Hey people!

i'm closing down this blog officially.
Please change the link on your blog! and.... go to..
http://freshtwenty.blogspot.com/

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Yuppies.
Love, Joyce

needed an outlet..

just needed an outlet. if you are looking for update... next post please.

IF I DON'T ASK YOU, YOU THINK THAT I'M NOT DOING MY JOB.
IF I ASK YOU, YOU THINK THAT I'M DISTURBING YOU.

YOU SEE ONE SIDE OF THE STORY & BLAMES ME FOR IT.
IF YOU REALLY THINK I'M REDUNDANT, I'LL LEAVE SO THAT YOU CAN HAVE THE BIG SHARE OF IT (WORK)

THANKS SO MUCH, SCITILOP

IF YOU THINK THAT I CAN'T DO WITHOUT YOU,I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I CAN DO.
IF YOU CAN DO BACKSTABBING, DON'T PRETEND THAT YOU CARE.

THE ONLY THING IN THE WORLD I CAN'T DO WITHOUT IS ---- GOD

FOR HE TOLD ME TO PERSEVERE, I SHALL

its Saturday!

oh darling darling! its Saturday!
why such a weird feeling!

I'm sick! Announced that I'm officially sick!
Sore throat, Flu and Feverish.. Bad feeling..
Yet I'm going to Founders' Day Dinner!

Over the week.. I kept feeling unwell.. Felt really responsible for the kids. Can't bear to take MC despite diarrhoea and vomit. Felt really faint.. Couldn't stand the idea of being unappreciated.. feel really 爆燥！ 但是没有人理解我！所以才会骂人，还骂到自己生病。 真是活该！:(

我真的不能当老师。。 不但搞不好学生还得懂怎么控制自己脾气! 这些日子以来，我满脑里想的都是人家的认同。如果改不了，才真的是不得了呢！

with so much worries in mind... I'm malfunctioning daily!

first time.. i know I'm not there to fill the gap. I'm there the learn something about myself.. to learn to be blessed by others. Yet how irritated i may feel.. standing between the adults and students. like how adults made out the children to be. thinking of ways to outsmart the kids. i can't even bear to be like these. but everyday the teachers are asking me to conform into a fierce machine.

these children are really important in God's eyes. I wished to be their bridge to God but.. UE is not like wad it was already. with the new adults here.. and their own prejudices against the kids.. I can totally feel how the kids feel. because I'm behaving like one of the worse person around to betray them. tho they are really naughty. i know they just wans to be loved and approved of.. isn't that the bottom line? aren't adults like these too... they just can't see themselves in such a picture.

the barriers between adults and kids are responsibilities of an adult. I'm so sorry. i dun wish to be one.

119 Founder's Day

hey all! i'm in school right now! hee..
imagine all the bustling around the school right now. some parents are coming...
some VIPs are coming and even VVIPs are coming... hee.. i supposed its the first time seeing how founders' day is run from the internal point of view..

all of us are called to be present at 7.10am! but.. the service starts at 9am! Some teachers are glad that they've got a light duty.. while others are preparing to receive the very very important persons. Everyone dressed really pretty to come for the hearty event. ITS FAIRFIELD 119TH BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIRFIELD!!

haha.. and while everyone is busy awaya... here i am blogging! oops. am i slacking? haa... well today is the only day i can do so... no need to yell or scream at the students.. no need to feel so fatigue! FINALLY just get to be in the presence of the big community! yuppies. (the only students here are the P6)

I remember when i was really young.. (haha cos i'm still young) I had to write school birthday poems to express how much i love the school and stuff. I used to really hate it.. cos i duno what to write at such a young age!

Now.. today.. I think I beg to differ.. Nobody is asking me to.. BUT..

I love Fairfield!
I'm seriously in love with the school..
This is the place which i grew up..
with all the teachers that taught me
mould me
even punish me..

I grew to become who i am today because of...
Fairfield!
Cause' GOD really loves this place.
With loving teachers to give their all for their students...
With prayer warriors that braved the storms with the school..
With godly prilgrims that paved the road ahead of us...

I really admire GOD from the bottom of my heart~
HE ROCKS!!
It is only HE who is able to give..
Able to give in such glory!!

my week!

wells.. its been okay lah!
really excited for the weekend!
you know.. i've been hearing so many things recently.. that really got a little into me. guess nobody really cares about the club.

still thot that.. ZZ will be upset. Her response upsetted me!
and some people... even if they weren't like under me.. at least same ranking rite! wad the... fancy making so much decisions behind me...

working is just boring. wonder how would it be like in youth? will it have similar issues too? ha. just like worried.. scared and apprehensive... sometimes its really great to be having an ally.. not really needful to be an extremely gd friend or watsoever... just someone who sees eye to eye with you... and willingly supports you!


wells.. i'm getting a little tired these days. but i think i can't be a teacher. haa.. let me tell ya sth tt happened!

I was out with my friends.. den happened so i saw a little girl being too wilful. she was jumping on the shopping trolley from the supermart. her daddy was drawing money at the atm machine and told her to awhile for him.

She refused and kept jumping on the trolley. den.. the trolley kept moving forward. It was about to hit the lady that's back facing the trolley as she pressed for her atm.

looking at such a situation... i supposed last time i would have ignored such a situation cos dun wan to be involved ma. like all singaporeans.. This time round.. I couldn't stand it lo.

Also automatically.. I said, " Stop it! You are going to knock into the lady infront of you. Sit and Wait for your dad." (In my firm voice.)

She was stunned and kept still. While i went for my turn to press the atm.. the father pushed his naughty daughter away...

hahhaa... Occupational hazard!! CAn you imagine if i'm a real teacher! haaa.. i think i'll become some strict discipline mistress lo. haaa.. or i might use my scolding skills outside of school! hahaa...

kk tt's all for now! cya at youthphoria!