Things get distorted here.Gotta look beyond the obvious

So this has been the 25 th years since I was born.It was unlike those years.I wasn't looking forward to it at all.It's been a critical years for me .Times fly since 25 years really.For the past years.It's seem like there left a little i can remember.It go plain instead of being like a roller - coaster.Maybe it is bad or it just best for me.I don't really know.One thing for sure,my body is getting weaker and i am start to worry.Sometimes I feel really unwell.When it go to the Doctors .They didn't notice a thing and say it is alright of that.I just want all my health and time back.That's the only things I want and that's all.I want to work things out with my time.Having a life instead of just living.

I think I need to have a brand new live style.Things get to change.Most of the friend is leaving for long.I have to figure it out.Thanks for those whom remember i am getting one years old today and thanks !!

Sometimes you don't have to do anything or go anywhere major to make yourself relax.For instances , just sit down and talk is indeed is good enough.Sitting in a park under the real full moon and the velvet sky.Talk things that is not serious but real with the peoples you like to hang out with.There is nothing left but a quiet surroundings with the shadow of the surrounded projected from the moonshine from above.This can't be be a more relaxing moment !

For millions time.I thought you are smart enough to avoid these shits.Something real good is upcoming for you in a matter of chance/time.Maybe you are tired chasing for it or you stop believing.Yet I just realize that I don't even know you at all.Maybe things appear to you is off focus cause you are too close with it.Maybe you mean to let yourself into it and that's the real "You".Hope that is what you really want.Still you get my blessing as always .........

I am sick of cleaning up my disk again.There gotta be some problem from my computer and i didn't know what it is.For the past two years.I have get all my entire data raised for once.I lost every pieces of photo , chat dialog and stuff .If you must know I spend most hours in cyber world .It just like your life has been erased.I keep formatting for once a while and re-do the whole install process and put the guard on.It don't seems it was attacked less.Or the hacker has been watching me for long.If this is so.I think you are wasting your time as I don't have valuable stuff for you.Beat this !!

It happened that she start talk to me again.It is not a long chat or something serious .Still better than nothing..Probably the best news from today !!

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.