Friday, January 27, 2006
had chinese new year celebration today.was rather boring though.but standing from outside the hall was better,was feeling rather claustrophobic in there.
ian is darn cute please.think when he grows up,he will be super super cute.love his eyes especially and his hair!=)))
went to meet mum after sch at bugis to have my haircut. felt better after cutting.i am satisfied! =) next went bugis village to look around,could actually buy the things i wanted but my mum had no cash then and the place cldn't accept nets.rahh. saw this shirt rather interesting.
it was super crowded in there,many students were there from different schs.saw familiar faces though.went out of that place next,pierce my ear again! mum seemed so scared for me,rather funny.heh.
- Lord i pray that you would be with kensiew and especially her brother.Lay your healing hands upon him and also give him strength to pull through this suffering.You are the only strength that they can receive from you.Hear this prayer Lord,i pray all in your Son's name.Amen.
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Saturday, January 21, 2006
i have got off the addiction towards the computer! somehow. used to be so excited over using it.now i am real reluctant to on it! whoots! haha. i have seeked my mum's advice to jus use it on weekends. obedient yes? HAHA.
second trng of the year.and its full day. having poor poor time management,i was late. was feeling damn tired la,even 45 mins before they set off sea,i was still on my bed!! that was how lethargic i was. dad even worried for me and almost got multiple car accidents while fetching me there.i feel darn guilty about it.
want to thank val and weekee esp for waiting for me!as the rest set off already.that was how late i was.
jeremy didn't take us today,fabian and rosalind took us.
before lunch was super light wind then aftr lunch break the wind started picking up speed. was super reluctant to sail aftr lunch cos i felt so full! ate one big plate of fried rice+soursop as drink.
went back shore in time before the storm came.and soon the alarm came.the storm sort of was a blessing in disguise cos we were dying to go back shore,we were feeling damn tired!!!
spending like 2/4 of the time struggling with my main sheet,it jus keeps getting caught at the back.felt super irritated with it.urgh.
had a rather obvious sunburn today.and my shades tann line is visible!! well,for now only i guess? but with the weekly routine,its gonna be more or less there! yayyy!!haha.
i survived the full day!=)
before i forget,thanks hazel for the pineapple tarts that your mum made!! super delicious!=D
-i feel burnt and tired-
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
its been raining almost continously for consecutive days and i am starting to dislike the weather.i miss the sun. praying hard that this week's trng wont be raining.otherwise i think it will be a havoc for me.
mrs wong is wanting to change my place!jus cos me and fangs cldn't stop laughing during her lesson.rahh. ohwells.thats beside the point.
it isn't my day today i find.i cldn't feel more restless than ever.
played badminton for awhile in the hall.felt good hitting the shuttle with all my strength,i cldn't find any other ways but this to vent it all out.
went home next.
i am feeling cold.
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Monday, January 09, 2006
Study hard baby. Dont think too much about anything else. Studies are the most important. Make sure you do well! (: i'll be here to help you anytime, IF i can. (: Take care and God bless you! (:
i love you! ((:
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
its been raining for the past few days almost continuosly.had service today,was slightly late. some of the people from the pl minisry were up singing on stage as a choir. jelly wore make-up! i am dead jealous of her skin please.haa.
worship was great.then aftr sermon from ps khong ,he brought back worship again.yayy!! it was a time where it suddenly made me felt so much. as the songs played i guess it was God's existence which came into my heart and touched me.it was considered the first time that i really cried and broke down jus like this without even much wondering about.i felt weak for a moment.God's word came in into my head more when geraldine prayed for me.i felt good crying out to God.it was a total different feeling than any other problems you are crying out for.seriously.coming before HIM is the greatest thing ever=)
after service had cell at the airport.then aftr cell,took bus from there all the way to cherry hill bus stop. dad came to pick me up from there since it was still raining.cold weather the whole day.never took out my jacket at all.haa.
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
2005 has been a year where i specially find i have experienced so much.the year i find it meaningful.so much i have learn and learn to treasure.a year i find that there life is more than what we imagine.
of course i wont be naming all these pointers if there wasnt things i have learn. as the saying goes'' without failure there isn't success''. same applies to without going through life with bitterness,we wont see the real sweetness of life! simple theory la anyway.HAA.
definetly i wouldn't have gone through this year so much meaningful than any other year without the people around me.MY FRIENDS!!really want to thank esp all those in being with me through the times where i needed you all most.honestly,you all did a GREAT JOB.*pats on your shoulders!*
my class!3d1'05!!-I never regretted being in this class.NEVER.our creativity has been turning out to be a mark of our class popularity.esp with all the words and phrases you all made out.it has truly turn our class into a teacher's headache[for some] and a joy/influential thing to the school!! whatsmore,being the most notorious class in the level.its expected.that adds on to me not regretting being in there.as our class moto goes:BE THE BEST,yes we are the best in driving teachers up the wall,the noisiest,the creators of weird stuff,the dirtiest class[thats what the teachers are partly giving up on us,HAA],the most problematic one..you name it.to sum it up,i am proud to be in there.LOVE YOU GUYS!
NP squadmates![batch34!]- though we have been one squad which gives the most problems causing the unit to not turn out well,but still you are one squad where i dont think i can find any other out there to replace any of you peeps.really.cos this sqd i find is unique! in a way. each np session we meet or an np related event,all of us never fail to smile or laugh cos of the jokes and laughter each and everyone has brought in.sqdmates,you all rock!!=)))
SWEET PARTNER!=) -YOU. i have known you for almost a year.u can count as year since its coming soon.haa. knowing you wasnt what i regretted but treasured.you have thought me many things in life which i either didn't know it existed or only thought it happens in fairy tales.you have shown me the importance of having someone close to turn to whenever i am in need of help.teaching me to love and of course some stuff where maybe its better to jus keep it personal.HAHA.i love the tortures i receive,honestly!. Your favourite phrase:OUT WITH IT' whenever i refuse to say what i intended. The songs you increase every single day without fail,and i have to crack those brains to see what songs to sing to you whether its before we sleep or in the morning.HAHA.The whines i have to hear.The number of good' friends you want to increase[i seriously dont see the point,HAA].AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,THE LOVE.CARE.CONCERN I GET FROM YOU.LOVE YOU DEAREST!
LIVIA- Hey student,try to forget whats behind and look ahead! no point looking at the past and regret what you did or missed.cos no one even geniuses on earth can turn back time.when there is sweetness in the beginning,there is always unforseen stuff where you would stumble upon along the way.dont EVER give up even at the darkest moments.its not the end,cos there IS always people out there reaching out for you to help and not see you suffer and give up your entire life.Even if you felt there isnt any where on anyone to turn to,dont fret or feel so upset about it. Cos,there is always the counsellor' HERE! HAHA. well,though i cant really help much but i am willing to try my best to give whatever advises and ideas about your problems you encounter.DONT FORGET TO SMILE!=)))) TAKE CARE!
EUNICE- Hey,now that i am your cheerleader where actually i am suppose to be your motivator but got taken away by the sweet partner of mine.hmm,i think this job is better.HAA. heard you back from a mission trip from China yeah?hope you did had a whole lot of experience yepp!=) well,i hope all those talking and hearing out from each other the last time we shared was good.so sorry for the past few times where i failed to meet you up when we actually already planned.SORRY! i promise to be there when you need help from me!since it looks easier for the year2006 as we will be in the same class!!=) for now,GOD BLESS!
for the sailing peeps..
HAZEL- Haven't been seeing you lately ever since you left for your hongkong trip.We all sure miss you=) And we realise without you there,its hard to get out of NSRCC cos its hard to get public transport there!opps! but of cos that isn't the main reason,i somehow get fascinated by your canoeing stories.thats because i think canoeing is damn cool.but unfortunately my sch doesn't have it.so i will have to stick to listening to your stories...HAHA.
WEEKEE- Hey girl,my companion every time after sailing.taking the same train.Always not allowing me to get off at my stop.you and sergin never fail to gang up and bully me in the train! But dont worry,i wont let you let others think of you as a mean person.cos u arent! haha. i simply love the packets of mushrooms you and sergin bring.think i am addicted to it.And now most of you know my cravings for it every after trng.dont think i dont know you all tried to hide it away arh.HAHA.anyway,learn to always look things at the bright side and smile!cos you look good when you are happy!!=))
SERGIN-The youngest of the youngest in the class.haha.Now that you are getting on soon to the secondary school envoironment,be prepared for many things that you wldn't encounter compared in primary school.Its totally different.but of cos i arent scaring you or anything.you will definetly find that the years ahead would be more meaningful.REMEMBER dont submerged yourself too much on the books! learn to relax and play too! WORK HARD AND PLAY HARD!=)
VALENCIA- HEY YOU.YES YOU. i agree with you we always zheng-dui each other.i somehow enjoy doing that to you.i find you a challenge!but of cos i know when you reach your limits. its scary.thats why i always take that as a precaution.HAA.
ALEX-Was rather surprise seeing you at heeren the other time.HAHA.Happy to hear that you are coming back to sail again!=))yipee!! better not break that arm of yours again yeah?look forward to see you soon!!STAY HEALTHY!
WEN-The one who is always found in the powerboat relaxing''! haha.better come back to sail with us soon yeah but of cos get your arm injury well first yepp! take care girl!=)
Jared/Ian-The purpose i put you both together cos partly both of you are brothers.haha.yepp.from what i see ahead,you both will make it to national sqd.honestly.now that jared is already in the hp class and ian comes in to this class,your performance really could outwin all of us!so now i will be waiting to see you both representing s'pore yeah?HAHA.
Melvin-this smartie pants.always thinking you do badly for your subjects.but acutally all the time your fail is like my pass?ohwells.anyway,look ahead yeah.no good to look back.yepp.Always remember to stay happy.=)
OBsabah people!![14thnov-25thnov'05]- HEY you guys!ever since day 1 when we first met up at p.a ,all of us had went through so much.knowing more of each other through the 12 days has really bonded us together.And for some,its more than that[you people shld get what i mean eh.HAA]. well,keep the group outings going yeah,keep in touch!=D
MY FAMILY!-really wanna thank you mum and dad for bringing me up through these 15years,its really been tough on you both when this kid is really problematic.HAHA.i admit myself!seriously i have been giving you both lots of problems esp in terms of academic.neglecting it for sports or other stuff and all.And to my brother, YOU.better dont be like me,study hard yeah.and control your sms,your bill has been mum's headache.balance well yepp.Hope to see the family happier each day!=)
Now,all these wldn't have been possible without God's blessings.the people i treasured.=) To the people out there i know,have a blessed year ahead!!=))
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