Perhaps u thought I had forgotten about the 19th already huh... But I did not.. It's always itched deeply in my mind.. Missing u.

It's that day of the month again.. Happy special day bee! Wish I still have u.. Miss u!

Sometimes I just miss u so much. Think of all the times we had together,all that we've been through. U were my pillar of strength, u gave me courage to overcome whatever i dread cos i know u are by my side, encouraging me to go on. And now it's gone. I wish u were a member of my family.. There's problems I want to discuss with u, but I can't because it's private.. How I wish u were here.. Today u called me sound disappointed that I wasn't able to eat the burger king groupon offer with u.. It seems so nostalgic.. The sad and Dulan tone in your voice.. It almost seemed like we are a couple once more.. Take care of urself ok? I don't know what I'm doing anymore sometimes.. I miss u.