Sunday, January 30, 2011

Friday, January 28, 2011

damn. my mind so full of u now. every single moment. the whole time!

Is this what u want?
I wish time can reverse back to 3 years ago. and stop there.

i want that lovely dovey time we had for each other.

ever since you started work, you changed.
changed your views about me too.

i know you are tired le. i really do. sorry, im so sorry. I hope its not too late for us.

Kill me.
Wondering how are u now..
Wondering what are u doing now..
I cant sms u, u wanted to be free of this relationship for a while.
i know u are tired. i really do.
i just want u to be happy.
i want to spend more time with u, to make up for the loss of time we had.

Why cant 2 person just be together in love?
dun care abt anything else. wish time could just stop.

My heart just breaks.
Sometimes i wish i dun have to wake up.

Saturday, January 01, 2011

its been so so so so long since ive posted here.
we decided to go and a break since there were issues that we dun think could work out in the long run. i hope i can change my character for u bee. its near midnight and i miss u alot. wondering if u reach home already or not, dun like u to be out so late, its dangerous.

i dun want to sms or call u because u said u wanted complete freedom. dun haf to worry about me all the time and such... i really hope that by the time we get back together, u would be please in me, and that we can spend more time together, celebrate events together and that i would fite for my rights and not be the weak me u now see.

i miss u lots bee. just miss u.