Tuesday, July 25, 2006

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing but I can try for your heart
And our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

It's always better when we're together
We'll look at the stars when we're together
It's always better when we're together
It's always better when we're together

And all of these moments just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too, too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be we'll sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
We're somewhere in between together
Well it's always better when we're together
It's always better when we're together

I believe in memories they look so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together =)

eILeen 9:43 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Sunday, July 23, 2006

When eileen was born, the "Goddess of Love" was in Cancer the Crab. So, does eileen have a thing for "crabby" people? Or for ones with shells? Well, the latter point is worth exploring. A shell is a protective device, and sensitivity always requires protection. eileen's romantic heart is a sensitive one; once eileen's been hurt, eileen is slow to open up a second time. The natural lover has some of the same properties, but more importantly, is the sort of person who respects and understands the origins of that cautious quality in eileen. Together, they form a very private, interior, secret world of intimacy, full of little mysteries, shared fantasies, pet names, and code words. eileen's natural lover isn't "domestic" in any belittling sense--nothing dull or sexless is implied. But, apart from the time it takes to properly honor the gravity of the decision, such a soul has no serious hesitation when it comes to deep commitment, or to the expectation that a "marriage" should be a life-long proposition. Home, and the mutual caring and healing that happens there, quickly become the center of gravity for the bond.

eILeen 2:15 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Friday, July 21, 2006

busy busy.. no time to update.. Ooo so sick, flu, cough, sore throat - i lost my voice =) didnt go to work, dats y im updating the damn blog.

darling has left for china ytd morning.. he is goin to Shaolin. haiz.. he will only b back at the end of the year. everything seems so different now, his tootbrush no longer in the bathroom, more than half of all his clothes are missing from the wardrobe. darling has left and it feels so empty =( helped him folded some clothes the nite b4 he left.. didnt send him to the airport the nxt morning.. jus had breakfast together, walked wif him to the door, looked at him as he put his big big luggage in the car, had our last hug and kiss b4 he left.. he got in the car, the gate was opening slowly and tears rolled down my cheeks as the car drove towards and out the gate of the house.. =( his maid was so nice, she tried to console me, hmm.. probably saw me tearing.. haiz.. half a year without u by my side.. dear, im gonna miss you so much so much!

... the thing thats gonna keep me occupied and get busy for the nxt few months is - my shop.. yea.. openin my shop soon.. in sept. Manicure and Pedicure.. at Orchard.. will keep u guys updated abt it..

eILeen 2:58 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Saturday, July 08, 2006

I can't help it
When I'm not around you Boy
'Cause all I ever seem to do is drift away In dreams about you
'Cause when I'm without you Boy
It always seems like
Part of me is missing baby..

Sometimes I don't call
Like I don't care at all
But secretly, you're the only thing
That lifts me up
And makes me smile
When I'm unhappy
All you gotta do is call
And suddenly things don't really
Seem so bad at all..

I need you
Adore you
Gotta have you
wanna feel your touch
This ain't no little crush
So come and get my love
Baby anything you want
Feeling you
Fiending for you
Just waiting on you
When I see you
I'm gonna wrap you up
Inside my love
And never let you go boy
Never let you go boy..

My heart races when my cell rings
I just make a wish and if it's you
My whole day changes
'Cause when I know
You're thinking of me Boy
Heaven knows
Suddenly it's not so dismal baby.

eILeen 2:05 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you'll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all

Now I was just a once a fool it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name.

eILeen 1:42 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Funny when you stop and think
times goes faster then you blink
nothings ever like it was
but we've got a special thing
all the happiness it brings
is more than enough

I know its hard to believe
you are still the biggest part of me
all I'm living for
I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you and need you by my side
I'm still mad about you
all I ever wanted was you
you are still the one

It's hard to breathe when we are apart
you are like sunshine in my heart
I keep you here inside
you've been everything to me
you've been and always will be the apple of my eye

If you love me
look into my eyes and say you do
I've been waiting all my life for someone just like you
baby all that we've been through
im still in love with you
and I want you to know I do, I do..

eILeen 10:51 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

I'm a woman
Lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet attention, love and tenderness
When it's real, its unconditional
I'm telling ya'll
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain't man enough.

To love you when you're right
To love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong
Take you higher when the world got you feeling low
He's giving you his last, cause he's thinking of you first
Giving comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what's done when you really really love someone
I'm telling ya'll, I'm telling ya'll.

Cause you're a real man
And Lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support When it's real its unconditional
I'm telling ya'll,
oh Cause a woman ain't a woman if she ain't woman enough.

Sometimes you're gonna argue,
sometimes you're gonna fight
Sometimes it's gonna feel like it'll never be right
But something so strong keeps you hold'n on
It don't make sense but it makes a good song
Cause a man just ain't a man if he ain't man enough.

*i miss your face and i miss your kisses..

*And if you care about the weather
Keep her safe and warm
Let nothing in between stand in your way
They say it's calm inside the eye of the storm
Together come whatever
Come what may.

eILeen 10:25 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

life has been great, ignore the work part =) yup.. i have really nice colleagues, they r helpful n friendly, they wld share ice-cream, chocolate, blah blah.. when im busy, im really damn busy, dun even have time to check my hp but when im not, i'll read a book or play some lame games in my com.. bcoz of this job.. im leading a much healthier life.. every sun-thurs i wld slp at 10pm and wake up at 6am, i wld have proper meals, breakfast, lunch and dinner.. as if im back to secondary school days =P

my darling went China wif his dad on sun morning. after we reached home on sat nite, i helped him packed his luggage. i choose the clothes dat he shld bring over and folded them *nicely* --> dat was wat i intended but.. my folding sux! haha.. he will b back this sat nite.. missed him so much ald.



outside MOS





MOS.. on the dancefloor wif amber.

eILeen 7:26 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Sunday, May 14, 2006

My eyes adore you (yeah)...


Curling deep inside each day, waiting for the courage that never came,
So on your way and without a clue, that these adoring eyes they long for you (yeah).
I tried to get real close to you, hoping that you would see through my disguise,
And somehow you'd know that I...
I adored ya.
Though I never laid my hands on you,
My eyes adored ya (my eyes adore you).
Like you couldn't see a million miles away
How I adored ya.
So close (so close), so close and yet so far.
You looked at me and saw a friend.
You told me things and I'd have to pretend that you didn't mean the world to me.
And all the while behind the scenes, I cried with you I lived your every dream (yes I did).
The reality: the hope still holds, the dreams run wild in the nighttime too.
So tell me tell me baby, was I a fool? Do your eyes adore me too?
I adore ya
My eyes adore ya (yeah).

keke.. =x

eILeen 12:03 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Sunday, May 07, 2006

ooO.. sore throat and nasal congestion.. dun feel too good. oh yes, im starting work tml.. a little of a mixed feelings, excited, scared? hopefully i will recover by tml or at least feel better. anyone wanna buy me liang cha? it will b nice =) haha..

yesterday: ate butter crab, black pepper crab, chilli crab and some other dishes, later watched a 2:55am movie, Mission Impossible 3 at the new cathay cinema.. had breakfast at Mac and darling sent me home.. reached hm at abt 7am, bathed and slpt like a pig =)

day b4 ytd: went Mos wif dear and his group of frens.. after abt 2months of not clubbing.. gettin rusty =/

eILeen 5:12 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Friday, April 21, 2006

*.* im starting work on the 8th of May.. went for interview 2day and got the job on the spot. initially, i tot the pay was a little low, so i told the HR manager who interviewed me dat i wanna consider, and later, she decided to increase my pay. wah.. so nice of her.. by the way, i will b working in the company: Singapore Cables Manufacturers Pte Ltd. hmm.. feel so much like an adult now.. work, pay bills, office hours, give parents money, no more allowance frm parents.. blah blah..
went to watch miss sg universe live, went for the post event party at velvet underground the following week, besides these.. did nothing much..

eILeen 6:31 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Monday, April 03, 2006

erm.. darling and i went to a gay pub at tanjong pagar wif his cousins, and some other frens.. hahaha.... was our first time there and some things i saw was like *wth.. haha.. better not mention wat i saw there =S

LlLl I will try to update my blog as often as i can.. but most of my time is dedicated to my precious =) hmm.. went sentosa wif jess in the morning last tuesday and later met up wif a few of our other goody frens (Joreen, Amber and after so long.. Eliza) .. chilled out at coffee club at holland.
last thurs was one of my good frens, Joanna's son's 3rd bday.. Darling was very hardworking at the bbq pit haha, bbq alot of food huh and perspired so much.. poorthing haha.. i was happy to b at little Vince's barbecue bday celebration.. not only i gotta see his younger sister (10mths old) Vemelle =) also kim and i finally saw our other good fren, arabella's son(17mths old) Jaedon.. but was a little disappointed dat xiuqi was unable to go.. else, we can also see her little 5mths old daughter, Armelle.
a few of my other sec sch closer classmates were there too (Geraldine, Sandy, Cheryl, MunMun, Xin Ying..) haven seen them for quite some time and its good to see them again. so many babies, all the young mothers =) like wat Amber said jokingly, in another 1 or 2 years time, all the girls in our group will b carrying at least 1 baby each in our gatherings.. haha.. (its not impossible ^_^)

*when im down in da dumps**: he knew, jus by the tone of my voice, jus by the look on my face.. he gave me a loving hug when i needed one, he made me feel better jus by holding me in his arms, he kissed me on my forehead and gave me comfort.. darling, i know dat things will only get better, coz.. i've got you* here with me =)

eILeen 12:15 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Thursday, March 16, 2006

ahem.. im back blogging =/ hmm.. i've been with my darling.. everyday?? ever since he came back to S'pore.. went to fetch him at the airport at 4am dat day. am really glad dat he is back =)

er.. haiz.. feeling rather lethargic these few days, nothing interest me much.. yea, not to mention abt studying.. eeks! stupid sup paper.. im not in da best of moods, not for the past few days and perhaps not for the nxt whole damn week!

u know.. having expectations in life is a good thing, but be realistic.. u will get wat u deserve. i do get disappointed when things i wished for cant b achieved and will b quite irritable, irritated, sulky, vexed, gloomy, blah blah.. but sometimes i have to lower my expectations by a little, mayb i'll b a happier person?

*darling, wat else can i ask for when i already have u by my side? jus give me wat u think i deserve, give me your very best.. and i'll give u the best of me.

*jus look at how time has passed, its our 7th month together, and still cant get enough of each other.. may our love stand strong forever.

eILeen 12:28 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

yes, i've been staying at home again.. the whole day.. i haven been goin out often the whole month. all i did was, go to school, come home and rot all the way.. else, jus rot at home the whole day.. yeah, exciting life =/ sometimes, it can b rather frustrating when u cant find anyone to go out wif.. all my frens are busy wif work and my darling? in Thailand.. haiz.. im so bored!! but not for too long.. at least thurs im goin dblo wif my Besties.. more dan 2mths nv club ler.. and my darling is coming back on the 3rd which is this friday midnite.. hee..

ok.. nothing much to blog abt.. jus one word: 'Bored'.. =/

eILeen 6:27 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Thursday, February 23, 2006

LOVE FOR A LIFETIME
Keeping that loving feeling alive forever..

The wedding is always just the first step on a lifelong journey. At least, that is what couples hope for, when they walk down the aisle. However, reality involves a lot more hard work than just walking down that path of roses. Passions can fade and little habits can wear a partnership down. Making a marriage work is no small task. Here are some of the pointers i've read from Style weddings.

Look on the bright side
Those little quirks you found cute before marriage may just wear you down after a few years. It takes a lot of effort to keep criticism, defensiveness and even contempt out of your relationship. No matter how long it's been, it is still important to always look for your partner's best qualities.

You, me and us
Sometimes the hardest part of marriage is remembering that you have another person to consider when faced with a big decision. Remember that there are three parts to your marriage — you, your spouse and your relationship. Ask the question: "What's best for us?" instead of "Whatss best for me?" or even "What's best for him/her?"

Together forever
Now that two has become one, keep it that way with a few simple rules. Remember to be kind to each other. Remember to be polite and appreciative. Spend one night a week together away from the TV. Be a more attentive lover. Set your goals together and make it an annual exercise. Renew your vows each year after you've discussed what you aim to achieve for the coming year. And when you reach those goals, treat it like you would any other achievement: Go out and celebrate.. Together.

Play fair
What is the difference between equity and equality? Equity is a state of justness and fairness, while equality means sameness for all parties. In your relationship, you want equity, not equality. Equity promotes fairness in all situations, whereas equality tends to encourage scorekeeping. So stop keeping tabs on who gets what and look at the bigger picture.

eILeen 11:47 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

YEAH! finally, fyp is over! im so happy =)

went Haru at Far East Plaza to cut my hair this afternoon.. jus had the thought of doin so when i woke up this morning =/ i had no intention of cuttin my hair too short, i jus wanted to trim like 1 inch?? but my stylist suggested dat i cut away the fizzy ends.. now.. my hair is 3inches shorter and im a little sad =P but, think again.. aiya, it will grow la.. at least my hair looks better.. i think.. haha.

met up wif my bestie, kim. had dinner at Central in Takashimaya, the food there.. hmm.. not bad.. after eating, we walked ard and kim bought some stuffs here n there.. later, we chilled out at spins.. talked abt so many things, abt life, present and future, exchanged opinions and blah blah blah.. hmm.. this is how i spent my day 2day =D


*waiting for my darling to come back to SG.

eILeen 12:08 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Wow...................................... this is so sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! despite being in Thailand, my darling has actually arranged a surprise for me 2day.. haha.. a florist sent a bouquet of really pretty flowers to my house.. a dozen of blue roses =) so thoughtful of him and really really sweet =D

thank you darling.........
i love you...
so much......... so much................... *muacks*

eILeen 10:19 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO ALL LOVING COUPLES OUT THERE!!


and


Happy Valentines' Day to....... myself..

eILeen 10:23 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Projects! yea.. dat was wat have been keepin me busy.. and im still workin on it.. my major project deadline is on the 13th Feb, followed by my presentation on the 15th Feb and exams and.. perhaps.. sup paper.. my misery wont end till then!

It has been 5days since the last time i talked on the phone wif my darling.. he is in Thailand for some training.. i really cant get used to not hearing his voice for such a long time.. i have to constantly remind myself dat he is away but still cant get rid of dat urge to call him.. jus wanna noe if he is alright.. i think the weather is really hot there, i hope he will take good care of himself. now wat i can do is jus wait till he calls.. according to him, he will b without his hp for 15days of the whole month away =/
Valentines' day is approaching and i will b spending dat day alone.. most probably at home. It will b good enough if i get to talk to my darling on dat day =) at least i gotta spend it wif him on the phone (^_^)

I miss him badly.. i really do!!

eILeen 6:25 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

SCORPIO and CANCER A Match Made In Heaven

Scorpio and Cancer are both motivated by emotion and intuition, and the bond they share will be very strong. Scorpio throws his/her heart and soul into a relationship and expects his/her mate to be true, and will keep a jealous eye open for any wrong doing; if Scorpio is the man in this match he will be an excellent provider.
Fortunately for the relationship, Cancer's beliefs are a mirror of Scorpio's, and Cancer will not give any reason for the Scorpion jealousy to blossom. Scorpio works hard, either at home or on a job, and his/her home is the place reserved for peace and quiet, which is necessary to unwind from all of the daily tensions. If the Scorpio's emotional needs are met and he/she is comfortable with the trust he/she will put in Cancer, then you can expect Scorpio not to look at any other member of the opposite sex.
Cancer's natural concern for other people may somehow lead Scorpio to think that they are using Cancer's good nature and disposition, secretly these thoughts will come from a touch of jealousy of Cancer's interest in someone besides him/her. Cancer has great respect for Scorpio, and even though Cancer is of a slightly critical nature, Cancer will learn to phrase these criticisms without wounding Scorpio's pride.
Cancer can be possessed completely by Scorpio in sexual relations, and be inspired to greater response than he/she can with any other sign. Cancer is able to express her/himself more with Scorpio, thus widening Cancer's horizons of passion. You have to say this is a match made in Heaven.

eILeen 12:06 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Hey hey.. Happy 2006 dudes!! not gonna go into details of wat has happened the past wk.. u noe the New year countdown and stuffs?? yea.. i was happy.. despite of some unforeseen matters, like the heavy rain, the ultra.. super.. long queue at MOS.. and the so damn long waiting time.. *oink* its like.. wth.. haha =p

uh huh.. 2006, the year i have been anticipating.. heh heh.. im gonna graduate this year.. yeah!! finally.. in jus less dan 6months time and yes! its gonna b over! has been a draggy and 'oh so bored' poly life.. the only thing i've njoyed so far was.. making new frens who are jus as 'ku-ku' as i am =) haha. u noe, they really brighten up my days in sch.. and also, my darling is gonna finish serving his NS this June, happy for him.. hehe.. ^.^ hee.. m i getting married this year?? haha.. u all like to ask me this question rite? hmm.. did the news travelled dat fast? kekeke..

well, darling.. this is the year! =) soon we'll b spending everyday together.. we will see each other when we wake up every morning. no more sending me home first, we will go back to Our Home together. no need for chatting on the phone for long hours every nite, we can cuddle and talk forever.. In a few months time, all these will b possible..

im lookin forward.. am awaiting for dat day.
this is our promise..

Everlasting love, never to stray and b faithful always. i love you! i want to spend the rest of my life with you..

eILeen 12:38 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Phhew.. have been busy the past week.. term test is over and jus celebrated Christmas.. coming right up will b the New Year countdown and... my projects first submission, reports! eeks!

hmm.. my christmas eve this year was simple.. went to dear's fren's hse in the afternoon, later, we went to meet my brother and head to church for service.. we actually intended to go for the 430pm service but there were too many people, we had to wait for the next service at 730pm.. my brother decided to stay for the 730 service wif his frens and really wanted us to join him.. i was contemplating, really considering.. coz its a 3hrs service, by the time it ends, it will b quite late ler.. i knew dear actually didnt want to but later he said OKies.. again.. its for me.. he knew i wanted to stay.. hehe.. we compromised! we left a little earlier and went Esplanade.. look for one of his frens who was working there and bought tickets for the boat. ate the cha kway teow there.. nice =) but the prawns tasted better, coz dear peel them for me wor.. how sweet of him.. hee.. after eating, we waited for the boat, we board the boat at 1145pm, jus nice, haha.. countdown on the boat.. a really pleasant feeling.. nice view of clark quay, Fullerton Hotel, and my beloved was standing right by my side =)

On Christmas day itself.. i was busy coz i had to wake up earlier to prepare myself for the dinner in the evening at Riz Carlton.. spent 2hrs on my hair.. haha.. dear came to pick me at 430pm.. wa.. he so charming wor, wearing dat suit of his.. haha.. went Kim's hse, ate abit, exchange presents, chit chat awhile den we had to leave for Ritz Carlton.. hmm.. nice ambience there.. my girls were beautiful =) but the food was not as good as i thought it would be =/ after the dinner, all of us went to dear's hse.. and later, dear's frens came too.. brought bottles of liquor.. some of them stayed in his ktv room, dear and some of his frens went to swim and amber, jessica, joreen and i sat outside and talk.. =) good times jus pass so quickly..

*i cherish every single moment wif you.. be it eating cha kway teow at some hawker or fine dining at a 5 star or 6 star Hotel.. im happy =)
Becoz we knew the fact dat we are so important to each other, we will not risk anything to ruin our treasure of love.. we will keep this love safe. I love you darling..

eILeen 2:04 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Jus a short update =D i've got an advanced christmas present from dear.. haha.. its a diamond bracelet.. 21 diamonds aligned.. beautiful~ i like it so much.. thank you my dear.. hmm.. and went expo wif dear and his mum n bro to watch 'holiday on ice'.. not bad.. so graceful~
Watched a movie wif Joreen ytd.. i intended to watch 'perhaps love', but i dunno how i ended up watching 'the descent'.. somehow, i agreed to it. omg.. the movie is so bloody, really bloody! eeks! i lost count on the number of times i screamed in the cinema.. haha.. but i was not the only one who screamed lo.. a few guys also did lo.. hahaha.. b4 the movie we went shoppin again.. but i spent lesser this time =)

eILeen 12:43 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Spent $500plus on tues.. went shopping wif Joreen.. walked abt 6 hrs non stop ard Orchard and later to P.S, at the end of the day.. we were so so tired.. our legs and arms are aching. my things are pretty much heavier dan Joreen's.. so.. im worst =/ (shopping not done yet, goin for another Spree nxt wk) hehe.. =D i love shopping! But............. i love my darling Andrew much MORE!!

hehe.. i finally had the chance to take a ride on the cable car.. hmm.. lemme see.. on saturday 26/11/05? (thanx dear!) yup.. went Sentosa wif dear and his frens that afternoon and met more of his other frens in the evening for some 'you tiao' at Geylang.. =)

and on.. lemme see.. sunday 04/12/05.. went Chinatown wif dear and his frens for dinner.. my fav stingray, herbal chicken, etc.. yummy.. =p den one of dear's fren, James offered to send us hm.. not driving a car but.. riding a trishaw.. hehe.. it was really nice =)

Last thurs went Dblo.. wif my besties, Kimberly, Vanessa, Joreen, Jessica, Tiffany and my dear.. i totally cannot make it dat nite.. haha.. but i njoyed =) according to Tiff, the nxt dblo session will b on the 15th =/ hmm.. den went Chinablack the following day and yesterday.. not so fun =S

*dear, i dunno how u did it, but u jus make me feel happier each day =)
it has been great ever since the first day, im glad dat we have each other..
still, we have so much more to look forward to.. (our future, our little family is awaiting..)

eILeen 2:41 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Monday, November 21, 2005

I've got a new watch! i really like it.. thanx dear =)

Darling bought a really pretty watch for me on sunday.. haha.. its probably the most expensive watch i have now. so afraid dat i might scratch it =/

Watched Harry Potter this evening.. dear came to pick me frm sch at 12noon with a bouquet of flowers.. wow.. how sweet ya =)

eILeen 11:38 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

this is the second week of the new school term and im still in da holiday moods.. not so prepared for it.. this semester should b one of the tedious semester.. its time for my final year project! yeah!! =X workload will increase, stress level goin up, time constraint.. blah, blah, blah.. im so gonna have a hard time this sem.. but lookin at it in another perspective, this is my last year, endure.. persevere.. keep going.. and soon it will b over =)



at dear's house in the ktv room..

on dear's birthday!

ll my darling jus celebrated his bday at home last fri.. had buffet dinner and his dad cooked spinach soup.. the food was not bad and the soup was rather good-tasting =) some of my close frens like tiffany, joreen and vanessa came too.. kim was supposed to come but she had high fever..

hmm.. the whole celebration was considered a fair one except for some delays here and there.. i pity my darling, his cousins and frens made him do silly things.. and after he cut his cake, he took off his shirt and got thrown and pushed into the swimming pool a number of times.. poorthing! i was afraid he might catch a cold so i went up to his bedroom and get him a towel to dry himself.. it was gettin late and some of his frens and relatives left.. we were considering of goin somewhere else to club or something but ended up staying at hm..

vanessa and i stayed in his ktv room sing and sing and he and his remaining frens were talking in the living room.. after abt 1hour of singing, i got tired.. felt like slpin ler.. so dear and i sent vanessa out to take a cab.. a few of his frens slpt in his living room while dear and i went up to the cosy bedroom to slp.. well, hopefully he is happy with the celebration and presents.. now he dun have to worry abt not having enough clothes.. coz the presents are mostly apparel.. haha.. but i think the chain his dad bought him is nice.. it suits my darling =)

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darling,

this love dat we share is amazing, wonderful, miraculous, far-out, rare, stupendous, beautiful, prodigious and.......... well, i've been desperately tryin to find the most suitable word to describe this special love.. but only to realize dat a thousand words is not enough..

i'll never take u for granted, as u are so so precious to me.. darling, i love the way u hug me.. and during those rainy nites, u put yr strong arms around me, giving me a sense of security, comfort and warmth.. i love the way u tease me, coax me, i love the way u whisper those soft and sweet 'i love u', i love those almost tasteless instant noodles u cooked for me, i love the way u nag at me, it shows how much u really care =) and.. i love YOU!

things u've done for me are greatly appreciated.. every little thing meant so much.. i know u did it to make me happy.. thank you my dearest, thank you for everything!

Undying, Everlasting love..
You and i, till the end of time!

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looks familiar?? yeah.. its in yr testimonial dear.. hehe.. (^.^)

eILeen 3:11 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Jus reached hm abt an hour ago.. went to Thomson Medical Centre wif kim and my dear to visit one of my besties, XiuQi.. she jus gave birth to a baby girl, Armelle =) the moment we stepped into the room, we talked and laughed like nobody's business.. we were really noisy! Xiuqi's lao gong and my dear jus sat there watched tv lo.. haha.. Congrats to Xiuqi and Steve.. yr new born is really cute =) left the place at abt 930, kim suggested to sit down somewhere and talk abit.. so we went to eat dim sum nearby.. hehe..

hmm.. spent hundreds of dollar on shoppin and on my nails these few days.. accompanied by my dear lao gong.. walked almost the whole of orchard wif my brother and i. on the following day, thou he woke up early to take care of the baby and had slight flu, he went wif me to do my nails and waited patiently for my nails to b done.. haha.. thanx dear! im so blessed to have u by my side, loving me and cherishing me.. i love you and thanx for all yr efforts u've put in and everything u've done.. u've been really thoughtful and attentive towards me.. little acts like preparing the toothpaste on my toothbrush for me in the morning, accompany me to places i wanna go, sending me to and off work, and blah blah blah.. these little things u've done meant so much to me.. i cherish all of it and most importantly, i cherish you!

*Loving you with all my Heart.. and Soul..

eILeen 12:22 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Monday, October 10, 2005

finally went to the beach again.. has been mths since the last time i went sentosa. sat at the beach bar, drank some vodka and had some snacks like calamari, chicken wings and pizza wif dear and some of his camp mates..

dear and i had to leave earlier coz theres family dinner.. his mum, cousin and bro came habour front to pick us up, head towards east coast and his dad was ald waiting for us. had a scrumptious dinner at the Jumbo seafood restaurant.. the place was packed.. the business must b really good.. hmm.. chili and pepper crabbieS.. and many others *yum yum* this is the first time i ate the crab w/o my dad's help.. haha.. i really had some difficulties eating them but they are *yum yum* hehe.. dear said its not he who feeds me and makes me fat, its his parents.. haha.. after dinner, dear's mum suggested to take a little stroll along the beach.. took a few pics and soon, its time to go hm..

hmm.. ok.. im goin to slp now.. have a good rest and gotta attend to some dinner wif dear tml.. nites =)

*really nice having dinner wif the family =)

eILeen 1:06 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Sunday, October 09, 2005

jus reached hm more dan half an hour ago.. had a warm bath and decided to blog before i go dreamland =) hmm.. nothing special happened.. i did not have any plans 2day.. woke up at 1130am, chatted wif dear on msn awhile and went back to slp at 140pm.. slpt till 530pm haha.. slack awhile, bathe.. blah blahh.. went orchard at 740 in the evening.. shop shop at levis and met up wif my dear and his frens at cine.. had yoshinoya salmon bowl for dinner.. den went to one of his fren's hse slack.. they played cards and i jus sat quietly beside him.. jus njoyin his company.. though a little little little bit bored, the feeling of him being by my side is good enough =)
... left his fren's place, went holland for supper and he sent me hm after dat..

*i jus love being wif him.. jus love everything abt him (^.^)

eILeen 3:41 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Friday, October 07, 2005

yawnz.. dunno y i woke up so early.. slpt at 530am.. im supposed to b slping like a pig till abt 2 or 3pm lo.. went dblo ytd wif kim, van, tiff and jerren.. =) i njoy every moment wif my girls. was quite happening.. hmm.. think we drank too much.. ordered 6 jugs of housepour.. and each of us 1 tequila. jerren and kim vomitted, one vomit in toilet another vomit at the bar.. haha.. kim cannot take it, called her bf to fetch her hm at abt 130am. the rest of us continued clubbin till 3am.. hmm.. am glad dat kim joined us ytd.. has been almost 3mths since we club together. we used to go black together so often, now being a Jetstar cabin crew, she has lesser time for clubs.. but its always fun having her around.

its nice to know dat my close frens are either starting on their career or happily married wif a kid, some 2kids, some yet to have kids but planning.. haha.. erm.. they r not very old.. they are only 20 or 21yrs old.. one of my close frens, xiuqi will b giving birth to her first child some time this mth.. baby girl wor.. little *Armelle*.. im so so excited and happy for her.. =) hehe.. eh.. i wondered wat m i doing in sch still........ hahaha... hmm.. soon la.. my dear and i plan for marriage ler.. haha.. *dear, i wanna marry u!!! but u better think of the best way to propose to me ar.. if not sincere, i reject wor.. and my diamond ring, the diamond must b BIG BIG also.. hahaha.. at Least 1 carat! if not, dun wan ler.. =p Oopss hahahhaha!!

yeah!! finally my dear came back from Burnei ler.. gonna meet him later.. happy* hehe.. =)

eILeen 12:28 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Friday, September 30, 2005

miss my boy so much.. but, im happy enough to b able to talk to him on the phone for that mere 30-40minutes during the niteS. he must b really tired from his training yet he is sweet enough and bothers to call me when lights off.. while all his fellow camp mates are slping soundly, he secretly chats wif me over the phone..

In most of our conversations, we will b talking abt our future.. *smiLez* darling, i know very well dat its rather too early to talk abt our children.. like wat u said, we should now think of our marriage and the future of jus the both of us first.. i totally agree wif u but, pls forgive me, coz whenever we talk abt us, i cant help but to picture a happy family consist of u and i and... our children..

darling, i love u to bits.. am anxiously waiting for dat special day to arrive.. the most important day of my life!

eILeen 1:36 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Monday, September 26, 2005

vanessa and i..



=)

eILeen 4:52 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

at adonis dinner and dance. smiley smiley.. hee hee..



this pic was taken in JB. darling brought me there to walk walk and eat and buy stuffs lo.. den later ended up in a salon doin treatment.. haha..

eILeen 4:46 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Oopss.. i've neglected my blog for some time and its all bcoz im getting lazy.. very lazy! haha.. erm.. now i dunno where to start.. hmm.. perhaps i should start by telling -->something wonderful happened to me.. dat is to have accepted someone special in my life!! it has been quite some time thou.. sorry for not keepin u updated. haha.. my darling left S'pore for NS training in Brunei last week.. he will only b back in 2 wks time.. sigh.. wont b seeing him for quite a long time.

My Besties should noe how happy im wif my guy now.. the way he treats me jus make me feel so.. pampered, loved and cherished. it is not very surprising even when i say im getting married to him.. coz my frens believe dat he will b a dutiful husband who will take good care of me. Kim even told me not to take advantage of his thoughtfulness and love, Vanessa and the rest were happy dat i've found dat special love. But being happy and in love have a price to pay.. *sob** i've gained 3kg!!! 3kg is alot!! my frens could see the difference.. and they asked "u put on weight ar??" argh... must u guys point it out?? yea yea.. i noe i've gained weight.. stop asking me this sensitive question.. dun u have better things to say?? hahaha.. okok.. i must watch my diet from now on.. i dun wanna b a fat bride!! haha..
well, i feel so fortunate to have met my darling and i thank god for that. im really looking forward to next year when we can live and spend everyday together, when i can fall aslp in his embrace every night.. this love is jus so amazing!

Darling,

From this moment and everyday, we'll share a special love in every way.
I imagine how I'll feel as I walk down the aisle towords you.
Of course there will be tears;
But it will be tears of joy.
I imagine how I'll feel when I take vows to be faithful to you.
To honor you. To cherish you. To love you for the rest of my life.
I imagine how I'll feel when my dad gives me away.
When he puts all of his trust and faith in you as a man.
When he gives me up as his baby and accepts me as a woman.
Darling, It could only be you;
To be your wife, i would say "I DO"
Now that i've found you, all I know is that the love I feel for you on this very day will continue to grow.
I look forward to that special day.
Taking vows with you.
Becoming a part of you forever.

eILeen 3:12 AM

*You and i, till the end of time!*

Friday, August 12, 2005

Pictures of My 21st Birthday Celebration in S'pore and Thailand..











Marilyn, i and my fren's Toyota Celica =)


Marilyn, i and my fren's pretty Vespa.


My best pal in poly.. Alvin and i


Stephanie and i





Some of my classmates..


my classmates and i


Stephanie, Marilyn n i





Wei ren n i wif the lovely roses frm him.


Fanny, Tiffany and i


hee..


The initial state of drunken Donald..


Drunkard--> Donald!


Super high Alvin.. haha


half sober Eugene..


cannot make it la!!! hahaha..


Drink up, drink up!!


dats Donald's hand.. trying to show off dat he drank up his cup of vodka and make me drink up again..


Yucks! almost puke here.. some full cup of mix liquor.. all thanx to my frens. sabotage!


Drink it all up like its the best drink ever!


Oops!


on the way into concussion state.. haha..


ok.. ok.. trying to stay sober.


erm.. let me stone awhile first.. haha..


candid shot of Jackson.. haha.


Donald already in the state of concussion.. splashed 3 cups of water at him also no use.. he can sit there and laugh wif his eyes shut.. haha..


My Birthday cake.. NICE?? i like it very much.. thanx to Kelvin =)


Make a wish, make a wish =)


Kelvin tryin to help me wif the knife.. haha.. i cant even hold the knife properly.. wat a disgrace.. haha.


First cut on my beautiful cake.. hee..





At Changi Airport wif joreen.


Smile =)


On the plane, flying off to Thailand.. yeah~


On the Tuk-tuk in Bangkok.


hmm.. nice toilet bowl? who took this pic anyway? was it me? haha..


my comfortable bed :p


my hotel room.


Kelvin and i


At our hotel lobby


The Shark's fin (uncooked)


Augustine and Kelvin


=)


Wat is Beckham doing in the pic? hehe..


Kelvin's 'Girlfriend'.. hahaha.


We look tired.. even if we dun look tired, we certainly are =/


oOO.. cute fluffy little one


adorable little doggie =)


On our way to Thailand International Airport..





Waiting for our flight back to S'pore.

eILeen 8:11 PM

*You and i, till the end of time!*