MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

wah!!it has been a long time since i last updated.i almost forgot my username and password...

many things have happen since the last time blogged.there was the 'A's, then there was youth camp, children camp and now CHRISTMAS!!in between with many gatherings.

there is just so many things and so many stories to tell but i don't think i'm able to do it all right here.

But i have to dedicate this post to my dearest class...

203

There are many memories that we shared together.those free times that are mostly filled with laughters, those scolding that we received from various teachers, the sleepiness that always fill the class during the afternoon lessons.there are just too many things that occurred.

The big 'A' is over now, we are all moving on to our seperate ways.lets hope that we can still meet up:)

will be away to Japan from the 28th of december to 3rd of january 2008.Wishing all a MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR(in advance:p)

Footprints in the sand

I was walking along the beach with my Lord. Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand, one belonging to me and one to my Lord.

When the last scene of my life shot before me I looked back at the footprints in the sand. There was only one set of footprints. I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life. This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord about my dilemma.

"Lord, You told me when I decided to follow You, You would walk and talk with me all the way. But I'm aware that during the most troublesome times of my life there is only one set of footprints. I just don't understand why, when I need You most, You leave me."

He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you, never, ever, during your trials and testings. When you saw only one set of footprints, It was then that I carried you."
Margaret Fishback Powers, 1964

well it had been a difficult 2 weeks or maybe even more than that. could only say that the stress has gotten most of us to the point that we cannot control. it has been tiring and mentally draining one many people.to me, just like everyone.

times when we just feel like standing up against it, times we just feel like it is pushing us forward, times when we feel like we are drowning and of course times when we just feel like giving up.

many questions appear, why?why?why?it always starts with the same word.tired, weary and frustrations just built up within and form a deadly time bomb that can explodes anytime.

everytime when i feel down or feel like i'm losing everything, i will always be reminded of God's goodness, faithfulness and His everlasting Love.the story above constantly reminds me that God has never leave me behind,but instead, He has carried me through.Relying on His Word and praying by faith and He has answered many of it.Granting me with the strength to get through each day. There is nothing too big for my God.Remembering that i'm here not to meet up to the expectations of the world but on the expectations of my God.He will always be there for me.

to my 203:Let us not stress ourselves over the mushroom.just remember that it is not worth it to be angry and stress out over it. maybe we can combine our effort and get the work done.let us support each other during this time and proudly say that we have survived from the intimidating mushroom when we look back next time:)

"Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you" - Psalms 55:22

Each day is filled with Joy and Blessings, so SMILE and enjoy the wonderful day that God has created

Laugther in times of Stress...
well it has been quite a long time since i last updated my blog...my com was down and to make matters worst, it is only 3 months plus old.haiz.notheing to comment about that but to accept it.the holidays have past, three-fifth of my exam is over...during this time, many many things have happen.and yes!really many...
firstly there was class chalet. A long 4 days chalet with 203.it was enjoying and tiring at the same time.there were some ups and of course there were some downs.but in all i will say that it is one enjoying trip.a trip that u need not go overseas and yet get the same feeling as one.At least i got to play mahjong after such a long long long time.many many games of it.and tried out tong xiao mahjong.hahaha great fun.shall elaborate more next time...
exams.block test.well did not really study that much this time.but had a great time staying back at school studying with Shi wee, Marcus, Kelun, Weijie, Ghit Hong and Yoggie.all mugging hard trying to squeeze in every single information that we can for the next day paper.at the same time chit chatting and laughing about different things.talking from young times to now, from movies to our ambitions.and also getting to know more about each other.don't think that it is not productive, well i feel that it is very productive.having so many brains to think of solving a question together, surely there will be someone in there to solve ur problem.:).somtimes being able to spot topic and saying"thank God got do this kind of question yesterday" or "Wah!!so lucky.yesterday jus went through the steps" when doing the paper.this is wat i will call, smiling even in times of stress.
ok.shall continue some other time:)

Math, Math, Math and more Math...
well as always the weekend is filled with math homework, all the vectors and different types of distribution.today we had math trail which was a time for us to escape from the piles of homework that we have.though it was quite tiring but a wonderful day that we had.walking around Suntec and Marina Square.
Now back to reality to face the tons of homeworks. with all the math homework, it makes me feel like i have been neglecting the other subject which is making me feel bad.the other subject is as important or some even more important than math(especially GP)...
Praying that i will be able to do chem SPA smoothly and within the time and also for the up coming GP test...
adding on...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mothers....
Saying a big THANK YOU to my mum for everything that she have done for me...:)

another GREAT weekend

yes!!for the very first time i'm online at this timing and feeling soooo relax on a usual SUNDAY.the reason...IT'S HOLIDAY TOMORROW!!the long awaited holiday that seems like it was never going to come has finally arrived and i gladly "receive" it.hm...let me think when was the last time that i had such a long holiday?hm...well i only could say that it was the GOOD Friday weekend that i had.but this time its better, it is a total of 4 DAYS!!

well met up with Zhuo Ying and Chun Leng on friday.had been a long time since i last saw them.got many things to say, many things to share and many things to do, but there is little time.had a short dinner.chatted over meal and talk about school.walked around Plaza Sing.then we all had to leave for home...well though it was a short time but i treasure the time we had.

Saturday.a day filled with laughters.went to Suntec in the morning at around 8 plus for MATH TRAIL.was having a mind set that i was going there to play in the end we were there solving math question.to make matters worst, the questions were all primary and secondary school standards,but shi wee and i had much difficulty to solve them.my goodnes.but walking and running around a quite an empty Suntec is quite fun at least we need not squeeze with so many people.went for lunch together with 203 and then walk around marina square before i left for tuition.

at night, went to Fish & Co. glass house for dinner.had much laughter and had a "heart-to-heart" talk with 2 of my pw group mates, shi wee and weijie.we had much laugh and could not even finish the food that we were able to eat finish in the past.we spent in total 3 and a half hours, talking non-stop and laughing non-stop.not forgetting about the occasional birthday song that we sing and the Fish & Co. cheer that we hear.think in total we heard about 5-6 of it.it was truely and really a great night.we talk until we almost lost our voice.hahaha:)

friends can really make a great difference in our life.the many laughters that we share together.being able to meet up with some old friends and being able to know more about them is only made possible with time.guess if there wasn't this holiday,i will not be so relax and able to meet with all of them.but the great times are always short and only through this way we learn to treasure the times that we have together...

Zhuo Ying-hey girl it was great being able to meet up with you.thanks for sharing so much with me about ur school life:)hahaha...hope that u will have a great time doing pw.it will be a great experience.if u need help can always msg me:)will try my very best to help u:)oh don't forget about our meeting during june holidays:)

Shi Wee-wah!!Fish & Co. was a great meal right.a great time that we had:)getting to know more about wei jie.hahahaha.hope that we will have a chance again to have such a great time again:)yeah!!!sister:)oh!and our BIG family...203

Wei Jie-thanks for the present that u gave to shi wee and me:)and thanks for being so honest with us when we ask u those questions.well will keep it between us and will not tell anyone:)hahaha hope that u had a great time(which i think you did) and hope that we can have another pw outing again.this time if possible, a group photo that we have long waited for....

"there are times when we feel so lost alone,

the times we feel so frighten, when everything seems dark.

I have learn, I can rely upon His Words."

once again, i thank God for placing such wonderful people around and helping me through those down and tiring days.not forgetting the times of joy and happiness that He is also around.

~I'll let you go once you are done counting the stars with me~ thanks Zhuo Ying:)

A simple prayer...
Dear Lord,
thank you for all the wonderful people that you have place around me.

they are the ones who brighten up my days

they are the ones who knows me best.

I pray, that You will bless their lives

protect them in every single way

and grant them the strength to pass through every obstacle

Fill their lives with joy (Happy birthday Marilyn!!)

and Love:)

Amen.

the World may fail, but His Love is everlasting....

the 89ers REUNION!!




top row(from left): Clement, John Lau, Pei Qi, Daryl, Zhuang Mao.
bottom row(from left): Jian Num, Joshua, Marilyn, me and Joy.





woohoo!!i would say that this is a wonderful weekend for me.a well deserve break from all the hectic school work that i had.a breather after sooooo many many weeks. the gathering of the 89ers, the original and new members brings smiles to my face.


the times that we spent together.not forgetting Secellites Conversion Camp which bonded us even stronger together.how i miss those times.our brief reunion, we took many many photos and talked much about those time.i thank God for placing such great friends around me:)








it was definately a GOOD FRIDAY to me:).the skit, "The Vacuum" was a success.Everything went very smoothly and there was much fun.though i had to stand throughout the whole event.


i only can conclude that "one day in the house of God, is better than a thousand days in the world".and i totally agree with that.was feeling really tired, stress out and was not in the best of mood for the past few days before this event, however helping out in the event did not make me even more tired, it made me even more energetic and best of all, it made me so much happier.





its great being in the HOUSE OF GOD.





ok got to go and rush GP now.

btw thanks Joy!i cope pic from ur blog:)

tired,stressed out, GOING CRAZY!!!
this week has been a dreaded and heavy heavy week for me.the nights with little sleep,many many piles of homework,getting results back,scolding,complaining...well the list can jus go on and on and on never ending.trying to take a small breather away from all the maths that is driving me really really crazy.integrating integrating until i can't differenitate between integration and differentiation.calculus calculus a subject that many doesn't like(as what i heard from) difficult complex but very useful.

away from math and on a lighter mode, this week once again is still filled with laughters and joy, much coming from my classmates.hm...guess it will be hard without those laughters to get through this week.we see each other almost everyday(5 or 6 days a week) and each day will be on the average about 8 hours.sometimes even more than that.especially on tuesday we see each other for about 13 hours!!Goodness now then i think of it, that is more than half a day!!come to think of it, this will show the amount of time that we spent in school.

I really really want to have a good rest now!!a time when i don't need to think about homework or study.a rest where i can jus tell myself "yeah!there is nothing to do.there is no homework that is "sitting" at the corner waiting for me, or a test or exam that is round the corner waiting to "pounce" on me." but i know that this will not come until the day when we can say that "we have cross that A-LEVELS hurdle" and burn the books that have drowned us.will all the efforts that i put in?well i'm not so sure about this.all i can tell myself is to put in the effort now so that when i look back next time,no matter what the result may be, i can still say that at least i have put in the effort and not regret.

always missing the times that we had in China.enjoying the scenery and time spent toegether.always looking forward to a public holiday(Good Friday is coming!!).always looking forward to a time where i can sleep.planning ahead and making a mark on my organiser for a shopping trip.all these have become the motivation to get by each day.why didn't i think of relying on God?guess it is time to change my motivations....

want to post a pic but BLOGGER doesn't allow me to!!!haiz maybe some other time.a pic that shows the great amount of freedom and stress free life:)

anyway got to apologise to 2 people who are the most important in my life....i'm really sorry(though i'm not so sure whether u will ever get to see it.)
God bless ur week ahead!!:)

hm...well guess i should continue(suggested by shi wee:)) talking more about my class 203...203 at CVD with Mr Tan(103 '06 maths teacher)

hahaha...jus got too many things to say about this interesting and livily class.much thanks to all of them for making JC life seems alittle more fun and not that boring.we will always complaint about the amount of work that we have, complaint about how the school treat us students, complaint about some teachers, laughing at some sometimes(opps...:P).well these are the only ways that we can keep ourselves happy and not feeling so stress.

thought that we will be divided amoung ourselves, however after the China trip guess everyone got closer together after living 18 days together.the many things that we accomplished together.this includes CVD, the cip that we did at the Moral Home for the Aged Sick.and much laughters and fun that we had during that times...

'89ers

church anniversary dinner '06

this is another group of friends that i will really really treasure them much:).gone through many things together from primary school till secondary school and now...still remember the times when we went through SCC(secellite conversion camp) together.these are the times that i will always smile at.always gathering together after church sevice for lunch.

great friends are always hard to come by, even more difficult to get such great groups of friends those that will go through thick and thin together with.the ups and downs in life(for example those major exams!!).we may all choose different paths in life or may be busy with life in the future,but i'm sure next time when i look back at these photos much of the memories will come back to me.the laughters and joy that we had.all these i will treasure them in my heart and will not forget about them...

feels so sentimental now...hahaha...oh my...

treasure the friends around:)

Those were the days...

many things have pass by since the last time that i blogged.firstly there was the holidays which we all have been longing for.then it was block test.there were ups and downs during these times(hm...well i should say mostly downs),lessons after lessons, homework after homework, worries and worries....During the holidays, did not do much other than studying for block test.To keep my moods up was reading Hana Kimi the comic version(thanks to anqi for lending it to marilyn and thanks to marilyn for letting me read it first:))Actually thought of meeting up with friends during the holidays, however was not able to do so...:'(

Anyway, the block test was really a time which woke me up.how should i put it...hm...the questions were really tricky but after thinking deeper well the answers can actually be found in the lecture notes.haiz.only got myself to blame for not studying hard enough.well shall not talk more about the boring things...shall move on to more interesting and happy things...:)

203

a picture taken at China

hm...well ever since the China trip,203 has grown closer:)on thursday, after our last block test paper(which was mathematics) we went to Burger King together for lunch.that was the first time when so many of us went out for a meal together(the number was 12).we were all very relax though alittle worried(due to the block test), but we had much fun talking and laughing at many things.not forgetting to mention those times that we had at China too.these brought back much memories.it will be a trip that i will not forget.

we have also set up a "songs exchaning club".we will share those songs that we have and even albums.queue numbers are even needed.hahahaha:))they are the ones that brighten up the boring school days.we share much laughters, smiles and memories together.

got some new photos from the shandong trip...

the shi lian pai that we took.

hm...shall stop here today.:) pray that you will have a great week ahead:)

God bless~

At Last...
it has been a long time since i last blogged.well, partly it is because of my computer.i just don't like to wait for it to stabalises so that i can use the com in peace.maybe i shd just pronounce it dead and it has failed me twice in a row today.at the same time, due to my heavy workload and also my busy schedule.many things have passed during this few weeks.firstly, it was CVD day, then it was Valentine's day, then it was Jogathon and lastly Chinese New Year.
CVD day...
well this is my first time seeing the class so bonded to do something together.staying back together as a class doing our own seperate things but all with the same goal and that is for CVD.we did many things during that short time period hoping that our sales will be good and well i think we did a GREAT job.though it was tiring and i escape a few times to marilyn's booth but it was a fun-filled day.not forgetting being able to meet many of my friends.saw seow ling,shang yi and jye yin.there was also ivy all from my secondary school.there was also clement and long time no see cherng siang from MI.
well,after the tiring weekends,monday there was no chemistry test and we were able to go to school late.however, it was a terrible day for me.was feeling sick and sleepy the whole day.and fell sick from 12 onwards.had high fever with temp. of 39 degree C,cough,running nose, sore throat...got 2 days mc for having a fever that was too high.and at last was able to stay at home and rest and SLEEP.it was quite boring actually other then sleeping ur day by, well ur friends are at school studying.had nothing much to do.but was able to chat with people...
Valentine's Day...
was sick and did not go to school on that day.but met up with shi wee and the rest for dinner despite the tiring me.thanks for all the presents anyway.and a very BIG SORRY to marilyn for being unable to eat ur chocolate marshmallow...SORRY.
went back to school the next day and was "attack" by all the homework and lesson catching up.
Jogathon...
the "wonderful" school has decided to plan it at EAST COAST PARK.and making their students to turn up at 7.45am when the majority live like at least an hour away from there.well it was the day when i took the most taxi, to and fro.Elgiva came in first!!!leaving 203 not empty handed!yeah!!!and we took many photos as a class together.
went out with shi wee and marilyn in the afternoon.was very tired and sick the whole time and did not do much shopping.sat at pastamania and ate slowly.letting time slip by....
Chinese New Year...
well it is the same as the past 17 years.reunion dinner on saturday, church in the sunday morning, house visitation the rest of the three days.to me, CNY has suddenly become so boring.did not feel like going out at all but just staying at home and finishing up the "holiday" homework that teachers have gave.travelling around is tiring, not that i don't wan to see my relatives and friends.every day during CNY, i sleep so much but it jus did not seem enough.

well it has been a very busy time.and the stress has gotten me,falling sick.i just feel like studying is something that i dread most now.well maybe i have been playing too much...but i must say a BIG THANK YOU to many people for their care and concern when i was not feeling well.there is my cell members, marilyn, shi wee, zhuo ying, 203, cherng siang and many more.like i told my cell members,those little messages that you all sent,it means alot to me,encouraging me always when i look at them.i feel blessed to have them around me...
God is always faithful and He have never failed me.putting my hopes,worries and sorrows in Him and i know that He will never fail me.the world around may look sad and bleak, but i can always find comfort in Him.

oh yar!not forgetting today.was glad that the class was able to gather together to practice for the performance at the old folks home tomorrow.was great listening to the songs that we sang.lets hope that our performance will be a good one tomorrow:)

Friends(cousins, church frens, pw group mates...)
ok...my com is now upside down(quoting from helena a.k.a nanaho).it doesn't let me use it...haiz this is so bad.
anyway, it has been 2 weeks since i last blogged and really many many things have happened.and all these things that happened constantly remind me that God is always in control of everything and He has His purpose for it. every time when i pray, i will always pray for God's guidance in my everyday life, and He has never fail me.He has always somthing new and something for me to learn.
have been very busy everyday.and trying to get back to reality after all the fun that i had.studying and doing homework.everyday going to school in the morning for early runs and exercise well though it is something that is bothering me always but i see a different side in it.
went out with marilyn and shi wee yesterday to buy CNY clothes but did not get any in the end.but got some very very cute things for some people:) had a great time talking about many things together with them and actually finding out more things...;)
well it jus reminds me of the things that i also do.taking a step back and looking at different people's lives.looking at how they act,or how they react to things and even somtimes looking at their needs.and it has allowed me to treasure those that are truely my friends.like what David has said, the people in the house of God is like your spiritual family.and yes they are my family to me.those that i can always talk to and having much fun with.especially my cousins(Joy and Marilyn) and also my masterlife group(team tim).they are the ones who i can always turn to.the ones who will always remind me that God is in control of everything.the ones that give u spiritual support and reminding u to do quiet time even when feeling tired:) and at the same time, i have also learn to appreciate those around me and not jus keeping quiet until like some other time, for example christmas.

Shi Wee:it was a great time yesterday.talking about the many things that have happen so far.appreciating the things around us.well if we did not have that 2 hours(quoting from you.did not take note of the time we spent at there:)) to talk about the many things, i don't think we have found out more about each other.hey sister, jus be yourself and don't bother about the comments that people make.i was once very sensitive to other's comment and it was terrible.but the true friends that u make will always accept the things that you do.they will always stand by u and make u feel special.any way, everyone is special:)you don't need to force yourself to be someone that others will accept or like.and you don't need to feel lonely because there is always true friends around you for example ur secondary school mates, marilyn and me:).and of course not forgetting someone who loves you for who you are greater than anything:)

Wei jie:don't know whether you will get to see this.but anyway you have really been a great pw group mate to me:)though there is always times that you will bully me.commenting about my hair.any way yours needs to be cut too....:)you are a great friend:)remembering the times that we have doing pw until really late at night.though you are always complaining, you did much or should i say great help to us.not forgetting your E-carnival idea.those were the great times that we had:)

Benjamin:really sad not seeing you in class everyday.after having one year of knowing you, it seems quiet without you in the class:)those pw times that we have together at Starbucks and school and helping each other thinking of ideas.someone who will always stand by your friends and will always help them.though you are not in our class any more but you will always be part of us.and also the memories of 103 and pw.remembering those jokes that you said in class especially during Mr Tan's math lessons.the time when you said to Ms Letricia Goh...
ben: Francis asked us ....(can't remember those lines)
ms goh: wah!Mr Tan your friend.why you call him Francis
ben:Francis told us to call him Francis
that was a real good one.and also when Mr Sami talk about some Gp skills and there was once you said about factorising the common factor out.these jokes will always keep the class lively and keep away those boring feelings in normal lessons.there is always something to smile for at the end of the day.

well those are my pw group mates that have gone through many difficult times of pw together with me.everyone played an important role together in making our pw a success. well though the results are not out yet, i still feel a sense of satisfaction accomplishing our pw.the one year of friendship that we have built together.:)

thank someone around you and you will feel that this world is actually a happy world with the people around you helping and standing by you.:)

verses that brought me through the week:
"It is God who works in you to will and to act according to His good purpose." -Philipians 2:13

"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- His good, pleasing and perfect will." - Romans 12:2

Smile:)it is a great day that God has made:)

Giftings
during zone today, we did a survey of 184 questions on spiritual giftings.a survey on the kind of gifts that God has given you.well that was alot of questions and took quite some time to do and count the points at the same time.at last after sitting with my back bending down for a long time, i got my results.in total, i have 7 giftings that are top 3.(my goodness)however will only say the top 2 then.at the top, the gift of serving/ministry and intercession.the second, the gift of creative communication and healing.that is quite alot...still remember in youth camp this year.on the very last day when we were all gathering at the small little room in circles to pray.David asked the leaders to pray also for giftings for us.at that time, Daniel and Jason prayed for the gifting of healing, not only physical, but also emotionally, that was one time that i will not forget.and i thank God for that:)

"How could I live without you,
how could i survive without your love,
without your touch.
your the one that heals me
and cleanses my heart
and sets me free.

As i come right before you,
with my hands lifted up.
As my heart humbly bowed
at your work on the cross.
As you hang there and died,
you were paying a price for my life,
for my life.

For your love is higher than the heaven,
deeper than the seas,
and all i want is you in my life.
No one else can satisfy my soul,
can make me feel this way.
Only you Lord, only You."

relaxing day
it is the weekends!!yeah yeah!
woke up early in the morning today.went to benjamin's house together with shi wee, elgiva and han wei to try out things for cvd.blended many different drinks and had a great time there.we had fried rice that was cooked by benjamin for lunch.first time seeing a guy cooking.also not forgetting han wei and daniel for helping out too.well, nowadays guys can work in the kitchen.really saw the different side of them.the fried rice was great and we finish all of the food.had to leave early for tuition.after that met up with shi wee and han wei at ang mo kio to do the shandong presentation.a big thank you to marilyn for accompanying me to wait for them.only to be tricked by han wei for saying that they took the train to chinese garden,when there was a straight train down to ang mo kio from sembwang.had a great time at mos burger and later went to fairprice xtra (really extra.)the place was big and there was many people.checked out the price for cvd and walk around.
it was a tiring day however, it has allowed me to know my friends even better, especially benjamin my pw group mate.the fried rice was really really great and got to see the cooking.normally the cooking was done by the girls, example caroline's farewell party, however this time we just helped out alittle and the cooking was done by benjamin, han wei and daniel.it is totally different.
a wonderful weekend will be over soon and we will be back to our usual cycle of going to school...

"A thousand times I've failed still your mercy remains,
And should i stumble again,
Still I'm caught in your grace.
Everlasting, your light will shine when all things fade,
Never ending, your glory goes beyond all fame.
In my heart,in my soul,Lord I give you control.
Consume me from the inside out Lord.
Let justice and praise become my embrace.
To love you from the inside out.
Your will above all else, my purpose remains.
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise.
Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades.
Neverending, your glory goes beyond all fame.
And the cry of my heart is to bring you praise.
From the inside out Lord my soul cries out."
-"From the Inside out" by Hillsongs

a tiring week
the first week of official lessons is over and it has left us all tired and weary.back to school, back to the tons of homework and assignments, tons of tests and not forgetting the many many rules that we have to follow.
well not too sure what has happen all of a sudden, was it becos of our attitude last year or was it jus a sudden change?well it jus seems so different all of a sudden.the school has tighten the rules.Full school uniform for 4 days and friday official uniform is house t, immediate change to full school uniform after pe, no excuses for being late for lessons as there is the 5 minutes bell before the normal school bell, proper shoes with visible socks and many many more.teachers have become more strict with work, especially pe, making me go back to school in the early morning for extra runs(and once after nafa don't expect me to go back even if i don't get a silver),the combine of bio club, chem club and phy club to form science club,well there are many many more things that we can complaint about and nothing can be done only to leave us all tired both physically and mentally.
Got new teachers, Mrs Kwang for math, Mdm Lee for econs and Mr Wong Yih Chong for physics.well for math and physics, i would say that they are good teachers but not for econs.After Ms michelle tan left for Mi, thought that we will get some good teacher for econs to hlep us from the many loss that we had last year, we got a teacher that treats us like primary school kids.
through this weeks, there were many ups and downs making me feel like this year will be a difficult one.it makes me feel that this year is all about tolerating (ren-ning).tolerating the intense amount of homeworks, compliants and tests.tolerating the changes that is made.it is difficult, tolerating all these.However, i know that it will be possible with God's help.every night qt is a time when i feel the peace and comfort that i can only find in God.remembering the words that He says. "Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you." -Psamls 55:22. and "I can do everything through Him who gives me strength." -Philipians 4:13. relying on God for the strength to carry on each day.

"When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with You above the storm.
Father, You are King over the flood.
I will be still and know You are God."
- "Still" by Hillsongs

2007 a new year...and it started badly
the first week of school is over!but it was not enjoying at all.first day of school and we have block test.to make matters even worst, first paper chemistry (my worst).followed by mathematics, physics and last but not least econs.took this block test light heartedly.did not have the mood to study at all.physics was the worst.the only 2 topics that i did not study for, came out. and they are one of those questions with high high marks.however, through this time though i did not study, i did not have those exam jitters that i will normally have.i even almost slept through a paper.
and the worst thing, i dropped my GC twice!!!my heart hurts...the first time is all han wei's fault.i knock the table over and there goes my GC flying down the steps:'(.the second time was my fault.was trying to shield my hand from the cold air(the audi was extrememly cold!)and accidentally knock the table again.at the same place as the day before on my hand and there goes my GC again flying down the steps.tis time twice the height from the previous.:'(.the GC that cost$200+.
moving on to a brighter note.first week got to see many of my friends which was great.laughing again like we use to.the break that was suppose to be spent for studying, ended up to be a time filled with laughters.it is always great seeing them.not forgetting the new J1s.it reminds me of the time i had at MI.but the orientation shirt is so ugly.saw RJs today,theirs are so much so much better than ours.
will be relaxing for this weekend.i need sandals badly!!!