Friday, November 08, 2013
I just texted her and said not to contact each other today. And deleted all photos of her off my facebook.
Wondered if i did the right thing. I wanted to be freed of the pain and sadness that is welling inside of me. but part of me wants her too.
She no longer cares about me. She found a new partner.
I just came back from Batam with mum. We waited for Dad at Macdonalds, who promised to pick us up at 5pm. We reached HBF centre at 4.25pm and i text him to tell him we reached alr.
We sat and waited for his text/call but it never came. 1 hour came. I asked mum to go home on our own instead of endlessly waiting. She refused. 2 hours came. She finally gave in and left with me. All this while she kept looking at the windows at Macdonalds at the Taxi stand, waiting and hoping that Dad would arrive soon, without saying anything. From the corner of my eye, i saw her wiped her eyes. I think she cried.
I saw a reflection of myself all this time, we are both waiting for someone we love to quickly come. Both of us are Sagittarius horoscope, which makes us very sensitive to love. haiz.
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