what we wished for is not what we get

i realise how when we wish for something to happen on ourself that eventually nothing will take place. Not even close. And it's always when things happened unexpectedly. When you expect it...it wont come true. The least expected will take place usually. Why is this so? Could it be that we develop too much thoughts or are we overconfident?

Which comes to point tht i keep on stressing "to expect the unexpected". And at all times i lose track. I guess i am too optimistic over certain things. In fact i am quite pessimistic not all of the time but almost all the time.

i'm not excited over what's coming my way now as i'm still looking forward to something to take place. i have been quite patient and the reward to my patience is "more waits".

Oh well...i don't mind waiting but just speed up the process weiii.

anyway...

An unrelated note: The conversion will be done the beginning of the month. Need to go for a medical scan tomorrow plus signing off a few documents and bring home more money in coming months. bringing home more money means committing to more job responsibilities.. Do wish me Best Of Luck.

stylo mylo..not close

went for a hairdo yesterday. Crossed the bridge at about 12noon without any congestion. reached Seberang Jaya around in just 15mins.

Started the process at 1 and only got the job done around 4. My mum included. Only managed to grab our so called lunch or tea at Chai Leng Park then. I wanted to dye my hair but looking at how much time devoted to just the ironing i was exhausted already; so i shall save the dye-ing to the next visit. Journey home was smooth too...was home in 15mins.

My hairstyle now?
Just like how i looked like when i was in Sydney.

















Oh nooo.....i look the same rite? aikss...

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nyways a fews weeks ago i went to have Ice Cream fondue @ Haagen Dazs. and i wana go again....

Affogato Haagen Daz Version



this reminds me of the Cheeze Fondue in Sydney



yummiee yummiee....any takers now?

back to serious business

i had a great talk with my friend last night @ Winter Warmers Gurney Place. The soothing Lavender Tea just suits the mood. The sky was grey and MoOody cus it was drizzling. I was kind of happy with that weather last night.

We talked about makeup, teas, and not least gossips.

I remembered last week a friend asked me what kinda guy i will like?
At that moment i was thinking hard cus i had never thought of the criterias. hahaha....and so i told him i don't know. I realised i had never make out a conversation about this at all to my friends. Why ar? I have no idea.

After a few days of hard thinking...I know what kind i guess. I don't usually make out a conversation such as this because i never thought of all these yet. Now that i was bombarded with that question i roughly know laa...

Allright then i shall watch out. lol

need to spill it!

i thought i was calculative at times. After last night i have to step down because i don't think i'm even that close to it.

i don't know if by any means someone may have friends like this. I guess there is cus there are so many kinds of people out there. It may be you have yet to meet them.

This friend of mine can spend all her monies on fagging, getting drunk,clubbing and travelling but what is despicable is she is cheapskate (no choice but i have to say) Whats more bizarre is she came from a well off family and Excuse me you are just making people look down on you. Her dad pays for her credit card bills Okaayyy? And she's working already!!

Yet i am not done with her stories....Everything that involves with money she will say "i'm a no money person" (do translate it to hokkien) And i hate it when things keep repeating herself when it has come to the stage where it is annoying. She has no money? WHAT AM I? "pei khoi kek sei only!"

I am not the only one who can't stand her anymore.

Come to talk about this...she was so "overboard" that the last outing we went to batu feringghi she asked me to drop her home when it's not on my way at all. With a very 'em hak hei' way she said " Bee Ling later you drop me home" It's a demand more than request. I'm staying central at Batu Lanchang and she stayed like way behind deep near to the Kek Lok Si which is what? EAST of Penang? Why did your dad buy u car when u are not using it? Then comes to this point...

SAVE PETROL!!! So so cheapskate of her man!

This is proven because i was told out of 10 outings a friend of mine when out with her all 10 outings she got someone to pick her up.

so bizarre! i cant stand her!!! simply to describe her is SHE IS A USER. (taking advantage of ppl) how much is a litre of petrol? even though it has hiked in prices you do still have to go around rite? I despise you and I DONT CARE IF YOU READ THIS because i think you should know how your friends think of you and you should change. are your monies monies and are our monies not monies?

A friend of mine could not stand her last night when she picked her up. I was told the moment she got on her car she said " Ei..the place we are having for dinner is it expensive? I'm a no money person"

*faints*

STOP Taking advantage of people laaa... you are developing hatred in those around you.

and...another friend is also like her now. Changing towards that direction to SAVE PETROL.

I HATE IT!

thunder....lightning

this week passes without me noticing. time has been flying faster and faster i think or actually i feel. it's coming to the end of August. things are pretty much the same. same old way.. except the fact that sometimes the silly me had too far reach thoughts. a little bit insomniac after a while but recently i slept early and wakes up at 7.30 for work. came home around 6 for dinner and back to some drama watching before to bed.

i was so afraid for the past few weeks when i had sleepless nights.i thought i had insomnia. luckily i wasn't. i know my life has become more stressful because i was told i talk in my sleep. i never talk in my sleep all the while because im still carefree at that time i think. Now that i've started with my career, started to have commitments such as for my car, insurance, loans, bills and more bills.
oh Well... the root cause of me not being able to go to bed may be due to the caffeine effect.

more to come i know....been busy for the past few weekends and there is no exception to the coming weekends. Whatever it is life is to be enjoyed.

Thought of getting some nicer clothes for myself last night but it wasnt fruitful. Nothing looks nice. sigh...needed to pay more effort in searching.

gonna be heading to Batu Feringghi again tonight.

till then..

never before

I've never felt so messed up. But recently i think i'm messed up. Over what? A lot of things....

started to have migraine last week. i guess it was as a result of me sleeping late hours as i was having fun out there with friends such as outings and stuff similar to that.

Sleepless nights sometimes cus had too much thoughs in mind as well as at times it was caused by my "tham chiak" -ness like drinking coffee and tea and had to wake up early in the morning to work.

sigh....i need more sleep. I'm packing and heading home now.

to be continued........

i have a full list of them

apparently the month u were born does imply something. shall we see if it's true.

JUNE
* Thinks far with vision ( in fact i have too far reach thoughts)
* Easily influenced by kindness (hehhe....i may misunderstood)
* Polite and soft-spoken (i'm straight forward and i guess that makes me rude)
* Having lots of ideas (stoopid ideas usually)
* Sensitive (i'm VERY)
* Active mind (yes i do)
* Hesitating (to certain things)
* Tends to delay (only recently on things i don't like)
* Choosy and always wants the best (i'm choosy but not always wanting the best; not to the extreme)
* Temperamental (hmmm....what do u think?)
* Funny and humorous (hehehe....tht's simply bling)
* Loves to joke (uh oh.....so so me)
* Good debating skills (when i scold someone i am)
* Talkative (since young i am; always receive complaints from my teacher in primary)
* Daydreamer (sometimes i do)
* Friendly ( yes I am!)
* Knows how to make friends (tht's a piece of cake)
* Abiding (yea i do)
* Able to show character (what kinda character..an ambigious question)
* Easily hurt (i'm sensitive so i think i am)
* Prone to getting colds
* Loves to dress up (too fat to do so wait till i lose weight)
* Easily bored (certain things?)
* Fussy (heheheh...i think i am quite)
* Seldom show emotions (none other than anger)
* Takes time to recover when hurt (im sure everyone needs time to heal)
* Brand conscious (not really)
* Executive (dream to be one)
* Stubborn (i am i am...who is not stubborn? determined would sound positive?)
* Those who loves me are enemies (absolute NO NO!)
* Those who hates me are friends (Hell Straight NO NooOo!)

I have a full list right from January tp December which i think i should be forwarding them to my friends. And i will spare some time doing that soon.

needed transform ages ago

A new outlook aye...

i've recently addicted to the colour Green. but to a certain extent as certain greens are absolute No No..

finally found myself time to do blogging stuff this afternoon after lunch. i recently have this craze over hongkong style dining. the likes are Old Town and Kim Gary. hehehe.....should be visiting them again next week?

spent about 4 hours updating my new blog template as well as picture cropping and viewing whilst chatting on MSN. as i flip through the pictures taken; nostalgic flashed back. all results laughter. party in the library to canberra trip to birthday parties to SUAMS and to the last few months in Sydney to recent graduation trip. (you know what my mum saw me laughing on my own and she said i'm getting crazy :P) hahahahaha lol. all good memories despite what had happened as those are all hidden way behind those Great Ones.

It's really good to record all happenings in our life i realised. I have to admit after looking at the albums i felt so much energetic and happy. if u do feel upset try looking at them and rewind the film to the time the shot was taken.

i need a haircut badly but i havent had the time to do so till next Sunday. need more time not for work but sleep and drama watching and "kai kai".

i think i am quite "mou liu" cus i have nothing much to do but see what this friend of mine said

sau_chi_goon: hmmmm....u have any 'chit muk' tonight?
¿«ßërrėnćeª»: nope
sau_chi_goon: u should rest
¿«ßërrėnćeª»: hahahahahahah why
sau_chi_goon: too active d!:D
¿«ßërrėnćeª»: not really lor

i think i'm quite "kuai" to be home most of the time but at the same it seems that recent weekends i have been quite occupied. which is good cus ever since i got a fractured ankle. i've always been home other than work.

updates on my ankle would be that; some bits and pieces to recovery guessing approximately 95% of recovery now. need to wear heels already please recover laaa...

it's getting on my nerves

i was so iritated this morning in the Shell Petrol Station. you know how we are supposed to queue at the counter and pay for the petrol before you even get your hands on the pump. So I did.
There was an uncle right in front of me. Just a few moments after i waited another man came with his motorbike cut my queue and went straight to the counter in a blink of an eye and just before he was about to finish with his business another man came so close to the counter as if i was INVISIBLE. I was so annoyed by that kind of behaviour and before i even know it i told him off
"tak boleh beraturkah?" and it was quite loud okay.

BACK OFF stoopid people who doesnt know how to spell Queue Up and Beratur PLEASE!!

You are running out of time i supposed. and the time that u are running is TIMe and are my time NOT TIME? Please be a little considerate u people out there.

Another thing that annoys me is the lift story. We have people who never let those in the lift to walk out and squeezed into the lift. Excuse me..if it's not empty how are u gonna go in and take the lift up? Common sense dictates lah!

That is so annoying. Respect yourself by acting like an adult. Don't say how people look down on you when you yourself make others look down on you. You are what you eat, do and think!

Come to think of it i feel so pissed off with this kind of community. and nowadays nowhere is safe. Snatch thieves especially. Just today in the newspapers, 2 policemen in their patrol cars was robbed by a man with only A KNIFE.

2 GUNS Vs. 1 KNIFE

Who won?
The one with a KNIFE (unbelievable man)

What kinda place is this that i'm living in? Can someone do something?

Snatch thief cases i realised had that one particular thing in common. So common that it unbelieavably implies that one thing that can never be brought up in the conversations. Wana find out? Make a guess and get the answers from me!

Just on Monday i got myself a new system now a Latitude D600 when now they are selling D620. Basically 2 generations behind but the system is not bad afterall cus it's running at 2GB of memory and 80GB of HDD which is what the new D620 is running on.

Just to make a comparison to my personal Lappie

















They should age the same. Around 2 to 3 yrs old?. probably. One Inspiron one Latitude. A new Inspiron now comes with a sleek silver design whereas the new Latitude comes in a sleek black classic design. Who needs a new laptop?

so so so forgetful me

I FORGOT TO LOCK MY CAR THIS MORNING!!!!!

So silly me...and i parked it right next to the main road Okaayyy..

and i could see the radio a bit dislocated lor. I have to give Perodua a pat on their back man! Why u must be asking. The thing was so "uuun" that the radio is still there after god knows how many attempts of someone that i don't know tried to steal it.

and if it got stolen i had to change a new set! I'm already quite broke and i don't want to beg for money from my papa anymore.

my dear friend just said quickly use until it spoils then can get new one. Luckily it wasnt stolen otherwise i will have to "thank" this friend of mine.

*TOUCH WOOD*

It's now Mid-August alreadyyy.

i'm still as FAT and i mean it Okayyy

.. i'm still as BROKE

...still as UGLY

....still as SToOPID

.....still as PLAYFUL

......still as Sot Sot Tei

.......still as FIERCE

........still likes to EAT (a causal relationship on why I'M STILL FAT)

........still seek for employment

..........still the same old bling

...........still have the same old thoughts and feeling

...........still want to chase certain things in life

...........still hold expectations to expect the unexpected

should that be it? if i wish to go on this list can go up to a few pages. sigh....

arggghhh!!

it's 12.16am and i'm STILL AWAKE

felt so tired and wanted to sleep so badly that unfortunately i can't

god knows why...

went to the office this morning without doing much other than eat and sitting plus back to eating again. Reason being ? attended a meeting. So much so that i ter-PPK my friends for lunch. (wasn't my fault) sigh.. they must be scolding me BIG TIME ish!

oh well what happened yesterday was i had a massive terrible headache that i'd never experience. It feels like it's taking my live man!

I thought it might be because of the "lai cha" on Saturday plus the Xi Mut Lai Cha from Old Town e-gate and Bubble Milk Tea from Kocha on Sunday

I was half dead yesterday at my desk. Struggling to complete some price files. I could not even open my eyes. I had to walk to the clinic and get headache pills that doesnt work on me. I slept right after i reach home at 6. Waking up for dinner at 8.30 and back to my dreams at 10.30

things got better this morning.

Thank GOD!!! i thought i should be dead already

kind of exhausted and not so

i was supposed to continue with my concern over the 2nd link to be built soon connecting both Batus (Batu Maung and Batu Kawan) haha..

first i thought of drawing a map showing how the island will look like after the 2nd link is built. but as a result of my procrastinating behaviour and laziness to be exact i din lah obviously.

i haven't had time to even read the magazine i brought home since last week okayyy?

been busy for the week First with my work Secondly with my SLEEP!

baka! So Damn no LIFE man!

i realised i have been making a big fuss over my life nowadays. But i couldnt help it ma.

So so so bored please find me some entertainment.

Just came home after lunch @ Kim Gary with my mama. Bumped into Ms. Goon who went to do some shopping while popping around with the intention of looking at the Ms Youth that is going on today which one of my friend is involve in. Her name? Clara Khoo ( i dun even know her name is Clara till today)

I'm so damn full now. High on Baked Cheese Chicken Chop Rice and "Lai Cha" plus Red Bean Snowy and Thyfoon Style Noodle Soup and Borsch Soup. Okay do make things clear here i shared with my mum. Like i can finish all.

Ok and back to my conversion. Temp to Perm. This is the jargon used in the working environment. My manager told me to redo my resume because the previous that i'd submitted for that Pricing analyst temp was way TOO SIMPLE (or empty she said)

She forwarded me a copy of the Job description and resume for my reference. Haha Thanks I (her name starts with I) Was told to do it on Tuesday when i only manage to lift my heavy fingers and laptop to draft a new one just now before lunch. I'm so lazy rite?

She told me to draft it as informative possible so as to reflect that i know how to handle a few task so that i receive a FAIR pay. Yalah! otherwise underpaid "ma cham"

haihss...anyway i wanna cabut liaw

traffic jam JAM JAM!!

the congestion on the island kills nowadays. Those travelling from the Province Wellesley take up to at least 1 1/2 hours to reach the Island if there was a massive jam.

The solution to it has finally come => Penang's second bridge and monorail projects given cabinet approval

and please refer to this link From Star Online

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/8/3/nation/15035546&sec=nation


But...

How much time needed to the completion of this 9th MP?

The current 13.5 km long Penang Bridge that stretches from P.W costs RM800mn (at the time of building) and took 5 yrs to a completion in 1985.

The Second Penang Bridge NOW stretches 24KM long from Batu Kwan to Batu Maung is estimated to cost RM 1.1bn)

A little bit more to finish is that it has a monorail system on the bridge. sounds interesting huh?

Oh well...then the 2nd Penang Bridge will replace the current Penang Bridge as the Longest in Asia ranked 5th in the world.

But how long will it take to complete? 5 yrs or less than tht? I really wish so.

But i have a concern here...( i shall come back later on the concern as currently i have some work to do)