I want to be happy

I want to be happy,but somehow it's like my heart won't let me be happy. These few days,I just feel....empty...I want to laugh,but instead what I feel like is crying. I want to be happy,but my heart won't let me. So, how am I supposed to be happy if my mind is happy but my heart doesn't wanna be empty but it just feels empty instead?

To be or not to be

I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't wanna feel depressed,yet at the same time I don't feel like being happy....maybe it's because of the song that I'm listening to now..all the oldies songs..=/ maybe I'm just tired of being too happy or too depressed...How I wish it is easy to have a simple life..but..Life always ain't easy and simple.....