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one reason why i havent been updating my blog is cos i believe ive found a new diary; a living diary. haha.

this blog seems obsolete now.
maybe itll just be a photoblog.
want any updates just ask.


hockey season just ended.
we didnt make it thru but the bond we have grew stronger. stronger than oak.
i love the hockey girls to death.
esp my dear captain and friend, liy. woooh.
im feeling the love.
haha. <3
i can never find any other keraayzie-er, more fun team of ppl ever.
this is one of the best things that has happened in my jc life.

spent my weekend with pakcik studying at a void deck.
company's good and plus, i can finish up my work.
maybe i shud make him my study partner.
hmmm?


ok bye.



i realise this blog has been quite stagnant for quite some time.
maybe cos there's nothing much interesting going on or im just soooooooooooooooooo preoccupied with school.
omg. i swear, everyday, i go home feeling so shagged. its either cause of extra lessons or hockey.
thank goodness there are incentives that keep me going on.

so, i kinda took time off my 'busy' schedule to watch azmi and his group dance for danceworks'08 grand finals.
i had this BIGBIG urge in me to not go cause i have soo much studying to do.
but bottomline, i promised azmi and zul that i was gna come.
so i did.
i reached st james at abt 1pm and waited outside with the scorching merciless sun above us for about 45mins! kerayziee sey.
the group i was dumped into wasnt a good one, seriously.
i felt sooo out of place.
i barely know any of them [except for hazlami and alep] and worse thing was, our cultures differ. like totally. they speak alien to me.
haha. ok. i may be exagerating a little bit but i just cudnt connect with them at all.
but a little exposure wont kill me, i suppose.

the dancers were great. seriously.
i was kinda glad i came.
its not always i get to see people dance and i have the big urge to dance with them too.
haha.
i shall not talk much abt the event i guess.
flare nation [did i spell it right?] didnt win but they were good, nonetheless.
the crowd wasnt that 'kecoh' except those of the flare nation supporters which were us.

skipskip to after the show.
so flare nation got 3rd right, and i waited for the crew to join us supporters.
i was PRAYING for zul and azmi to come soon cos i felt so weird around those 'foreigners'.
so YAY! they came and they got me out of that group and brought me backstage to get to know the rest of the flare nation crew. they are much more friendly. seriously!
so there were hakim, hadi, y^2, dan, 'manjin' (? he had a name but i forgot), hakim's sister, jas... shit. thats as far as i can go. too many to remember.
but they were a great bunch. talkative and very entertaining.
half of them thought i was azmi's gf and atleast one thought i was zul's.
hahaha. we ate somewhere at vivo. when i say somewhere, it is literally somewhere IN vivo. its some sidewalk near long john. sumpah ghetto sey. hahaha.
but a few of us had the luxury of proper tables and chairs at long john.
we sat there for almost an hour or so until everyone decided to head to somewhere.
one thing i learnt about them was, they take effing long time to decide on sth.
they took15mins to think of the next place to go. they didnt wna go home but they wanted to go somewhere.
AND.. it took them another 15mins to actually make a move. so most of the time i spent with them was standing in the middle of nowhere talking and laughing.
funny bunch, seriously.

they went to city hall and i left them to head home.
it was like the hardest decision i ever had to make.
azmi and zul refused to leave me alone YET they wna join the 'lepak' session.
and not only them, but hakim and.. [shit i forgot his name] were convincing me to join them.
i seriously want to. but thing is, i need to start discipling myself- no more late nights. AND i promised my dad i wont be home late for today. AND i need time to study. AND altho i got a lil more comfortable, i still find it weird to 'lepak' with half of the people still unknown to me. AND i was out of cash.
so yeah. NOW, u shud sorta understand, zul.
and hey, i felt bad right after that.
with zul's msg and azmi's call, i almost wanted to turn back.


ok. i talk too much.
i need to study.
bye(:



MY DREAM PHONE;

hooo.. lovely. 5 megapixels, 16x digital zoom, bluetooth, 3G, internet, media player, radio. waaaaahh.. all i need in a phone((:
and its red!!!

wake me up when SEPTEMBER comes.

my dad was telling me and my mom how he tricked this driver who was looking for a vacant spot. then my mom was like, 'tak baik nyer abaaaaaaang. berdosa sey. tak baik. kesian org tu.' then my dad just laughed and suggested we take a video to send to just for laughs- which definitely not gonna happen. anyway, i shall explain it to u guys since e video taken is not that clear.

ok. so, we were at courts megastore. and we stand inside the place while having a clear view of the carpark outside. and my dad, finds a victim [who is non-malay]. when he does find one, he will press the thingy that unlocks our car [i really dont know what its called]. if the victim is observant enough, he will fall for my dad's trick and turn towards our car. he will wait and wait and wait until he feels like and idiot and drives off to look for other spots. hahahaha.

ok. here's the video.





HAIR EVOLUTION;







just had gp paper in the day.
and OMG was it hard.
i kinda abit little2 maaaybe screwed up e essay.

Poverty will be eliminated when access to opportunity is fair. To what extent do you agree?

i guess it was e only question i could answer.
i had much to talk abt but i was taking my own sweet time constructing the sentences and substituting words with a more sophisticated vocabulary.
haii. so i thot, hmmm... why not i just rely on my comprehension then?
i reckoned the passage(s) shouldnt be that hard.

but OMG to my surprise, the passage was about some Asian values shit that ive never ever thot of before. so, in other words, i had noooooo freaking idea what the passage was talking abt. it kept blabbering about the perceptions of Asian values- backward, illiberal, etc. and the questions that came up were mostly inferential and in-ur-own-words kinds. i wanted to give up! thank goodness AQ was more merciful. atleast i cud dig out something from my little readings. haii.

gp was such a screw up.
):


lepak-ed in the canteen and then headed to the library to study with the non-chemistry ppl.
i was teaching edi probability [well, actually not really, cos fir was teaching me who then taught edi], when i got an sms from haliim.
eh yuni, you in school?
blablablabla and in abt 7 mins, i ended up at the school's bustop searching for that bloody gay who interrupted my study.
SEKALIIIIIIIIIIIIII.... i saw him with AZFAR!
i went 'OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!'
i didnt really remembered what i said but i was talking in high-pitched voice for about a minute or so. hahhaha.
we were sitting at that bloody hot bustop until finally i invited them into my school.
talked and did a little bit of catching up with those two gays.
i swear, they were like how we left them, shrtl. (x
they still used gua-lu and azfar still had that karat Rrrr.
the only difference was that azfar had longer hair and he grew ABIT taller.
haliim still looked the same.
hahah.
it was kinda fun while it lasted.
but i guess it wasnt long enough for azfar cos he was smsing me constantly after that.
LU dah tau gua tak boleh sms banyak, lu maseh nak sms-sms. aper ah gay. tngh kejer, buat hal tngh kejer ahh. *blueks*


i need to do physics but i have this very very large INERTIA.
(x



im smiling, fyi.
(:

and so, me and nas are on talking terms now.
which is soooooo relieving. like finally!
went to e nus open house with him, dynn and farid.
i swear, i felt like e fattest among them! HAHA.
it was kinda fun, i guess.
they're always so funny and always cracking jokes.
and the exhibitions, WOW. not bad uhh.
im soooo interested in staying in halls. its like a singapore's version of american sororities.
hoohoo.
and i was out with them from 1030 till 1730.
by then, we were so shagged!

went our separate ways and later went to meet nas at ard 2030 to study with him.
didnt really do much of that.
hahahhahahaha.
we ended up talking.


and now, i just finished chatting with yana who is superduper happy!
told me some stuffs a friend did to her.
and like its glaring that he's tryna attract her attention.
the little things he did are so obvious and it made it sooo much cuter!
im sooooo happy that they are on good terms agn(:

e littlest things can sometimes make you smile so wide.
and i totally agree.
like now, im treasuring every single little happy things.
collect collect collect jadi banyak per.
so i shall just pen them down cos i dont wna forget.
the things ppl do/say that just make me smile;


>she told me that me calling her made her feel happy cos i made her less stress. even though all i did was talk abt some stupid stuff i won when i was with her and then ended up with her venting out her stress. and i made her more mrepek by replying her sms like this, 'HAHA. actually ingat muker aku jer dah cukop ahh. tkya call. tapi kalau tak cukop, just rmb my kental moments. its not that hard to think. wakakaka.'

>him going back home although he was already on his way just to get his hockey stick because he felt bad despite the heavy rain.

>playing hockey in the rain with 3 of the most gerek ppl! how satisfying. i want MORE hockey sessions. and i know someone want more too!

>him being sooo eccentric and hyper ['Woaaaa! Hahahahahahahaha! Happy aku!] because me and his fren 'dah tk akward!'.

>her sending a random msg at a very random time saying, 'hello sayang, i love you, plus youre just very funny sometimes haha(: no link to anyth, just random, sorry! <3'.>she asking me whether i was an M1 user because she wanted to put one of my numbers to get free talktime so we can talk unlimitedly! (:

>him always making me smile even at my most annoying/frustrating/sad moments by being annoyingly but indisputably funny. there's never a dull moment. cant stay mad/angry/sad for a long time with him ard. and thats good((:

>smses that just want to know what im doing/ whether im studying/sleeping.

>them inviting me to watch movie with them bcos they just want to hang out and catch up.

>them insisting that i go watch one of them dance in e finals [note to self: 5th april] bcos 'dah lamer tk nmpk' and just lepak. and one of them wanting to catch a movie with me SOON cos he still remembered that i promised him one since centuries ago!

>her asking me whether i cud meet her for awhile bcos she just wanted to talk and update me on her life. 9 years of friendship yaw!

>playing with my hair and laugh at my pinky just to annoy me. but in the end, me smiling instead of making an annoyed face.

>ppl trusting me on some private things that normal friends wont normally tell each other.

and + + +


i feel so blessed.
really.
i love.
((:
i shall do this more often.
i like reading over and over agn and smile sendiri!
x)


sth to laugh about: i was soooo shagged after the nus open house that i slept for 20 mins in the train and my head kept nodding! if any of u have seen me sleeping, try imagining that but sitting and nodding. HAHA. slenger habes uhhhhh.
i wudve laugh at myself if i cud see myself sleeping. hehe.
oh. and now, i cant stop farting.
*grinns*


p.s. its 3.18am and i cant sleep! im sooooo hyper lagi ader. redbull rocks. woooh!

one reason why i havent been updating my blog is cos i believe ive found a new diary; a living diary. haha.

this blog seems obsolete now.
maybe itll just be a photoblog.
want any updates just ask.


hockey season just ended.
we didnt make it thru but the bond we have grew stronger. stronger than oak.
i love the hockey girls to death.
esp my dear captain and friend, liy. woooh.
im feeling the love.
haha. <3
i can never find any other keraayzie-er, more fun team of ppl ever.
this is one of the best things that has happened in my jc life.

spent my weekend with pakcik studying at a void deck.
company's good and plus, i can finish up my work.
maybe i shud make him my study partner.
hmmm?


ok bye.


i realise this blog has been quite stagnant for quite some time.
maybe cos there's nothing much interesting going on or im just soooooooooooooooooo preoccupied with school.
omg. i swear, everyday, i go home feeling so shagged. its either cause of extra lessons or hockey.
thank goodness there are incentives that keep me going on.

so, i kinda took time off my 'busy' schedule to watch azmi and his group dance for danceworks'08 grand finals.
i had this BIGBIG urge in me to not go cause i have soo much studying to do.
but bottomline, i promised azmi and zul that i was gna come.
so i did.
i reached st james at abt 1pm and waited outside with the scorching merciless sun above us for about 45mins! kerayziee sey.
the group i was dumped into wasnt a good one, seriously.
i felt sooo out of place.
i barely know any of them [except for hazlami and alep] and worse thing was, our cultures differ. like totally. they speak alien to me.
haha. ok. i may be exagerating a little bit but i just cudnt connect with them at all.
but a little exposure wont kill me, i suppose.

the dancers were great. seriously.
i was kinda glad i came.
its not always i get to see people dance and i have the big urge to dance with them too.
haha.
i shall not talk much abt the event i guess.
flare nation [did i spell it right?] didnt win but they were good, nonetheless.
the crowd wasnt that 'kecoh' except those of the flare nation supporters which were us.

skipskip to after the show.
so flare nation got 3rd right, and i waited for the crew to join us supporters.
i was PRAYING for zul and azmi to come soon cos i felt so weird around those 'foreigners'.
so YAY! they came and they got me out of that group and brought me backstage to get to know the rest of the flare nation crew. they are much more friendly. seriously!
so there were hakim, hadi, y^2, dan, 'manjin' (? he had a name but i forgot), hakim's sister, jas... shit. thats as far as i can go. too many to remember.
but they were a great bunch. talkative and very entertaining.
half of them thought i was azmi's gf and atleast one thought i was zul's.
hahaha. we ate somewhere at vivo. when i say somewhere, it is literally somewhere IN vivo. its some sidewalk near long john. sumpah ghetto sey. hahaha.
but a few of us had the luxury of proper tables and chairs at long john.
we sat there for almost an hour or so until everyone decided to head to somewhere.
one thing i learnt about them was, they take effing long time to decide on sth.
they took15mins to think of the next place to go. they didnt wna go home but they wanted to go somewhere.
AND.. it took them another 15mins to actually make a move. so most of the time i spent with them was standing in the middle of nowhere talking and laughing.
funny bunch, seriously.

they went to city hall and i left them to head home.
it was like the hardest decision i ever had to make.
azmi and zul refused to leave me alone YET they wna join the 'lepak' session.
and not only them, but hakim and.. [shit i forgot his name] were convincing me to join them.
i seriously want to. but thing is, i need to start discipling myself- no more late nights. AND i promised my dad i wont be home late for today. AND i need time to study. AND altho i got a lil more comfortable, i still find it weird to 'lepak' with half of the people still unknown to me. AND i was out of cash.
so yeah. NOW, u shud sorta understand, zul.
and hey, i felt bad right after that.
with zul's msg and azmi's call, i almost wanted to turn back.


ok. i talk too much.
i need to study.
bye(:


MY DREAM PHONE;

hooo.. lovely. 5 megapixels, 16x digital zoom, bluetooth, 3G, internet, media player, radio. waaaaahh.. all i need in a phone((:
and its red!!!

wake me up when SEPTEMBER comes.

my dad was telling me and my mom how he tricked this driver who was looking for a vacant spot. then my mom was like, 'tak baik nyer abaaaaaaang. berdosa sey. tak baik. kesian org tu.' then my dad just laughed and suggested we take a video to send to just for laughs- which definitely not gonna happen. anyway, i shall explain it to u guys since e video taken is not that clear.

ok. so, we were at courts megastore. and we stand inside the place while having a clear view of the carpark outside. and my dad, finds a victim [who is non-malay]. when he does find one, he will press the thingy that unlocks our car [i really dont know what its called]. if the victim is observant enough, he will fall for my dad's trick and turn towards our car. he will wait and wait and wait until he feels like and idiot and drives off to look for other spots. hahahaha.

ok. here's the video.




HAIR EVOLUTION;






just had gp paper in the day.
and OMG was it hard.
i kinda abit little2 maaaybe screwed up e essay.

Poverty will be eliminated when access to opportunity is fair. To what extent do you agree?

i guess it was e only question i could answer.
i had much to talk abt but i was taking my own sweet time constructing the sentences and substituting words with a more sophisticated vocabulary.
haii. so i thot, hmmm... why not i just rely on my comprehension then?
i reckoned the passage(s) shouldnt be that hard.

but OMG to my surprise, the passage was about some Asian values shit that ive never ever thot of before. so, in other words, i had noooooo freaking idea what the passage was talking abt. it kept blabbering about the perceptions of Asian values- backward, illiberal, etc. and the questions that came up were mostly inferential and in-ur-own-words kinds. i wanted to give up! thank goodness AQ was more merciful. atleast i cud dig out something from my little readings. haii.

gp was such a screw up.
):


lepak-ed in the canteen and then headed to the library to study with the non-chemistry ppl.
i was teaching edi probability [well, actually not really, cos fir was teaching me who then taught edi], when i got an sms from haliim.
eh yuni, you in school?
blablablabla and in abt 7 mins, i ended up at the school's bustop searching for that bloody gay who interrupted my study.
SEKALIIIIIIIIIIIIII.... i saw him with AZFAR!
i went 'OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!'
i didnt really remembered what i said but i was talking in high-pitched voice for about a minute or so. hahhaha.
we were sitting at that bloody hot bustop until finally i invited them into my school.
talked and did a little bit of catching up with those two gays.
i swear, they were like how we left them, shrtl. (x
they still used gua-lu and azfar still had that karat Rrrr.
the only difference was that azfar had longer hair and he grew ABIT taller.
haliim still looked the same.
hahah.
it was kinda fun while it lasted.
but i guess it wasnt long enough for azfar cos he was smsing me constantly after that.
LU dah tau gua tak boleh sms banyak, lu maseh nak sms-sms. aper ah gay. tngh kejer, buat hal tngh kejer ahh. *blueks*


i need to do physics but i have this very very large INERTIA.
(x


im smiling, fyi.
(:

and so, me and nas are on talking terms now.
which is soooooo relieving. like finally!
went to e nus open house with him, dynn and farid.
i swear, i felt like e fattest among them! HAHA.
it was kinda fun, i guess.
they're always so funny and always cracking jokes.
and the exhibitions, WOW. not bad uhh.
im soooo interested in staying in halls. its like a singapore's version of american sororities.
hoohoo.
and i was out with them from 1030 till 1730.
by then, we were so shagged!

went our separate ways and later went to meet nas at ard 2030 to study with him.
didnt really do much of that.
hahahhahahaha.
we ended up talking.


and now, i just finished chatting with yana who is superduper happy!
told me some stuffs a friend did to her.
and like its glaring that he's tryna attract her attention.
the little things he did are so obvious and it made it sooo much cuter!
im sooooo happy that they are on good terms agn(:

e littlest things can sometimes make you smile so wide.
and i totally agree.
like now, im treasuring every single little happy things.
collect collect collect jadi banyak per.
so i shall just pen them down cos i dont wna forget.
the things ppl do/say that just make me smile;


>she told me that me calling her made her feel happy cos i made her less stress. even though all i did was talk abt some stupid stuff i won when i was with her and then ended up with her venting out her stress. and i made her more mrepek by replying her sms like this, 'HAHA. actually ingat muker aku jer dah cukop ahh. tkya call. tapi kalau tak cukop, just rmb my kental moments. its not that hard to think. wakakaka.'

>him going back home although he was already on his way just to get his hockey stick because he felt bad despite the heavy rain.

>playing hockey in the rain with 3 of the most gerek ppl! how satisfying. i want MORE hockey sessions. and i know someone want more too!

>him being sooo eccentric and hyper ['Woaaaa! Hahahahahahahaha! Happy aku!] because me and his fren 'dah tk akward!'.

>her sending a random msg at a very random time saying, 'hello sayang, i love you, plus youre just very funny sometimes haha(: no link to anyth, just random, sorry! <3'.>she asking me whether i was an M1 user because she wanted to put one of my numbers to get free talktime so we can talk unlimitedly! (:

>him always making me smile even at my most annoying/frustrating/sad moments by being annoyingly but indisputably funny. there's never a dull moment. cant stay mad/angry/sad for a long time with him ard. and thats good((:

>smses that just want to know what im doing/ whether im studying/sleeping.

>them inviting me to watch movie with them bcos they just want to hang out and catch up.

>them insisting that i go watch one of them dance in e finals [note to self: 5th april] bcos 'dah lamer tk nmpk' and just lepak. and one of them wanting to catch a movie with me SOON cos he still remembered that i promised him one since centuries ago!

>her asking me whether i cud meet her for awhile bcos she just wanted to talk and update me on her life. 9 years of friendship yaw!

>playing with my hair and laugh at my pinky just to annoy me. but in the end, me smiling instead of making an annoyed face.

>ppl trusting me on some private things that normal friends wont normally tell each other.

and + + +


i feel so blessed.
really.
i love.
((:
i shall do this more often.
i like reading over and over agn and smile sendiri!
x)


sth to laugh about: i was soooo shagged after the nus open house that i slept for 20 mins in the train and my head kept nodding! if any of u have seen me sleeping, try imagining that but sitting and nodding. HAHA. slenger habes uhhhhh.
i wudve laugh at myself if i cud see myself sleeping. hehe.
oh. and now, i cant stop farting.
*grinns*


p.s. its 3.18am and i cant sleep! im sooooo hyper lagi ader. redbull rocks. woooh!