Tuesday, November 20, 2007
im stumbling
brightside: passed my final theory evaluation! and once i landed in sg, gonna start my practicals. ehehe. last saturday was still so fresh, to have your best fren n ur love sit beside you swaying, singing together, laughing like mad, letting our hair down. at kbox. was fun.not so brightside: im gonna spent good times w my loved ones now before saturday morn comes. and for some reason, lately me n love always engaged in deep long eye contact, silent mode of saying "i love u and gonna miss u soo much"...
and my lil sis, iqa, says : u arent gg back to sleep here for 5 days? u taking aeroplane isit? y are u gg to the sky? hers lip pouted. orhhh! im soo gonna miss her too.
and i have not packed. frantically, im not ready yet for anything, sch work keep me back.
next thurs comes, im gonna punch you baby! that is, if i find something wrong. ive placed a pinhole camera on your forehead. so dun u dare messed w me wen im not in town. =)
doakan, pray for a safe journey for me ppl. insyallah.
Posted by this other girl at 11:09 PM
Monday, November 12, 2007
bring me to a whole new world
last saturday was lovely. thanks for the shopping spree and everything. best la u.bkn manusia yg satukan kita
da bkn juga manusia yg mampu pisahkan kita...
Posted by this other girl at 1:18 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
pretty pretty donuts!
every little thing bout you makes me go "hmmmmm..."
im flying off to hongkong in two weeks time. sob sob.
have anyone forgotten my birthday?
its 16 dec.
=)
Posted by this other girl at 8:40 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i am flabbergasted
before i begin, i m just wondering why...defamation occurs.
will ppl be happy to see iskandar leave me for another girl? and there's no definite evidence to win dat sentence at all. am i really stupid to tag along with him all dis while even thou i knew that he's gonna play me out? is that wad ppl really wanna hear from me? and then they can laugh it off and clap their hands?! wad sense of satisfaction do they gain when they see me fall?
and im not falling neither seeking for emphaty. it all makes me a stronger and wiser person.
and when i said i havent gone for a true date eversince fasting month, dat doesnt mean that we are on rocky roads. ive to admit that im not a staunch muslim. but knowing wad kind of family background he is from, i have to respect that.
i guess the world revolves. and no one makes zero mistakes. but we learn from mistakes. and im only searching for sincerity. not materials. not looks. and im not here to prove to anyone that that me and iskandar are gonna make it til marriage. because i strongly believe in God's will. and i never ever expect for someone like him to appear in my life. and when he does, i look up to the sky and showed my greatest gratitude for having him loving me.
that's it.
we are happy together and nothing else matters.
Posted by this other girl at 12:29 PM
Saturday, November 03, 2007
boo
in such, may this relation between u and me last eternally.
Posted by this other girl at 1:11 AM
Thursday, November 01, 2007
when dreams are made of these
the hefty workload from school has came by again. i really wished this semester could end slower for im sure gonna treasure my last few months of schoolin moments. at the midst of it, i embark on a journey to get a class 3 driving license bearing in mind dat i must be able to pass within a yr. i noe i have trouble processing right and left in my brain quickly, let alone my sense of direction. but still.....
at the midst of it also, im still raya-ing as and when time permits. the only bad thing is, i havent visited bf's home. might possibly be tmr. mentioning about boyfriend right, i was wondering when was the last time i had a real date. you know, like go watch movie, lunch or dinner, shopping, coffee and all these in a day. i cant rmbr when was the last time i did dat, prolly way before the fasting month!
wad else? ok, im gg HK for abt a week soon in end november. im a big girl, ma. im sure gonna miss my home, family and YOU!