Lately, i've been taking 2 meals per day.
Figured out that it's alright, maybe an even healthier diet to get slim and fit ever since after i read The Beach, where people in Thailand at a farm eats only 2 meals in morning 4am and evening 5pm.

Mood is back to depressed.
Now im reading this book called Mao's Last Dancer.
Its a very nice book, with a touch of chinese feel in it. Reminds me of the days where i spent time in the Singapore Collection in AMK library reading the hometown stories.

Yesterday was me and bebe's 3rd year anniversary..
actually wanted to bring her out and eat and get something for her but our relationship now is like... haiz

so sweet also not enough, i cant keep u by my side...
Tom says in a relationship, the 4th year is the streaming year for average couples, which will depends whether a relationship will turn sour and break or it will improve drastically.

whether u like it or not, 2 years i will still wait for you. some call it faithful, some call it stupidity, but to me, this is love for u.

on wednesday, tom asked me if i wanted to go to MINDS cafe or not with his church friends. i readily agreed.

on that day however, we had this abacus test and were quite mortified by the outcome. anyway i forgot that the meeting was at 6 and the test finished at 6.30 or 6.45.

had to make him wait so pai seh. sry tom. ahaha.
the meeting was quite fun actually, i thought it was just some random sit-down-and-talk-cock session, but i was wrong, we played board games at clarke quay in MINDS and i learned a couple of games. terry the joker was hilarious and his laughter almost everytime succeeded in bringing up one of mine. glad to know a few frens. some of whom were familiar faces which i have seen during my last outing with them at pulau ubin cycling.

yesterday i went to wild wild wet with a few of my classmates, those who we bonded with during Abacus Training Course. they had this U-shape thingy that is certified to bring up the thrill and blood excitement rush in your head! super duper fun!
u climb 3 storeys high up with a float, go sit down in a corner and zoooooooooom, the staff push u down and u goes down the U-shape thingy, u will feel like dropping off! my god, we went there twice. cheap thrills... i like man... and they had another session on next thursday where they say they will go to Ian's (a USA friend)house and play mahjong.

Bebe go Korea le.. so good weather in singapore hot, but korea is cold... i want cold cold weather!! bring me alonggggggggggg!
miss u dearly..

Every step that i take to home is more and more depressing.
The abacus class that i attended was a 3 day course and by the end of day one, i felt i hasnt really learn important things.

It's like being back in poly school days again where the lecturer rambles about some programming and you just stone there, trying your best to figure out what she says but making nothing out of it.

And on the 3rd day there is a test.

i score certain points that the teacher shoots out questions at, but those are just the minority ones. What im really afraid of, is the coup de grace, which im sure will involve lots and chunks of 'programming' stuff.

China people aint helping. they are a pissful bunch of people.
now i begin to see the light between the bangalas and the cheenas.

bangalas are now more welcomed in our land than these fags.
i think i am turning into a reverse-racist person.
imagine someone hating your own race. kinda weird to think about it.

bebe flying off to korea le. somehow i can sense there's still a barrier between us.
but i miss her so much. don't know how she feels about me though.
bon voyage and take care of yourself in korea! will miss u lots...