to me, i will not consider this week as the first week of school.I feel that school has started when bidding stared. these 2 weeks to me, were like living in stress.I wasn't able to get all my modules, trying to fight really hard so that i will be able to get what i really wanted.
Everyday, I spent my time in front of the computer and looking at the bidding.wondering what should i do and how much points to put in.as the weeks past, i jus didn't feel like thinking any more about it.to get 4 modules and appeal for the 5th one, or to get 5 modules and appeal for the one that i really want, and then drop one of the 5.but it is just too risky and i don't know how the system run!goodness!i tried every way and means to appeal, however was still unable to get the module that i want.till the point that i was so afraid to open my mail.a point of desperation.
Thank God that it is over now.next up is only tutorial bidding, though the fear is still in me, but i'm going to leave it in the hands of God.i really don't want to think about it, i just want to get it over and done with.it is frustrating and stressful, knowing that everything doesn't goes according to your plan even when u are given the authority to plan everything your way.
Many people that has got me through this difficult time.not forgetting my parents, marilyn, shi wee, michelle(both), matilda, , helena, lisa, xiu yong, carol, raymond and many many more who have helped me in any other way.
cross roads cause you to think twice before making the decision. decisions may either affect a chapter of your life or your entire lifetime.
what should i do?i don't know.no one can help you.
leaving you with only a word "trust".
Trust who?
Trust God,He has great plans for you:)
'Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path.' -Proverbs 3:5-6
