How long has it been since I visited this place. Haha. Wanted to use this as a place to remember who I really am. So after 3 years in Poly finally graduated and now I AM GOING SAILING NO MATTER WHAT THE 4 OF U SAY! Lol. Maybe you all are right I want to run away from something I am also not sure. Haha.
So currently been busy spending time with people important to me. Haha. Especially to a person who I screw up our friendship over the past 2 years, haha you know who you are. Sometimes I really wish I spend more time with you rather than get angry over small stuff with you, yes I know I very 小气 and I really regret for all the time lost. When I come back from sailing during my break (when I taking my COC 5) want to go for a holiday? If you able to take leave. Haha, you should know my preference ba. Oya remember to tell me your decision after two years.
Well, think that's all for now. Will try to update frequently! Haha too bad I go overseas no Internet so cannot sms you guys.
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Saturday, October 08, 2011
Finally coming back here.
It has been so long since I typed in this blog.
Currently in year 3 of poly. Next sem is my final sem!
You know among all the years this would be the worst year I had. Reasons all those close to me would know. Haha. Sometimes I find it real stupid of me just looking at my handphone type out a message then remember I can't send it out to you. Haha. You know it was because of you that I actually went to study like really mug for some subjects so that I could help you in it? It was also cause of you that I found short cuts in where to walk and where to find free parking around your area. Haha. You know the bike helmat when I use to ride your bike was still at home till recently my mum throw it away. Haha. Yeah, I really miss those days you were around.
Currently in year 3 of poly. Next sem is my final sem!
You know among all the years this would be the worst year I had. Reasons all those close to me would know. Haha. Sometimes I find it real stupid of me just looking at my handphone type out a message then remember I can't send it out to you. Haha. You know it was because of you that I actually went to study like really mug for some subjects so that I could help you in it? It was also cause of you that I found short cuts in where to walk and where to find free parking around your area. Haha. You know the bike helmat when I use to ride your bike was still at home till recently my mum throw it away. Haha. Yeah, I really miss those days you were around.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
3.75
Yeah I got my result. Overall for first year is 3.75 was hopping to get higher. Haha, think a lot of people will kill me when they see this.
Been quite busy nuaing during the holidays and finally decided to do a bit of weeding.
School has been pretty havoc. Yes know what you guys will say, I have become party animal. Have been cutting down okay. School work still easy so my own assignment I have given myself was to teach people. Haha and I so know what you people will be saying again, YOU CRAZY IDIOT STOP GIVING FREE TUITION, bla bla bla (I like that song). It is not like they do now give me anything in return, the people I usually teach always give me rides home sometimes to school or supper.
These few days was so bored that I went back to school with Ervin. Did take a few pictures of those faces printed on the wall except mine. Wahaha, those whose face are there (Jamie, Cat, Ong, Leong, Jin Lian, Nelson, Serene, Archiraya, Wang Yan) prepare to see them on facebook one of these days. Think I going to upload it now. Wahaha.
Think I shall end here with a post of my results this sem.
4 Dist, 2 A, 1 B+, and my elective got D+ spoil the whole thing but what the hack, not counted in GPA. Haha.
Been quite busy nuaing during the holidays and finally decided to do a bit of weeding.
School has been pretty havoc. Yes know what you guys will say, I have become party animal. Have been cutting down okay. School work still easy so my own assignment I have given myself was to teach people. Haha and I so know what you people will be saying again, YOU CRAZY IDIOT STOP GIVING FREE TUITION, bla bla bla (I like that song). It is not like they do now give me anything in return, the people I usually teach always give me rides home sometimes to school or supper.
These few days was so bored that I went back to school with Ervin. Did take a few pictures of those faces printed on the wall except mine. Wahaha, those whose face are there (Jamie, Cat, Ong, Leong, Jin Lian, Nelson, Serene, Archiraya, Wang Yan) prepare to see them on facebook one of these days. Think I going to upload it now. Wahaha.
Think I shall end here with a post of my results this sem.
4 Dist, 2 A, 1 B+, and my elective got D+ spoil the whole thing but what the hack, not counted in GPA. Haha.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
自闭
好久没来这了
最近真的好忙，忙着教书
后来又在想为什么要帮他们
听到他们所说的话
觉得做的每件事都在白费力气
开始是因为他我才开始教的
最后那些话却是他讲的
你
真不知道你在生我气还是什么
每次都不回答我
九月一号
到了那天你不回答
你就没有机会了吧
还是一样小k你们聚会不要叫我
最近真的好忙，忙着教书
后来又在想为什么要帮他们
听到他们所说的话
觉得做的每件事都在白费力气
开始是因为他我才开始教的
最后那些话却是他讲的
你
真不知道你在生我气还是什么
每次都不回答我
九月一号
到了那天你不回答
你就没有机会了吧
还是一样小k你们聚会不要叫我
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Silence, a fatal poison.
I am lost. Feel like giving up but every time always think of some excuse why it is always silent.
I ask the 13 every time we give people advise and help them, but who should we turn to when we need help and advise. Yet if I was given advise would I take it.
Guess not. Every time I feel the only solution is the run. Although I know it is best to face the truth but somehow I can't do that. Yet is it really good to face the problem? The outcome may not be what we want which is why I choose to live in an illusion. Which explains why I always hide behind a mask. Not just one layer but many different layer. I guess everyone wears a mask. Wonder has anyone seen the me under the mask. Even my parents could not figure me out. The worst part is I think I forgot who I originally am.
If silent is all I can get from you, I guess that will be all I every want.
I know I am in the wrong.
And after this guess I will start running again.
Well small k, if you all going out. Don't call me. You know why.
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
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