horrid day

had a horrible day today
just want to put it down for my records so i remember what day soemthing really bad happened
cant really say what it is maybe at some point in the future


ate nothing till 5 :30
cuz it was that stressful of a day
but hey maybe ill lose a pound lol
just kidding
hope everyone is doing well

yipeeeeeeeeeeee 188

soooooo
ive been keeping very active and its paying off
i am back down to 188
so i think thats 3 pounds lost this week

im feeling thinner and happier

loving the autism swim classes
and had a blast at my nephews soccer game
and my friends b day party

walked 3 miles to the park again yesterday

well this is just me checking in for now
letting everyone know im still alive and happy lol

hope everyone else is doing just as well

191 need a doctor

monday 9/13

did the biggest loser
the workout dvd

high intesity cardio and
bootcamp

xtra abs and cardio 30 mins

was so lazy all day till 12:30
which is very unusual

so i ended up working out an hour and a half and just staying active the rest of the day



9/14 tuesday

walked to the park and back with lil man
about 3 and a half miles




9/15 wed

woke relaxed and refreshed that walk did soem good

weigh in 188
still maintaining


did jillian 30 day shred level 3
(cardio and strength all in one what a great way to start the day )

biggest loser bootcamp level 2

biggest loser
the workout dvd
high intesity

cardio salsa vhs
was a fun way to end the workout

axtra abs pullups and push ups for 20 mins

2 and a half hours today

then went to the park for 2 hours
did a new nature trail with lil man

stayed as active as possible today




9/16 thurs

up 2 pounds

190

ready to say eff it people

im exhausted
have a cold

so does lil man

and clearly i must be doing something wrong cuz i am not losing anymore
i work way to hard for this shit

my pants are tigh so i cna even say its muscle

this is depressing

did
biggeslt loser
powersculpt
extra abs and pullups  and dancing
and stayed active


9/17 walked to park with lil man again

3 miles


felix barked for the first time today at my new sense and spray thing for the house
i think she thinks it is a snake when it sprays every 30 mins

its toooo funny


9/18
saturday

got up way to early
went to a flea market
then to an autism swim class for lil man
then to a fall festival
got home around 3 and started making quiche for dinner

then watched the dinotopia movie we got at the flea market

lil man loves it


9/19

stayed active
went out shopping


9/20 monday

gained 2 pounds
191

i am actually starting to worry abotu my body i may have o go to a doctor
this cant be normal to workout
and not lose and gain all the time
i am heavier than i was this time last year and i cant lose it

im actually concerned so we will see if i haev th eguts to get checked out lol


workouts today
banish fat boost metabolism

30 day shred level 2

cardio  extra abs pushups and pullups for an hour

over 3 hours today

yipee

the scale better go back down or i am off to see the doctor


hope everyone is staying active as well

keep it up guys you all inspire me

Maintaining @ 188

9/10 FRIDAY

went to the park with my niece katie
and lil man

kate doing pullups on the slide lol

lil man thought this was a ride at the park lol

went on a nature walk

kate and i

kate and lil man

lil man and i

deer poops lol

lil man and i

then i took kate lil man and hubsterz to chilis yum
got the margarita chicken guiltless thingy
it was ok


we had a great day together


9/11 saturday

went to see granny for grandparents day
and brought her some small gifts
and took her for ritas
everyone loves ritas right right right
i know i do lol

came home made a quiche look at this perfect spinach and ham and parm cheese quiche from weight wacher book


lil mans balloon such simple things kids love

9/12 today

eating dinner with grandma and grandpa and granny is coming here tooo
gonna be a great grandparents day

lil man and i went on another nature walk for about 1 1/2 hours
it was fun

just trying to stay active and happy

hope everyones doing the same

heres a pic of felix and lil man
she is getting sooooo big

Dancing away the pounds ~ 188

9/5 sunday

Holding still at 189
today is family movie day
hubsterz works till 2 then we can relax and watch a movie

so far its 11 and ive done wash, dishes, vacuumed , and just plain old cleaned all day
im gonna try to stay active till he gets home
then relax the rest of the night

but thats really not what ended up happening
people were having get togethers so we went to 2

i played frisbee and soccer with my neice
then went home to watch planet 51 which wasnt great
and from paris with love with john travolta
i like that one


9/6  monday

went shoppin for coat for lil man

cat and hat socks

cant wait till the biggest loser starts on the 21st
my exercise for the day was walking the mall for at least 30 mins or more
seemed like forever looking for his jacket

lil man ended up getting sick and throwing up later that night


9/7 tues
 lil mans home from school
he is still sick


we spent the day taping old videos of the last 3 xmases on to vhs tapes
i got in some cardio

it was just a long crazy day with a sick screamy kid



9/8 wed

woke at 3 am for the day lil man would not sleep

im exhausted and stressed out

still at 189

wtf

it feels like everything ive been doing is for nothing

wtf

on the bright side
my new fav snack is kashi dark chocolate coconut snakc bars yum lol

im so tired and its only 10 am

have a sore hip
but gonna work through it

30 mins on trampoline
10 min abs
have cramps so that was just oh so fun

1 hour no more trouble zones with jillian michaels dvd

20 mins dancing

just staying active

i just dont want to be obese anymore


9/9 thurs

still very sore
hubsterz let me sleep for 11 hours
except for getting up at 2 am for half hour with lil man

but i am refreshed but sore

lost a pound so far this week

188 baby

so exciting only 11 more pounds to go till i get to were i was the beginning of this summer

to the weight were i felt great and unstoppable



breakfast left over sweet baby rays potatoes

half a cantaloupe

snack yogurt

lunch i got very busy and didnt eat from 2-8pm

dinner taco salad i made myself with spinach , corn, kidney beans, low fat mozza cheese, and left over  taco meat

work out 1- trampoline 30 mins

ate a yogurt so i didnt puke

wo2 jillian 30 day shred level 2

wo3 jillians banish fat bost metabolism

2 hours today

go me lol


9/10 today

going to park with my neice and lil man

have a great weekend everyone

waking up at 189

Hoping it stays at 189 or goes lower i never want to go back into the 190s
Yesterday was a busy busy busy family day
woke up and went to visit grandpa
then went to the park with my friend Heather and her children
We had a blast!!!!!!

Heres some great pics of the day

adam and my lil man playin soccer

digging in the dirt

found a butterfly wing

playing trains

park time the litle girl in the middle is amia adams sister

crazy amia going so fast i cant take a pic lol

Today im just gonna hang out and
try to stay sorta active dont want my weight to go back up at all

Hope everyone having a happy healthy weekend as well!!!

W T F riday!!!!!! 192

Thanks everyone for all the wonderful comments

you all inspire me

I am trying hard to get this weight off

Heres what my schedule has looked like recently




8/30 MONDAY

First day of full time school for lil man
Oh god i cant tell you how much i cried and cried and cried today
its only 8 and i miss him so much



here is first day of school pics

I really need to get a part time job cuz i just cant stay home all day ill go crazy
but i need to use this week to get interview ready
and lose this extra anxiety weight i have put on
so i need to workout hardcore people

i have the time right now to try to lose at least 10 pounds
i will feel more comfortable at 180 something again

so heres to a new start and some much needed changes

im going to workout 3 hours a day
and start those sweaty pics like most of the weight loss bloggers do

todays breakfast was cantaloupe

snack  my fave  apple turnover yoplait light yogurt

lunch    bagel

snack    pistachos and a plum

dinner     spaghetti squash

didnt really know what to do with it
so i mixed it with garlic parm cheese and tomatoes
it was ok

went grocery shopping all by myself for the first time in years today

bought those full bars we will see how they are


starting weigh in 193

exercises today

1.  box and bounce on the trampoline 30 mins
ill say it agian people this is a heart attack waiting to happen
i can hardly breathe
but def a good workout

2 jillian shape up dvd
30 mins

3 bike 16 min 4 miles 100 cals

4  wii jillian fitness ultimatum 2009

30 mins
burnt 185 cals
ran 6 mins
mokey bras 2 min
log jump 2 min
tires 4 min
hand cart cannon and grenade toss 2 min each

so that i know of 2 of the workouts burnt 285 cals

worked out 2 hours wanted 3 but 2 is ok





8/31 TUESDAY

weigh in 189 lost 4 pounds
wow i guess working out 2 hours a day works
go figure right lol

so im doing it again today and shootin for 3 hours

breakfast  fiber one muffin and cherries

lunch    crescent roll fat free hot dogs




workout 1    HIP HOP BOUNCE    30 mins
loving the trampoline to get me started in the morning

wo 2
bike 16 mins
4 miles
100 cals

exhausted had to go get a banana

wo 3  1 hour of biggest loser powersculpt
OUCH!!!!!!!!!!

wo4   TAEBO  45 mins

YAY ALL DONE  did about 3 hours and im exhausted

then i decided to go outlet mall shopping for 4 hours
drank a redbull first lol






9/1  WEDNESDAY


woke up late rushed to get everything ready for school
what a way to start a day

school day #2

and he decides at last minute he need to wear his new shoes

(new shoe pics)

im so sore
working out for almost 3 hours then shopping for 4
OUCH!!!!

new month starting  weigh in 190
gained almost 2 pounds
WTF!!!!
goal is to be 183 by end of this month
thats 7 pounds this month
i can do this

breakfast  fiber one muffin
lunch   rest of ff crescent hot dogs

snack  squash  and cherries
dinner  tacos

workout 1
 basic bounce got heart rate monitor out
150 cals
30 mins

wo2
abs for dummies (10 mins)

ouch i better fit in a smaller size soon lol

wo3
 1 hour of biggest loser bootcamp dvd

ate a banana

wo4
 taebo contact dvd  45 mins

danced 20 mins to lady gaga

what a long day

made lots of gfcf pasta for school today also

9/2 THURSDAY

lil man wearing 2nd pai of new shows to school
he is too cute
he get so excited when he gets new things

weigh in 192
wow is this dang scale goign in the wrong direction
WTF
2 more pounds gained

thats a 4 pound gain since starting 3 hour day workouts

WTF????????????????!!!!!!!!!!????????

i am doing what i need to do and lots of cardio to burn the fat
so what am i supposed to do now
i am so pissed off

im not even maintaining

wtf .. wtf.... wtf

im so angry and exhausted

i cant imagine how the biggest loser people do 6 hours

i am exhausted on 3

im just gonna keep doing 3 hours and give it up to god

this must just be were he wants me right now

im just gonna have faith right now cuz thats all i can do and just keep doing what i know is good and healthy




workout 1
intermediate bounce on trampoline
30 mins

wo2

biggest loser last chance workout with jillian  1hour

bitch moan and complain on the phone to my friend heather

sore as all hell

wo3

 10 min abs

danced 15 mins  in between  to the radio got a banana

wo4

TAEBO  advanced 45 mins
feeling ok by the end but sore

3 hour day
go me

advancing it up here people this better work lol


heres a pic of lil man enjoyin his gluten free casein free pasta

and a new pic of felexa she is getting so big