Today u asked me what I wanted for my bday. I said I wanted you to be happy. From the bottom of my heart I really wished that. U said not to make u cry, did u know I'm crying too? I hope u come back after 1 and a half years.. Will u miss me there ma?

We've been together so long already! Even before Facebook came out and there was only Friendster. I remember u ask me to add u on Facebook and everyday u will poke me on Facebook. Hehe so cutey. 现在想起来，心里觉得非常甜的。 I really wish time can go back sometimes

Still thinking of u. How?!?!?

I guess this is it already.. U are leaving Singapore to study in Aussie soon.. Sorry for keeping hold of u for so long, even though I know u didn't want it. This is the last happy special day I'm going to wish us.. Happy special day bee~ hope u are happy always

Happy special day!!! Came back from batam recently and I get remembered by the days we spent in Bali. All the happy happy moments.. Nvm, maybe it's a good thing we aren't together now.. I've got totally no time to be in a relationship.

why must this happen? its been some time already. i still MISS you, i still yearn for u, though i know its not possible.

Happy special day!! Our special day falls in the same time as hari raya!! Hehe.. Hope u had fun in sentosa.. Take Care ok?

After 1 week of reservist, I'm finally back to work again. Sian, Sebastian on leave, think he go Msia. Got to eat lunch with the pinoys. Luckily they all quite ok. Michael went back to phillipines. He borrowed a lot of money from lots of people Sying his dad is having an operation. Last time say his mum operation. Now the testers finished contract already but he has yet to pay them back. Hmmm. Wonder if he will leave sg for good? His gf pressure him to get married, so maybe it's for his wedding too. Lots of new faces in the office. I not here for 1 week and there are so many people I don't know. Got 1 girl look a lot like u bee. Not the current u. She looks like the past u when we first got together. When u tie ur hair ponytail and wear ur blue specs. She reminds me of u.

So busy recently.. Keep forgetting to post here, happy belated bdae to u bee!!! May all ur wishes come true! Still miss u. Tmr I'm booking in camp for reservist le. Please take care of urself ok? Drink lots of water and slp early! Nite nite! Owe u ur bdae present first ok? Hehe. Ur ear piece out of stock!!

Perhaps u thought I had forgotten about the 19th already huh... But I did not.. It's always itched deeply in my mind.. Missing u.

It's that day of the month again.. Happy special day bee! Wish I still have u.. Miss u!

Sometimes I just miss u so much. Think of all the times we had together,all that we've been through. U were my pillar of strength, u gave me courage to overcome whatever i dread cos i know u are by my side, encouraging me to go on. And now it's gone. I wish u were a member of my family.. There's problems I want to discuss with u, but I can't because it's private.. How I wish u were here.. Today u called me sound disappointed that I wasn't able to eat the burger king groupon offer with u.. It seems so nostalgic.. The sad and Dulan tone in your voice.. It almost seemed like we are a couple once more.. Take care of urself ok? I don't know what I'm doing anymore sometimes.. I miss u.

After 1 year plus didnt blog le. By now our relationship has already deteriorated to just friends. Every 19th of the month i would wish u Happy special day instead. But now, i dont feel the need to do that anymore. Dunno if u will ever forget this special day, the 19th of every month, will u think about me like im thinking of u? WIll u remember that u share this special day with someone? Ever since u said u dont have the mood now to be in a relationship, i respect ur decision, which is why I'll wish u here ba. Happy special day bee. Sorry, i still miss u and cant forget u.