Monday, August 29, 2005

And Then There Were None

I've been BAFtized. I am doing precisely what I warned myself against a few months ago and have turned this into an exercise in endurance rather than a mission oriented task. I give reports of contact their due diligence and actions are still completed, but while I have fought to keep my emotions and passion for the mission actively engaged I have lost that battle decisively.

Through these past few weeks I have been preoccupied only with tearing the next day off the calendar and counting how many remain until I my wife and home again. I concede. I have become completely mission ineffective and I will not fight it any longer, but then I don't have to. In the morning, I will turn in my weapon and head to the terminal to begin those sacred 2 weeks of R&R. I no it will be an incredibly tedious series of flights fraught with stupidity and bureaucracy at every turn while the end result will be two weeks expire faster than anyone could imagine time could pass. I wouldn't trade it for the world.

So forgive me if the posts are rather sparse for the next few weeks, If I'm no too inebriated to type, I fully intend to be otherwise engaged.

To those who read this from home, I hope to see you while I'm there, and to everyone else, you'll hear from me when I get back, rested, refreshed, and mission focused once again.

Cheers.

Monday, August 22, 2005

The Spectrum of Support to Our Troops

I was reading a post to Black Five's blog the other day about what he calls “Clueless” mail rather than “Hate” mail. It's a http://www.typepad.com/t/trackback/2990165 letter from a Joan Mackie Ochoa and you can decide for yourself how you would classify it.  After she spends a paragraph running down President Bush and letting us, the military know that we are all “brainwashed”, she states that she supports us.

 

I've been stewing on this for a while and it's taken me a little while to separate all the self-contradicting statements but it made me start thinking about what it means to “Support Our Troops”.

 

Like one of the many people who left comments this post on Black Five's blog, I wonder just how it is that Ms. Mackie-Ochoa has been supporting the troops.  Has she been sending care packages to troops in Iraq or making donations to Soldiers Angels, Books for Troops, Toys for Iraq or any number of other charitable operations that support deployed troops or their mission, sadly, I think not.  I may be wrong, but I think Ms. Mackie-Ochoa just came to the blinding epiphany that war is bad, assigned blame at the top (because that doesn't require the effort of research and the forming of an independent opinion), then considering herself intellectually enlightened, attempts to lend credibility to her statements by blithely throwing out that she supports all of us brainwashed lemmings sent to fetch riches for the president.

 

Enough about her, I don't like to take up space in this blog reacting to someone’s caustic, ignorant ramblings but it was necessary as a contrasting segue to a true shining example of support that I came across.

 

I ran across this article http://www.glenwoodindependent.com/article/20050821/VALLEYNEWS/108210010 in the Glenwood Springs Post Independent yesterday.  Having grown up in Glenwood Springs, Colorado, and with family still living there, I try to stay up with the Post Independent. As you would probably expect from a community 40 miles removed from Aspen, the majority of letters to the editor are not supportive of the conflicts in Iraq and Afghanistan or the President's policies. Political differences aside, representatives from across the community are contributing goods and services to provide vacations for soldiers returning from the deserts.

 

<p>This is what “Supporting Our Troops” looks like instead of just paying lip service to it. Each of these organizations didn't contribute much but what they gave collectively, means the world to a troop and their family who have endured months of separation and hardship.

 

If you have the time and inclination, please take a few moments to let these people know their support is appreciated.

 

Roaring Fork Outfitters  - http://www.rfoutfitters.com/

 

Vicki Lee Green Realtors - http://www.vlgrealtors.com/            

 

Glenwood Hot Springs Lodge and Pool - http://www.hotspringspool.com/

 

Glenwood Caverns Adventure Park - http://www.glenwoodcaverns.com/

 

Glenwood Canyon Brewing Company - http://www.thehoteldenver.com/brewpub.html

 

 

Friday, August 19, 2005

The Shoulder of the Mountain

Sometimes it's called a “false summit” because as a climber works his way up the most difficult vertical parts of the ascent, it appears as a horizon with nothing but blue sky and emptiness behind it. When the shoulder is reached however, the climber sees that it is not the summit, but merely an intervening crest which marks the final ascent to the apex.

 

With 10 days remaining here until both the halfway point of our deployment as well as my 2 week R&R leave, I fell as though I have reached the shoulder of this mountain. The summit is in sight and the ascent is no longer hand over hand and searching for toeholds but walking upright, breathing easier with a clear field of vision.

 

By the time I take leave, It will have been 8 months since I have seen my wife and I hold no illusions about the hiatus passing slowly, but I wouldn't trade those fleeting moments for the world.

 

So even if this isn't what Churchill referred to as the beginning of the end, at least I can see it from here.

 

Monday, August 15, 2005

Something to Chew on

“Strange thing. You would die for it without further question, but you had a hard time talking about it. He shook his head. I’ll wave no more flags for home. No tears for Mother. Nobody ever died for apple pie.” -Michael ShaaraThe Killer Angels”

I have often thought about how to answer the continually re-occurring question, “Why do you fight?”, and I wonder why it’s so difficult to put into words.

The parents of a 3/3 Marine had included a book in a care package to me, Michael Shaara’s “Killer Angels”, a book that I have read many times but have always found inspirational. Somewhere in the first 20 or 30 pages Colonel Joshua Chamberlain ponders the same question before the battle of Gettysburg.

…The faith itself was simple: He believed in the dignity of man. His ancestors were Huguenots, refugees of a chained and bloody Europe. He had learned their stories in the cradle. He had grown up believing in America and the individual and it was stronger faith than his faith in God…

I usually have a fairly decent ability to put my feelings into words yet somehow I struggled with how to portray my feelings about this, about the compelling reason I feel to be here and be a contributor to this campaign. Some may perceive this to be a lack of substance or conviction, that isn’t the case. It’s more that the issue is so vast that it can’t be capsulated into a few quick epithets or euphemisms. In my mind, to say simply that this is a “Religious War” or “Blood for Oil” is a not only hubris, it is condescending, arrogant, and indicative of overt laziness. Even a precursory overview of the history and issues surrounding this region will make it very evident that you could no more encapsulate this conflict in a single sentence than replicate the Mona Lisa with a single brushstroke.

…This was the land where no man had to bow. In this place at last a man could stand up free of the past, free of tradition and blood ties and the curse of royalty and become what he wished to become. This was the first place on earth where man mattered more than the state. True freedom had begun here and it would eventually spread over all the earth…

If freedom is the ability to choose your own destiny, then the recent history of this country that has been engaged in war and conflict longer than most of its citizens can remember, is truly the antithesis of freedom. Following a peaceful monarchy and a bloody subjugation by the Soviets, a new, more sublime method of enslavement manifested itself, a slavery of the worst kind. It is a slavery in which the chains that bind a person are the scriptures and sacredly held religious beliefs which have been perverted and used to exploit the most vulnerable, the ones whose physical condition has become so desperate that they feel the only tangible possession they have is the paradise that awaits them in the afterlife.

…The fact of slavery upon this incredibly beautiful new clean earth was appalling…They were forming a new aristocracy, a new breed of glittering men, and Chamberlain had come to crush it.

There is no higher noble purpose and intent motivating the Taliban, it simply lust for power; the same age-old lure that we have seen replicated through history. It is the irresistible urge to exploit others for personal gain and sanctify it through some perverse interpretation of laws, secular or religious. It is nothing more than the subjugation and exploitation of a class of people for personal gain.

“…Sometimes we broke down their doors and went inside their homes. And…I’d…I’d sweep the barrel of my machine gun around the room and fire and fire until the smoke blinded me. You don’t know the meaning of the word ‘liberating’ until you’ve done something like that, stood in a roomful of targets, let the bullets fly, free of guilt and remorse, knowing you are virtuous, good, and decent. Knowing you are doing God’s work. It’s breathtaking….” -Khaled Hosseini “The Kite Runner”

The fact that an attack on our country precipitated this conflict is almost secondary; it was a symptom of the disease that has spread through this region ripe for exploitation. A regime, drunk with power, provided sanctuary to terrorists who subscribe to the same twisted ideals. Now with their hold on power broken, they find themselves with nothing to lose and have resorted to the same murderous tactics of the terrorists they sponsored while in power. In the end, it’s almost shameful that, as the most powerful nation in earth, that it took the attacks of 9/11 to spur us into action, but that doesn’t suffice as an argument to not do anything now.

But he was fighting for the dignity of man, and in that way, he was fighting for himself. If men were equal in America, all these former Poles and English and Czechs and blacks, then they were equal everywhere, and there was really no such thing as a foreigner; there was only free men and slaves. And so it was not even patriotism but a new faith. The Frenchman may fight for France, but the American fights for mankind, for freedom; for the people, not the land.”

I can’t answer for why no action was taken before, but there is action being taken now, and it is noble. I can’t answer for why here and not Rwanda, but I’m here now, and we are needed. I can’t answer for why others don’t come or for the reasoning they use to indict these actions as evil; people will say what they will in order to look at themselves in the mirror and sleep at night, but at the end of the day I don’t have to answer for their actions or inactions, only my own.

What doth it profit, my brethren, though a man say he hath faith, and have not works? can faith save him? James 2:14

Up in the Sky!!!

If there are any scientists or smart people reading this maybe you can help us.   There's something in the sky over Metropolis and we're trying to figure out what it is.  I can't get a picture of it, but it's sort of a white color and it looks a little puffy; something like a big cotton ball. Someone told me they had seen one of these in a high school text book but they couldn't remember what it's called. Nobody recalls seeing one around here in recent memory.

 

It's nice because sometimes it blocks the sun and the temperature drops from “Inferno” down to “Hadesesque”

 

Never mind, it's gone now.

 

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Bad Day for the Boys in Blue

There's a light at the end of the tunnel. At first we thought it was a train, but it turn out that the powers that be remembered that we were here and sent those poor bastards from the unit who is scheduled to replace us for a visit. What was already a pretty tightly scheduled “See 4 FOBs in 5 days all for $19.99 in AAFES pogs” tour got derailed before they even made it to the right country.

 

As our tour guests were loitering in Kyrgistan waiting for their ride to Metropolis, they got word that they would be delayed a bit due to a slight problem at their destination airfield. The slight problem was an aircraft approximately the size of Lower Manhattan blocking the runway. A C-17 landing at Metropolis the night before had drifted just a touch off the center of the runway and its right main gear was dragging in the dirt a bit.

 

This normally wouldn't be much of a problem since the C-17 is a pretty sturdy aircraft until you take into account that the airfield is also used by Marine aircraft who practice carrier landings from time to time. Now there's a big iron rod drilled into the ground along side the runway where the Marines can secure an arresting cable to stretch across the runway to practice their sudden stop landings. Short of trying to describe the entire scene, suffice it to say that we now have reason to believe that a C-17 can do a carrier landing...once.

 

In the meantime, Specialist Aranzamendi, on board a C-130 bound for Metropolis following his R&R leave is diverted due to our cargo plane carrier landing. Shortly after changing direction, this airplane decides it doesn't like it's new destination and one of its engines fails. Flying in a C-130 is not exactly the lap of luxury to begin with, but when one of the four engines decides not to work, it gets you attention. At least most people. Now with mechanical difficulty the aircraft changes course for a 3rd destination which has a higher density of aircraft mechanics and for some reason, the aircraft decides it likes this even less and another engine fails..on the same side of the aircraft. I'm not sure how many people can truthfully say they've done a barrel roll in a C-130, but Specialist Aranzamendi is now one of them. He says that at one point he recalls hanging onto the bottom of his seat with his legs hanging hanging above or below his head as the case may be.

 

Well, the airfield is clear again, a C-17 crew is trying to figure out how to enter “Carrier Landing” qualifications in their Air Force flight records, our adjutant is searching for a “C-130 Aerobatics” badge for Specialist Aranzemendi, and most importantly, our replacements have arrived at Metropolis for their sneak preview.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Through the Looking Glass (repost)

OK, now I'm convinced that the world has gone completely mad.  No, I'm not talking about the Uzbeks kicking us out of K2 (not a big surprise), or Bin Laden's deputy reiterating that Muslim extremists still hate the British (although he hopes it doesn't adversely effect his chances for the International Mr. Congeniality Award), I'm referring of course to the NHL free agency moves.

 

After waiting an entire year for the NHL and the Player's Association to get their collective acts together, they not only come to terms that mean players salaries are reduced from the astronomical to merely exorbitant, but they also introduce rule changes that open up the ice for offensive players, restrict goalie movement, shrink their equipment, and add the shootout to get rid of those tiresome tie games. Hopefully this translates into the average person being able to go attend an NHL contest in which some goals are actually scored without refinancing their home.

 

Now this was great news until I found out that the salary caps imposed on the teams meant that the rich teams like my Colorado Avalanche would no longer be able pay the king's ransoms required to keep more than one or two of the league's elite players.&nbsp; In short order we saw a flurry of activity that made the Chicago Board of Trade commodity pits look like a neighborhood garage sale and when the smoke cleared upside down was sideways, and backwards was inside out.

 

Trying to make sense of it all and knowing what an international following the NHL has, I went to the outskirts of Metropolis to see what the local Afghani population thought of all the free agency moves.

 

I asked this young Afghani lad what he thought of the Colorado Avalanche's prospects for capturing a 3rd Stanley Cup after losing Peter Forseberg to the Philidelphia Flyers.

 

YAL: “I don't care, I'm a Los Angeles Kings fan, you can tell by my purple backpack.”

 

Me: “Well, getting Peter Forseberg meant that Philidelphia had to send Jeremy Roenick to the Kings. (that was about the time he got that look on his face)

 

YAL: “Wasn't Roenick the guy that told ESPN that if the fans didn't like the strike they could go....”

 

Me: “Yes, that's the guy, and you shouldn't that kind of language.”

 

YAL: “@*$%*@*!!$#, I don't want that guy playing for the Kings.”

 

Me: “Where did you learn that kind of language?”

 

YAL:“That's what my dad told me a Soviet soldier said when Sergei Federov signed with the Detroit Red Wings back in the old days.”

 

I couldn't argue with that sentiment so I moved on to the discussion where the cool looking sunglasses dude was tring to explain the finer points of the free agency moves to the Afghan National Police.

 

National Police in blue: “What did you say say to my boss that made him look like he's going to slap you?”

 

Cool looking sunglasses dude: “He's a Dallas Stars fan, I could tell by the green shirt, so I told him that Pierre Turgeon was traded.”

 

ANP: “Is he going back to the Blues, or is that Adam Foote?”

 

CLSD: “No, he's going to Colorado, Adam Foote is going to the Blue Jackets, not the Blues.

 

ANP: “Well I don't care about him then, my friend here is a Blue Jacket fan, you can tell by his Bluer Jacket, I'm a Blues fan, what did they get?”

 

And then there was the little girl with the New Jersey Devils head scarf pondering the impact of Scott Niedermeyer leaving the Meadowlands to go play with his brother in Anaheim.

 

So clearly the widespread chaos of the NHL free agency has turned the whole world topsy turvy.

 

OK, that might not be exactly what all the locals were talking about the other day, but hey, if we think the Stanley Cup being in Tampa Bay is normal how far fetched is an expansion team in Kabul?

Monday, August 08, 2005

Lucky Strikes (Almost)

LOST DOG!!!

3 legs, Brown with some patches of fur missing, tail cut short from lawn mower accident, blind in one eye. Answers to the name of "Lucky"

So this might be a bit of gallows humor, but "Lucky's" human counterpart showed up at a US Installation the other day.

Chapman PRT in the Khowst area reported the other day that a man with one arm and one eye showed up at the front gate allegedly seeking medical attention when he produced a grenade, pulled the pin and held it waiting to see 80 virgins promised to all suicide bombers. He's still waiting. The grenade didn't go off. He had another grenade on him as well as 2 anti-tank mines strapped to his body which he apparently was hoping would explode as a sympathetic detonation from the grenade in his hand.

So now Lucky is a guest of a US detention facility and in light of the considerable increase in his quality of life, maybe fortune has finally started to swing his way.

Saturday, August 06, 2005


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Through the Looking Glass

OK, now I'm convinced that the world has gone completely mad. No, I'm not talking about the Uzbeks kicking us out of K2 (not a big surprise), or Bin Laden's deputy reiterating that Muslim extremists still hate the British (although he hopes it doesn't adversely effect his chances for the International Mr. Congeniality Award), I'm referring of course to the NHL free agency moves.

After waiting an entire year for the NHL and the Player's Association to get their collective acts together, they not only come to terms that mean players salaries are reduced from the astronomical to merely exorbitant, but they also introduce rule changes that open up the ice for offensive players, restrict goalie movement, shrink their equipment, and add the shootout to get rid of those tiresome tie games. Hopefully this translates into the average person being able to go attend an NHL contest in which some goals are actually scored without refinancing their home.

Now this was great news until I found out that the salary caps imposed on the teams meant that the rich teams like my Colorado Avalanche would no longer be able pay the king’s ransoms required to keep more than one or two of the leagues elite players. In short order we saw a flurry of activity that made the Chicago Board of Trade commodity pits look like a neighborhood garage sale and when the smoke cleared upside down was sideways, and backwards was inside out.

Trying to make sense of it all and knowing what an international following the NHL has, I went to the outskirts of Metropolis to see what the local Afghani population thought of all the free agency moves.

I asked this young Afghani lad what he thought of the Colorado Avalanche's prospects for capturing a 3rd Stanley Cup after losing Peter Forseberg to the Philadelphia Flyers.

YAL: "I don't care; I'm a Los Angeles Kings fan. You can tell by my purple backpack."

Me: "Well, getting Peter Forseberg meant that that Philadelphia had to send Jeremy Roenick to the Kings." (That was about the time he got that look on his face)

YAL: "Wasn't Roenick the guy that told ESPN that if the fans didn't like the strike they could go...."

Me: "Yes, that's the guy, and you shouldn't that kind of language."

YAL: "@*$%*@*!!$#, I don't want that guy playing for the Kings."

Me: "Where did you learn that kind of language?"

YAL: "That's what my dad told me a Soviet soldier said when Sergei Federov signed with the Detroit Red Wings back in the old days."

I couldn't argue with that sentiment so I moved on to the discussion where the cool looking sunglasses dude was trying to explain the finer points of the free agency moves to the Afghan National Police.

Afghan National Police in blue: "What did you say say to my boss that made him look like he's going to slap you?"

Cool looking sunglasses dude: "He's a Dallas Stars fan, I could tell by the green shirt, so I told him that Pierre Turgeon was traded."

ANP: Is he going back to the Blues, or is that Adam Foote?

CLSD: No, he's going to Colorado. Adam Foote is going to the Blue Jackets, not the Blues.

ANP: Well I don't care about him then, my friend here is a Blue Jacket fan, you can tell by his Bluer Jacket, I'm a Blues fan, what did they get?

CLSD: &$%#@&*.

And then there was the little girl with the New Jersey Devils head scarf pondering the impact of Scott Niedermeyer leaving the Meadowlands to go play with his brother in Anaheim.

So clearly the widespread chaos of the NHL free agency has turned the whole world topsy turvy.

OK, that might not be exactly what all the locals were talking about the other day, but hey, if we think the Stanley Cup being in Tampa Bay is normal how far fetched is an expansion team in Kabul?