A little bit more...

I just feel like talking now. Argh. It's so bored and if I still don't talk, I'll die of boredom.

I've mentioned in my previous post that my life is messed up now. Yeah. Perhaps those who really know what happened might agree. Some may just say it's my own problem and I asked for it. Yea. Maybe and most probably. I'm forced to make a choice now. To really sit down and think of what I want in life, career and relationship. It seems like everything is going in the wrong way for me.



BB, I'm sorry. I know you've been working very hard to make things happen for me. Your unconditional love and concern... I really need some time to think of what I want. If you ask me now, I can't give you any answer. I know I made you upset by telling you those things last week. But I just don't want you to be the last to know. Can we take this time that we're away from each other to cool down? Trust me, if we're really meant for each other, we'll be together no matter what happens. Take this as a test between both of us...

A lot to say, but dunno where to start. A lot in my mind to blog about, but after signing in, nothing seems to come out... Therefore, some randoms;

1) Sichuan earthquake: I was never someone who would be concerned about things happening around the world. But I was kinda affected by this earthquake, being a little emotional espcially when I read the news about real life stories. Many lives lost and countless left homeless and lost their loved ones. Somehow, some stories really touched my heart deeply.
Lesson learnt: To cherish the one you love. Don't be afraid to show them that you care. Otherwise, it'll be too late. And it's always too late to regret.

2) Work: I've tendered my resignation. Reason becoz of my promise to BB. And I've always been working OT during weekends without having time for him. I just realised I did something wrong causing members to complain about some sale that's going on. >_<

3) Relationship: Had been going on well so far. Plans on ROM is postponed until dunno when. We had a little arguement over someone who's coming into my life recently also. Making my life a little messed up...