tired,stressed out, GOING CRAZY!!!
this week has been a dreaded and heavy heavy week for me.the nights with little sleep,many many piles of homework,getting results back,scolding,complaining...well the list can jus go on and on and on never ending.trying to take a small breather away from all the maths that is driving me really really crazy.integrating integrating until i can't differenitate between integration and differentiation.calculus calculus a subject that many doesn't like(as what i heard from) difficult complex but very useful.

away from math and on a lighter mode, this week once again is still filled with laughters and joy, much coming from my classmates.hm...guess it will be hard without those laughters to get through this week.we see each other almost everyday(5 or 6 days a week) and each day will be on the average about 8 hours.sometimes even more than that.especially on tuesday we see each other for about 13 hours!!Goodness now then i think of it, that is more than half a day!!come to think of it, this will show the amount of time that we spent in school.

I really really want to have a good rest now!!a time when i don't need to think about homework or study.a rest where i can jus tell myself "yeah!there is nothing to do.there is no homework that is "sitting" at the corner waiting for me, or a test or exam that is round the corner waiting to "pounce" on me." but i know that this will not come until the day when we can say that "we have cross that A-LEVELS hurdle" and burn the books that have drowned us.will all the efforts that i put in?well i'm not so sure about this.all i can tell myself is to put in the effort now so that when i look back next time,no matter what the result may be, i can still say that at least i have put in the effort and not regret.

always missing the times that we had in China.enjoying the scenery and time spent toegether.always looking forward to a public holiday(Good Friday is coming!!).always looking forward to a time where i can sleep.planning ahead and making a mark on my organiser for a shopping trip.all these have become the motivation to get by each day.why didn't i think of relying on God?guess it is time to change my motivations....

want to post a pic but BLOGGER doesn't allow me to!!!haiz maybe some other time.a pic that shows the great amount of freedom and stress free life:)

anyway got to apologise to 2 people who are the most important in my life....i'm really sorry(though i'm not so sure whether u will ever get to see it.)
God bless ur week ahead!!:)

hm...well guess i should continue(suggested by shi wee:)) talking more about my class 203...203 at CVD with Mr Tan(103 '06 maths teacher)

hahaha...jus got too many things to say about this interesting and livily class.much thanks to all of them for making JC life seems alittle more fun and not that boring.we will always complaint about the amount of work that we have, complaint about how the school treat us students, complaint about some teachers, laughing at some sometimes(opps...:P).well these are the only ways that we can keep ourselves happy and not feeling so stress.

thought that we will be divided amoung ourselves, however after the China trip guess everyone got closer together after living 18 days together.the many things that we accomplished together.this includes CVD, the cip that we did at the Moral Home for the Aged Sick.and much laughters and fun that we had during that times...

'89ers

church anniversary dinner '06

this is another group of friends that i will really really treasure them much:).gone through many things together from primary school till secondary school and now...still remember the times when we went through SCC(secellite conversion camp) together.these are the times that i will always smile at.always gathering together after church sevice for lunch.

great friends are always hard to come by, even more difficult to get such great groups of friends those that will go through thick and thin together with.the ups and downs in life(for example those major exams!!).we may all choose different paths in life or may be busy with life in the future,but i'm sure next time when i look back at these photos much of the memories will come back to me.the laughters and joy that we had.all these i will treasure them in my heart and will not forget about them...

feels so sentimental now...hahaha...oh my...

treasure the friends around:)

Those were the days...

many things have pass by since the last time that i blogged.firstly there was the holidays which we all have been longing for.then it was block test.there were ups and downs during these times(hm...well i should say mostly downs),lessons after lessons, homework after homework, worries and worries....During the holidays, did not do much other than studying for block test.To keep my moods up was reading Hana Kimi the comic version(thanks to anqi for lending it to marilyn and thanks to marilyn for letting me read it first:))Actually thought of meeting up with friends during the holidays, however was not able to do so...:'(

Anyway, the block test was really a time which woke me up.how should i put it...hm...the questions were really tricky but after thinking deeper well the answers can actually be found in the lecture notes.haiz.only got myself to blame for not studying hard enough.well shall not talk more about the boring things...shall move on to more interesting and happy things...:)

203

a picture taken at China

hm...well ever since the China trip,203 has grown closer:)on thursday, after our last block test paper(which was mathematics) we went to Burger King together for lunch.that was the first time when so many of us went out for a meal together(the number was 12).we were all very relax though alittle worried(due to the block test), but we had much fun talking and laughing at many things.not forgetting to mention those times that we had at China too.these brought back much memories.it will be a trip that i will not forget.

we have also set up a "songs exchaning club".we will share those songs that we have and even albums.queue numbers are even needed.hahahaha:))they are the ones that brighten up the boring school days.we share much laughters, smiles and memories together.

got some new photos from the shandong trip...

the shi lian pai that we took.

hm...shall stop here today.:) pray that you will have a great week ahead:)

God bless~