结束了

Trainees going to pop on Friday. Haha. Don't know if I will miss them a not.

Forgotten

From the past it has been like this, in the present it remains the same, as for the future I don't think it will change. Haha, what I am referring to? Some weird thing about me. I know I do not make a huge impact in people's lives. Which is probably why I am always not mention but usually forgotten. Don't believe? Haha, one of my instructor wrote that I was from a different course course even though I was just from the previous batch. Another mention about another instructor and even trainee but did not even mention about me even though I with them. Even my own crew mate forgotten about my existence. Well, gotten use to it and just have to live with it.

Some how regretted my decision to become an instructor. My fellow colleagues do not trust me, cannot get the big picture and another does not even know what is going on. Only 3 people trust me. My appointment was just in name. Everything was told to another person and I was inform of nothing. Everything I tell and done for others was used as their own. Every time I always get a lot of shit and in the end have to stand by myself. Actually not really by myself. Still got 3 senior to look out for me. I really have to thank the 3 of them. One always makes me laugh the other always help me as much as he can the last one have faith in me.

Come to think of it. I think the 3 of us, our fate are about the same, always by ourselves.
For the next batch... 走一步算一步