AKU BENCI KAU BELLA!!! NAPE KAU NAK RAMPAS AUR DARI AKU! KAU TAU AUR DA DANGAN AKU! NAPE KAU MASIH NK MENGATAL DGN MATAIR AKU! KAU ADER MATAIR, TAPI NAPE KAU BUAT AKU GINI MCM!!! KAU POMPAN, KAU SHLD TAHU APER AKU RASE!!!!! KAU SUKA KALAU MATAIR KAU MAEN BLAKANG KAU!!! ASL BELLA, ASAL KAU BUAT AKU MCM GINI BELLA!!! APER SALAH AKU DKT KAU BELLA!!!!!! BILANG DKT AKU!KALAU KAU BTOL2 NK DKT SI AUR, KAU AMIK JER! JANGAN MAEN BLAKANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU SAKIT HATI! AKU BENCI DGN KAU! KAU TAK CUKUP SATU KER BELLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BELLA, TLG LAH, PAHAM PERASAAN AKU!! AKU SAYANG AUR SGT2 BELLA, AKU TAK SANGGUP AGI DIER BUAT AKU MCM GINI!!! AKU DA PENAT BELLA!! KALAU KAU SUKA KAN MATAIR AKU, KAU GO ON JER.. AKU SANGGUP LEPASKAN AUR DEMI UTK KEBAHAGIAN KRG! TAI TLG LAH, JGN BUAT AKU GINI. AKU LEMAH DENGAN INI SEMUA BELLA! AKU DA TAK SANGGUP DGN INI!
Friday, September 28, 2012
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Sometime i ask myself, what did i do to deserve this? Am i to stupid enough to be in this kind of situation? I never ask to be like this, i never ask myself to make me suffer everyday. But i know, im the one who want to be in this kind of situation. I can't denied the fact that actually i want someone better that could take care of me, take care of my heart, sincere with me and never cheat behind me. The feeling of want to let you go, but i just can't do it. I don't have the guts to do it. I don't want to regret in the future. I know it's a good thing to let you go, to let you have fun with your life. So that i can have the dream guy that i want, but i know i just can't!! You know, when you really love that person, no matter what he did to you, all those lies, those sweet talking, those shits, you still want to be with him. And all because of one thing. One thing that he had take away from you, and you know you will never get it back. Because of this thing, you try your best to hold on to him . You try to put away all he's negative attitudes. Haish, if only times past back the 3 years ago... Hate this kind of situation.
Fasting Month
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Hey Blogger. It's been so long i abandon you right? I'm sorry about that. I seriously don't have time to update you. :) So right now, my life so far been a good one for me. Family, Boyfriend and my Best Friend. They are there with me all this while. Syukur alhamdullilah. Tomorrow will be a fasting month for all muslim. But sadly, i can't fast on the 1st day of Fasting since i'm having my period. Anyway, I miss my friends. Which is, Syahirah, Yanny, Allysa, Rafiqah, Atiqah, Afifah, Adam, Afiq, Luqman, Zaki & Faridzwan. Miss going out with them. Miss those days that we will always go out together, enjoy our days, laugh together. Awww... Miss them so much. Hoping that, this fasting month, we will be going out and break fast together.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
We don’t get to choose who we fall for. They may mistreat us, ignore us or hurt us, but we stay with them. Why? It’s not because we’re stupid or we enjoy getting hurt, It’s because we can see the good in them, it’s because despite all the arguments, they are the ones who make us feel a certain way that no one else can & we value that feeling, & because our brains won’t allow them to leave our minds, & our hearts won’t allow them to leave our lives.
BORING SATURDAY.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
My Saturday is just a boring day for me. The whole day at home doing nothing. Makan tido Makan tido jer aku. Bf said that i'm getting fatter. Oh no! :( Its time for me to lose weight. Seriously sey. Anyway, i love you boncit. :)2012 full of challengers
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Hey Blogger! It's been sooooo long i didn't updated my blog. I'm just too busy with my life right now. 2012 is a challenge year for me. Lots of obstacles i need to go through. But no matter what, i thanks Allah for everything he gave me. Family always there for me and also, boifriend and my friends. All of them never fail to give me advised and hopes. Without them, i don't know what will happen to me. Everyday, is a challenge day for me. Running here and there for my future. I just hope the best for myself. 2012
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Time check: 3.19pm, and i'm already a sleepy girl. Oh gosh! I just can't wait to get out from here. :(Anyway, it's 2012. A brand new year and a new chapter of my life. Hopefully, 2012 is the greatest year for me as my 2011 full of obsticles. Another 8 more days, its my pay day. Can't wait to get a new hp for myself. And also, i can't wait for shool re-open. I prefer schooling rather than working. And now, my ezlink is an adult fair. Tsk! I hate it cose i need to top-up my ezlink for 1 month is $80 buck! Nvm, this gonna last for another 2 more months. Hopefully, by than, i already had a school. *sorry if my english is a bit corrupted, can't think properly right now, Too SLEEEEPPPPYYYY!!!* k, byebye!
