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Things get distorted here.Gotta look beyond the obvious

When you develop an infaturation for someone .You always find a good reason to believe ,that is exactly the person for you.It doesn't need to be a good reason.In the long run ,there always some kinds of dump plus irritating habit that would cause the relationship bewteen you and her to split up.But in the haze of infaturation .It's just what you have been looking for all these years .
 

May all the blessing from God goes on you

Monday, February 12, 2007

It's suprising that Paurenna buzz me while i leave my messanger idle.It's been like over half a year since our last chat.She was resigned from her work in Abu Dubai and decided to take a long long rest back to home in Thailand.

I was told that she get a real trouble this time and I don't think i can help any part of it.I am speechless when i get to know this.As i recall,she used to told me that her white blood cell count is more than average.That's why she get sick easyily and need plenty of rest out of it and that is the long reason why we couldn't chat so often.I just can't relieve it end up to be a blood cancer.This is the second time in the past 6 months which i think life is fregile in this way like it can be aken away any time.I will call its been a bad day for me so far.

I care this woman so much just like someone close and i don't know why.Although we can barely meet and talk,it seems like there is some kind of linkage in-bewteen.And i know that there is too much happen on her and i just know a bit of them.I am frustrated about myself failed getting into her bottom of her heart and talk to her.Yet,I just want to try my very best talking to her,get to know her and probably meet her soon before anything bad happen.Hope it just don't happen.I think the hardest thing in life is to watch something precious gone and you are handicapped doing nothing on it.

P.S Thanks to Paurenna for come to my life,you are such an amazing ,cool friends i know.I am honoured for the chances everytime i could talk to you although there is a long road talking straight to your heart but hope it will be closer .Forgive me if i ever annoy you while chatting.I appoligize any of it .I long for the days i come to meet you again

  
   





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