yea... nothing more to write.... bye peeps!
Just came back from youth camp.. title R2ME2
Glad i went for it... xD was sooo fun.. enjoyed myself.. i dare say this is the best youth camp i ever went... tho the games isnt that nice, worship sometimes the music wasnt good... but i learnt to understand, that once God is in DA house, everything fades away.. and its jus between u and God no one can seperate us... no one...
Brother kenny was the main speaker... prayed for me... and Boy m i glad he did.. God did a wonderful thing to my life... Healed my wounds... tho i cant feel anything different now, but i believe, that soon, i will see a change and slowly, a new me.... was really interesting... never felt sooo relax b4.. after i got up from being slain, my head was soo cloudy, i could bearly stand up.. soo groggy... but now, my mind is crystal clear.. xD.. YUPP thanks ppl for making this a wonderful camp.. the last day of worship was sooo enthu, its nothing but GOD.. looks like a mini youth camp... many ppl broke away from their comfort zone, and started jumping ard... jus having fun worshipping the lord... what we gain from it?? ----> happiness!! Satisfaction!! muscle ache in our calf and ham-string.. but oh wells... GOD IS GOOD
Glad i went for it... xD was sooo fun.. enjoyed myself.. i dare say this is the best youth camp i ever went... tho the games isnt that nice, worship sometimes the music wasnt good... but i learnt to understand, that once God is in DA house, everything fades away.. and its jus between u and God no one can seperate us... no one...
Brother kenny was the main speaker... prayed for me... and Boy m i glad he did.. God did a wonderful thing to my life... Healed my wounds... tho i cant feel anything different now, but i believe, that soon, i will see a change and slowly, a new me.... was really interesting... never felt sooo relax b4.. after i got up from being slain, my head was soo cloudy, i could bearly stand up.. soo groggy... but now, my mind is crystal clear.. xD.. YUPP thanks ppl for making this a wonderful camp.. the last day of worship was sooo enthu, its nothing but GOD.. looks like a mini youth camp... many ppl broke away from their comfort zone, and started jumping ard... jus having fun worshipping the lord... what we gain from it?? ----> happiness!! Satisfaction!! muscle ache in our calf and ham-string.. but oh wells... GOD IS GOOD
oh what can i say? life still treats me good.
its been 3 week thrut he hols! what have i done?? nothing! most of the time i stuck at home doing nothing.. training should be more frequent.. noble and school training is not enough... safra is out of the schedule!
i figure it out... thats to this show i happen to watch, im feeling lonely=) thats the only thing im able to think of... lol IM LONELY! yay! oh wells bullshit-.-
Its so funny play cs... where u being a ninja armed with a knife and nothing else going around cutting ppl up... and the sound effects, lol "humilation" hmmm
Saw some WCG players at the chalet!!!! from canada, india, usa, brazil etcetc... cant remember anymore.. they look like normal ppl lar... not much of an eye opener, but seeing them play, u'll be amazed... 1337 haxxor..lol aim bot, speed hack, jumping hack, wall hack, blablbala... all combine.. 100% 1337 HaXxoR
ooooooo ive been talking to sky on msn..!!!! she msged me first-.- asking if i was a punk..righttttt as if im one... do i look like one????
im trying to figure out a new song... i suddenly got this inspiration to compose one=)) but im suddenly not good with words... time is now today today! My school song really has this meaning.. its like a song( duhhhh) but usually we sing it like (boring la... SianzZZ stupid song... sing for 8 years liao.) but when i start to ponder on it, the meaning starts opening itself... u know... its very meaningful... but we take it forgranted
Im putting more effort into building up more patience... my attitude problem is doing neither u nor me any good.. tho regret is the last thing i wanna feel, i'll stay calm.. stay calm walk away, close my eyes, shut everything from my friend, and pray.. praying works.. its good to have a prayerful heart.. pray= talking to God=build a relationship and from then on, every thing i need or troubles, first time that comes into my mind, pray.. pray pray which is good!
ive started reading the bible again.. and this time i ernestly hope that i'll remain that way, and i'll be filled with compassion and love...and hopefully, my troubled and heavy heart will be lightened.. somethings bother me.. arghhhhh
Ive been having i'll thoughts, and im starting to dream again... joseph was a dreamer.. his came thru.. will mine come thru? or is it me?? my body is tired, but my mind is awake thinking abt stuff i dont know? its been many days... history is repeating itself.. zzZZZ
I wanna be a history maker! yes yes yes.. songs for life, songs for the heart
its been 3 week thrut he hols! what have i done?? nothing! most of the time i stuck at home doing nothing.. training should be more frequent.. noble and school training is not enough... safra is out of the schedule!
i figure it out... thats to this show i happen to watch, im feeling lonely=) thats the only thing im able to think of... lol IM LONELY! yay! oh wells bullshit-.-
Its so funny play cs... where u being a ninja armed with a knife and nothing else going around cutting ppl up... and the sound effects, lol "humilation" hmmm
Saw some WCG players at the chalet!!!! from canada, india, usa, brazil etcetc... cant remember anymore.. they look like normal ppl lar... not much of an eye opener, but seeing them play, u'll be amazed... 1337 haxxor..lol aim bot, speed hack, jumping hack, wall hack, blablbala... all combine.. 100% 1337 HaXxoR
ooooooo ive been talking to sky on msn..!!!! she msged me first-.- asking if i was a punk..righttttt as if im one... do i look like one????
im trying to figure out a new song... i suddenly got this inspiration to compose one=)) but im suddenly not good with words... time is now today today! My school song really has this meaning.. its like a song( duhhhh) but usually we sing it like (boring la... SianzZZ stupid song... sing for 8 years liao.) but when i start to ponder on it, the meaning starts opening itself... u know... its very meaningful... but we take it forgranted
Im putting more effort into building up more patience... my attitude problem is doing neither u nor me any good.. tho regret is the last thing i wanna feel, i'll stay calm.. stay calm walk away, close my eyes, shut everything from my friend, and pray.. praying works.. its good to have a prayerful heart.. pray= talking to God=build a relationship and from then on, every thing i need or troubles, first time that comes into my mind, pray.. pray pray which is good!
ive started reading the bible again.. and this time i ernestly hope that i'll remain that way, and i'll be filled with compassion and love...and hopefully, my troubled and heavy heart will be lightened.. somethings bother me.. arghhhhh
Ive been having i'll thoughts, and im starting to dream again... joseph was a dreamer.. his came thru.. will mine come thru? or is it me?? my body is tired, but my mind is awake thinking abt stuff i dont know? its been many days... history is repeating itself.. zzZZZ
I wanna be a history maker! yes yes yes.. songs for life, songs for the heart
So she said what's the problem baby What's the problem I don't know Well maybe I'm in love (love) Think about it every timeI think about it Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure thisJust to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come onIf you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
I feel sooooooo dejected.. oh wells.
i decided not to got for the dumb chalet..... soo cramp, and ppl there are soooo i dont know la... i mean whats a chalet for? BBQ.. cycling? and etc etc.. but MY MOTHERS chalet... no bbq=why? reason? Aiya no time to buy food... still need to pack the food.. after that need to wash the cooking items... Cycling, moms reason... dont want la. not much of a reason... Aunty reason= Im tired.. Cousin reason mucle ache... i mean WTF? they all have issues.. the problem with my mom's family, all useless ppl. and i tell u my cousin this little boy, soo naughty.. my dad keep telling him to stop jumping on the bed, his mom jus looked at him and smile... if i was his dad, i'll plant a hole in his face.. stupid ppl... book a chalet, sit there sleep... sleep at home la.. stupid
i decided not to got for the dumb chalet..... soo cramp, and ppl there are soooo i dont know la... i mean whats a chalet for? BBQ.. cycling? and etc etc.. but MY MOTHERS chalet... no bbq=why? reason? Aiya no time to buy food... still need to pack the food.. after that need to wash the cooking items... Cycling, moms reason... dont want la. not much of a reason... Aunty reason= Im tired.. Cousin reason mucle ache... i mean WTF? they all have issues.. the problem with my mom's family, all useless ppl. and i tell u my cousin this little boy, soo naughty.. my dad keep telling him to stop jumping on the bed, his mom jus looked at him and smile... if i was his dad, i'll plant a hole in his face.. stupid ppl... book a chalet, sit there sleep... sleep at home la.. stupid
firstly i'll talk abt yesterday...
Yesterday was sat..woke up early in the morning, for training.. was realllllllly tired cos slept pretty late. Went to SP for training.. Ngee Ann poly was there too, so training had to be pushed back by 1 hour. Watched them play with SP.. Yong Qi won his match, but shao min lost. but its ok, he played well... Warm ups was ok la... Danvin had too much army in him...lol.. push ups was terrible. Stretching was fun fun fun.. shiok.. Luc tai's training was much worse.. Now my butt is hurting .. when ever i sit stand walk... Danvin u GOOD! hahas but u feel good...
had lunch there too.. AND I MET JOSEPH Too..yay!!!! the last time i saw him was during sec 1, he and danvin came to help us with our training while waiting to be posted to poly/jc.. those were the fun days. Lunch was pretty boring...zzzzz.. but i have to say, the food is pretty alright and cheap! with humongus portions.. yummy.. very feeling.
SUN-----
Woke up early again, but this time was even more tired.. decided not to shower and jus wash up.. When i reached church, was warmly greeted by Rachel/Joseph and gang.. hahas playing the same old game.. and of cos, Sharon was there giving out the superman shirts for our music team..-.-rightttt.. worship was..idontknow..i think i screwed la.. so many cockups... service was like "huh finish already?".. so we went back up.. this time i was the lone guitarist :(.. nelson was being lame .. since he is the drummer i hafta follow his beat and timing, so he was playing weird la.. suddenly playing very fast..and very slow.. i didnt know what to do, so i kept looking at him, and forgot abt the worship leader..lol sorry! i was very blur..
Had lunch with ramesh, shawn?, sharon, justin, and jesmine(is that how u spell?? i cant seem to get her name right) and sma leo... went to mossy burger.. then went off to watch superhost which was at bugis where we were.. sharon friend was one of the contestants while, justin army instructor was also one of the instructor.. both of them was also a TEAM!.. met joseph and his GF at the adidas shop.. =)
Yesterday was sat..woke up early in the morning, for training.. was realllllllly tired cos slept pretty late. Went to SP for training.. Ngee Ann poly was there too, so training had to be pushed back by 1 hour. Watched them play with SP.. Yong Qi won his match, but shao min lost. but its ok, he played well... Warm ups was ok la... Danvin had too much army in him...lol.. push ups was terrible. Stretching was fun fun fun.. shiok.. Luc tai's training was much worse.. Now my butt is hurting .. when ever i sit stand walk... Danvin u GOOD! hahas but u feel good...
had lunch there too.. AND I MET JOSEPH Too..yay!!!! the last time i saw him was during sec 1, he and danvin came to help us with our training while waiting to be posted to poly/jc.. those were the fun days. Lunch was pretty boring...zzzzz.. but i have to say, the food is pretty alright and cheap! with humongus portions.. yummy.. very feeling.
SUN-----
Woke up early again, but this time was even more tired.. decided not to shower and jus wash up.. When i reached church, was warmly greeted by Rachel/Joseph and gang.. hahas playing the same old game.. and of cos, Sharon was there giving out the superman shirts for our music team..-.-rightttt.. worship was..idontknow..i think i screwed la.. so many cockups... service was like "huh finish already?".. so we went back up.. this time i was the lone guitarist :(.. nelson was being lame .. since he is the drummer i hafta follow his beat and timing, so he was playing weird la.. suddenly playing very fast..and very slow.. i didnt know what to do, so i kept looking at him, and forgot abt the worship leader..lol sorry! i was very blur..
Had lunch with ramesh, shawn?, sharon, justin, and jesmine(is that how u spell?? i cant seem to get her name right) and sma leo... went to mossy burger.. then went off to watch superhost which was at bugis where we were.. sharon friend was one of the contestants while, justin army instructor was also one of the instructor.. both of them was also a TEAM!.. met joseph and his GF at the adidas shop.. =)
Its abt time i start updating???
Righttttttttt...i give a shit to rumours... altho there may be something abt me which i dont know... its purely waste of time... whats more? IM from a boys school, girls are the only one that gossips... yea? and in the toilet...hahas anywaes dont wanna spoil my mood now... its 15 mins to 1 now..LATE?? the night is still young! and i believe alex is going to call me and accompany him while he plays some TD..errr my beauty sleep...
IM hopping MAD... apparently, some stupid teacher whom i dont know gave me 10/30 for my paper 1 section 1 free writing... its totally embarressing for me cos i expected like much more, and definatly a freaking pass... ahh what to do?? thats bullshit... I hope huang can help me.... my report book is goner be crap... i cant help but think, history and me..nope..no hope... >:) i studied ok! AT least i did well for science... me hendry and someone else were all fighting for 1st place for chem.... and we were all praying to get 1st...lol so i think we put God in a fixed and decided to give us all equal marks... lol... nice one God-.-..
Ive been listening to lots of songs recently... mostly from eric clapton... its really amazing how he plays... live up to his reputation... im really glad he stopped taking drugs.. and infact, he created his own drug centre to help ppl stop taking drugs.... he auction i think 100 guitars and gave the money to the centre... i dont think i'll be able to do that..... i wont even be able to get 100 guitars made from rosewood... i wont really say he is my idol, altho he isnt a christian, i think he is something we can all learn from... but jus imagine he becoming a christian?? which ever church he goes too, WILL BE ROCKING THE CHURCH DOWN...hahas... oh boy ..and his real fan might jus take from him and convert too! and ppl will attend his church... then ALPHA! then then hold concerts! come to singapore for FOP!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh coooooooooooooooooooool:) who knows maybe one day..
Enough abt him... its abt me NOW! hmmmm i think im crap lar... my guitar is crap... no one there to guide me properly.... i need decipline.... my stamina and fitness is crap... squash is shit... i dont know what im doing... wasting my life away...right now im disturbing cheeri on msn..lol
righttttt i dont know what to write now... but jus wanna say Assuming is the mother if all *censored*
Righttttttttt...i give a shit to rumours... altho there may be something abt me which i dont know... its purely waste of time... whats more? IM from a boys school, girls are the only one that gossips... yea? and in the toilet...hahas anywaes dont wanna spoil my mood now... its 15 mins to 1 now..LATE?? the night is still young! and i believe alex is going to call me and accompany him while he plays some TD..errr my beauty sleep...
IM hopping MAD... apparently, some stupid teacher whom i dont know gave me 10/30 for my paper 1 section 1 free writing... its totally embarressing for me cos i expected like much more, and definatly a freaking pass... ahh what to do?? thats bullshit... I hope huang can help me.... my report book is goner be crap... i cant help but think, history and me..nope..no hope... >:) i studied ok! AT least i did well for science... me hendry and someone else were all fighting for 1st place for chem.... and we were all praying to get 1st...lol so i think we put God in a fixed and decided to give us all equal marks... lol... nice one God-.-..
Ive been listening to lots of songs recently... mostly from eric clapton... its really amazing how he plays... live up to his reputation... im really glad he stopped taking drugs.. and infact, he created his own drug centre to help ppl stop taking drugs.... he auction i think 100 guitars and gave the money to the centre... i dont think i'll be able to do that..... i wont even be able to get 100 guitars made from rosewood... i wont really say he is my idol, altho he isnt a christian, i think he is something we can all learn from... but jus imagine he becoming a christian?? which ever church he goes too, WILL BE ROCKING THE CHURCH DOWN...hahas... oh boy ..and his real fan might jus take from him and convert too! and ppl will attend his church... then ALPHA! then then hold concerts! come to singapore for FOP!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh coooooooooooooooooooool:) who knows maybe one day..
Enough abt him... its abt me NOW! hmmmm i think im crap lar... my guitar is crap... no one there to guide me properly.... i need decipline.... my stamina and fitness is crap... squash is shit... i dont know what im doing... wasting my life away...right now im disturbing cheeri on msn..lol
righttttt i dont know what to write now... but jus wanna say Assuming is the mother if all *censored*
Hols have yet to start, and im already dying of boredom...
I cant be on the computer 24/7..it gets boring too.... hafta find something meaninful to do...
Thats the hard part... whats meaningful??? find a holiday Job??? like?
2months or free time
61 days
1464 hours
87840 mins
2108160 secs... the list goes on..
Maybe i should find time become a better person??
Far too many mistake
i cant remend
ppl come ppl go...how long will they stay? 15 years i lived on this world..maybe 60 more? What will become of me in the next 20 years to come.
I cant be on the computer 24/7..it gets boring too.... hafta find something meaninful to do...
Thats the hard part... whats meaningful??? find a holiday Job??? like?
2months or free time
61 days
1464 hours
87840 mins
2108160 secs... the list goes on..
Maybe i should find time become a better person??
Far too many mistake
i cant remend
ppl come ppl go...how long will they stay? 15 years i lived on this world..maybe 60 more? What will become of me in the next 20 years to come.
***Your Hidden Talent***
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
What's Your Hidden Talent?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhiddentalentquiz/
this is like not real... ok..i mean GET real? hmmm its soooo general... well duhh they tell u things u wanna here..... they wont say like " your goner die tmr"... or you're the type of person who will make a good thief/murderer/terrorist..... right? well but its nice to know for a change..haha but dont take it too serously...
Half the papers are done.... screwed up chem... eng i'll score..phy too..... =) i do believe i wrote a pretty good essay for paper 1 and a good summary for paper 2..... mdm JAYA let me score...!!!! i gotta do well for my sci!!! gotta show that indonesion cum ingrate whos the best.... arrogant crap... claims he is a eurasian..and that he got a slight touch of the amercian slang.... but what? he cant even speak a sentance smoothly
You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
What's Your Hidden Talent?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourhiddentalentquiz/
this is like not real... ok..i mean GET real? hmmm its soooo general... well duhh they tell u things u wanna here..... they wont say like " your goner die tmr"... or you're the type of person who will make a good thief/murderer/terrorist..... right? well but its nice to know for a change..haha but dont take it too serously...
Half the papers are done.... screwed up chem... eng i'll score..phy too..... =) i do believe i wrote a pretty good essay for paper 1 and a good summary for paper 2..... mdm JAYA let me score...!!!! i gotta do well for my sci!!! gotta show that indonesion cum ingrate whos the best.... arrogant crap... claims he is a eurasian..and that he got a slight touch of the amercian slang.... but what? he cant even speak a sentance smoothly
Exams!
today's the first day of exams.....and im still blogging...=)..rightttttts anywaes, had eng paper1 and SS... paper one was pretty fun....this topic came out and the first part, i totally wrote out of point...(i still remember, for psle i wrote abt a murderer-.-) righttttsss so during the climax, i decided to write a fast pace one.... while in addition, i was juggling 2 parts..as in 2 happenings... cos i ran out of ideas and stole that from Dan Brown...lol.... he might sue me=)... but anywaes was pretty ok..usually score for paper1 but paper 2 will be like very bad?? SS was tough.... i think i'll do very badly for SBQ and average for SEQ... Studied the right chapter but focus on the wrong part.... sigh.... time is running out! my days are numbered!
im so moody...firstly cos i got nothing to do other then studying.... and errrmmmm gagagagaga lol...hmmmm was talking to hendry and something he said sparked this ignition in me.... =) its simply the REASON.....lol
I love u
u love me
we are happy family...
im dedicating this song to..... who do u think too?
today's the first day of exams.....and im still blogging...=)..rightttttts anywaes, had eng paper1 and SS... paper one was pretty fun....this topic came out and the first part, i totally wrote out of point...(i still remember, for psle i wrote abt a murderer-.-) righttttsss so during the climax, i decided to write a fast pace one.... while in addition, i was juggling 2 parts..as in 2 happenings... cos i ran out of ideas and stole that from Dan Brown...lol.... he might sue me=)... but anywaes was pretty ok..usually score for paper1 but paper 2 will be like very bad?? SS was tough.... i think i'll do very badly for SBQ and average for SEQ... Studied the right chapter but focus on the wrong part.... sigh.... time is running out! my days are numbered!
im so moody...firstly cos i got nothing to do other then studying.... and errrmmmm gagagagaga lol...hmmmm was talking to hendry and something he said sparked this ignition in me.... =) its simply the REASON.....lol
I love u
u love me
we are happy family...
im dedicating this song to..... who do u think too?
Something i hate to so but a must to do is soul searching..
pondering over why my life is miserable..pondering over why im over-reacting..pondering over why am i going gaga over this special someone...
And most of it voice down to something the bible specifically state..."Do not Judge" My guess is that im not the only 1 with that problem.... i mean how is not to be able to judge?? it like comes and go...once out of ur mouth or even the thought of it is already sinning.. How??
Going going mad....out of my socks... whats going thru my mind is like never ending flight of stairs that goes round and round...im so self centered..i always think i know whats best...think that i know whats going on all the time..but how wrong can i get??? i still but a young boy blindly led my my thoughts.....
And now...im going gaga over someone.... arghhhhh
gotta knock out of it somehow...
pondering over why my life is miserable..pondering over why im over-reacting..pondering over why am i going gaga over this special someone...
And most of it voice down to something the bible specifically state..."Do not Judge" My guess is that im not the only 1 with that problem.... i mean how is not to be able to judge?? it like comes and go...once out of ur mouth or even the thought of it is already sinning.. How??
Going going mad....out of my socks... whats going thru my mind is like never ending flight of stairs that goes round and round...im so self centered..i always think i know whats best...think that i know whats going on all the time..but how wrong can i get??? i still but a young boy blindly led my my thoughts.....
And now...im going gaga over someone.... arghhhhh
gotta knock out of it somehow...
I could stay awake just to hear you breathingWatch you smile while you are sleepingFar away and dreamingI could spend my life in this sweet surrenderI could stay lost in this moment foreverWell, every moment spent with youIs a moment I treasureI don't wanna close my eyesI don't wanna fall asleep'Cause I'd miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thing'Cause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thingLying close to youFeeling your heart beatingAnd I'm wondering what you're dreamingWondering if it's me you're seeingThen I kiss your eyes and thank God we're togetherAnd I just wanna stay with youIn this moment forever, forever and everI don't wanna close my eyesI don't wanna fall asleep'Cause I'd miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thing'Cause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thingI don't wanna miss one smileI don't wanna miss one kissWell, I just wanna be with youRight here with you, just like thisI just wanna hold you closeFeel your heart so close to mineAnd stay here in this momentFor all the rest of timeDon't wanna close my eyesDon't wanna fall asleep'Cause I'd miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thing'Cause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never do'Cause I'd still miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thingI don't wanna close my eyesI don't wanna fall asleep'Cause I'd miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thing'Cause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you, babeAnd I don't wanna miss a thingDon't wanna close my eyesDon't wanna fall asleep, yeahI don't wanna miss a thing
I love You always
Sat!
woke up and started mugging around the com..hahas no la! was watching pokemon! 3 cheers for pokemon!
Anyweas, around 6, left with my family to OCBC to celebrate Grandma's birthday... Gerald wasnt there cos he had to study for his really important exam(we'll pray for u).. the food there was jus soo...ermmmm so good? hahas fit for a king! yupp i liked the fried chicken the most =) yupp fried food is my kinda food. The dishes end with a small bowl of dessert(yeayea commonsense) which was peace and almond in some kind of sugar water...lol
Was abt the go home with SOMEONE called me.. happened that that person was near me, i went to meet that person..family went home first.... borrowed dad's card( i knew it needed it)..after lots of persuading and promising that i'll study-.-, he lent it to me with a take good care of it look. Well thats not the point. Met that person and went for a walk along the Singapore river. There were lots of ppl sitting along the steps, so we decided to join them =). was soo fun.. until a wave decided to play a prank on us by splashing with little droplets of water, we got up and walk quite a distance towards the f**** hotel(cant remember the name) then we happen to saw this guy in a quiet spot, he was armed with a guitar was playing some really nice songs...!
first he sang slient..then the second song cought my attention..it was "Words" u know the song that goes 'its only words and words is all i need etc etc'! one song that I find really ..dont know how to explain..! ya we as we stood there listening, he had a really good voice, and we were both like arguing.. i concluded that he was from US..a black which she said that he was from aussie..lol so then we decided to stop the argument and gave a final judgement.. he was AFRICA!..hahas
so we walk past him and gave him some money for his beautifully played and sang song..WELL DONE man!
Lastly, i got dragged to tcc and and finally able to sit down peacefully...without much comotion and peace came over me...Ordered some coffee and started chatting.. the ambience was really good...sat on some bigbig beanies.. took out a laptop and started making use the wireless there... well b4 we could do anything, i had to help stop the spywares that were transpassing into the lappy... finally we were able to do some serious stuff... ahahahaha... some stupid project abt how blind ppl are able to play squash too...hahas we tried that out last sat.. but we cheated tho..=) (thanks Nicole for the wonderful trick=) i owe u big time) i tried out this new coffee and was really really bitter...haha took turns drinking and laughing at each others facial expression..
Her drink was sooooo much nicer la! Played some trick on msn too.... then we played this weird weird game... then the bill came.. she wanted to give me a treat! But since she already given me so many treat..most of the time at the british club, i felt that its my turn..haha so i whipped out MY card!! thanks DAD..!
Finally, we decided it was time to get moving! A little dizzy, decided to go sight seeing again... this time went one big big round... around the river..dont ask me how i got home.. its a secret=)
Finally its time for me to stop blogging! the boy needs his sleep
The coffee is starting to take effect... im tired but i jus cant sleep...gd night ppl...and God bless you
God bless me too on my guitar test tmr..
woke up and started mugging around the com..hahas no la! was watching pokemon! 3 cheers for pokemon!
Anyweas, around 6, left with my family to OCBC to celebrate Grandma's birthday... Gerald wasnt there cos he had to study for his really important exam(we'll pray for u).. the food there was jus soo...ermmmm so good? hahas fit for a king! yupp i liked the fried chicken the most =) yupp fried food is my kinda food. The dishes end with a small bowl of dessert(yeayea commonsense) which was peace and almond in some kind of sugar water...lol
Was abt the go home with SOMEONE called me.. happened that that person was near me, i went to meet that person..family went home first.... borrowed dad's card( i knew it needed it)..after lots of persuading and promising that i'll study-.-, he lent it to me with a take good care of it look. Well thats not the point. Met that person and went for a walk along the Singapore river. There were lots of ppl sitting along the steps, so we decided to join them =). was soo fun.. until a wave decided to play a prank on us by splashing with little droplets of water, we got up and walk quite a distance towards the f**** hotel(cant remember the name) then we happen to saw this guy in a quiet spot, he was armed with a guitar was playing some really nice songs...!
first he sang slient..then the second song cought my attention..it was "Words" u know the song that goes 'its only words and words is all i need etc etc'! one song that I find really ..dont know how to explain..! ya we as we stood there listening, he had a really good voice, and we were both like arguing.. i concluded that he was from US..a black which she said that he was from aussie..lol so then we decided to stop the argument and gave a final judgement.. he was AFRICA!..hahas
so we walk past him and gave him some money for his beautifully played and sang song..WELL DONE man!
Lastly, i got dragged to tcc and and finally able to sit down peacefully...without much comotion and peace came over me...Ordered some coffee and started chatting.. the ambience was really good...sat on some bigbig beanies.. took out a laptop and started making use the wireless there... well b4 we could do anything, i had to help stop the spywares that were transpassing into the lappy... finally we were able to do some serious stuff... ahahahaha... some stupid project abt how blind ppl are able to play squash too...hahas we tried that out last sat.. but we cheated tho..=) (thanks Nicole for the wonderful trick=) i owe u big time) i tried out this new coffee and was really really bitter...haha took turns drinking and laughing at each others facial expression..
Her drink was sooooo much nicer la! Played some trick on msn too.... then we played this weird weird game... then the bill came.. she wanted to give me a treat! But since she already given me so many treat..most of the time at the british club, i felt that its my turn..haha so i whipped out MY card!! thanks DAD..!
Finally, we decided it was time to get moving! A little dizzy, decided to go sight seeing again... this time went one big big round... around the river..dont ask me how i got home.. its a secret=)
Finally its time for me to stop blogging! the boy needs his sleep
The coffee is starting to take effect... im tired but i jus cant sleep...gd night ppl...and God bless you
God bless me too on my guitar test tmr..
MGS match has been canceled.. i dont know whether i should be happy or sad abt it...lol oh wells, i wasnt looking for it anywae...
Went shopping with mom yesterday. bought a new racquet and court shoes... and my mom was the one who insisted that i buy them. im still surprised
This week has proved boring...not much lesson ...so slack la!
Some stupid kids pissed me off today.
Today is jus not my day..
OH and i feel like jus bashing something.. i wanna bash manfred
Why are ppl so boastful??? human nature? ya right! If the will is there, nothing is "impossible"
The mind is strong, but the flesh is weak..or either ways..and blablabla
How can ppl be so insensitive??
How can a person think oh im "not in the wrong".. the bible says we must do what the bible says... well ya u should but ur way out of point
Act smart? arsehole.. dont ever talk to me again
Mood: Murder
Went shopping with mom yesterday. bought a new racquet and court shoes... and my mom was the one who insisted that i buy them. im still surprised
This week has proved boring...not much lesson ...so slack la!
Some stupid kids pissed me off today.
Today is jus not my day..
OH and i feel like jus bashing something.. i wanna bash manfred
Why are ppl so boastful??? human nature? ya right! If the will is there, nothing is "impossible"
The mind is strong, but the flesh is weak..or either ways..and blablabla
How can ppl be so insensitive??
How can a person think oh im "not in the wrong".. the bible says we must do what the bible says... well ya u should but ur way out of point
Act smart? arsehole.. dont ever talk to me again
Mood: Murder
hmmmm
rights..im making this blog short! having test tmr...stupid tests!
OK la! stupid classmates i hate em all!! Only some of them=) i love some of them-.-
lol
hmmmmmmmm
Ppl in church are all playing this stupid game called maple story...
And i told myself before i Judge them, that i was like them too...day after day, going online ...not studying.. But that was the old me=) and i really want to thank the ppl out there altho i dont know who..and for what! but i jus feel like thanking someone..
My body has changed completely.. Cos i went on a mass diet, and now i cant finish a bowl of rice... is that good?? =(
Hmmmm jus noticed some faults in my guitar playing... After playing in the chinese service, i jus found out that actually im nothing...jus a piece of rag trying really hard to be notices(attention seeker) yupps
Life sucks.. it always is..
Dont talk to me.. hostility is not an issue
rights..im making this blog short! having test tmr...stupid tests!
OK la! stupid classmates i hate em all!! Only some of them=) i love some of them-.-
lol
hmmmmmmmm
Ppl in church are all playing this stupid game called maple story...
And i told myself before i Judge them, that i was like them too...day after day, going online ...not studying.. But that was the old me=) and i really want to thank the ppl out there altho i dont know who..and for what! but i jus feel like thanking someone..
My body has changed completely.. Cos i went on a mass diet, and now i cant finish a bowl of rice... is that good?? =(
Hmmmm jus noticed some faults in my guitar playing... After playing in the chinese service, i jus found out that actually im nothing...jus a piece of rag trying really hard to be notices(attention seeker) yupps
Life sucks.. it always is..
Dont talk to me.. hostility is not an issue
Actually i dont know what to blog..
but anywaes, school hols are coming to an end..and once again, i wish it would last forever. but on the other hand, i wish school would jus hurry start and make life interesting..yupps
Hmmmm 3 more boring days are installed for me..=( hmmm anybody wants to go out on sat?? sms me or call me!!!!!
hmmmm =/
Gotta catch up on my book..havent been reading much lately..
The thought of me traveling along the with characters jus send a thrill thru me..=)
Well thats the amazing thing abt good books=)
and me im goner be a better writer than b4
so watch out Huang,
i'll make u drool jus reading my composition..
=)
hahas i thought of writing a composition with hidden meanings in it..but its takes too long and sure is hard...well
i have to try tho..
Deciper it!
Gotta start mugging around hw!
but anywaes, school hols are coming to an end..and once again, i wish it would last forever. but on the other hand, i wish school would jus hurry start and make life interesting..yupps
Hmmmm 3 more boring days are installed for me..=( hmmm anybody wants to go out on sat?? sms me or call me!!!!!
hmmmm =/
Gotta catch up on my book..havent been reading much lately..
The thought of me traveling along the with characters jus send a thrill thru me..=)
Well thats the amazing thing abt good books=)
and me im goner be a better writer than b4
so watch out Huang,
i'll make u drool jus reading my composition..
=)
hahas i thought of writing a composition with hidden meanings in it..but its takes too long and sure is hard...well
i have to try tho..
Deciper it!
Gotta start mugging around hw!
My hp bills!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh
i dont know why, but suddenly, a lot of ppl started calling and msging me.... im like so busy...talking on the phone while smsing....chatting on msn, and then someone calling my home phone-.- then in the middle of the night.. someone will call me telling me she cant sleep and wants to chat...-.- i think i accidentally stepped on Dog shit...lol
Yuppp this week proves to be boring...nothing new for me... yawn.. i think i'll buy a squash ball tmr morning and start training like crazy....i plan to start jogging and yupp.... only jus now i did this ..i forgot whats it called, but i strained my thigh muscle so much that it cant stop shaking/vibrating...lol its like a machine-.-
HMmmmmmm its like what 5 sept and my 700 free smses are all used up....=/ die la
then there is this plmgs girl who keep calling me-.-...lol
i dont know why, but suddenly, a lot of ppl started calling and msging me.... im like so busy...talking on the phone while smsing....chatting on msn, and then someone calling my home phone-.- then in the middle of the night.. someone will call me telling me she cant sleep and wants to chat...-.- i think i accidentally stepped on Dog shit...lol
Yuppp this week proves to be boring...nothing new for me... yawn.. i think i'll buy a squash ball tmr morning and start training like crazy....i plan to start jogging and yupp.... only jus now i did this ..i forgot whats it called, but i strained my thigh muscle so much that it cant stop shaking/vibrating...lol its like a machine-.-
HMmmmmmm its like what 5 sept and my 700 free smses are all used up....=/ die la
then there is this plmgs girl who keep calling me-.-...lol
Eh?!?!?! what is world coming too??? its way too small and in SG, its even smaller..
hmmmmmm i dont know what to blog.... my mind is like blank....hmmm maybe i should go to the courts.. but i lost my last squash ball.. the furthest sports shop is 2km away..so far
ppl is changing... and i dont like their new change...
what should i do when I see a "friend" mixing with not really nice ppl?? hmm
wolf in sheeps skin.. is that evil???
what m i??
why m i in this world?
whats my duty ??
where should i look?
How can i adapt??
Do i live for myself?? should i stress myself up thinking abt stuff which is not related to me?? hmmm it seems selfish not to tell someone.. seems very weird..
What made us talk?? what made us hit off??
Retorical questions they are.. And i myself knows the ans. But why m i not facing reality? Is is hard to juggle friendship and studies..
Rumours that seem harmless.. Yet they Do hurt...
Who are my real friends??
Ppl i mix with, can they be trusted?
Yong hui..what should i do??
M I afraid of losing you??
No men is an island... but why do i seem so distance and far away.. in a world only i live..in a world i walk with..
Foot prints
one pair
God why have u forsaken me?
Are u really there sharing my burden??
Why cant i feel you??
M i not good enough
Oh lord God almighty
Teach and guide me to be a better person b4 u and Men
Amen
HMMM
IM so lonely...lol m i anti social?? why cant i be like other ppl who got lots of friends?
Is it my attitude? whats wrong?
im so detestable.. sigh... the world is crushing on me... time is passing so fast.. jus a wink of an eye, its already a brand new day...
and me im sitting here all alone..wishing someone will jus ask me out, or give me a call..
hmmmmmm i dont know what to blog.... my mind is like blank....hmmm maybe i should go to the courts.. but i lost my last squash ball.. the furthest sports shop is 2km away..so far
ppl is changing... and i dont like their new change...
what should i do when I see a "friend" mixing with not really nice ppl?? hmm
wolf in sheeps skin.. is that evil???
what m i??
why m i in this world?
whats my duty ??
where should i look?
How can i adapt??
Do i live for myself?? should i stress myself up thinking abt stuff which is not related to me?? hmmm it seems selfish not to tell someone.. seems very weird..
What made us talk?? what made us hit off??
Retorical questions they are.. And i myself knows the ans. But why m i not facing reality? Is is hard to juggle friendship and studies..
Rumours that seem harmless.. Yet they Do hurt...
Who are my real friends??
Ppl i mix with, can they be trusted?
Yong hui..what should i do??
M I afraid of losing you??
No men is an island... but why do i seem so distance and far away.. in a world only i live..in a world i walk with..
Foot prints
one pair
God why have u forsaken me?
Are u really there sharing my burden??
Why cant i feel you??
M i not good enough
Oh lord God almighty
Teach and guide me to be a better person b4 u and Men
Amen
HMMM
IM so lonely...lol m i anti social?? why cant i be like other ppl who got lots of friends?
Is it my attitude? whats wrong?
im so detestable.. sigh... the world is crushing on me... time is passing so fast.. jus a wink of an eye, its already a brand new day...
and me im sitting here all alone..wishing someone will jus ask me out, or give me a call..
I Decided to come up with a few short term goals...
1)Study hard enough, get good results and i see my dad carrying a new laptop into my room=)
2)GET back to the FIT guy i was... for ur info im officially over weight...Doctor says so..
3)Practice my scales... Each being able to improve by a naught!
4)NOT getting a gf...and for ur info i never HAD ONE..
5)BE strong spritually
6)SAVE $500 by Nov!
7)TRYing not to be over sensitive
Yupp thats all... i'll update more next time
HMmmm good eh??=)) thumbs up!
Shine like a star, so that other ppl may be able to see ur good will..
forgotten the whole phrase...
But the phrase that is always with me is
When the GOING gets TOUGH, the TOUGH gets GOING
1)Study hard enough, get good results and i see my dad carrying a new laptop into my room=)
2)GET back to the FIT guy i was... for ur info im officially over weight...Doctor says so..
3)Practice my scales... Each being able to improve by a naught!
4)NOT getting a gf...and for ur info i never HAD ONE..
5)BE strong spritually
6)SAVE $500 by Nov!
7)TRYing not to be over sensitive
Yupp thats all... i'll update more next time
HMmmm good eh??=)) thumbs up!
Shine like a star, so that other ppl may be able to see ur good will..
forgotten the whole phrase...
But the phrase that is always with me is
When the GOING gets TOUGH, the TOUGH gets GOING
Hmmm
There's this girl called Sky having tuition with me on Wed...sweet name eh?? in fact its lovely=))A fairly pretty girl on the outside and the inside...
But there's something she does....
And whenever she does it, i jus breaks my heart...totally makes me feel sad...
Im learning to like ppl for their character...and not by their looks=) and im please abt it..yay!
There's this girl called Sky having tuition with me on Wed...sweet name eh?? in fact its lovely=))A fairly pretty girl on the outside and the inside...
But there's something she does....
And whenever she does it, i jus breaks my heart...totally makes me feel sad...
Im learning to like ppl for their character...and not by their looks=) and im please abt it..yay!
Arghhh im going nuts...
2.4?? gahhhh
My legs are getting useless....somethings wrong with it...no strength at all. I can barely run!!! Be it long or short Distance, my legs dont seem to move quit in unison with my brain->its all wrong<-
Im going crazy over some stupid shitty stuff. And WHY is that so?? I DON'T KNOW..Sway..i jus wanna Sway-.-"
Doctor says i got a allergy?!?! OMG!!!!! And if it continues, i will have to go on some stupid device to help me breathe properly.. WTH is wrong with my lungs?
Its a spritual war!!! And i seem to be LoSiNg=( i pray for strength to help me carry on.. I need plans! I need Tactics! I need a counter attack!
I'm like so all over lead guitar skills...but its soo soo hard!!!! practice..i need to focus..lalala focusing--------->To sleeping. I dont think i will become a lead guitarist after all..no one to teach me properly=(
I passed most of my test!!! Yay! did pretty well this term!! Phew..Its competitive...class has started to get interesting..where ppl start studying and getting good results...hmmmm must buck up...tho even if have been playing the whole year and pass without touching my book at home, all thanks to Mr.Abu!!! yay!!! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and etc etc
I want to talk to somebody!!!!!! but who is willing to listen??? and i dont even know how to start and where to start.. so many things to say, yet none has been heard
Tuition was pretty smoothing going...was in this cramp class room to escape the china ppl..phew.. So after they left, we sneaked in the now empty room....yes!!!! As i thought it was going to be yet another smooth going hour, SHE had to pop in with another girl...and this time, her friend did the talking...Said in PROPER ENG(to my amazement) "she wants to know ur name" looking directly at me eyeball to eyeball...Starting to get the jitters, in wencing Agony, i turn my neck to see a grp to MY tuition mates giggling(YES THEY ARE BOYS)...frowning at them, i slowly turn my head back and lighting my face...looking back at them, they said Dont turn around its YOU we're talking too! I started to feel the well known hot hot sensation coming to my ears.. getting all red, im Tutor came to the rescue by happening to complete searching the shelf for the millions of neatly packed books...coming in with a triumphant grinning look, stop short beside the 2 girls...asking what they wanted, they said they wanted to know my name without sparing me the embarressment...My teacher Upon hear almost laugh his head off, but with super human self-control, he HAD to say in this seductive manner that my name in BEN!
rightttttttt...they girls after hearing and calling out hi ben! left the room.. As the long await laughter to come...i stare straight into the piece of paper laid out nicely for me..and started to do my work at top speed....Click* i heard the door shut and the long awaited laughter was ...u know
I turn around with this Shut the hell up look...and said in a threatening voice...SHUT UP....they stop laughing for a moment...and in a sec started laughing again...WHATeVER!! good thing Sky wasnt there ..lol
2.4?? gahhhh
My legs are getting useless....somethings wrong with it...no strength at all. I can barely run!!! Be it long or short Distance, my legs dont seem to move quit in unison with my brain->its all wrong<-
Im going crazy over some stupid shitty stuff. And WHY is that so?? I DON'T KNOW..Sway..i jus wanna Sway-.-"
Doctor says i got a allergy?!?! OMG!!!!! And if it continues, i will have to go on some stupid device to help me breathe properly.. WTH is wrong with my lungs?
Its a spritual war!!! And i seem to be LoSiNg=( i pray for strength to help me carry on.. I need plans! I need Tactics! I need a counter attack!
I'm like so all over lead guitar skills...but its soo soo hard!!!! practice..i need to focus..lalala focusing--------->To sleeping. I dont think i will become a lead guitarist after all..no one to teach me properly=(
I passed most of my test!!! Yay! did pretty well this term!! Phew..Its competitive...class has started to get interesting..where ppl start studying and getting good results...hmmmm must buck up...tho even if have been playing the whole year and pass without touching my book at home, all thanks to Mr.Abu!!! yay!!! 3 cheers and 3 cheers and etc etc
I want to talk to somebody!!!!!! but who is willing to listen??? and i dont even know how to start and where to start.. so many things to say, yet none has been heard
Tuition was pretty smoothing going...was in this cramp class room to escape the china ppl..phew.. So after they left, we sneaked in the now empty room....yes!!!! As i thought it was going to be yet another smooth going hour, SHE had to pop in with another girl...and this time, her friend did the talking...Said in PROPER ENG(to my amazement) "she wants to know ur name" looking directly at me eyeball to eyeball...Starting to get the jitters, in wencing Agony, i turn my neck to see a grp to MY tuition mates giggling(YES THEY ARE BOYS)...frowning at them, i slowly turn my head back and lighting my face...looking back at them, they said Dont turn around its YOU we're talking too! I started to feel the well known hot hot sensation coming to my ears.. getting all red, im Tutor came to the rescue by happening to complete searching the shelf for the millions of neatly packed books...coming in with a triumphant grinning look, stop short beside the 2 girls...asking what they wanted, they said they wanted to know my name without sparing me the embarressment...My teacher Upon hear almost laugh his head off, but with super human self-control, he HAD to say in this seductive manner that my name in BEN!
rightttttttt...they girls after hearing and calling out hi ben! left the room.. As the long await laughter to come...i stare straight into the piece of paper laid out nicely for me..and started to do my work at top speed....Click* i heard the door shut and the long awaited laughter was ...u know
I turn around with this Shut the hell up look...and said in a threatening voice...SHUT UP....they stop laughing for a moment...and in a sec started laughing again...WHATeVER!! good thing Sky wasnt there ..lol
Tuition was fun again as usual!!!
Was doing some stupid calculations over and over again..calculating the Moles!!!
molmolmol!!!! moles!!!!!!
Went home with cher(short form for teacher....tea is too long winded)Then he saw this pretty girl and then started talking abt his love life....apprently he was a flirt..lol but anywes soont he topic was on me....asking how many girlfriendS i HAVE ...upon hearing my ans(which was none), he was shocked yet in disbelieve....saying what a good school i m in...and surely some girls blablablabla...etc etc..but i changed the subject by talking abt the "CODE"
I wonder why so many ppl think i got a gf..=/
ARggggggghhhhhhhh
I jus feel like dying.... why??? WHY????
Why did u do this to me???
I wanna cry...
Im longing for you
I'm missing you
I wanna see you
I LOVE YOU
..... I cant sleep...
stupid!!!
Get off my mind!!!!
Why did we have to meet??
why? why?
painful question
painful memories
and painful words...
leave me alone...
let me rot
let me die
let me be forgotten
let me jus Break-away
My first love and my last..
Sigh im screwed up...
I'm a loser..in fact a big one
I jus feel like dying.... why??? WHY????
Why did u do this to me???
I wanna cry...
Im longing for you
I'm missing you
I wanna see you
I LOVE YOU
..... I cant sleep...
stupid!!!
Get off my mind!!!!
Why did we have to meet??
why? why?
painful question
painful memories
and painful words...
leave me alone...
let me rot
let me die
let me be forgotten
let me jus Break-away
My first love and my last..
Sigh im screwed up...
I'm a loser..in fact a big one
The days are passing faster than ever.
tuition was rather fun today.....And was rather embarrassing!
It all started like that...on wed tuition, we share the same class room with some ppl from china there doing their studies... then last week, this girl came to me and asked where i was from...my age..school.. and some other questions...at first shee tried asking me in eng and was like struggling so much, that i decided to tell her that i knew how to speak chinese! she gave a sigh of relieve and continued with her interrogation...hahas
and this week, when i walked into the class, i was like kind of "happy" that she was in the other class room... but even b4 i could sit down for 5 secs, a few girls asked me(word spread that i could speak chinese-.-) in chinese, in addition to that speaking really really really fast "do u remember that girl in specs who was talking to u....asking me stuff...." i said yes...and this time the whole grp(boys and girls) said in unison loudly "SHE THOUGHT U WERENT COMING TODAY AND HAS TAKEN THE PLUNGE" i was like going wth?!?!?!?! i barely sat down and they are telling we weird stuff...
and suddenly that girl made her grand entry into the room and the whole china grp said to her"WE THOUGHT U JUMPED DOWN THE BUILDING ALREADY!!!!" Dont try to imagine how embarressed i was..cos i WAS VERY EMBARRESSED! i didnt know to do so i cover my face from her and pretented to do my work....
abt half an hour later, i heard some whisper!! being curious, i tried to hear that they were saying..apprently,they grew smarter!!! knowing i understand chinese, the girls decided to speak cantonese..and were saying saying stuff abt me-.-"..NICE stuff abt me....
and the nice thing is IM A CANTONESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i perfectly understand what they were saying..only some words that were to difficult for me to understand...lol
After hearing what they were saying abt me..i was like blushing!!!! blushing!!!!! blushing!!!My ear were like burning lar! When I had enough,I hesitantly i interruppted them and said in cantonese" i understand cantonese-.- , so i understand what u are saying..."
they looked at me in utter amazement and started giggling away...while the other china boys who were irritated with them asked them to shut up in a not very nice way..
tuition was rather fun today.....And was rather embarrassing!
It all started like that...on wed tuition, we share the same class room with some ppl from china there doing their studies... then last week, this girl came to me and asked where i was from...my age..school.. and some other questions...at first shee tried asking me in eng and was like struggling so much, that i decided to tell her that i knew how to speak chinese! she gave a sigh of relieve and continued with her interrogation...hahas
and this week, when i walked into the class, i was like kind of "happy" that she was in the other class room... but even b4 i could sit down for 5 secs, a few girls asked me(word spread that i could speak chinese-.-) in chinese, in addition to that speaking really really really fast "do u remember that girl in specs who was talking to u....asking me stuff...." i said yes...and this time the whole grp(boys and girls) said in unison loudly "SHE THOUGHT U WERENT COMING TODAY AND HAS TAKEN THE PLUNGE" i was like going wth?!?!?!?! i barely sat down and they are telling we weird stuff...
and suddenly that girl made her grand entry into the room and the whole china grp said to her"WE THOUGHT U JUMPED DOWN THE BUILDING ALREADY!!!!" Dont try to imagine how embarressed i was..cos i WAS VERY EMBARRESSED! i didnt know to do so i cover my face from her and pretented to do my work....
abt half an hour later, i heard some whisper!! being curious, i tried to hear that they were saying..apprently,they grew smarter!!! knowing i understand chinese, the girls decided to speak cantonese..and were saying saying stuff abt me-.-"..NICE stuff abt me....
and the nice thing is IM A CANTONESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i perfectly understand what they were saying..only some words that were to difficult for me to understand...lol
After hearing what they were saying abt me..i was like blushing!!!! blushing!!!!! blushing!!!My ear were like burning lar! When I had enough,I hesitantly i interruppted them and said in cantonese" i understand cantonese-.- , so i understand what u are saying..."
they looked at me in utter amazement and started giggling away...while the other china boys who were irritated with them asked them to shut up in a not very nice way..
Is it possible to remend something after u spoiled it???
Only one chance??
People may only give u one chance, but to God, there are no numbers big enough to describe his undying forgiveness in us.....but in order for him to forgive us, we NEED to repend...sounds hard??? its easy... [anywhere] [anytime] jus pray..
I've made many mistakes and wrong desicions this past few months, years, decades... am i able to re-mend the wound i have soooo dumbly caused?? Can i heal that wound and not leaving any scars?? can we start afresh?? A chance i didnt treasure...
Forgiving?? Fruits of the spirit.....
Faith/love/hope, and the greatest of this all is love
Died on the cross to forgive our sins
How can i forget??
HE is with me where ever i go,
Ready to hold me when i fall,
His angel are there to carry me,
Lifting up my burdens and I entrust it to him.
I walk by faith, Each step with faith,
A pair of footprints but panic i wont,
For i hold on to his words,
And i know that,
Jehovah Jireh cares for me!!!!!!!
Only one chance??
People may only give u one chance, but to God, there are no numbers big enough to describe his undying forgiveness in us.....but in order for him to forgive us, we NEED to repend...sounds hard??? its easy... [anywhere] [anytime] jus pray..
I've made many mistakes and wrong desicions this past few months, years, decades... am i able to re-mend the wound i have soooo dumbly caused?? Can i heal that wound and not leaving any scars?? can we start afresh?? A chance i didnt treasure...
Forgiving?? Fruits of the spirit.....
Faith/love/hope, and the greatest of this all is love
Died on the cross to forgive our sins
How can i forget??
HE is with me where ever i go,
Ready to hold me when i fall,
His angel are there to carry me,
Lifting up my burdens and I entrust it to him.
I walk by faith, Each step with faith,
A pair of footprints but panic i wont,
For i hold on to his words,
And i know that,
Jehovah Jireh cares for me!!!!!!!
She was my best friend, the girl i cared for, and mostly loved
When i was in primary 1, her Elder brother was my buddy. He showed me around school and thought me primary school life..
Her younger brother was in the same school bus as me, and we were both in choir..
haha=)
didnt know the world was that small
When i was in primary 1, her Elder brother was my buddy. He showed me around school and thought me primary school life..
Her younger brother was in the same school bus as me, and we were both in choir..
haha=)
didnt know the world was that small
Decisions we must make.. be it good or bad
As for me, i made too many wrong decisions in my life...jus like a game of chess. A wrong move may end the whole game... but if ur fortunate, u may be able to turn the tables with a counter attack or think hard and make a wise move...but as for me im not that wise...firstly i did a unwise movement..and that, is my "end"...
I dont know what to do....im stuck... everymove i make will be eaten by something...only God can help me...
But i finally understand something....something that i have taken forgranted all this while....something easy to do and only take up a little of my time....
and i ur wondering what it is, its my QT....God will make a way for me as promised..but before he helps me, i must do something for myself...
But, God will always be there protecting and watching over me..his angels are around me ready to hold and carry me when i stumble....but why dont i feel them?? do i bother to see whats happening around me??? Am i able to hear him speaking to me??calling out to me??? Or am i listening to wrong voice??
I have decided to become a lead guitarist....and to become one, 50% of my life will be on the guitar practicing some boring stuff....and when the real performance comes, i'll be only playing 10% of the song..but of course its that little part that make the whole song nice...
Practice....discipline....patience
maybe give me 5 year??
my attitude problem is showing again, and it isnt a good sign...what should i do?? I dont wanna make another mistake..sometimes i jus cant take it...i feel all alone..in the spotlight but no one notice me...
but does it really matter? do i want to be the IN thing??? Attention seeking??
Sometimes its hard to understand....ppl may have given me 1000001 advices, but what little help it does.....its me...and only me can make that change...and it would be easier if i would let God take charge in my life...
Maybe my life is miserable cos im not living the way God plan is for me....
Easy to say...but so hard to execute
As for me, i made too many wrong decisions in my life...jus like a game of chess. A wrong move may end the whole game... but if ur fortunate, u may be able to turn the tables with a counter attack or think hard and make a wise move...but as for me im not that wise...firstly i did a unwise movement..and that, is my "end"...
I dont know what to do....im stuck... everymove i make will be eaten by something...only God can help me...
But i finally understand something....something that i have taken forgranted all this while....something easy to do and only take up a little of my time....
and i ur wondering what it is, its my QT....God will make a way for me as promised..but before he helps me, i must do something for myself...
But, God will always be there protecting and watching over me..his angels are around me ready to hold and carry me when i stumble....but why dont i feel them?? do i bother to see whats happening around me??? Am i able to hear him speaking to me??calling out to me??? Or am i listening to wrong voice??
I have decided to become a lead guitarist....and to become one, 50% of my life will be on the guitar practicing some boring stuff....and when the real performance comes, i'll be only playing 10% of the song..but of course its that little part that make the whole song nice...
Practice....discipline....patience
maybe give me 5 year??
my attitude problem is showing again, and it isnt a good sign...what should i do?? I dont wanna make another mistake..sometimes i jus cant take it...i feel all alone..in the spotlight but no one notice me...
but does it really matter? do i want to be the IN thing??? Attention seeking??
Sometimes its hard to understand....ppl may have given me 1000001 advices, but what little help it does.....its me...and only me can make that change...and it would be easier if i would let God take charge in my life...
Maybe my life is miserable cos im not living the way God plan is for me....
Easy to say...but so hard to execute
today wasnt a good day.....everything went wrong...sigh
woke up first thing in the morning and dad had to rush me down for squash practice...when we reached , the courts wasnt booked by the captain..and he wasnt isn't home!!! so we made our way to st wilfreds....and there, fortunately,had 1 court left available....so abt 5 mins later, our 1 and only ball burst!!! and we were like stuck, but luckily, we were able to borrow a ball from the auntie!!yay....the ball was a blue ball, so was pretty fast..
dad picked me up and went to ikea to shop for my new room...but didnt find anything suitable=(
alright im having tuition 1 hour from now!! so cya~
woke up first thing in the morning and dad had to rush me down for squash practice...when we reached , the courts wasnt booked by the captain..and he wasnt isn't home!!! so we made our way to st wilfreds....and there, fortunately,had 1 court left available....so abt 5 mins later, our 1 and only ball burst!!! and we were like stuck, but luckily, we were able to borrow a ball from the auntie!!yay....the ball was a blue ball, so was pretty fast..
dad picked me up and went to ikea to shop for my new room...but didnt find anything suitable=(
alright im having tuition 1 hour from now!! so cya~
Its been 1 year....1 year ago..today...u stopped talking to me
Its been 2 years.....2 years..today..thats when we met...
You wont reply me....u wont pick up my calls....u throw away my letters??
im lost....
i dont know what to do...
my fault...
a mistake...
never a second chance...
today...
the first and the last
5th august
...im so down....what should i do??...run away..
there's nothing i can do
nothing
the light is diming...
im all alone..
Its been 2 years.....2 years..today..thats when we met...
You wont reply me....u wont pick up my calls....u throw away my letters??
im lost....
i dont know what to do...
my fault...
a mistake...
never a second chance...
today...
the first and the last
5th august
...im so down....what should i do??...run away..
there's nothing i can do
nothing
the light is diming...
im all alone..
Hello blog....
had friendly today with noble.....and i was like ownage!!!! after a long time of slacking and not touching my racquet, i couldnt hit the ball properly let along playing with a person who is in a club training for so long...haiya but haha i did pretty well=) thumbs up*
i picked up my racquet to warmup before the matches started, bearing the pain cliching my hand, i threw the ball the hit it! yay!!!! slowly i got use to the pain and i could play properly and guess what? i could hit it straight!!! slowly warmed up more, i begin to feel the same old feeling=)) yes!!!! and soon after that i could hit the ball harder then before, but of course me bearing the pain on my hand. But to my regret, my strings couldnt take the stress and burst after a few rounds of spa...=( poor me..and my racquet...so i had to use my friends racquet....and i wasnt use to it, so couldnt play my best...but all went well=)
After that, daddy fetch my to junction 8 for lunch....then went shopping looked at some stuff...wanted to buy some stuff, but after much hesitant, i decided not too...cos i already got it at home...hahas..and guess who i saw at the foodcourt?? i think i saw nicole..i forgot her surname..haha =)but anywaes...we said hello..talked a little then we went to out own tables...lol =)..i didnt ask her and her...but its ok...time will heal all wounds...
had friendly today with noble.....and i was like ownage!!!! after a long time of slacking and not touching my racquet, i couldnt hit the ball properly let along playing with a person who is in a club training for so long...haiya but haha i did pretty well=) thumbs up*
i picked up my racquet to warmup before the matches started, bearing the pain cliching my hand, i threw the ball the hit it! yay!!!! slowly i got use to the pain and i could play properly and guess what? i could hit it straight!!! slowly warmed up more, i begin to feel the same old feeling=)) yes!!!! and soon after that i could hit the ball harder then before, but of course me bearing the pain on my hand. But to my regret, my strings couldnt take the stress and burst after a few rounds of spa...=( poor me..and my racquet...so i had to use my friends racquet....and i wasnt use to it, so couldnt play my best...but all went well=)
After that, daddy fetch my to junction 8 for lunch....then went shopping looked at some stuff...wanted to buy some stuff, but after much hesitant, i decided not too...cos i already got it at home...hahas..and guess who i saw at the foodcourt?? i think i saw nicole..i forgot her surname..haha =)but anywaes...we said hello..talked a little then we went to out own tables...lol =)..i didnt ask her and her...but its ok...time will heal all wounds...
My hand hurts!!!!!!!!
i cant hold my racquet properly....i cant even clench my fist.....cant even old my pen properly...jus apply some pressure on it and waves if sensational pain comes zapping at top speed into my brain...
got a match first thing tmr morning...i dont know if i'll survive...my skills drop alot=( and i dont wanna make a fool out of myself by running around the court like someone crazy..hahas...well yupp im needa stop updating...i hear tibia calling me....PKING TIME!!!!!!! NOOBS WATCH OUT
i cant hold my racquet properly....i cant even clench my fist.....cant even old my pen properly...jus apply some pressure on it and waves if sensational pain comes zapping at top speed into my brain...
got a match first thing tmr morning...i dont know if i'll survive...my skills drop alot=( and i dont wanna make a fool out of myself by running around the court like someone crazy..hahas...well yupp im needa stop updating...i hear tibia calling me....PKING TIME!!!!!!! NOOBS WATCH OUT
UPDATE
Hi bloggies...im feeling so touchy
I once said "men must work or starve will we."
lol im lame...anywaes im too lazy to be of any use now...
my squash skills sucks now....im deciding if i should quit and join another CCA or persevere and train myself up till i become a stronger person.. I still remember the day i fought with the chinese high captain..altho i lost badly, i played my very best....u should have seen my shots, i MADE him run!!!! and me shots were to low!!! but of course my stamina sucks and i couldnt run any longer....but during the last match, he showed good sportsman-ship by letting me bring some points home..=) yes yes
Hi bloggies...im feeling so touchy
I once said "men must work or starve will we."
lol im lame...anywaes im too lazy to be of any use now...
my squash skills sucks now....im deciding if i should quit and join another CCA or persevere and train myself up till i become a stronger person.. I still remember the day i fought with the chinese high captain..altho i lost badly, i played my very best....u should have seen my shots, i MADE him run!!!! and me shots were to low!!! but of course my stamina sucks and i couldnt run any longer....but during the last match, he showed good sportsman-ship by letting me bring some points home..=) yes yes
hectic day it is.....rushing thru my summary 3....boring....yawn*
recently knew yet a noisy girl from CEDAR(thats why)haha called lynn....i dont even know how i know her...but before i knew her, she already knew some stuff abt me..cool eh...i know im hot but not to that extend...hahas....cool...she know eugenia too...!!! all noisy ppl...yupps...they way she talks reminded me of someone.....very hyper and attentive..but no one can ever take her place...not in this life time...yup noisy cheerful.talkative.etc the list goes on...
a broken heart
a broken mind
a broken team
a broken life
as time goes by,
the wounds start to heal.
how long would it take?
i wonder in zeal...
its been a long time huh???? long time....
forgive me or not its up to u
but i as a man, i bow my head
i'm sorry i say, for ignoring you
i'll try my hardest to remend out friendship
but a simple thanks, will brighten my day
now there u see a poem for u...
dedicated for u and jus for you
by the poet-to-be
im sorry *****
so there happy??(to my cell grp)-.- happy now? a poem dedicated...
i dont feel happy
thats what i should be
things i do, just all for u
but please take note
that u appreciate
or else i'll go
not talking to u
m i crazy?
recently knew yet a noisy girl from CEDAR(thats why)haha called lynn....i dont even know how i know her...but before i knew her, she already knew some stuff abt me..cool eh...i know im hot but not to that extend...hahas....cool...she know eugenia too...!!! all noisy ppl...yupps...they way she talks reminded me of someone.....very hyper and attentive..but no one can ever take her place...not in this life time...yup noisy cheerful.talkative.etc the list goes on...
a broken heart
a broken mind
a broken team
a broken life
as time goes by,
the wounds start to heal.
how long would it take?
i wonder in zeal...
its been a long time huh???? long time....
forgive me or not its up to u
but i as a man, i bow my head
i'm sorry i say, for ignoring you
i'll try my hardest to remend out friendship
but a simple thanks, will brighten my day
now there u see a poem for u...
dedicated for u and jus for you
by the poet-to-be
im sorry *****
so there happy??(to my cell grp)-.- happy now? a poem dedicated...
i dont feel happy
thats what i should be
things i do, just all for u
but please take note
that u appreciate
or else i'll go
not talking to u
m i crazy?
sigh.......another week has past....
blog i feel so guilty...u know i did something really bad...something soo soo bad....and i risked myself, and my friends who trusted me...but thankgoodness everything went smooth...if not im in for a hard hard time explaining myself...well..i feel so guilty....my poor brain cant take the guilt...i sense of regret lurks around me..=(...i wont ever do that again...i promise i wont...=(...my conscience cant take it either...
friends for life?? or friends for money??or friends for fame.....will they stand up for u or will they run once ur caught??? some believes in loyalty..some believes in other stuff....but for me...i believe in everybody....as the saying goes....if u cant find friends, then be a friend...true eh?? its hard..hard...but if u try=) and persevere, i day, im sure they will start to notice u... Advisers are one thing...advices are another....but once all the advices have been said...all the help u need have been given, its time for u be on ur own....only u are the one who is able to bring urself out of that crisis....we as humans can only do so little...but have faith my friends that one day, it'll jus be all fine...
now...i have this friend...yup a friend...one day we had a fight and stopped talking...once the patience is gone its hard to control...but oh wells....i feel so bad abt it...but not wanting to lose out, i continued not to talk....ignoring each other...i wonder how long can this last??? it lasted for 5 years...can it be another 10 years? While waiting for my dad to fetch, i used the time to think abt what i done all my life...but the only thought that came to my mind it HER.....u know if only i havnt been such a flirt last time...things wouldnt have ended like that...but those were the days where they call me that without even understanding...but well they didnt want to hear my explanation what can i do??? if sorry doesnt work...i dont know what else can...106 flowers...i gave it to u.....but as our friendship, it died with the roses...u stopped all communications with me...u forbid ur friends to talk to me...i jus cant find any methods to make u understand...but as it is..i jus wanna say....ur the best of my friends...
i wish u well as we part
on ur journey and i on mine
but as fate it is we should meet again
i wish by then that we'll be friends again
im fat!
GOD gave us emotions......but emotions also lead us to our downfall...
the bible stated everything clearly.....its whether u bother to obey it...or choose not to follow it....we know what it right and wrong...but sometimes we jus have to choose the wrong path even if we know the consequences...hmmmm so far and so forth...i know not what im typing...lol
anywaes..chapel was really interesting right?(winks at classmates)lol gave us this funny talk.....
i got this classmate called kelvin simon...well he has some problems...since young he had a head opperation where they put a tube in it to drain the access water away....whenever he is stressed or hot, he might get a spliting headache..and thus get into some of his fits...its very very bad...where a few of us have to use pur full body weight to weigh him down as to stop him from hurting himself....and i mean even with our full bodyweight, he is able to lift us up....he's not really strong, but cos of his fits, its really bad...poor lad..i mean anytime he can jus go....as in ya go!!! die...ya but i mean he is still smiling in class and so on...as for me if i know im goner die tmr....24 hours left...i would spent 23 hours staring into thin air....and the last 1 hour writing my will....would be a very gloomy event..i would write down...apologise to this special one person.....and write all my games acc to be given to ben lee....my computer to darren...my hp to some one....my money to so and so...well hah...would be so...but for him to smile...so cheerful...its remarkable...something we all have to learn...yupp...
tmr im watching movie!!!!yay!!! my cell is comming some of my classmates!!!! wooooooot!!!movie freak...but first the boring lessons lies ahead b4 me....yawn...going shopping for a laptop...cya!
the bible stated everything clearly.....its whether u bother to obey it...or choose not to follow it....we know what it right and wrong...but sometimes we jus have to choose the wrong path even if we know the consequences...hmmmm so far and so forth...i know not what im typing...lol
anywaes..chapel was really interesting right?(winks at classmates)lol gave us this funny talk.....
i got this classmate called kelvin simon...well he has some problems...since young he had a head opperation where they put a tube in it to drain the access water away....whenever he is stressed or hot, he might get a spliting headache..and thus get into some of his fits...its very very bad...where a few of us have to use pur full body weight to weigh him down as to stop him from hurting himself....and i mean even with our full bodyweight, he is able to lift us up....he's not really strong, but cos of his fits, its really bad...poor lad..i mean anytime he can jus go....as in ya go!!! die...ya but i mean he is still smiling in class and so on...as for me if i know im goner die tmr....24 hours left...i would spent 23 hours staring into thin air....and the last 1 hour writing my will....would be a very gloomy event..i would write down...apologise to this special one person.....and write all my games acc to be given to ben lee....my computer to darren...my hp to some one....my money to so and so...well hah...would be so...but for him to smile...so cheerful...its remarkable...something we all have to learn...yupp...
tmr im watching movie!!!!yay!!! my cell is comming some of my classmates!!!! wooooooot!!!movie freak...but first the boring lessons lies ahead b4 me....yawn...going shopping for a laptop...cya!
I finally got caught for dying my hair...lols...so funny....he jus said"ur hair is till brown...go"lol nothing else....and he said he was goner pplish my hair wih kiwi...(the thing used to polish boots)=)
ben lee and manfred for into a fight...i almost got kicked manfred balls..but jonathan chng asked me to sit down and watch...man i wanna be in the fight and he asked me to watch....actually it started then ben lee said manfred know the ans in assembly...manfred got pissed and confronted him....i dared him into hitting ben...lol he did and then ben lee punched frog_(manfred) right in his nose....man that felt good....then frog was sooo angry and stood up and then hit ben right int he left eye...slightly below..lol u can see a big bruise.....lol its dman funny lar... i almost distroyed frog only wya of father hood and jonathan stopped me..-.- no fun...
ben lee and manfred for into a fight...i almost got kicked manfred balls..but jonathan chng asked me to sit down and watch...man i wanna be in the fight and he asked me to watch....actually it started then ben lee said manfred know the ans in assembly...manfred got pissed and confronted him....i dared him into hitting ben...lol he did and then ben lee punched frog_(manfred) right in his nose....man that felt good....then frog was sooo angry and stood up and then hit ben right int he left eye...slightly below..lol u can see a big bruise.....lol its dman funny lar... i almost distroyed frog only wya of father hood and jonathan stopped me..-.- no fun...
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coooooool!!!!!!!! i got cought for dying my hair today....well i dont intend to dye it back...dont care lah....hmmmm so boring...teachers keep absenting themselves....eng as usual was full of grandmother stories.....poor me....poor class....sigh...i wanna change school!!!!!
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coooooool!!!!!!!! i got cought for dying my hair today....well i dont intend to dye it back...dont care lah....hmmmm so boring...teachers keep absenting themselves....eng as usual was full of grandmother stories.....poor me....poor class....sigh...i wanna change school!!!!!
aha! an exciting day today...and a tiring one too
last night was on the phone all night with this person....talking abt all sorts of things....yawn...for the first time...i think i need sleep=)then went to the movies in the morning....we leaning on each other both fast asleep even before the show started and the cleaner had to wake us up...lol...there goes my money..then we went shopping...but not for long...too tired to walk....i think its the happiest day of my life...sigh..*dreaming*
got home ard 4.00..had a little sleep and off to tuition!!! yayayayay!chem class...work work work...towards the end, we were talking abt national geographic...abt troy..Atlantis however its spelt...if it ever existed..troy was discovered...but atlantis only by satellite scan..well who knows might jus be a piece of huge rock...and Alexander the great...if he actually went to India..and the ppl with nothing above them....really really some of the worlds biggest mysteries .....soso interesting...
having my dinner..later!
last night was on the phone all night with this person....talking abt all sorts of things....yawn...for the first time...i think i need sleep=)then went to the movies in the morning....we leaning on each other both fast asleep even before the show started and the cleaner had to wake us up...lol...there goes my money..then we went shopping...but not for long...too tired to walk....i think its the happiest day of my life...sigh..*dreaming*
got home ard 4.00..had a little sleep and off to tuition!!! yayayayay!chem class...work work work...towards the end, we were talking abt national geographic...abt troy..Atlantis however its spelt...if it ever existed..troy was discovered...but atlantis only by satellite scan..well who knows might jus be a piece of huge rock...and Alexander the great...if he actually went to India..and the ppl with nothing above them....really really some of the worlds biggest mysteries .....soso interesting...
having my dinner..later!
dream dream dream....into the land of dreams
yuppx...its me again..and im bring my dreams with me....righttttttt
now...for those really close to me, u know i usually share my dreams with u all....now...last night as usual i had another dream....its something quite private...hmmmm it was quite nice in the beginning, but it became really heart shattering for me...this is the sixth sign God told me that that girl isnt for me....6 signs...6 girls....but i learnt my lesson....of course its painful, but if i dont listen it will be worse.....
School was tiring today...during PE we went to the street soccer court, well lost all my matches cos my team was like slacking..dont bother to run at all...hahas...but who cares...then the whole day was soo boring...my classmates were like all so dead...lol...parmes was soo happy to finally see us so quiet...espically jonathan chng....so i was the bad guy cos i was talking to him..-.- me and my big mouth..again huang class was a bore....stories and more stories....dosnt she run out of them????justin skipped school again.....im soo angry with him...i regreted lending him my extra keyboard...really regreted it...u know ppl....this is another guy whom i have done alot for....i shielded him again and again...but why doesnt he learnt.....sigh....what should i do...WHAT SHOULD I DO..........
is my life worth living?
but once again everyday when i wake up..i wish this will be all a dream and that it will b 2002 and im P6....but oh wells...
time will past without delay
but as i live my life today
i hope and pray
that u'll make my day
hahas this little poems comes and go so often...
it all comes to me when my dad is driving me to school..its the inspiration=)but i usually forget them by the time i reach home...
Now i live my life as if its going to be judgement day....so b4 i do anything wrong..i ask myself if suddenly Jesus comes...how m i going to ans to him?
yuppx...its me again..and im bring my dreams with me....righttttttt
now...for those really close to me, u know i usually share my dreams with u all....now...last night as usual i had another dream....its something quite private...hmmmm it was quite nice in the beginning, but it became really heart shattering for me...this is the sixth sign God told me that that girl isnt for me....6 signs...6 girls....but i learnt my lesson....of course its painful, but if i dont listen it will be worse.....
School was tiring today...during PE we went to the street soccer court, well lost all my matches cos my team was like slacking..dont bother to run at all...hahas...but who cares...then the whole day was soo boring...my classmates were like all so dead...lol...parmes was soo happy to finally see us so quiet...espically jonathan chng....so i was the bad guy cos i was talking to him..-.- me and my big mouth..again huang class was a bore....stories and more stories....dosnt she run out of them????justin skipped school again.....im soo angry with him...i regreted lending him my extra keyboard...really regreted it...u know ppl....this is another guy whom i have done alot for....i shielded him again and again...but why doesnt he learnt.....sigh....what should i do...WHAT SHOULD I DO..........
is my life worth living?
but once again everyday when i wake up..i wish this will be all a dream and that it will b 2002 and im P6....but oh wells...
time will past without delay
but as i live my life today
i hope and pray
that u'll make my day
hahas this little poems comes and go so often...
it all comes to me when my dad is driving me to school..its the inspiration=)but i usually forget them by the time i reach home...
Now i live my life as if its going to be judgement day....so b4 i do anything wrong..i ask myself if suddenly Jesus comes...how m i going to ans to him?
It all started last night....got a call from yong hui...asking me join the squash club...i was like....now then u ask me...lol...well yupp...i dont know if i should join...cos there's someone in it whom i dont wanna see ..sooo anywaes..shortly after i put down my hp, i heard drom drip drip sound...at first i thought a paper dropped on the floor, so i didnt bother to look...but it continued...when i got irritated, i turned around saw my aircon leaking.....drip drip..yeS!!!!!! drip drip...my floor was totally wet...and my floor, cant be wet if not, it will pop up..so a job for superman, i rushed to the kitchen grabbed a dry towel and started wiping the floor...but somehow i kept wipping but it didnt seem to dry...until i realise that my air con was still dripping....-.- so i had to sleep the night without aircon...and guys! its very hard for me to sleep without aircon..so i was suffering...my little bear beside me was hot too...=( sorry little bear...
yea im spoilt!...righttt
Once again i woke up late...and headed to school in record time...=) thanks dad....the suberb driver...was invited to join nasca but declined...lalala
haha and then in huang class today, was sooo blissful..lol we were like ermmm teasing huang...make her angry...and so whatever..lol jonathan chng...star of the day..=) ..a nice day today
then came the part when i went out with a friend...=).. we had a fun fun time...lol....and something unexpecting happened...i'll save u the details...well jus that.. was something pleasant to the skin....lol..lame!..
oh and last night, this girl asked me."ben how many girls have u sweet talked" somehting like that...was so funny....
the lame part of me is showing again...full throttle..woot!yea! darren tried to scare me today by putting a big spider on my hand...i was like ermmm was that suppose to be scary..sigh....
YET another unfruitful day have passed
yea im spoilt!...righttt
Once again i woke up late...and headed to school in record time...=) thanks dad....the suberb driver...was invited to join nasca but declined...lalala
haha and then in huang class today, was sooo blissful..lol we were like ermmm teasing huang...make her angry...and so whatever..lol jonathan chng...star of the day..=) ..a nice day today
then came the part when i went out with a friend...=).. we had a fun fun time...lol....and something unexpecting happened...i'll save u the details...well jus that.. was something pleasant to the skin....lol..lame!..
oh and last night, this girl asked me."ben how many girls have u sweet talked" somehting like that...was so funny....
the lame part of me is showing again...full throttle..woot!yea! darren tried to scare me today by putting a big spider on my hand...i was like ermmm was that suppose to be scary..sigh....
YET another unfruitful day have passed
Rain drops is falling on my head...
Well actually i wanted to write something really nasty abt someone..but decided not too..=)..
hahas...well life is life...its how well we live it and how well we make use of it.....sometimes we wonder..what is life??? as for me....life is something...we should treasure...and not only should we protect it, we should live it to the fullest. Now dont u think"huh ok lor..live life to the fullest..." think its easy? well u try it..there's so many things to do, but so little time. And as for me...the way i live life, is not acceptable in this world. Pretty unique way, but for some ppl, they jus cant live the way i choose to live it. Friend and foes which do u choose??? I'll choose the oppersite from u...ask me why? i really dont know..
Hardships and test, comes and goes. Are u able to stand tall after each test passes. Even i u didnt do that well, do u shan away from reality.. crying in ur bedroom, under ur pillow..and regret that u should have studied harder?? thats me...but what really is the lesson learnt?They say maturity comes with age!but for me maturity comes with expriences.
Some ppl are able to learn from others..what they see in others and learn from their mistake. And for that i congragulate u. But some others unfortunately, they jus have the learn to pick themselves up after each fall....edison said...i didnt fail, and ont he contuary, i learn how to make a light bulb in 1000 ways...but only 1 made 1 work...it all voice down to positive thinking
I remember my squash coach, he always gets fed up with me after each physical training, and i always repeat this same phrase, its all in the mind...
Lots to say so little time
Well actually i wanted to write something really nasty abt someone..but decided not too..=)..
hahas...well life is life...its how well we live it and how well we make use of it.....sometimes we wonder..what is life??? as for me....life is something...we should treasure...and not only should we protect it, we should live it to the fullest. Now dont u think"huh ok lor..live life to the fullest..." think its easy? well u try it..there's so many things to do, but so little time. And as for me...the way i live life, is not acceptable in this world. Pretty unique way, but for some ppl, they jus cant live the way i choose to live it. Friend and foes which do u choose??? I'll choose the oppersite from u...ask me why? i really dont know..
Hardships and test, comes and goes. Are u able to stand tall after each test passes. Even i u didnt do that well, do u shan away from reality.. crying in ur bedroom, under ur pillow..and regret that u should have studied harder?? thats me...but what really is the lesson learnt?They say maturity comes with age!but for me maturity comes with expriences.
Some ppl are able to learn from others..what they see in others and learn from their mistake. And for that i congragulate u. But some others unfortunately, they jus have the learn to pick themselves up after each fall....edison said...i didnt fail, and ont he contuary, i learn how to make a light bulb in 1000 ways...but only 1 made 1 work...it all voice down to positive thinking
I remember my squash coach, he always gets fed up with me after each physical training, and i always repeat this same phrase, its all in the mind...
Lots to say so little time
i want a mp3...dad got 1 for me, but im not contented
i want a new bag..mom got for me but im still not contented
i want a new game...dad got it for me but im still not contented
i want a new table...dad got 1 for me but im still not contented
i want a laptop...mom bought it for me but im still not contented
i want new specs...mom bought it for me but im still not contented
i wanted her...and i finally got her^^...im only a little contented...
only God is able to fulfil this deep intense emptiness in me......tho its only a matter of time...
when ever im in some kinda mood, songs will jus flood into me...lets way im in a stuck kind of situation, Maybe this song "God will make a way" will jus come into my mind...Our God is really someone special......he knows what right for us...and they way he tells us, u jus hafta find out..=)u gotta know how to listen to him or the signs he gives us....
i forgotten what i wanted to write...=/
what a father would do for his son...its really a wondrous thing to know....touching thing indeed...but we as sons have to notice and appreciate it.....well my dad done lots of things for me..but somehow or another...i yell at him...and so on.....how i use to find him praying for me....sigh....
patience is what i need!!!!
well what should i do?????
this girl wont let me talk to other girls....look at other girls .......she's crazy.....so unreasonable.....and yet i didnt say anything....what a fool i m ....its a high time i start reading pslam and proverbs....yupp
i want a new bag..mom got for me but im still not contented
i want a new game...dad got it for me but im still not contented
i want a new table...dad got 1 for me but im still not contented
i want a laptop...mom bought it for me but im still not contented
i want new specs...mom bought it for me but im still not contented
i wanted her...and i finally got her^^...im only a little contented...
only God is able to fulfil this deep intense emptiness in me......tho its only a matter of time...
when ever im in some kinda mood, songs will jus flood into me...lets way im in a stuck kind of situation, Maybe this song "God will make a way" will jus come into my mind...Our God is really someone special......he knows what right for us...and they way he tells us, u jus hafta find out..=)u gotta know how to listen to him or the signs he gives us....
i forgotten what i wanted to write...=/
what a father would do for his son...its really a wondrous thing to know....touching thing indeed...but we as sons have to notice and appreciate it.....well my dad done lots of things for me..but somehow or another...i yell at him...and so on.....how i use to find him praying for me....sigh....
patience is what i need!!!!
well what should i do?????
this girl wont let me talk to other girls....look at other girls .......she's crazy.....so unreasonable.....and yet i didnt say anything....what a fool i m ....its a high time i start reading pslam and proverbs....yupp
Once again ppl....im upset...im putting on a brave front but deep inside me, im crying.....This time its friends im upset with....u know i always have high expectation of my friends....espically to those whom are my close friends..ever since i started sitting with my cell, i start drifting apart from my other friends...they dont treat me the same way anymore...i mean well maybe im being sensitive but look hey!..it still upsets me alright....
its always the ppl around my age im getting fed up with.......but with the older youth,(grace, barny, justin, jasmine,zec) being with them is soo fun...not cos they give me treats or anything, i mean they're matured....not like ppl my age, we fight...quarrel over small things...
im really confuse.....im soo soo confuse...i need advice....u know all these advice im getting, well they're good but there's this someone who i seldom talk to now who's advice is better....and more sound....
now im seriously considering abt changing church......i mean its either i go to another church i dont go to church at all.....can anyone tell me which church im able to attend???
well i didnt know someone from my church plays squash too.....she's from rgs...haha pretty good....hope i get to play with her some day!!!!! GRACE!!!! who is she!!!!!!!=)
its always the ppl around my age im getting fed up with.......but with the older youth,(grace, barny, justin, jasmine,zec) being with them is soo fun...not cos they give me treats or anything, i mean they're matured....not like ppl my age, we fight...quarrel over small things...
im really confuse.....im soo soo confuse...i need advice....u know all these advice im getting, well they're good but there's this someone who i seldom talk to now who's advice is better....and more sound....
now im seriously considering abt changing church......i mean its either i go to another church i dont go to church at all.....can anyone tell me which church im able to attend???
well i didnt know someone from my church plays squash too.....she's from rgs...haha pretty good....hope i get to play with her some day!!!!! GRACE!!!! who is she!!!!!!!=)
im sick! yes im sick again.....somethings wrong with my body....a never get well cough...and block nose...
i cant walk straight....my thighs hurt too much....severe muscles ache.....jus cos i didnt do warm ups and start running too much.....i dont know but whenever i strain my body in the morning, i always will get sick and will have to vomit...dont know why....my stamina is very very bad...never run for 2 months and i cant run now....lots of catching up to do...
now there's soemthing wrong with my spine...whenever i bend down or stretch, the bottom of my spine will hurt a lot...i dont know why....its as if its going to break into half....tho i really hope it doesnt...
right now, some peasky mosquitoes are biting me.. my house never had mosquitoes b4...weird weird....
en xin have been trying to call me for 3 days but somehow jus than my hp is not with me......sigh...and then when i call back, her number is busy...wasted so many chances...all ur fault la ...my hp is so soft....cant hear it ringing at all....
school~
ive been late for 2 days....but somehow i got away scot-free...=))
iv watched war of the worlds.....as usual another award winning movie by steven spielberg...alright!!!!! good show...tom cruise....yay good actor...but i find her daughter very irritating....keep screaming...lol...
now infront mf me were this couple....this girl kept leaning on him whenever the "scary" part appears....really distracting u know......the girl was quite pretty too...-.-lol..but its ok.....my eyes are only for myself...
i saw ben lee's gf too!!! her name is joyce...lol look quite ok...dude ben lee ur the man.....for a person like him to get such a girl .....im a failure...ahem...anwyaes yupp.....
i also watched a walk to remember....really nice show.....the father's love....yupp...father's love...is still the greatest....mother's love is crap...only for babies....hahahahahaha righttttt
im done with physics....i jus cant get it into my mind....help!!!!!!!!! density!!!!! what the heck??? stupid project.....call it wonder bottle-.-....ya righttt wonder my foot.
kks im tired....i also noticed that i got no childhood....and that im very spoilt....everything i want my parents get it for me....but my friends, they either need to earn it or buy it themselves....sigh .
all hope is dying in me.....the revival of ben is never goner come....like the wind....u cant see if, but u can feel it...
gtg u ppl take care!
i cant walk straight....my thighs hurt too much....severe muscles ache.....jus cos i didnt do warm ups and start running too much.....i dont know but whenever i strain my body in the morning, i always will get sick and will have to vomit...dont know why....my stamina is very very bad...never run for 2 months and i cant run now....lots of catching up to do...
now there's soemthing wrong with my spine...whenever i bend down or stretch, the bottom of my spine will hurt a lot...i dont know why....its as if its going to break into half....tho i really hope it doesnt...
right now, some peasky mosquitoes are biting me.. my house never had mosquitoes b4...weird weird....
en xin have been trying to call me for 3 days but somehow jus than my hp is not with me......sigh...and then when i call back, her number is busy...wasted so many chances...all ur fault la ...my hp is so soft....cant hear it ringing at all....
school~
ive been late for 2 days....but somehow i got away scot-free...=))
iv watched war of the worlds.....as usual another award winning movie by steven spielberg...alright!!!!! good show...tom cruise....yay good actor...but i find her daughter very irritating....keep screaming...lol...
now infront mf me were this couple....this girl kept leaning on him whenever the "scary" part appears....really distracting u know......the girl was quite pretty too...-.-lol..but its ok.....my eyes are only for myself...
i saw ben lee's gf too!!! her name is joyce...lol look quite ok...dude ben lee ur the man.....for a person like him to get such a girl .....im a failure...ahem...anwyaes yupp.....
i also watched a walk to remember....really nice show.....the father's love....yupp...father's love...is still the greatest....mother's love is crap...only for babies....hahahahahaha righttttt
im done with physics....i jus cant get it into my mind....help!!!!!!!!! density!!!!! what the heck??? stupid project.....call it wonder bottle-.-....ya righttt wonder my foot.
kks im tired....i also noticed that i got no childhood....and that im very spoilt....everything i want my parents get it for me....but my friends, they either need to earn it or buy it themselves....sigh .
all hope is dying in me.....the revival of ben is never goner come....like the wind....u cant see if, but u can feel it...
gtg u ppl take care!
okie!!!
im finding out more abt anti matter!!!! yes yes!!! sooo cool.....u know electron the oppersite is positron....proton the oppersite is anti proton..and so on...if this few elements happens to meet, =annihilation...cool huh.....ok not cool....cos scientist dont have the tech~ to control it.....they cant even control a nuclear bomb..... .....well his antimatter is much more powerful then a nuclear bomb.....the power is called pure energy...we are able to see a little of it when we put it in a accelerator....makes it spin million times faster...then slowly the particle will split....then yup there u go.....pure energy is produced like light....yup..light..... u see a flash of light and the next thing u know u see heaven....ur dead..lol
i dont know what im talking la....whatever...but thats what the genius told me....and this are all the things if i dont remember wrongly.....hahas....anwyae..life is miserable...i dont know what to do...im in a fix....block headed...aiya....what to do....im so bored.....study...did all my hw....revised....blablabla..conguence is boring
im finding out more abt anti matter!!!! yes yes!!! sooo cool.....u know electron the oppersite is positron....proton the oppersite is anti proton..and so on...if this few elements happens to meet, =annihilation...cool huh.....ok not cool....cos scientist dont have the tech~ to control it.....they cant even control a nuclear bomb..... .....well his antimatter is much more powerful then a nuclear bomb.....the power is called pure energy...we are able to see a little of it when we put it in a accelerator....makes it spin million times faster...then slowly the particle will split....then yup there u go.....pure energy is produced like light....yup..light..... u see a flash of light and the next thing u know u see heaven....ur dead..lol
i dont know what im talking la....whatever...but thats what the genius told me....and this are all the things if i dont remember wrongly.....hahas....anwyae..life is miserable...i dont know what to do...im in a fix....block headed...aiya....what to do....im so bored.....study...did all my hw....revised....blablabla..conguence is boring
Rightttt today was the start of a new term as well as the end of hols...school starts today!
okie....as usual woke up....was soo tired but still had to wake up....thats life...right...
recess was like late....the dm kept us back like for sooo darn long....whats his problem......
im soo sad, miss fernando went to another school...other teacher says that cos she had too....but she didnt want too but got to choice...well soo sad...u know its like when that teacher is teaching u, u get fed up with her and want her to leave...but now she gone forever....=(
after school, Justin dragged me to his house for a drop of point, there i showered and thought him some easy piano notes....haha....fun fun....he got pretty fed up with it.....
then the dragged me to hougang mall to meet his girlfriend....-.-ok his ex girlfriend...said she wanted help for her eng thingy...well when i got there, was 4 girls..all super noisy and rough...and vulgar....i was like.....errrm justin u owe me big time....now this girl A=justin exGF, had work....and had problem cos her eng sucks bigtime, so she made quite a din..as in a
DIN...then the girl sitting oppersite her, got fed up and said let her do it...so she chose a article and wrote crap....now the problem is (this girl girl B)the articale she chose....it was selected from the obituries...right....i was like omg..and bend down and started laughing real real hard....then girl A threw a magazine on my head real hard...ouch...pain...then girl B was like fed up...and in a really angry voice said funny isit....why are u laughing so hard...???or m i doing it on purpose.....now that was way fiercer then anybody else...and i was actually scared for a moment....really scary....justin was laughing too wad...wah lao...then all abt to leave, i hurridly find a article and underlines the points for her to copy....yup then went home...
well u know altho girl B was really rough, vulgar and stuff...she was really cute...sigh what a wasted flower....i mean she would be really nice if she was not all those stuff....well baaa....not my problem
now both justin.....yuen and lim....u know me well and that my love life is all messed up...lol this is 1 girl i cant resist.....i mean yes she is not what i really thought i wanted my gf to be, but she is like special....different....yupp no more time to carry on...
gtg cya!!!!!!
okie....as usual woke up....was soo tired but still had to wake up....thats life...right...
recess was like late....the dm kept us back like for sooo darn long....whats his problem......
im soo sad, miss fernando went to another school...other teacher says that cos she had too....but she didnt want too but got to choice...well soo sad...u know its like when that teacher is teaching u, u get fed up with her and want her to leave...but now she gone forever....=(
after school, Justin dragged me to his house for a drop of point, there i showered and thought him some easy piano notes....haha....fun fun....he got pretty fed up with it.....
then the dragged me to hougang mall to meet his girlfriend....-.-ok his ex girlfriend...said she wanted help for her eng thingy...well when i got there, was 4 girls..all super noisy and rough...and vulgar....i was like.....errrm justin u owe me big time....now this girl A=justin exGF, had work....and had problem cos her eng sucks bigtime, so she made quite a din..as in a
DIN...then the girl sitting oppersite her, got fed up and said let her do it...so she chose a article and wrote crap....now the problem is (this girl girl B)the articale she chose....it was selected from the obituries...right....i was like omg..and bend down and started laughing real real hard....then girl A threw a magazine on my head real hard...ouch...pain...then girl B was like fed up...and in a really angry voice said funny isit....why are u laughing so hard...???or m i doing it on purpose.....now that was way fiercer then anybody else...and i was actually scared for a moment....really scary....justin was laughing too wad...wah lao...then all abt to leave, i hurridly find a article and underlines the points for her to copy....yup then went home...
well u know altho girl B was really rough, vulgar and stuff...she was really cute...sigh what a wasted flower....i mean she would be really nice if she was not all those stuff....well baaa....not my problem
now both justin.....yuen and lim....u know me well and that my love life is all messed up...lol this is 1 girl i cant resist.....i mean yes she is not what i really thought i wanted my gf to be, but she is like special....different....yupp no more time to carry on...
gtg cya!!!!!!
hi blog=)) im back
okie saturday(yesterday)
went to jasmine house for an over night stay!!!!!!=)..yay...ok....then first thing i did was play PS2!!!!!!!!! alright....lol...played this really lame game...but was really really nice...=) hmmmm then we had dinner....curry chicken and beehoon-.- and chicken wings and suppose to have an apple pie...but unfortuanately, it didnt turn up that well and had to be thrown away...sigh=(....was looking forward to a pie....then we went down to see if there are anything we could do...but couldnt find anything...the billard room was booked, the basketball court was closing and there was nothing more we could do, so we went back up to watch movie......
first movie...horror movie......i cant remember the name but was ok la...not scary....but when ur sitting under jasmine, even the bravest man will freak out...lol....right
second movie....its called "last destination" i think....was nice......the story was well planned....yupp 7 stars!!!!
then we watched another movie in the morning on sun......last destination 2.....was ok la.....jus that was damn sick....but i like it...LOL
today! sunday
early in the morning we had breakfast!!! the yishun hasnt change much......
then off we went to church....i manage to talk jasmine out of going to main service=))) and i did it...
and i did something that made me feel guilty....evil??? bad....well ok i know justin and jasmine is monitoring my blog-.- so haha u know lah...alright...well im too compassionate.......every time i do something bad to hurt a person feelings ...when i cool down i tend to feel bad...=///right..my conscience are super active...haha...wellyupp dont know lah....
after service went shopping with jasmine and justin again...lol this whole blog is abt the 2 of them....okie....had lunch....ice cream....then went home....hhahahahahaa...we were all tired....
okie!! my fellow bloggers im tired so cya!!!!!!!!
okie saturday(yesterday)
went to jasmine house for an over night stay!!!!!!=)..yay...ok....then first thing i did was play PS2!!!!!!!!! alright....lol...played this really lame game...but was really really nice...=) hmmmm then we had dinner....curry chicken and beehoon-.- and chicken wings and suppose to have an apple pie...but unfortuanately, it didnt turn up that well and had to be thrown away...sigh=(....was looking forward to a pie....then we went down to see if there are anything we could do...but couldnt find anything...the billard room was booked, the basketball court was closing and there was nothing more we could do, so we went back up to watch movie......
first movie...horror movie......i cant remember the name but was ok la...not scary....but when ur sitting under jasmine, even the bravest man will freak out...lol....right
second movie....its called "last destination" i think....was nice......the story was well planned....yupp 7 stars!!!!
then we watched another movie in the morning on sun......last destination 2.....was ok la.....jus that was damn sick....but i like it...LOL
today! sunday
early in the morning we had breakfast!!! the yishun hasnt change much......
then off we went to church....i manage to talk jasmine out of going to main service=))) and i did it...
and i did something that made me feel guilty....evil??? bad....well ok i know justin and jasmine is monitoring my blog-.- so haha u know lah...alright...well im too compassionate.......every time i do something bad to hurt a person feelings ...when i cool down i tend to feel bad...=///right..my conscience are super active...haha...wellyupp dont know lah....
after service went shopping with jasmine and justin again...lol this whole blog is abt the 2 of them....okie....had lunch....ice cream....then went home....hhahahahahaa...we were all tired....
okie!! my fellow bloggers im tired so cya!!!!!!!!
omg....
I was screwed today......man ..nicole y didnt u tell me earlier...u knew it all along.....what the heck....and shawn.....u arsehole....u knew it all along too.....
now ur happy huh??? she told me with a straight face......u guys totally rock...she actually told me with a straight face...... so...i suppose i have to step out now huh???? so close...u know how bloody close i was???? she actually did it????? and justin....im goner sooo kill u ...u lucky ur in camp now...when school reopen....dont ask me to buy u a drink cos u jus wont know what is inside.....
and trudy......u sure know how to act....u sure know...tell u what....go try to be a nominee in the academy awards at the end of the year....and maybe yea...tom cruise might fall for you....
man u guys kept it from me.....and till this very day and moment that she announced it to the whole world those 3 words......i knew there was something was not right when i saw all your flushing faces....
man im so not angry and im so no unhappy... so what u want me to do now??..oh and samuel...i'll leave u out cos ur too strong...
righttttt today was a crazy day for me....heck of a day.....hey u guy next time going for lunch or dinner leave me out.....im broke....unless marche??? marche is much cheaper... or jacks place...and please dont make her sit infront of me....i got hands that can carry a fork and spoon....we can change out sitting arrangement....=) i'll sit with nicole and hannah with shawn..=) trudy with justin and samuel...the usual place...LOL..=)we should try the eatting house near downtown....i heard is good....and i wont use my card...so u all =) pay ur part.....ahahaha..right..its nicole's burfday soon....what should we do??? how abt a muffin and we stuff a ring in side...and make her eat it..or a whole apply pie..rightt...we'll talk abt that another day....
I was screwed today......man ..nicole y didnt u tell me earlier...u knew it all along.....what the heck....and shawn.....u arsehole....u knew it all along too.....
now ur happy huh??? she told me with a straight face......u guys totally rock...she actually told me with a straight face...... so...i suppose i have to step out now huh???? so close...u know how bloody close i was???? she actually did it????? and justin....im goner sooo kill u ...u lucky ur in camp now...when school reopen....dont ask me to buy u a drink cos u jus wont know what is inside.....
and trudy......u sure know how to act....u sure know...tell u what....go try to be a nominee in the academy awards at the end of the year....and maybe yea...tom cruise might fall for you....
man u guys kept it from me.....and till this very day and moment that she announced it to the whole world those 3 words......i knew there was something was not right when i saw all your flushing faces....
man im so not angry and im so no unhappy... so what u want me to do now??..oh and samuel...i'll leave u out cos ur too strong...
righttttt today was a crazy day for me....heck of a day.....hey u guy next time going for lunch or dinner leave me out.....im broke....unless marche??? marche is much cheaper... or jacks place...and please dont make her sit infront of me....i got hands that can carry a fork and spoon....we can change out sitting arrangement....=) i'll sit with nicole and hannah with shawn..=) trudy with justin and samuel...the usual place...LOL..=)we should try the eatting house near downtown....i heard is good....and i wont use my card...so u all =) pay ur part.....ahahaha..right..its nicole's burfday soon....what should we do??? how abt a muffin and we stuff a ring in side...and make her eat it..or a whole apply pie..rightt...we'll talk abt that another day....
right this week i totally outdone myself.........i have been watching movies everysingle day for a week.....hahas....im growing into a movie freak...righttttttt
this sat going to jesmine house for overnight.....but there's a possibility that im not going....firstly there's tution, and a second reason that i wont bother to explain....
now i got trashed in wc today......sam is sooo screwed....he it totally "wiked" man i had a com helping me and he still owned me......his ladder is too pro...
adrain is away in lijiang=) asking him to buy food for me=).....
hmmmmm i noticed that im mostly watch those romance movies...so freeaky...and im also like reading romantic novels....lol
hmmmmm its so hard to say i love u.....its not something u can say to everyone....and what jesse....he is soo screwed.....
and abt this person....im being soo kind as to not to tell on him.....i mean if i jus said that few stuff... he's a total goner....
my life is getting rather interesting......more losers are appearing in my life......they all have one thing in common....they jus cant keep secrets.... well they tell me their secrets and as for me...i got no secrets to tell...lol and what??? they are all saying stuff abt me and that 80-89% ppl in church hates me.....and go u know actually u wanted to help u ..but i think what they say its true..then blablabla on and on with their blabbler......now are they childish or what...trying to make me feel downcast and no one "friends me" now that 2 words are not in my dictionary.....so dont try to make me feel down cos...ur so goner get it...i dont get it ..whats ur point in making me angry??? unless your really stupid and got nothing to do
right...i dont wanna mention anymore stuff......if u dont see me online on msn...that means have blocked and deleted u...so get out of my life
this sat going to jesmine house for overnight.....but there's a possibility that im not going....firstly there's tution, and a second reason that i wont bother to explain....
now i got trashed in wc today......sam is sooo screwed....he it totally "wiked" man i had a com helping me and he still owned me......his ladder is too pro...
adrain is away in lijiang=) asking him to buy food for me=).....
hmmmmm i noticed that im mostly watch those romance movies...so freeaky...and im also like reading romantic novels....lol
hmmmmm its so hard to say i love u.....its not something u can say to everyone....and what jesse....he is soo screwed.....
and abt this person....im being soo kind as to not to tell on him.....i mean if i jus said that few stuff... he's a total goner....
my life is getting rather interesting......more losers are appearing in my life......they all have one thing in common....they jus cant keep secrets.... well they tell me their secrets and as for me...i got no secrets to tell...lol and what??? they are all saying stuff abt me and that 80-89% ppl in church hates me.....and go u know actually u wanted to help u ..but i think what they say its true..then blablabla on and on with their blabbler......now are they childish or what...trying to make me feel downcast and no one "friends me" now that 2 words are not in my dictionary.....so dont try to make me feel down cos...ur so goner get it...i dont get it ..whats ur point in making me angry??? unless your really stupid and got nothing to do
right...i dont wanna mention anymore stuff......if u dont see me online on msn...that means have blocked and deleted u...so get out of my life
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