Food, food and more food

Hey guys, don't be envious. I'm savouring my nice shrimp dumplings (虾饺) now... Yummy. Bought it when I was out for appointment with DC earlier. There's still 2 char siew bao from Tanjong Rhu waiting for me. Oh... Just tell me how fortunate I am to be eating all these. Mmmmuacks! I even had McDonald's for breakfast this morning before coming to work. Oh my, I'm gonna put on a ton of fats if this continues. But wait! Although I've eaten so much, I'm still craving for my fish head curry.

BB, when are you going to bring me eat?

GSS!

For those who love shopping, there's definitely a lot more reasons to shop during this period of 2 months! Just like me! Haha...


25 May 2007
After I knocked off, I went to aunt's place to visit granny since she's discharged. It hurts me to see her looking so tired... Went home not long after coz BB's meeting his friends to go JB. I kept forgetting to bring things out. Even my passport. Luckily, I realised it when we're still at the lift lobby. I can't remember what place that we went lei... So jialat. I think I'll be dead if BB is to leave me alone there.


26 May 2007
Went TPY for lunch. Then headed to SIM at around 2pm to attend a seminar with BB on his degree thingy. I'm having the urge to study again... After we ended, BB brought me to IMM for shopping! I bought a T-shirt, a skirt and a new watch all for myself. Haha... Effects of GSS making me spend so much. Went visit granny again...


28 May 2007
My granny is in hospital again... She's going for the op today and I didn't even know until Min told me this morning... Once again, I'm worried. And I'm not at all in the mood to work. I just hope she'll recover soon...

Bad luck...

Have really bad luck recently. Don't know why. However, I just realised that I'm so lucky to have so many friends who really care for me for all those things that has happened... They never fail to cheer me up whenever I'm down. And this really touches my heart...

To all friends: Thank you very much for the concern and encouragement! Thanks for cheering me up always...

Specially to Crystal dear, Happy Birthday to you! Enjoy your day ahead!

More pics...

Hmmm... GL has finally uploaded the pics that we've taken at Dragonfly. Enjoy!

BB's thinking of changing his current Hayabusa to the new one when it's out...

BB's current busa ( And we call it our hamster)

The new '08 version of busa

It's so quiet today...

I'm feeling bored and sleepy now. Maybe becoz it's exceptionally quiet in office today ba. Pink panther (PP) and DC is out of town and will not be back till Wednesday. Finally can relax a bit and catch up with my cold calling liao. I just hate doing cold calling when PP is around. He always likes to stand beside and hear what you say.


18 May 2007
Today's the meeting day. Everyone looks sian. And PP's the only person who looks very happy. I mean, how can he not be happy? Finally he's able to talk le lei... It started at 1pm and ended at 5.30pm. FYI, this is the postponed meeting. Already had the first half on 10 May. Very long hor? True la... And it's all a matter of getting used to actually.

When I came back to my desk after it ended, I saw Min's MSN message. Was only told that granny might be hospitalised coz of low blood and not getting enough nutrients. I got really worried. I only knew she's not feeling well for the past week. What happened? BB and I rushed down to visit her after I knocked off. After we reached there, we realised that we're at the wrong hospital. Was actually at CGH. Haiz... Communication breakdown. Luckily, everything's ok now. The doctor was trying to scare us. They did a full body check up for her and we're now waiting for results.


To BB: Thanks for going visit granny with me for the past 3 days... It was really sweet of you. Mmmmuacks! Your sweet actions are making my love for you grow more and more with each passing day...


PS: Wonder why is my boss called Pink Panther? Whahahah... Coz he always like to do things secretively. Though he's rather 'big' in size, he walks around without any single sound like a pink panther.

Pics from our Sentosa Trip!

BB & Me

Crystal & Me at Siloso Beach

BB & Crystal (What are they trying to do?!)

Here's a song that I wish to share... Thanks to Crystal, who helped me add it to my blog. Below are the lyrics of this song which I find it very meaningful... Enjoy!

Never Let you go - Janice

The rain, just never seems to bring

the joy I feel the same. Everlasting pain of my loss remains

My heart can’t seem to learn to part

the hold you left your mark

all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling

I would sing to you and tell you

I won’t live my life without you

If you gave me one chance to tell you just how I was feeling

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes

and you know I’d never let you go

The way you left me on the train

I don’t know what to say

I remember everything that day

I can’t believe we’d never dance

I just need one more chance

to share the sunset our one last romance

Mood swings

Yes. I think I'm having one of my mood swings now. Not because I'm throwing tantrums or what. It's just mood swings. What I want is really simple. To let me know that you care for me. I can understand that you can't be always there for me when I need you. But all I wanna know is that you're trying your best. And you really care about me. I always try to keep things to myself coz I didn't want to bother and make you worried. All becoz I care...

Back to work...

After my 2 days of MC, I'm finally back to work. I'm still feeling weak, but still have lots of quotations waiting for me to clear. Hmmm... Later might have to go out for appointment also. Busy day...

To BB: Thank you for all those things that you've done for me so far. And I hope that there's more to come after you start working. *Heez* I really appreciate everything. Mmmmmuacks!!

MC for 2 days

Doctor says I'm down with food poisoning. And I get it easier coz I have weaker and sensitive stomach. Haiz... Why like that? He gave me 2 days MC to have a good rest but I'm still clearing my emails at home. Couldn't eat much as it will make me feel bad again. I can take this chance to slim down liao... Sweet BB took a day's leave just to take care of me. Isn't it nice of him? *Heez*

I'm going back to rest again. See ya!

I'm Sick...

I'm down with very bad diarrhea and vomitting since 7am this morning. Wondered what has happened to me. Gastric flu perhaps? Thought I could make it to work since today was the postponed meeting. But I'm wrong. It became worse when I reached office. Even a little bit of water makes me throw up. And best of all, another colleague was also on MC. So meeting got postponed to Friday yet again. Came back home to rest after I finished some of the work.

Wonder how am I going for my driving lessons tonight if it still continues...

Sentosa

Just came back from Sentosa. It was not really as fun this time round. Reached there at around 12pm then went straight to Siloso Beach for a swim and some sun-tanning. But the beach was too crowded. I've suggested to go back to the resort's swimming pool which I believe will not be as crowded and I would be able to sit by the pool. It was really hot even though we were dipping ourselves in it... Finished at around 3pm, bathed and went searching for food at 7-11 then followed by BBQ in the evening. Didn't enjoy myself that much coz I was too exhausted from the swim. Instead, went back to the room and watched TV till I fell asleep...

Pics will be up soon...

It's a Friday!

Hi ya... It's Friday night finally. Have been looking forward to weekend really badly. Here's how I spent my week.


08 May '07
Went trade exhibition with boss and colleagues at Suntec City. Nothing much. Just a exhibition with lots of machine stuff. Which is not really related to what we're doing.


09 May '07
Was busy with the external ISO audit. With the hard work from all, esp DC, we've passed! Those customer's quotations are also making me nuts. All sorts of funny requests this week. Nevermind... It's again something to learn from. Right?


10 May '07
Our MEM day. Full of shit. I'm so pissed off by my boss. Our meeting was supposed to be on 03 May but he postponed it due to the coming ISO audit to today. He've announced that it will end after 7pm. Hence, I told him I needed to leave early coz I have driving lessons at 8pm. Or rather, I lied to him that it was at 7pm and I needed to leave at 6.30pm. I also need to take dinner and take a short rest first ma. Well, guess what was his reply? 'When did I tell you was the meeting? Why did you purposely go book it on today? Can't you postpone or cancel it? How much does your lesson cost? I'll compensate. You stay until the meeting ends.' What the shit! I've booked it a month ago lor. Even before he announced. And so what if he's going to compensate? It doesn't mean that you can take that to 'threaten' me lor. My test is coming. And what I need is practise ma... Idiot. Made me very very angry. In the end, my colleague had some urgent family problem and had to leave. No choice, he has to end the meeting. Idiot. Made me cancel my driving and in the end, no meeting.


11 May '07
My boss again! Argh! I was supposed to go for customer visit today. And everyone knows today is dress down day. I wore denim skirt, formal top and heels. Guess what was his reaction? 'Are you going for appointment in this attire? It's way too casual!' Shit. I have to go home change just because of this. Come on, it's not really that casual ma. Need to have such big reaction? I'm so pissed off. Yesterday and today. Feel like I've stepped on his tail. Everything I do is wrong to him.

Oh yes, I've popped a Mother's Day surprise for mum. I've actually ordered flowers to be sent to her office. She was really happy and surprised! Haha! We'll be going Sentosa tomorrow also. Yayy!

Gonna get some sleep soon! Nitey...

Monday blues?

I know very well something is going in the wrong way but I chose to be ignoring it. To me, it's a matter of holding on or letting to go. Holding on means greater responsibilities needed. By letting it go, will it mean I'll be happier?

Tomorrow seems to be another boring day ahead. Visiting some exhibition together with boss and 2 other colleagues. Thought we'll have some nice food lined up for us. But no, we're going after lunch in office. Haiz...

BB's going for interviews tomorrow too. So, he'll be sending me to work then interviews in the afternoon. Yes! We can have McDonald's first before going work. Yayy!!

Insomia

Once again, I'm suffering from my Insomia and I can only sleep after taking muscle relaxer / sleeping pills. I know it's really not good to be depending on these pills always. But I don't think I have a choice. If I don't take it, I won't be able to sleep for the whole night and will not be able to concentrate on work the next day. If I take it, it wouldn't be good for me. Just tell me how...

Doctor has said before that it's due to my stress at work. Or maybe I think too much and wouldn't allow my brain to rest. Which is true? I also don't know. But deep in my heart, I wish to be able to put down stuff at work first and take a good rest. A nice relaxing holiday will be good. Oh yes, mum asked if I wanna go Taiwan with her coming Jul for 4 days. But also, she's hoping to go Japan in Sep for abt 10 days too. Which should I go? Already been to Taiwan before and I miss the food and shopping there a lot. Japan, I haven't been. Expenses there will be very high also. All these will have to depend whether I can save up enough. Haiz...

I got rejected...

My 2nd attempt to tender my resignation yesterday. But got rejected again... This time round, I couldn't hold back my tears. Reason because, DC wanted very much for me to stay. He kind of said 'Pls stay' a few times. Which I can't understand why. Finally, he told me that he couldn't afford to lose any of his team members as our Phils colleague has also tendered her resignation. I need to stay to help him which he needed very much from me. Haiz... What to do? I'm always so soft hearted...

Haiz... I'm considering if I should take up part-time studies again. BB's supportive of my plan. But I'm afraid I can't handle it coz work is too stressful le. I can't imagine having to study at the same time.

I'm sleepy already. Nitez, everyone.

Back to work...

30 Apr '07
The live band at Dragonfly is good! It's been a long time since I went partying like what I did on Monday night with my bunch of colleagues! I got myself tipsy in the end and made BB very worried. He to waited for my call at home before going fetch me but I was not really in the state to take a bike. So, I've decided to meet him at my place. Yes, I left Dragonfly first. Coz colleagues sensed that something is wrong with DC and me. He was hugging me very tightly as he was tipsy too! He also whispered something into my ear... But I couldn't hear it clearly as it was really noisy. Therefore, my friend (GK) offered to drive me home. Thanks to my colleague, SL, who accompanied me home in GK's car as well. It was really nice of you to send me right to my BB and made very sure nothing happened to me. Of coz not forgetting, GK who sent me home. Million thanks to both of ya!


01 May '07
Woke up, feeling very bad after all the drinking the night before. Luckily, BB was there to take care of me. I've expected him to tick me off. But then, he did not. Which made me even guilty of what I did. Stayed home and rested for the whole day...


02 May '07
Back to work now... There's a sense of shyness in the air (or maybe I'm too sensitive) of what happened to me and DC on Monday night. Heard that DC wasn't even able to drive home but still insisted to do it. Made the rest of my colleagues follow him and made sure he was ok. In the end, another of our colleague and her hubby came to send him home.

I'm gonna skip badminton with the usual bunch of colleagues this evening. Don't really have to mood or strength to go. Still feeling very tired both mentally and physically. Maybe coz I'm sick of this job le ba...