Long time never update liao... So many things that I suddenly wanna complain about and the feeling sucks, I tell you.

About family

Okay, I haven't been feeling good ever since my nephew is born. Not only all attention goes to him, my parents will also sometimes ask me to do this and that all because they need to take care of him. The topic about the baby was non stop which pisses me off. Not that I don't like, but there's still a limit to anything (probably Vic will understand best on this part). Going over to my bro's place to stay during her confinement period (thou they had a maid) was already something I wanna talk about but since she needs resting, I can understand. Since his full month celebration, they have been bringing the baby over the weekends so that my parents can spend some time with the baby. But hello, that doesn't mean that both of them can just disappear once they wake up and come back only at 10pm, have dinner (mum cooked) and go to bed. Even night feeds are done my mum instead of them. When mum told them the baby pulled his own hair and cried very loudly, bro's wife kinda like put the blame on mum saying that we never really take care of him. I don't think she has the right to do that okay. From what I've been seeing, she doesn't even carry the baby if he cries. All things, big or small is done by my mum. Even when she wakes up, she doesn't even tidy the bed before she goes out. She'll just leave it to mum. Her house got maid, but doesn't mean she can treat mummy like one.

This morning, mum went over to their place to fetch the baby over. He kept crying and vomitted. The baby wasn't feeling very well but where were his parents? I told mum to inform bro but she said no need. If she never inform, you won't know if they will start putting the blame on mum. I really dunno what's going on in their minds. Also, dad has been asking me (repeatedly every day) to get things for the baby. Not that I don't want to buy. First thing, I need to start saving for a lot of things and my future. Today if I buy something for him, tomorrow dad will ask me buy another and that will be never ending. I will buy, but I don't need anyone tell me when to get. Second, bro has been saying how much he has been spending on the baby. This expensive, that expensive. He booked an air tic to bring the baby to Taiwan next year with his wife and her friends. No one forced you to bring him holiday. Stop saying that his air tic costs $100 and it's expensive. If you as the baby's dad is not willing to spend on him, then why still give birth to him? To me, having a baby is all about responsibilities and sacrificing. If you're still not prepared for all these, then why still bring him to this world and complain about things? You'll only make me dislike you and your wife more and more each day. And also, I know you have a family and a car of your own now (you're the first in the Ang family to get married and have a baby), but that doesn't mean you can say those sarcastic things to and about me!


About work

Started a new job early this month. After one big round, I'm finally back to working normal office hours, having a 'corner' that I can make myself comfortable with. The best thing about this job I can think of as of now is that my darling sends me to work and fetches me home almost everyday (unless he informs me that he's working till late). Not long after I work there, my colleagues told me that my position is to replace someone who has gone 'missing'. Meaning, she initially took leave to take care of her kids and did not come back after her leave. They tried calling her but she did not reply at all. No choice, they had to contact her hubby to ask about what's going on and he told them that his wife is kinda possessed. And also kinda hinted that after she got home from work, she became like that. Omg. Does this mean office is 'not clean'?

This company is really wierd. All staffs will only use one email address for sending and receiving emails. There's only one computer on the 4th floor and one on the 5th floor that can have access to the internet, 1 copier machine on the 5th floor. Meaning, we have to always fight and walk up / down for it. My boss has been talking about working with speed and brains. But doesn't look like working with speed lehx. Go calculate the time we spent on walking up / down for emails and photocopying. How much time is wasted? To a business, time is money, how much will he lose with people doing that and waiting just to send 1 email.


My Darling

We've downed the deposit for our wedding rings on 3rd May (Sunday)! Collection of rings will be probably 1 month later for mine and 4 months for his. We're also trying to apply for a flat but the results of our queue no is soooooooo long. 6953 with only 438 flats on offer. Far until fart also cannot smell. Am thinking if we should buy through open market coz we quite like the location. Mainly coz it's near to darling's parents home, LRT, schools, minimarts and eatery. Have also considered getting one near my parents place but the price is a lot higher and we'll have to spend quite a lot on renovations if we do. There's also no new flats around my parents place le.


Alrighty, I'll stop here for now. Hope you won't be bored to death after reading such a long post (might be the longest that I've posted so far). Lolx. Nitey.






Much love;
Ting Ting

On a Tuesday afternoon...

- 12th Jun, Thursday. Last day of work
- Management wants me to extend to month end
- Requested to change to part-time so I can look for jobs. Agreed by CFO
- Couldn't get time off from work therefore, screwed 2 interviews today coz time cannot match
- Feeling super pissed
- CEO childishly passed a remark thru PA: Ask her(me) not to play play just becoz I overslept and late for work. He can give bad comments or whatever if my next company call and do reference check. WTF
- All in all, I'm super duper unhappy with my CEO
- I wanna give him a tight slap
- I need to find new job. ASAP

AAAAAAAAAAaargh!!!!!!



On a lighter note, I've finally changed the song on my blog. Enjoy!

David Cook - Always be my baby
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

A little bit more...

I just feel like talking now. Argh. It's so bored and if I still don't talk, I'll die of boredom.

I've mentioned in my previous post that my life is messed up now. Yeah. Perhaps those who really know what happened might agree. Some may just say it's my own problem and I asked for it. Yea. Maybe and most probably. I'm forced to make a choice now. To really sit down and think of what I want in life, career and relationship. It seems like everything is going in the wrong way for me.



BB, I'm sorry. I know you've been working very hard to make things happen for me. Your unconditional love and concern... I really need some time to think of what I want. If you ask me now, I can't give you any answer. I know I made you upset by telling you those things last week. But I just don't want you to be the last to know. Can we take this time that we're away from each other to cool down? Trust me, if we're really meant for each other, we'll be together no matter what happens. Take this as a test between both of us...

A lot to say, but dunno where to start. A lot in my mind to blog about, but after signing in, nothing seems to come out... Therefore, some randoms;

1) Sichuan earthquake: I was never someone who would be concerned about things happening around the world. But I was kinda affected by this earthquake, being a little emotional espcially when I read the news about real life stories. Many lives lost and countless left homeless and lost their loved ones. Somehow, some stories really touched my heart deeply.
Lesson learnt: To cherish the one you love. Don't be afraid to show them that you care. Otherwise, it'll be too late. And it's always too late to regret.

2) Work: I've tendered my resignation. Reason becoz of my promise to BB. And I've always been working OT during weekends without having time for him. I just realised I did something wrong causing members to complain about some sale that's going on. >_<

3) Relationship: Had been going on well so far. Plans on ROM is postponed until dunno when. We had a little arguement over someone who's coming into my life recently also. Making my life a little messed up...

Is this a coincidence or what?

Is this too much of a coincidence? I actually met the same guy (who looks pervert to me) twice in 3 months!

Episode 1 was at a petrol kiosk along East Coast Road when my friend got off for petrol and drinks. I was left alone in the car to wait for him. This particular guy approached me to ask for directions and I gave it to him confidently (Not sure if I gave wrongly. Lolx!). Also explained that he's from Malaysia and wanted me to bring him around in SG. WTH! Who cares? If want, then employ a social escort lor... I refused to give him my hp number coz he said he needed to get something from my company(bear in mind I still didn't give him my contact number). My friend came back and that was the end of that episode...

Episode 2: Right below my block! Yes. I was on the way back home after I met up with my ex-colleague and he jumped right into the lift when the door was about to close. After he came into the lift, he asked where the 7-11 was. I told him (right in my mind, I thought he looked really familiar but definitely not someone staying at the same block as me. I only recalled who he was after I got home) and after I got out of the lift, he followed me. Keep asking where 7-11 was. Common sense tells you something is wrong le ma. Want to go 7-11 downstairs den take lift for what? Shouldn't he be asking someone downstairs or something? -_-
I ignored him and wanted to get home asap coz bb is already waiting for me le. But he kept wanting to talk to me and even asked for my name. I turned straight away and start pretending to talk on the phone while I half ran, half walked up the flight of stairs to my home.


Tell me is it a coincidence or did this fella followed me from East Coast Road to my home?

i'm sorry...

Bear bear, for everything that i've done, i'm very sorry... Really...

You're e best thing that ever happened to me. And for that, i thank you for loving me and staying by me whenever i needed.

I love you...

Grandma's birthday!

We're having granny's birthday dinner tonight at changi for seafood! Yum yum! But it's raining freaking heavily right now at the east side. Haiz. Make me wanna sleep lei... And super nothing much important stuff for me to do now. Zzz....