hehe.. just feel like blogging this now.. hee..
i'm studying at west coast MAC now! heee..
with dar, kit, kl, laykwan, jun!
i bumped into kelwin n debbie! hee..
funz. update again soon..
cya!
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
accomplished day..
today is much accomplished bah!
i'm feeling a sense of fulfillment.
i managed to complete my tutorial.
i managed to catch up with manson! haaa
really nice to catch up with him. So long le.. korkor.. jiayou wor. as you serve.. serve with His love!
den.. i spent the evening with 7 guys at holland.. and i survived. thankful mans. I prayed and God answered my prayer. haaa. yeah! in a thankful spirit!
came home.. i told mum all abt my day.. haa.. and she just smiled at her silly joyce. ahaa.
thanks for always being my support. mum. hee.
nites darlings!
i'm feeling a sense of fulfillment.
i managed to complete my tutorial.
i managed to catch up with manson! haaa
really nice to catch up with him. So long le.. korkor.. jiayou wor. as you serve.. serve with His love!
den.. i spent the evening with 7 guys at holland.. and i survived. thankful mans. I prayed and God answered my prayer. haaa. yeah! in a thankful spirit!
came home.. i told mum all abt my day.. haa.. and she just smiled at her silly joyce. ahaa.
thanks for always being my support. mum. hee.
nites darlings!
Sunday, October 29, 2006
I have a maker..
wells.. why this title leh?
just thot of that song bah. this is the song we taught the kids at charis... it really brings back alot of memories. like how cute when they sang it. how i walk thru the whole mission trip.. how i grow out of the circumstances..
really.. i have a maker.. reflecting of how my experiences and how i was brought up thru them all. really goodness and faithfulness will follow us thru all the days of our lives!
just had dinner at 9.. decided to like come here and give some thots to my week den start my work! this week have been quite up-up, down-down for me.. like quite roller coaster la. which also made my friends around me.. take the ride with me! haa. thanks all of you for being good friends of mine. but yup. i'm better le.. much much better le.
super thankful lah. God gave me friends that will spend hours cheering me up and spend time with me..
I spent hours reflecting and thinking about my life. its really not that in shape rite now. i've got like areas to improve. i'll try my best to do sth about it lah.
den its like.. this week.. i went UE twice. its cool lah. cos i attended the last UE for the year. I enjoyed the kids but yet i also wished tt i dun have to see them anymore. cos they shouldn't be failing again!
den i went for discovery weekend.. church sch trg.. youthphoria marathon ytd.. den today got pcg installation den went out with eve n luan.
tiring day huh. but still i'm glad that i've sort out my thots and everything la! ehe.. i pray that i wun have to go into this cyclical thingy again! pray that God will guard my heart.. my thots.. my emotions.. my mind.. my soul and my strength!
AMEN!
just thot of that song bah. this is the song we taught the kids at charis... it really brings back alot of memories. like how cute when they sang it. how i walk thru the whole mission trip.. how i grow out of the circumstances..
really.. i have a maker.. reflecting of how my experiences and how i was brought up thru them all. really goodness and faithfulness will follow us thru all the days of our lives!
just had dinner at 9.. decided to like come here and give some thots to my week den start my work! this week have been quite up-up, down-down for me.. like quite roller coaster la. which also made my friends around me.. take the ride with me! haa. thanks all of you for being good friends of mine. but yup. i'm better le.. much much better le.
super thankful lah. God gave me friends that will spend hours cheering me up and spend time with me..
I spent hours reflecting and thinking about my life. its really not that in shape rite now. i've got like areas to improve. i'll try my best to do sth about it lah.
den its like.. this week.. i went UE twice. its cool lah. cos i attended the last UE for the year. I enjoyed the kids but yet i also wished tt i dun have to see them anymore. cos they shouldn't be failing again!
den i went for discovery weekend.. church sch trg.. youthphoria marathon ytd.. den today got pcg installation den went out with eve n luan.
tiring day huh. but still i'm glad that i've sort out my thots and everything la! ehe.. i pray that i wun have to go into this cyclical thingy again! pray that God will guard my heart.. my thots.. my emotions.. my mind.. my soul and my strength!
AMEN!
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Jesus, be the Centre
Be my soul.. be my guide.. Jesus!
gosh.. i can't really express myself right now.. in quite a horrible state la. lack of God's peace in my heart lo. this morning wake up.. already have so much heavy stuff waiting for me..
entering the room.. i was brought back to basics. Back to discipleship. Back to remembering who am I? i'm God's child. So everything i'm supposed to be relying on him. We need to be treating every child of God with love and respect. Cos each of us are made unique and special by God.
suddenly this fear grew in me la. reverance n awe for God.
den i realised that my walk with God isn't all that Good. which makes me feel so unready for big things in life. God cannot entrust anything in my care at all..
i can't take care of people, i can't take care of myself, i cannot do anything at all. this is how serious la. not ready, no purpose, no courage and unable to take care of my spiritual health.
i'm not in any position to look down on others at all mans. cos i'm not anywhere near perfection. but yet i want my other half to be someone who pursues after God's own heart. Someone with real and close relationship with others.
But i'm not like fantastic myself. I can't ask others to be like me.
at tonight's message.. mr wee was just sharing that we need to have essential commitments. and reflects on steps to fulfilling the essentials.
i have like 5 impt commitments..
BEING: STEPS to Achieve:
God's Child - obey God
Family - Sister cum Daughter - take up home responsibilities
Friends - be a good influence
Disciple-Discipler - willing and purposeful in working things out
Student - integrity and honor God
Yups... I duno wad to say.. i'm supposed to do sth about it?!
gosh.. i can't really express myself right now.. in quite a horrible state la. lack of God's peace in my heart lo. this morning wake up.. already have so much heavy stuff waiting for me..
entering the room.. i was brought back to basics. Back to discipleship. Back to remembering who am I? i'm God's child. So everything i'm supposed to be relying on him. We need to be treating every child of God with love and respect. Cos each of us are made unique and special by God.
suddenly this fear grew in me la. reverance n awe for God.
den i realised that my walk with God isn't all that Good. which makes me feel so unready for big things in life. God cannot entrust anything in my care at all..
i can't take care of people, i can't take care of myself, i cannot do anything at all. this is how serious la. not ready, no purpose, no courage and unable to take care of my spiritual health.
i'm not in any position to look down on others at all mans. cos i'm not anywhere near perfection. but yet i want my other half to be someone who pursues after God's own heart. Someone with real and close relationship with others.
But i'm not like fantastic myself. I can't ask others to be like me.
at tonight's message.. mr wee was just sharing that we need to have essential commitments. and reflects on steps to fulfilling the essentials.
i have like 5 impt commitments..
BEING: STEPS to Achieve:
God's Child - obey God
Family - Sister cum Daughter - take up home responsibilities
Friends - be a good influence
Disciple-Discipler - willing and purposeful in working things out
Student - integrity and honor God
Yups... I duno wad to say.. i'm supposed to do sth about it?!
Friday, October 27, 2006
Other thots..
hello! mans.. i'm typing this all over again! hais. cos i lost my first one.. duno where it went. hope this wan can post.
today i had a great chat with tabi! yuppies. i'm so happy that tabi says she is proud of me. she made my night! haa..
den on the way home.. i had a chat with my sis! Gosh.. Tab.. you got yourself a natural evangelist lah! my sis really have a heart for the lost. Hearing from her personally makes me feel that she has indeed grown and i've lots to learn from her too. seriously.. hahaa.. i'm impressed by her heart for people. I have a great sis! Love you joanne!
den i also have something to that i couldn't make up my mind for. That is to go or not to go for meta camp and gen12ii.. oh wells...
For your info: Metamorphosis Camp (in short meta) is combined uni and poly camp. this is a camp really worth going cos you get to be impacted n motivated to run God's vision. Participate in sharing Christ. Catch a glimpse of worship in a corporate body out of your comfort zone. Single? - Chance to get to know other godly christians! ahaa.. yuppies. fun huh?
Gen 12ii is a mission project where this is communal living.. working together with people.. enjoying the process of growing n moulding in God. this is the chance to bulid houses, stay in villages, reach lost people, get to know overseas students.. oh mans.. is like so much fun too.
den.. i duno how to make up my mind.. the price is going at 130 dollars! meta is on 26-30dec.. kinda closely line up with youth camp.. shrucks. i duno how.
no money.. no energy? ehhee.. and i dun dare ask my friends.. you wan to come?? tho i hope got people come with me.. esp church friends. sigh..
this is really hard to decide!
today i had a great chat with tabi! yuppies. i'm so happy that tabi says she is proud of me. she made my night! haa..
den on the way home.. i had a chat with my sis! Gosh.. Tab.. you got yourself a natural evangelist lah! my sis really have a heart for the lost. Hearing from her personally makes me feel that she has indeed grown and i've lots to learn from her too. seriously.. hahaa.. i'm impressed by her heart for people. I have a great sis! Love you joanne!
den i also have something to that i couldn't make up my mind for. That is to go or not to go for meta camp and gen12ii.. oh wells...
For your info: Metamorphosis Camp (in short meta) is combined uni and poly camp. this is a camp really worth going cos you get to be impacted n motivated to run God's vision. Participate in sharing Christ. Catch a glimpse of worship in a corporate body out of your comfort zone. Single? - Chance to get to know other godly christians! ahaa.. yuppies. fun huh?
Gen 12ii is a mission project where this is communal living.. working together with people.. enjoying the process of growing n moulding in God. this is the chance to bulid houses, stay in villages, reach lost people, get to know overseas students.. oh mans.. is like so much fun too.
den.. i duno how to make up my mind.. the price is going at 130 dollars! meta is on 26-30dec.. kinda closely line up with youth camp.. shrucks. i duno how.
no money.. no energy? ehhee.. and i dun dare ask my friends.. you wan to come?? tho i hope got people come with me.. esp church friends. sigh..
this is really hard to decide!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
hehee
just felt like blogging..
just wanna say.. today was a wierd day! yuppies!
i woke up super late lah.. i had lesson at 8am leh.. and i nv like set alarm leh. oh mine. so careless of me. anyway.. den i woke up at 7.35am. late late late!
den i left home at 7.50. den at 7.56am.. the bus came and left! den i was like.. huh! but strangely.. i was like feeling so numb. no feel!
reached school.. den i was like quite so irritated by the guys on the back row. they were like.. F-ing all the time.. insulting some buddha thing.. saying they are god.. in my heart i was thinking... this is really making me uncomfortable! couldn't stand it lo.
Being attitude la.. hee usual me.. I said it loud enough for them to hear by telling my other friend, "its so irritating.. i also can scold such words lo.. its just a matter of choice.. can't they just control the use of the F-word. There's like so many better words to use. such poor vocabulary la!"
then all the guys behind made an exit and went to the toilet to smoke. oh mans!!
oh ok. den i came home.. rest den went for UE! i think i'm not a good teacher la. but wells.. i tried to be a good friend. but i think i'm still not a good friend. I tried to stop the gurls from forming allies against one gurl. seems like its not working. they are totally out of the world. disregarding everything i said. sads.
den.. ok. i went to crusade late. cos wasn't really in the mood la. called it disobedient la. i know i'm not perfect. so sorry mans. den.. i din do my part too. cos i din make announcements.. as in part of me.. knew tt someone else will take over. and part of me thot that.. i can always do it impromptu la. yups.
den after that.. i just felt like nuai-ing with the rest at kfc. i meant its a lazy day after all. yuppies.. =) now i'm home resting.. let me post this part first. cos too long.. they wun let me! ehee..
just wanna say.. today was a wierd day! yuppies!
i woke up super late lah.. i had lesson at 8am leh.. and i nv like set alarm leh. oh mine. so careless of me. anyway.. den i woke up at 7.35am. late late late!
den i left home at 7.50. den at 7.56am.. the bus came and left! den i was like.. huh! but strangely.. i was like feeling so numb. no feel!
reached school.. den i was like quite so irritated by the guys on the back row. they were like.. F-ing all the time.. insulting some buddha thing.. saying they are god.. in my heart i was thinking... this is really making me uncomfortable! couldn't stand it lo.
Being attitude la.. hee usual me.. I said it loud enough for them to hear by telling my other friend, "its so irritating.. i also can scold such words lo.. its just a matter of choice.. can't they just control the use of the F-word. There's like so many better words to use. such poor vocabulary la!"
then all the guys behind made an exit and went to the toilet to smoke. oh mans!!
oh ok. den i came home.. rest den went for UE! i think i'm not a good teacher la. but wells.. i tried to be a good friend. but i think i'm still not a good friend. I tried to stop the gurls from forming allies against one gurl. seems like its not working. they are totally out of the world. disregarding everything i said. sads.
den.. ok. i went to crusade late. cos wasn't really in the mood la. called it disobedient la. i know i'm not perfect. so sorry mans. den.. i din do my part too. cos i din make announcements.. as in part of me.. knew tt someone else will take over. and part of me thot that.. i can always do it impromptu la. yups.
den after that.. i just felt like nuai-ing with the rest at kfc. i meant its a lazy day after all. yuppies.. =) now i'm home resting.. let me post this part first. cos too long.. they wun let me! ehee..
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Let me do some invitation on my blog ok? hee.. cos i really hope my friends.. ya you! you are reading my blog rite.. so you shld come. seriously consider about it?
wells.. BLOCK OUT 18-21 Dec ok?
We are going to St Andrew's Village! don't worry. This camp strives to provide you with quality sleep and food. be surprised by the nice campsite ok? hee..
We are also going to have fun. I know.. some people will be thinking.. i've been to so many christian camps le. so wad's so good about this one?
You know what.. me too. in total.. i've been to more than 8 christian youth camps already. yup. there are MEGA ones.. and small ones. But yet.. each bears a different meaning for me. this dun include retreats.. planning retreats and and church camps!
if i were to add everything up.. i have like more than 20 christian camps and stuff that i've attended lo.
please dun complain that you are sick of camps! be willing to come and try this out.
Simple reason.. "Of Whom Shall I Be Afraid?" - this is the Camp Theme.
There is nothing to be afraid of ya! Take it as a good time of refreshment. GOT ANOTHER REASON that also makes it a must for you to come.. COS>>> I'm GOING! ahhaa..
Highlights of the Camp: ME ME ME! haha.. ok lah enough of joke! got other stuffs.. sure got GAMES, worship, motivating sermons, workshops on Yoga and Supersition, Team Buliding (get to know more people!), community living.. 3rd world banquet and Omega Night!
HMM..Want to know the price rite.. its going to be 100 dollars? 80 dollars? 60 dollars?
Nope!
hahaa.. church is really really nice ok. They are trying to push the already small amount of 60 to ONLY $35! its a REALLY great discount leh. Must come ok!!
Oh ok. If you are feeling paisae or shy to come. LET me tell you who are our target audience for this camp ok..
1. All the Youths in AMC
1. Friends of the Youths in AMC
1. BB and GB Officers and Helpers
1. FMSS BB and GB
I can only say it also my wish and prayer to see all of us come together as one body in Christ! if you fall in either of these categories.. you are invited! 100% welcomed!
See you at Encounter: CAMP DANIEL - Of whom shall I be Afraid?
wells.. BLOCK OUT 18-21 Dec ok?
We are going to St Andrew's Village! don't worry. This camp strives to provide you with quality sleep and food. be surprised by the nice campsite ok? hee..
We are also going to have fun. I know.. some people will be thinking.. i've been to so many christian camps le. so wad's so good about this one?
You know what.. me too. in total.. i've been to more than 8 christian youth camps already. yup. there are MEGA ones.. and small ones. But yet.. each bears a different meaning for me. this dun include retreats.. planning retreats and and church camps!
if i were to add everything up.. i have like more than 20 christian camps and stuff that i've attended lo.
please dun complain that you are sick of camps! be willing to come and try this out.
Simple reason.. "Of Whom Shall I Be Afraid?" - this is the Camp Theme.
There is nothing to be afraid of ya! Take it as a good time of refreshment. GOT ANOTHER REASON that also makes it a must for you to come.. COS>>> I'm GOING! ahhaa..
Highlights of the Camp: ME ME ME! haha.. ok lah enough of joke! got other stuffs.. sure got GAMES, worship, motivating sermons, workshops on Yoga and Supersition, Team Buliding (get to know more people!), community living.. 3rd world banquet and Omega Night!
HMM..Want to know the price rite.. its going to be 100 dollars? 80 dollars? 60 dollars?
Nope!
hahaa.. church is really really nice ok. They are trying to push the already small amount of 60 to ONLY $35! its a REALLY great discount leh. Must come ok!!
Oh ok. If you are feeling paisae or shy to come. LET me tell you who are our target audience for this camp ok..
1. All the Youths in AMC
1. Friends of the Youths in AMC
1. BB and GB Officers and Helpers
1. FMSS BB and GB
I can only say it also my wish and prayer to see all of us come together as one body in Christ! if you fall in either of these categories.. you are invited! 100% welcomed!
See you at Encounter: CAMP DANIEL - Of whom shall I be Afraid?
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
happy
feeling really sleepy le.
yet i wan to come here to post. cos feel like sharing my joy.
i've completed some unfinished business. yup
glad glad glad.
guess the impt thing is to be happy!
yuppies.
yet i wan to come here to post. cos feel like sharing my joy.
i've completed some unfinished business. yup
glad glad glad.
guess the impt thing is to be happy!
yuppies.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
sunday!
hmm.. today i had service.. i enjoyed my day in church la. sorta la. at least i felt at home. i felt like i'm home today. i could worship.. i could praise. if i'm abit more high.. i could dance! haa.. but cannot la. so malu. like so long nv go church lidat! and when the gang welcomed me! i was so happy la.
today i had a pcgl meeting. i had fun. wendy says i looked refreshed! i indeed am! yay! the trip to beijing.. perked me up abit. tho first week of sch was tiring and shocking la. over all.. i'm still good.
now that i'm back home.. i'm feeling abit wierd tho. like so uncertain of what's ahead. i just feel different when i'm alone. I prefer to be in the crowds just at this moment. I hope that there is company! maybe i just wanted peace in my heart.
haven't been facing myself upfront for awhile le.. while chatting with eve.. i realised some things to do. some things to look into.
i hope God's peace will just flow into my heart right now.. really just like now!! I only want to have peace. but i'm too impatient to have peace now... =(
today i had a pcgl meeting. i had fun. wendy says i looked refreshed! i indeed am! yay! the trip to beijing.. perked me up abit. tho first week of sch was tiring and shocking la. over all.. i'm still good.
now that i'm back home.. i'm feeling abit wierd tho. like so uncertain of what's ahead. i just feel different when i'm alone. I prefer to be in the crowds just at this moment. I hope that there is company! maybe i just wanted peace in my heart.
haven't been facing myself upfront for awhile le.. while chatting with eve.. i realised some things to do. some things to look into.
i hope God's peace will just flow into my heart right now.. really just like now!! I only want to have peace. but i'm too impatient to have peace now... =(
Saturday, October 21, 2006
saturday outing
today was really straining for me.
went out in the morning like really early..
i had like 5 hours to spare in between...
i took a bus to JP..
on my way there.. my mind was filled with thots.
feels so overwhelmed and tiring..
the bus ride felt super fast..
it always happens when i'm thinking alot..
went to shop around..
guess i din achieve anything...
chatted with my friends on the fone..
felt more relieved..
went for tab's church service..
did got some pointers out of it..
guess it really needs some discernment hearing the pastor's message..
but the key points are..
1. be willing to sacrifice for Christ
2. having faith in Christ will allow you to see greater things even in prosperity..
3. dun be a holy cuddle
4. want to reach the lost, be there with them
5. use the most relative methods; be adaptive to situations
yup. the message was about an hour long la.. power!
i saw tim lim, thad, rhonda, emmanuel, powwee, andrew etc.. there. wells.. i kinda made the comment tt goes.."tt's where our lost sheeps went.."
no other meaning la. i'm at least glad tt they are still worshipping God. Seriously, someone wise in his age told me.. when you grow older.. the most impt fact is to see your friends still worshipping the Lord. I agreed.
thanks tabi for bringing us to church. I enjoyed myself. hee.. just that i'm really tired. over the years.. i've grown to accept different denominations. i've nothing against charismatic.
I prayed a prayer for them at the church just now. my prayer for them was that.. they will be doctrine-sound and growing strong! if we hope to see the lost saved.. differences are to be cast aside! Look at the big picture friends.
another wise senior told me.. "no 1 church can save all the people.. we need to work together. believe in unity of the spirit ya!"
so that we can boldly declare that "God, we really love one another!"
went out in the morning like really early..
i had like 5 hours to spare in between...
i took a bus to JP..
on my way there.. my mind was filled with thots.
feels so overwhelmed and tiring..
the bus ride felt super fast..
it always happens when i'm thinking alot..
went to shop around..
guess i din achieve anything...
chatted with my friends on the fone..
felt more relieved..
went for tab's church service..
did got some pointers out of it..
guess it really needs some discernment hearing the pastor's message..
but the key points are..
1. be willing to sacrifice for Christ
2. having faith in Christ will allow you to see greater things even in prosperity..
3. dun be a holy cuddle
4. want to reach the lost, be there with them
5. use the most relative methods; be adaptive to situations
yup. the message was about an hour long la.. power!
i saw tim lim, thad, rhonda, emmanuel, powwee, andrew etc.. there. wells.. i kinda made the comment tt goes.."tt's where our lost sheeps went.."
no other meaning la. i'm at least glad tt they are still worshipping God. Seriously, someone wise in his age told me.. when you grow older.. the most impt fact is to see your friends still worshipping the Lord. I agreed.
thanks tabi for bringing us to church. I enjoyed myself. hee.. just that i'm really tired. over the years.. i've grown to accept different denominations. i've nothing against charismatic.
I prayed a prayer for them at the church just now. my prayer for them was that.. they will be doctrine-sound and growing strong! if we hope to see the lost saved.. differences are to be cast aside! Look at the big picture friends.
another wise senior told me.. "no 1 church can save all the people.. we need to work together. believe in unity of the spirit ya!"
so that we can boldly declare that "God, we really love one another!"
wah.. time to post sth already mans. i've been like thinking of posting for the past few days since i'm back la! back to my busy schedule again liao.. i busy until no time to blog.. hais. so tiring..
came back.. monday start school le.. den like met mr chiam. he super funny la. he greeted me with a beri happy hello which brightened my day! hee.. i'm glad i went to school tho i had a 3-hour break in between. I fell asleep in the library la. den at least i managed the scrape thru the rest of my day! quite glad la.
den tuesday was slightly better. 2 hours in school den came back to rest le. you know hor.. i'm quite glad tt i managed to catch up with my family lo. den i hear my mum's story of her life n conversion. haa.. so nice. God is faithful to my household. I believe my dad will be saved one day.
wednesday.. i brought huien to cut hair. hee.. i was joking tt the auntie shld give me commission for bringing my friends to cut hair at her place. after tabi n huien.. haha whose's keen? hahaa.. there after i went to school. den i decided to go for prayer meeting. after missing church on sat n sun.. i missed church terribly la. i would just grab any chance to go lo. hee..
was ministered by the lyrics of spirit touch your church once again. hee.. its like a all-time favourite for me.. of course i got quite a few that i really like!
Lord we need your grace and mercy
we need to pray like nv before
we need the power of your holy spirit
to open heaven's door
spirit touch your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with your passion once again
i want to care for others
like Jesus cares for me
let your rain fall upon
nice song.. nice lyrics rite? hee..
thursday.. i had IS.. was super sleepy la. 7am all the way still night time.. din have time to rest at all.. after IS.. i went fairfield to do the video screening..
seriously.. i din really have much confidence at all. i felt so unsure of everything. was really sians. even after prayers.. I can't describe the feeling at tt time at all.. like no support. no encouragements. if it was spiritual warfare.. i think i was at the verge of admitting defeat when the battle was like obviously winning on God's side.
God showed me - my lack of faith. cos he brought a whole room of gurls to watch the show with me. oh wells.. to me tt was a great encouragement la. Feel much much better after that. Then i went for LM. everything was ok la. I already decided to take the back seat already. haa.. feeling lao. and also leaving liao. just went there to enjoy the fellowship de. I enjoy everyone's company.
the evening was made pleasant with tabi, johnny, lijia n johnston. our table stayed the latest with new addition of joanna, joanne n kevin! ehe.. it was fun chatting. laughed so much lo.
Friday was very much spent in fairfield.. i was really trying to sleep in. but i couldn't. woke up and spend alot of time thinking about rubbish. den went to help out. den i managed to collate everything before dinner. i was so proud of myself. hee.. =) After dinner.. i straight away slept la! cannot tahan leh. woke up.. i was so grumpy lo... den i went to bathe. hahaa.. den i'm online until now! 2am. hee..
oh okk. i going off le. dun complain is long k! its one week worth of post!
last note: actually i've been wanting to say that guys shouldn't wear shoes n berms. it just dun match.. hahaa. and if you like to wear the outer piece.. ahha. oh is ok la. but dun tug in! please dun. i'll try to like pull it out for you seriously! ahaa.. and if your hair is too long.. please cut it! gosh. no more wierd hairdos..
just my opinion la. ahahaa.. just wan to say it out! paisae. ahaha..
came back.. monday start school le.. den like met mr chiam. he super funny la. he greeted me with a beri happy hello which brightened my day! hee.. i'm glad i went to school tho i had a 3-hour break in between. I fell asleep in the library la. den at least i managed the scrape thru the rest of my day! quite glad la.
den tuesday was slightly better. 2 hours in school den came back to rest le. you know hor.. i'm quite glad tt i managed to catch up with my family lo. den i hear my mum's story of her life n conversion. haa.. so nice. God is faithful to my household. I believe my dad will be saved one day.
wednesday.. i brought huien to cut hair. hee.. i was joking tt the auntie shld give me commission for bringing my friends to cut hair at her place. after tabi n huien.. haha whose's keen? hahaa.. there after i went to school. den i decided to go for prayer meeting. after missing church on sat n sun.. i missed church terribly la. i would just grab any chance to go lo. hee..
was ministered by the lyrics of spirit touch your church once again. hee.. its like a all-time favourite for me.. of course i got quite a few that i really like!
Lord we need your grace and mercy
we need to pray like nv before
we need the power of your holy spirit
to open heaven's door
spirit touch your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with your passion once again
i want to care for others
like Jesus cares for me
let your rain fall upon
nice song.. nice lyrics rite? hee..
thursday.. i had IS.. was super sleepy la. 7am all the way still night time.. din have time to rest at all.. after IS.. i went fairfield to do the video screening..
seriously.. i din really have much confidence at all. i felt so unsure of everything. was really sians. even after prayers.. I can't describe the feeling at tt time at all.. like no support. no encouragements. if it was spiritual warfare.. i think i was at the verge of admitting defeat when the battle was like obviously winning on God's side.
God showed me - my lack of faith. cos he brought a whole room of gurls to watch the show with me. oh wells.. to me tt was a great encouragement la. Feel much much better after that. Then i went for LM. everything was ok la. I already decided to take the back seat already. haa.. feeling lao. and also leaving liao. just went there to enjoy the fellowship de. I enjoy everyone's company.
the evening was made pleasant with tabi, johnny, lijia n johnston. our table stayed the latest with new addition of joanna, joanne n kevin! ehe.. it was fun chatting. laughed so much lo.
Friday was very much spent in fairfield.. i was really trying to sleep in. but i couldn't. woke up and spend alot of time thinking about rubbish. den went to help out. den i managed to collate everything before dinner. i was so proud of myself. hee.. =) After dinner.. i straight away slept la! cannot tahan leh. woke up.. i was so grumpy lo... den i went to bathe. hahaa.. den i'm online until now! 2am. hee..
oh okk. i going off le. dun complain is long k! its one week worth of post!
last note: actually i've been wanting to say that guys shouldn't wear shoes n berms. it just dun match.. hahaa. and if you like to wear the outer piece.. ahha. oh is ok la. but dun tug in! please dun. i'll try to like pull it out for you seriously! ahaa.. and if your hair is too long.. please cut it! gosh. no more wierd hairdos..
just my opinion la. ahahaa.. just wan to say it out! paisae. ahaha..
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hello!
i'm back in Singapore.. yup. so long nv update my blog already hor. hee.. this post really took me alot of time! and wells.. when you see it.. say a prayer for me k? i'm sick. cough and cough.. now i sound horrible la. sob sob!
wells.. besides feeling unwell and stuff. let me show you some of my trip pictures la. must treasure it cos i'm doing this while i'm sick lo..
okays. tho this is not the first stop. but this is yuan ming yuan! is the ruins of the burnt down palace. yuppies. its really big!
Then we went to some pretty park out there.. dun remember the name le. but we saw this uncle practising "shu fa" on the floor. its pretty!
i'm back in Singapore.. yup. so long nv update my blog already hor. hee.. this post really took me alot of time! and wells.. when you see it.. say a prayer for me k? i'm sick. cough and cough.. now i sound horrible la. sob sob!
wells.. besides feeling unwell and stuff. let me show you some of my trip pictures la. must treasure it cos i'm doing this while i'm sick lo..
okays. tho this is not the first stop. but this is yuan ming yuan! is the ruins of the burnt down palace. yuppies. its really big!
Then we went to some pretty park out there.. dun remember the name le. but we saw this uncle practising "shu fa" on the floor. its pretty!
look the grass look so fake. haha but its the natural colour lo.. hee.. real stuff!
this is the Great Wall of China! haha.. bu dao chang cheng fei hao han! haaa.. yay! i remember le. I went!
okok.. we sat on this! up and down the mountain.. 18mins to reach the top of the mountain!
this is a fake "suzhou".. can you believe it.. the emperor was so rich tt he built this to let the eunuchs n palace maids to play ma-sa ma-sa!
this is the Great Wall of China! haha.. bu dao chang cheng fei hao han! haaa.. yay! i remember le. I went!
okok.. we sat on this! up and down the mountain.. 18mins to reach the top of the mountain!
this is a fake "suzhou".. can you believe it.. the emperor was so rich tt he built this to let the eunuchs n palace maids to play ma-sa ma-sa!
part
This is the 9 dragon wall.. only got 3 in the whole of china!
If you ask me china got pretty gurl or not? haaa.. duno who ask me to find pretty gurls for him in china arh. hahaa look at this?! she is most pretty one liao. look at her cookie!
We came to this very interesting eating place! look like those in the TV show.
this is where "He Shen" stays. wells.. he is this corrupted official that is super rich during qian long's time.
If you ask me china got pretty gurl or not? haaa.. duno who ask me to find pretty gurls for him in china arh. hahaa look at this?! she is most pretty one liao. look at her cookie!
We came to this very interesting eating place! look like those in the TV show.
this is where "He Shen" stays. wells.. he is this corrupted official that is super rich during qian long's time.
At tian tan! see the all the females in the trip! hee.. ladies one row!
This is "qi nian dian".. is where the emperor will pray for good harvest every year.. in the ancient times!
We went lao she tea house! its nice. all the nice performance were there!
this is how "MRT" in beijing looks like.. inside got no aircon!
this is our room number! nice rite...
This is "qi nian dian".. is where the emperor will pray for good harvest every year.. in the ancient times!
We went lao she tea house! its nice. all the nice performance were there!
this is how "MRT" in beijing looks like.. inside got no aircon!
this is our room number! nice rite...
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
pre trip thots..
hello! i'm going off to beijing le. not exactly excited. i'm having a sore throat. please pray for me. i think when i'm there i'll be the cheerful n noisy joyce again la. have to make things more fun mah. and also speak more chinese! hee..
okok. i'll miss all of you la. ya lah. i know some people keep asking me for present like ak.. ahhaa.. aiya. seriously if can get sth. i'll sure get la. cannot then dun blame me la. in exchange.. i bring back more photos ok? hehe..
take care of yourselves. when i come.. all the year 3s shld catch up again! so we can exchange stories! ehee..
den kevin! i'm leaving the pcg n family project in your hands.. i have faith in you! jiayou! you can do it!
den erm.. yuliang! eh.. i already told mum about the family proj. and i asked her to ask dad. but she kinda told me tt the children ask is better. sorry wor. since we are away... can you ask daddy for me. haha.. you can just say.. jiejie ask you to ask de.. i'll pray ok? hee.. thanks dear
oh den yuppies. i'm going off le. hee..
bye!
okok. i'll miss all of you la. ya lah. i know some people keep asking me for present like ak.. ahhaa.. aiya. seriously if can get sth. i'll sure get la. cannot then dun blame me la. in exchange.. i bring back more photos ok? hehe..
take care of yourselves. when i come.. all the year 3s shld catch up again! so we can exchange stories! ehee..
den kevin! i'm leaving the pcg n family project in your hands.. i have faith in you! jiayou! you can do it!
den erm.. yuliang! eh.. i already told mum about the family proj. and i asked her to ask dad. but she kinda told me tt the children ask is better. sorry wor. since we are away... can you ask daddy for me. haha.. you can just say.. jiejie ask you to ask de.. i'll pray ok? hee.. thanks dear
oh den yuppies. i'm going off le. hee..
bye!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
feeling unwell
wah.. i haven't feel low for quite awhile le..
duno is it like i'm not feeling well.. den not happy also.
or is it like affected by my friends emo conditions.
I wished that.. i can always be joyful. but its not lidat de!
everyone got their own imperfection..
will you love the imperfect me?
hahaa.. mummy n daddy.. you know wad.. i always spend so much time with people.. but i wan to let you know.. i love you the most. I also wan to spend time with you.
when i'm not feeling well.. only you guys took care of me.
when i'm not performing my best.. you guys nv look down on me
you know wad.. this is wad i call family.
I love you.
duno is it like i'm not feeling well.. den not happy also.
or is it like affected by my friends emo conditions.
I wished that.. i can always be joyful. but its not lidat de!
everyone got their own imperfection..
will you love the imperfect me?
hahaa.. mummy n daddy.. you know wad.. i always spend so much time with people.. but i wan to let you know.. i love you the most. I also wan to spend time with you.
when i'm not feeling well.. only you guys took care of me.
when i'm not performing my best.. you guys nv look down on me
you know wad.. this is wad i call family.
I love you.
my china trip pre..
my china trip...
let me tell you sth.. if you are expecting a gift frm me frm beijing arh.. hahaaa
LOOK AT THIS! hahaa.. i was like so stunned and sad la! booo!!
no shopping.. means no present! dun say you sad. i also sad arh!
oh ok. let's pray tt hor.. in the end will have time to shop. ahhaaa
anyway its like.. i'm going to super many cool places la.
i know wendy say must eat the dumplings.. grace say must eat the duck.. okk.. wad else.. yuming say eat xiao long bao. okok. let me tell you my aunt already planned all this in .. dun worry
my aunt specially requested at the travel agency say.. dun wan shopping. all sight seeing! wah can you imagine.. she is so bent on seeing all the history stuff! ahhaa.. i'm going to have such good history lesson there.
tell you wad.. when i'm back.. you all will be flooded with history lessons! ahhaahaa.. =p!
oh ok. den hor.. i wan to say that this trip will be a good trip to bring closure to some stuff on my mind. hee... i'll tell you all when i'm back i supposed. hee..
time to sleep le. Good nite!
let me tell you sth.. if you are expecting a gift frm me frm beijing arh.. hahaaa
LOOK AT THIS! hahaa.. i was like so stunned and sad la! booo!!
no shopping.. means no present! dun say you sad. i also sad arh!
oh ok. let's pray tt hor.. in the end will have time to shop. ahhaaa
anyway its like.. i'm going to super many cool places la.
i know wendy say must eat the dumplings.. grace say must eat the duck.. okk.. wad else.. yuming say eat xiao long bao. okok. let me tell you my aunt already planned all this in .. dun worry
my aunt specially requested at the travel agency say.. dun wan shopping. all sight seeing! wah can you imagine.. she is so bent on seeing all the history stuff! ahhaa.. i'm going to have such good history lesson there.
tell you wad.. when i'm back.. you all will be flooded with history lessons! ahhaahaa.. =p!
oh ok. den hor.. i wan to say that this trip will be a good trip to bring closure to some stuff on my mind. hee... i'll tell you all when i'm back i supposed. hee..
time to sleep le. Good nite!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
My Praise
haha.. just listened to this song and i'm so inspired by it.
MY PRAISE
Lord, I wish I could praise You with adequate words
But You leave me speechless
And I so long to sing You the song You deserve
But it would be endless
I long to move Your heart
To bring You something new
To tell how great You are
Till my praise to You
Is like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
To You
Everything I could give, You already possess
Lord, I'm so unworthy, yeah
I'm just one of the millions to stand and confess
And yet still You hear me
Your heart is open wide
You long for what I bring
I pray somehow You'll find this simple offering
REPEAT CHORUS
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the breeze, the sun, the spring
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the eagle spreads its wings
Like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
Like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Just like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
To You
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the breeze, the sun, the spring
Lord I want my praise to be
Like the eagle spreads its win
MY PRAISE
Lord, I wish I could praise You with adequate words
But You leave me speechless
And I so long to sing You the song You deserve
But it would be endless
I long to move Your heart
To bring You something new
To tell how great You are
Till my praise to You
Is like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
To You
Everything I could give, You already possess
Lord, I'm so unworthy, yeah
I'm just one of the millions to stand and confess
And yet still You hear me
Your heart is open wide
You long for what I bring
I pray somehow You'll find this simple offering
REPEAT CHORUS
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the breeze, the sun, the spring
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the eagle spreads its wings
Like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
Like an ocean breeze blowing on your face
Just like a summer sun with its warm embrace
Like a gentle rain plays a symphony
That's what I want my praise to be
Like a fragrant rose in the early spring
Like an eagle soars when it spreads its wings
Whatever, Lord, You may need from me
That's what I want my praise to be
To You
Oh I want my praise to be
Like the breeze, the sun, the spring
Lord I want my praise to be
Like the eagle spreads its win
Thursday, October 05, 2006
PassiTon Camp
Oh God i really hope i can like blog this down! Its kinda impt to me!
Let me share with you...
As I entered the camp this week.. I was preparing my heart to go and bless n fellowship with others.
God really prepared my heart ready for this. I prayed and prayed. I could feel that the holy spirit is with me all the while as i pray. I trusted in him.. and relied on faith to pray for salvation! Really amazing.. we had 19 prcs. This is the grace of God la. not by our works. so we cannot boast!
let me share my experience..
I was walking down the streets along bedok central.. it was a rather warm weather.. I was rejected by quite a few ladies to do the survey with them. I was supposed to be partnering with the sarah n michelle. But I knew.. God wanted me to meet someone. Cos he has been prompting n preparing that it is not the quantity but the quality. I remembered sharing with my group that.. even if I only got one person to share with.. i hope it is quality time.
I was looking about when i say this gurl walking towards me.. she was alone. wearing her school uniform.. but i couldn't tell wad sch la. look about like IJ. haa..
Then I waited for her to come nearer.. den i approached her to do a simple survey for me. God is so good lah. We were standing near a jewellery shop. so got aircon flowing out in the shade. hee.. I requested that we stand in the shade to do survey!
then being comfortable and all.. I asked if she is a christian? usually we dun open with tt line.. but seems like... I just did. she said.. yesh i'm a christian but i dun go to church..
Then i was like thinking.. "Satisfied booklet.." hmm.. den i ask her for some time to share the booklet. She readily agreed. As I share with her.. I observed that she is beri sweet.. haha.. small n cute la. haha. den she decided to like pray this prayer with me! i was so happy! den.. after the prayer.. I walked with her to the food centre!
Casually I asked.. wad was your previous church that you attended? then she say. "aldersgate methodist church" woo! I was like stunned! and i responded.. "tt's my church!" hahaa.. I really think its divine la! I came all the way to bedok to capture lost sheeps leh!! ahaa.. remember wendy's challenge to find lost sheeps? oh mans! Its so cool. I asked her to come to church soon.. hee..
so.. if you see her.. she is called yi tong! hee.. I'm looking forward to meet her! mans. pray for her ok? hee.. lovely!
den hor.. i spent some time to pray with this special gurl from a special school. I knew she is special.. she had curly long hair.. and she was quite dazed looking.. so I went over to her.. and I found out that she is frm special school. and she is also a christian!. I decided to put aside all the booklet I have. and I took a step of faith to pray for her! I really enjoy this type of job!
If i can.. ahha God i really wan to impact lives like this.. just praying for people.. just making new friends.. just sharing christ.. just helping people.. with just a heart of sincerity n LOVE! woo.
i felt so satisfied. I knew that God has in store so much for me..
during the camp.. I kept praying.. I had a lot of fun praying.. I know that.. I still enjoy praying to God like I used to. ahaa.. It drawn on me that.. I really love praying. ahaa.. esp a 24-7 prayer lifestyle! cool. I missed it and all. yuppies.
the rest of the highlights of the camp are like.. the dirty games la. with butter.. gel.. flour and everything all over me! shrucks. ahhaa.. you can eat me up if you put me in an oven la! become cake liao lo. hahaa..
den.. I also got to know people better. Thank God that I know fred, johnston, clare, joshua, ak, lijia, cong kai, sebestian, yong yang and alot of them.. much better la! I appreciate our dearest food i/c lots! UNCLE Fred.. you are good! (tho he wun get to see this..) ahaa.. I think Camp Food is an instant cure to my appetite prob! ahaa..
yuppies. tt's all for now!
Let me share with you...
As I entered the camp this week.. I was preparing my heart to go and bless n fellowship with others.
God really prepared my heart ready for this. I prayed and prayed. I could feel that the holy spirit is with me all the while as i pray. I trusted in him.. and relied on faith to pray for salvation! Really amazing.. we had 19 prcs. This is the grace of God la. not by our works. so we cannot boast!
let me share my experience..
I was walking down the streets along bedok central.. it was a rather warm weather.. I was rejected by quite a few ladies to do the survey with them. I was supposed to be partnering with the sarah n michelle. But I knew.. God wanted me to meet someone. Cos he has been prompting n preparing that it is not the quantity but the quality. I remembered sharing with my group that.. even if I only got one person to share with.. i hope it is quality time.
I was looking about when i say this gurl walking towards me.. she was alone. wearing her school uniform.. but i couldn't tell wad sch la. look about like IJ. haa..
Then I waited for her to come nearer.. den i approached her to do a simple survey for me. God is so good lah. We were standing near a jewellery shop. so got aircon flowing out in the shade. hee.. I requested that we stand in the shade to do survey!
then being comfortable and all.. I asked if she is a christian? usually we dun open with tt line.. but seems like... I just did. she said.. yesh i'm a christian but i dun go to church..
Then i was like thinking.. "Satisfied booklet.." hmm.. den i ask her for some time to share the booklet. She readily agreed. As I share with her.. I observed that she is beri sweet.. haha.. small n cute la. haha. den she decided to like pray this prayer with me! i was so happy! den.. after the prayer.. I walked with her to the food centre!
Casually I asked.. wad was your previous church that you attended? then she say. "aldersgate methodist church" woo! I was like stunned! and i responded.. "tt's my church!" hahaa.. I really think its divine la! I came all the way to bedok to capture lost sheeps leh!! ahaa.. remember wendy's challenge to find lost sheeps? oh mans! Its so cool. I asked her to come to church soon.. hee..
so.. if you see her.. she is called yi tong! hee.. I'm looking forward to meet her! mans. pray for her ok? hee.. lovely!
den hor.. i spent some time to pray with this special gurl from a special school. I knew she is special.. she had curly long hair.. and she was quite dazed looking.. so I went over to her.. and I found out that she is frm special school. and she is also a christian!. I decided to put aside all the booklet I have. and I took a step of faith to pray for her! I really enjoy this type of job!
If i can.. ahha God i really wan to impact lives like this.. just praying for people.. just making new friends.. just sharing christ.. just helping people.. with just a heart of sincerity n LOVE! woo.
i felt so satisfied. I knew that God has in store so much for me..
during the camp.. I kept praying.. I had a lot of fun praying.. I know that.. I still enjoy praying to God like I used to. ahaa.. It drawn on me that.. I really love praying. ahaa.. esp a 24-7 prayer lifestyle! cool. I missed it and all. yuppies.
the rest of the highlights of the camp are like.. the dirty games la. with butter.. gel.. flour and everything all over me! shrucks. ahhaa.. you can eat me up if you put me in an oven la! become cake liao lo. hahaa..
den.. I also got to know people better. Thank God that I know fred, johnston, clare, joshua, ak, lijia, cong kai, sebestian, yong yang and alot of them.. much better la! I appreciate our dearest food i/c lots! UNCLE Fred.. you are good! (tho he wun get to see this..) ahaa.. I think Camp Food is an instant cure to my appetite prob! ahaa..
yuppies. tt's all for now!
Monday, October 02, 2006
Caught you!
haha.. caught you!
are you missing me right now? dun have joyce de ri zi beri bored is it? come my blog and re-read my entries again? hahaa..
i miss you guys too. sigh. take care of yourself wor. i'm at camp with joanne, lijia, kevin, tabitha, ak.. clare.. and so on .. oh wells.. i'll enjoy myself de.
take care ya! love ya.
i'm going off to camp le. think i'm really crazy. i'm late in meeting tabi le. but here i am blogging.. hahaa..oh ok lah.
ciaoz!
are you missing me right now? dun have joyce de ri zi beri bored is it? come my blog and re-read my entries again? hahaa..
i miss you guys too. sigh. take care of yourself wor. i'm at camp with joanne, lijia, kevin, tabitha, ak.. clare.. and so on .. oh wells.. i'll enjoy myself de.
take care ya! love ya.
i'm going off to camp le. think i'm really crazy. i'm late in meeting tabi le. but here i am blogging.. hahaa..oh ok lah.
ciaoz!
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