Lazy

It has been a long long time since I blog. Haha. Too lazy to do it. Now is just because I am too bored. Well did not enjoy the last few weeks before the holidays because got so many test and homework. But as you all know me, not the type that ever bother to study and do my homework. In the end chem and econ got AO (fail) and math got F (even worst). Haha, reap what you sow. During the holidays have to work hard liao. :'(. But don't feel like doing anything now. Too lazy to move.
The past few nights have been talking on the phone and going out (holiday haven come yet I in holiday mood liao, hehe). Chat with lao gong and he was playing the piano for me to hear. Haha, cause both of us were too bored and had nothing to do. Friday went out with wen and cat to study, I finish one homework they still in the same topic. Wondering are they really studying. And wen and me keep on saying we are hungry. Cannot seem to fill my stomach. So we decided to go KFC to eat and then continue to study there, I think you all know what happen. Went there, eat then start chatting. Haha, no mood to study there. Then we start talking about school and it seems that all of our schools have .... don't feel like saying. Haha. What to do now? I think I should start to study. I think in the end I will stone at my table, Haha.

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HW HW

Haiz. I think my river of homework is starting to overflow. Not because I don't want to do, is because I don't know how to do. Haiz. Not thinking, I should have gone to poly and slack there. Envy my other friends that went to poly. How I wish I was one of them but since I came to JC and now is too late to change I better get into a U.
Today lao gong came to my house to do his PI cause his internet not working. Haha. In the end I think I keep on bothering him (don't know if he have all he need anot). Sian Sian Sian. How I wish singapore was like Japan, where the study

CHALET

Had fun but not enough sleep. Going to have my revenge on not having enough sleep but still don't know how. What we did in the chalet and who went? I am so not going to answer that question. Haha, too many things to type and those who went promise not to tell other people who went. All I can say is THERE IS A PAIR OF LOVE BIRDS. JUST LOOK AT SOMEONE'S BLOODY NICK AND AND YOU KNOW WHO LIAO. Haha, cannot control myself, just have to do that. Listening to Jeffrey Michael now, his piano rocks man. All the songs are, how to say, soothing. You should go and buy it. Had DISC today and learn about leadership. All of us have to draw a mouse and we were able to tell about ourself from the mouse, I have no idea how accurate the thing is. Then there was chem test and I did wrongly so blenco all away and redo, end result, not enough time to complete my test. Think I will fail all my test this term.
Just went to my lao gong's friendster and saw all his photo he took with his new class. He seems to happy. Maybe I should stop smsing him, what do you guys think? Some more my phone bill is increasing by a lot. Maybe the best choice is to stop smsing him. Since now we are in different school, different course, maybe we will never be together again.(don't 想歪) every time ask him go out always say he got too much homework to do. Maybe should not bother him liao ba. Anyway he also will not notice that I got or never sms him one since I am always the one who start smsing him. Haiz. I type here he also will not see it one. I wonder in the future. One day all of us might just brush shoulders with each other and not know it. Sad right? Not looking around you and just keep moving forward.
My mom and dad always tells me when I was young I always smile, maybe too cheerful. I also sell newspaper when I was small. Can't tell right? Well too poor liao. Haiz. Now on a save and save plan. Broke now. Maybe all the things I want to buy now should ask my bro to help me buy. And also because my 老公不要养我了.

Sleepy

Just make a quick blog before I go and sleep. Now a days I had been sleeping quite or rather very early of a JC student. Haha, just feel so tired when I go to school. How I wish it was like secondary school, where the teachers will come to use while we stay in the same class room, if it was like that, I would be able to take short naps in between lessons(I miss cat's pencil box as my pillow). Tired, had always been tired. Sorry, I know I am not make any sense to you, brain dead. Today went out with cat and Serena to have dinner (Clay pot rice, Clay pot rice) . Then went to jalan jalan and I bought nothing while cat and Serena bought durians to eat. How I wish I could go with them to cat's house to eat the durians. Have not been eating durian for like 2 years. So I reach home and started doing my homework, I was staring at my chemistry tutorial trying to make sense out of it but just could not get what the hell it is trying to tell me. So I gave up doing chemistry and prepare to get scolded tomorrow by Miss Cheng. I did not felt like doing any homework at all, maybe chemistry had drained my brain. So call Lao gong and started chatting rubbish, trying to ask him help me think how to do my econ and how much he wanted to change CCA but cannot cause he used CCA to get into the school. He envy me (muhaha) cause I still have time to meet up with cat they all. (See lah, don't want to stay in SR) Haha, have to pity him, have CCA everyday until 9 for past 2 weeks (excluding Wednesday), even Monday which was a holiday he also need to go back and every morning also need to reach school by 6.30 to practice. Well, good luck for tomorrow's SYF, you better get a gold or I will start scolding you stupid to join that CCA again. And your homework is piling up. SO GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK.

Family

Until now then I found out how much I love my family and how afraid I am when they are not around me. Well, I am crying in front of my computer again. Now I am the only one at home, you guys must be thinking I am very lucky right, I have a lot of freedom to do whatever I want? Well guess what, you are wrong. Have you ever tried coming home from school or work and you are the only one at home, it is like having a family just without the people. I hate this kind of life. My mom is in china, dad in Korea and bro in NS. The only people who are talking to me, helping me out of this pit of loneliness. Now I know why 人 this word is use 一撇一捺 supporting each other to write one.

Enough of my sadness at home. Now sadness in school. Had I made a right choice in going to JC? Well, went out with cat and ee wen today. Found out how much I envy them, how I wish I was there with them to see what is happening there. Maybe JC was the wrong choice for me. Well, I will know by the end of this year. If I do badly in my exams by the end of this year, I will be going to a poly. But come to think of it, I still haven choose what path to take. So, maybe JC is still better.
Speaking of JC, I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that I was able to go into NYJC but I was unhappy. Maybe that is my brain telling me to accept the fact that I am happy in SR and a change will make me unhappy. But come to think of it, all my dreams are weird. Well, most of it can tell me the future, you can say I have the gift of predictions. But it does not seem to be work properly now.
Well, I will end my blog here and here is a song called no man is a island.

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

No man is an island far out in the blue
We all look to One above
Who our strength doth renew
When I help my brother
Then I know that I plant the seeds
Of friendship that will never die
I saw the people gather
I heard the music start
The song that they were singing
Is ringing in my heart

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend