Fun started all from Janice's 21st birthday celebration.. Followed by double O with Fel and the girls.. Christmas countdown in Malaysia with Kiat, Ming and Enjie.. All the fireworks and cheap cheap zechar followed by drinks at bardot with the usual. Christmas day was a recovering morning followed by dinner at uncle's with turkey that i never liked other than that the rest are great with the new made friends and nice wine and dance. Butter factory with the guys.. Clubbed till the cow come home.. Slept throughout the whole of boxing day met up @ ravzone with the usual for drinks. Realised i can really sleep a lot lately.. woke up at 4pm with favourite home cook porridge. Went out with Kiat, Pupu and Leonard for teh and prata at tanjong pagar. Home sweet home. Tml will be meeting shireen jie for another shopping trip. Total damage so far at least 2k man.. GOSH! totally hate it when it comes to expenses tabulating.

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Sometimes things are just ment to be REMEMBERED...

Challenging times mold a persons' character and discipline.

This time i will not fall to your pushing.


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You look very hard to find the one you seek, but most of the time, you fail to notice the person whom care for you and loe you the most is just beside. Do not cherish and care for anyone just for the sake of wanting some reciprocation. Care for them and love them cause you want them to be happy. Wear a smile on your face, some sort of attraction, people tend to be attracted to friendly and smiling people. Not all scars show, not all wound heal, sometimes you just can not see the pain someone feels.

It has been a super enjoying month.... Ns is totally relaxing with NTM standby and my men ORD-ing by Sept.. everything just seems to fall in place so smoothly.. Army half marathon weekly training finally come to a stop with me crossing the line at 2hrs 40mins last Sunday totally disastrous. With failure to do warm-up exercise i suffered cramps like nobodies business . Following up would be a very busy 2-3 weeks, with my weekends burnt by doing attachments, preparation for Army Open House 09, and then finally would be the long awaited Thailand trip.

Been prawning and fishing a lot lately. Its been some time since I fished it just totally feels so Good when your rod starts to pull and the battle of the fittest begins....

There's so much i want to say but come to think of it most are redundant and conventional. Everything has its place on mother earth, a reason for its existence.

Watched quite a number of late night movies recently... All on my all so loving psp lying in my wonderful bunk.. How intriguing it is...
Transformer 2, Harry Potter, Ice age, The hangover, I love you Beth cooper, Ghost of girlfriend past, Gforce, Bruno. Lets just hope next month i would not have so much time for late night movies anymore....

So the next big thing would be Army Open house2009(Once every 2years) from the 3rd to 7th September @ Pasir Laba camp, ferry services would be available at boon Lay Mrt station.
Preparation with loads of Sai Kang has already begun, Packing of at least 700 sand bags, erecting of barricades, banners and notice boards. This year AOH is so much more interesting as compared to the past with a continual of the 7 themed world, Namely mission, combat, battle, action, future and lastly Fun. Visitors would have a hand on the latest Combat marking System aka paintball in M16, the one time experience for ladies at the SAR21 live firing Range. The rest would consist of rides on Bionix, Bronco, M113, Light Strike Vehicle and engaging targets on the move, Heli Lift, Vehicle display, Virtual Fighter, Tasting of Combat ration and accessories pack, the very very nicely done cook house food which is different from what we get to eat, face painting aka camo, the new Pixelized uniform A whole new different SAF experience from 50years ago. The transformation of a 0G to 3G army that has its equipments customised for every individual. Its a weekend not to miss. Remember to fully charged your cameras and clear your memeory card. Its gonna be hot so hydrate yourself adequately and do not hesitate to approach to any staff if u feel unwell. Drop me a call if you are gonna be there, See ya guys there then.

Thailand trip after all these. Till then!

Isnt it interesting.... When you was around, kicking and alive all people remembered was your evil deeds, you throwing baby out of your Balcony, going for "un-moral" bleaching and such. BUT now when you are gone, Suddenly, everyone starts talking about you. Maybe this is human huh... when someone has died, we somehow forgot or choose to forget the bad things they had done and try only to remember the good ones. For we are all pityful for his sudden death that we thought well maybe since he is already gone why not just remember what he has done good and leave whats bad to be burried with him 6ft down.

An accidient happened in camp on friday, һλǰ;������������������Ƕ�ȥ��
Life have always been fragile.. living every moment hoping the best for the next not knowing what would be like tomorrow.. Its a skill, a challenge to be able to wake up every morning and say to yourself "I would do my best today". I'm slowly learning this hoping to inculcate this to my going to ORD men. They aint bad by nature, we just need to go down to their level and understand what they want in the end and slowly lead them back to where we want them to go.. This batch of men has taught me well for the coming batch....



Ps: please take care of yourself, hydrate your body and have sufficient rest.

Two weeks into being an official 3rd Sgt in boat company platoon 2 (ORD-ing men). Its good and bad.. 3months and they would be gone for good. But these 3months is gonna be a torture for me. Just hope everything turns out not too badly. I'm totally disappointed at the way Paul handles issues. And when I thought he was not that bad its just turns out otherwise. Humans are really hard to judge... Gosh...

There's this durian tree directly in front of my bunk with loads of big fat durains grown on it. Last Wed we just had a taste of it. SUPER SHIOK!!! More to come with durain season nearing!! Ohhh.. there's also 2 rambutan tree a few mango tree and jambu tree. Its a fruit paradise keeping me happy and excited.

Birthday in 2weeks, i still have yet to sit down and though of how I want to celebrate it.. Everyone tells me 21st must be a bang.. But i really didn't have the mood this year how arr... Initial Plan of doing it on a yacht was cancelled. Having only 12 to 20 pax max on a 8 to 12 hrs time block out in the sea isn't really gonna be convenient for many. Pool Side chalet is interesting but Sentosa is quite inconvenient too. Gosh.. 21st bday iyoh.. Troublesome... Who wants to plan for me? Haa....

Company Orderly Sgt duty tomorrow.. SIANZZZ.. gonna pack my PSP up with movies to keep myself entertained.. Wednesday going for 2 boat attachment, gonna take this time to speak to the men and understand them more... Gonna be a challenge man... ORD personal.. HAAAA...

Finally I've come to the last week of my 6months 3Sgt course.. All the sweat and blood we've shed this is how much pride we hold in our rank, but still I don't understand why would some people work so hard to get their 3Sgt rank but in the end all they want is just to be an admin spec I totally look down on such people. Not saying that being an admin spec is useless but I believe its not something that you should actually work towards. Different people does the same thing very differently.

Recently I've bump into many old friends, cant help but feel nostalgic. I miss so many things, so many people. I haven't been really happy for a long long time. Not that I am not happy now. But just that I am not as happy as I was. I miss alot of People.. Some I have not seen for years. People like Lynda, I would say we ended off very badly, but still she is someone I would often think about, wish that she is doing well. Hope that we could make the effort to find sometime to meet up again. If she still is the lady I Knew, I believe she is spending most of her time working again.


This two weeks of not doing anything in camp, I've got loads of time to sit down and think about my life. I came to realise that I always like to challenge the most challenging stuff, but I fail to comprehend that they are unattainable by me. Things that I could actually achieve without much effort, I've lost motivation and that caused all these to happen. Within the past two month I've lost all if not most of my will to fight, to fight for things i want. I've lost the motivation to do well. I can't understand why is these happening on me. I need time off... I need to rethink what I want. My mind is too disturb by all the redundant stuffs... I need to clear my head!!!
HELP!!! Im in need of a getaway!!! Who wants to be that kind soul and go with me?? I want to be happy again!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: I MISS YOU ALOT!!!!!!!!