jealousy?

it was happened yesterday i was doing my final paper's revision, it all went smooth until my friend and her.. came and sit same table with us. Ok lah still got nothing i'm cool i'm cool.. continue study.. but after few moment, when they started to ejek each other.. i'm still cool if i dun have feeling towards the girl. But i can't, WHY? coz of previous insident happened 2 years ago i still remember it was chrismas where i went to eat with the 2 very "good" friends who have betray my trust, haiz.. dun want to talk about it.
2 years and it still hunts me...

back to my story... i did feel that "if i can really talk like him or even be like him, won't it be better"...the prob with me is the comunication skills... they say gemini has sweet mouth ... but i dun think so (for me) although they are not a couple but it doesn't feels right... have to control control..

this morning i lost another chance to meet with her when i saw the msn msg haiz... if i can see her probally i can apologize to her about how i feel to her and just be friends....

after finals...it doesn't feels rite..

I thought i already forget about her but after what my friend said~~
the feeling is back, more stronger than before... i'm such a jerk... making fun of her like that, after back to home i was thinking all along what to do next i wanted to ask out today..but it doesn't seems right... this pic really help me to "sei sam" about thinking to even porpose her.... haiz ying ying arr ying ying.. i thought you can help me to forget about her although you are my dream girl... but still haiz i can't cheat myself..

i'm hopeless

everynight when i sleep i will regret "why did i screw up the 2 time of avantage" although is kind of "pei bei" but in the end i still can't do it.

first time was the dong zen temple wanted to go with her to dong zen but thank to my self "assume" i didn't get to go with her.

second was the day where by i had a chance to send her home...after a short chat at the car when we reach home she did realize that her housemate was not around...it was a great avantage to be with her (watching movie and chating) but somehow i felt "paiseh" and don't feel right...

dunno wan to say myself is "baka(stupid)" or too "lou sat" haiz "tin ar tin.." T.T

all i wan is not to be with you but to gaze at your eyes....

Not to say that i love you, but when i see your eyes its like putting a spell on me~~ that look, maybe is normal for most of the guys...but from my point of view.. not just beauty but cute VERY cute~~ these few day i didn't really make her happy, maybe i AM boring, can't even give happiness to her~ 一旦失败总是失败？ haiz~~ wanted to bring her to many place, but too bad "mou pun si~". i had a sleepless night these few days and when woke up the first thing that i think is "today have to send her to college?" after grad~~ dunno whether got a chance to see her... she have fufill 3 out 5 of my dream girl~~ 1st the eyes, 2nd cute and the 3rd wan is love to eat.BUT for some reason (i have no idea why) i felt that she is not the one~ or maybe because i scared of heart broken or kena reject ~~haiz~~

Long time no post

haiz..long time didn't blog d

now is kind of free....
had some financial difficulty, so have to sell of the camera...

hope can sell before the finals...

ok, dun want to talk about it d, hmm...

11th of Feb 2010, time around 2.30pm location. somewhere at college.

i will always remember that time, that is the time where a friend of mine asked me a favour (well just a normal thing..),She asked me to send one of her friend to hostel (well it sounds normal rite?) but the thing is, she asked me with that look... a....VERY CUTE~~~look.... that look tat have "killed" me. I can't tahan d lol (not to say i fall in love with her) just because of that look makes me "can't reject" her request.... haiz~~~ too weak d~~~

PC FAIR 2009 AUGUST

AH~~~ Finally i have some to do besides buying and surveying computer part's price THAT is Photography!! This time the PC fair is much more better that last time (APRIL)

It was a good opportunity to train my photoshoting skill esspecially potraits shots hehehe... went there for 3 days ... haiz feel like working there.

There are few photos of me taking with the models BUT~~~ after i look back at my pics...is like SHIT the dark side of myself has appear after 3 hours seal is broken... "THE CURSE OF THE

HENTAI KING" has appear..

haiz hentai nvm then take with other models..... i was WTF i look like "KAYU KLANG"(translate to cantonese.) It doesn't look like myself maybe is because this is my first time taking pics with models..haiz

To be continue....

Bon Appetite..

Mmm this ramen smells good...

Idadakimas~~~~

Sruphhhh~~~~~

MMmmm

MMMmm! Oishiiii !!