Tuesday, November 29, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!=DD
i still rem one part where we were at the pit taking pics then felt something on my leg,thought it was a fly so jus shook my leg a little,still i din go away. did it quite a few times but it din go away.decided to do a hard STOMP. then it went away. guess what was it? cockroach! then i jus shouted the word and everyone standing ard me started screaming and running everywhere. i find it real hilarious somehw.HAHA.
din get to see the b'day girl cut her cake eh.heh.
went to gardens to cut hair.felt so much better please aftr the haircut.=)
i am having a fever but i jus cant feel any symptoms of it. i am almost fine,but i am running a temp.WEIRD.ohh wells.
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Friday, November 25, 2005
i am backk!! from the 12days obsabah course.it was unforgettable. i jus realise being out there for 12 straight days without knowing anyone cld be so memorable. first day all wasn't sure of anyone but it was hard to say that we actually bonded so much aftr all. we became so much closer by the end of the course.
i miss all of it:
-love all of them esp my those in same bung.
-those times where we were scolded repeatedly for being the noisiest bung.
-the gossipings behind closed doors.
-the singing that some esp the guys had to tolerate.
-the stuffing of the unclaimed clothes into the cupboard to prevent ourselves frm failing the room inspection!
-my group! magnifique!
-taking turns of washing the dishes
-the suaning!!
-matchmaking!haha
-the acting infront of ****** . HAHAHA.
-not forgetting the 'sia' word! LAME SIA!haha.
and many many more fond memories!=))))
the main challenge was climbing up to mt kinabalu.i made it! the front portion of the second half i almost gave up,i hate it.but wasn't wanting to give it all up. the journey was tough. going down too. all of our knees were breaking.though all these,there was sure some who suffered severe headaches,mountain sickness and hyperthermia.but those who had all these din stop them frm reaching to the peak.the feeling was really good upon reaching up there. its something most there wld want to acheive it.
but nth cld beat the farewell. it was rather emotional. leaving our instructors,sighh.max and johnny!!forever they rock!
flight was delayed gng back. tung and i went rather weird. and she got weirder cos of me! sophia was like giving that blur look wondering what has happen to us.in the plane actualli intended to sleep for the whole journey, but in the end spend almost the whole time gossiping.haha. in the bus then we really felt damn tired. and tung was dreaming!! haha.
she woke up halfway asking whether anyone called her.funny man.
-my group!magnifique!- -me and tung!- -my bung mates!-
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
i hate this.
-i feel restricted-
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
HEY! You better take care of yourself. Drink more water and rest well. You're gonna be away for.. 14 days! So please remember to take lots of care okay? Cos i dont want you to fall sick again! (: So take care! And God bless you! Enjoy yourself to the fullest there yes? ((:
`LOADSOFMISSESANDLOVE!
ME! (Yes, it's ME!) ((:
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1camp down.it sucked for me.mainly cos i was real sick.coughing non-stop esp at night.i needed my bed.first time i was feeling home-sick,guess cos i was SICK! rahh. totally lost my voice.even reprimanding the juniors was difficult.gng off tune and straining my voice box for tt jus sucked.i really appreciated the CIs and officers of what they did for the night.it was smth i wanted all along,i really wanted to see what was the real cause of our sqd's bond.it jus din seem to bind. we ARE actually a strong sqd,its jus the miscommunication and unity.i know and believe we can be.the whole thing was emotional.most of us cried.honestly,i was wondering what were those who weren't crying where thinking.cant they jus reflect what much have they contributed?doesn't it affect them?i jus wonder.sighh.
aftr the whole camp.went to the doc,but close.went home to rest.slept the whole day.
mon went to the doc in the morning.was scared the doc wldn't mark me fit for obsabah cos i was sick then.but i cld!yayy!!DR CHNG is damn nice.she rockk!!went for the obs mtg ltr in the aftrnoon at pa[people's assc.] ..the speaker was my obs'pore instructor!! she rems me!haa.
todae went for campcraft. i now love pitching tents! but being in the team have to train everyday till the competition day.rahh.
i earned blisters today through the pegging but still its my favourite part of campcraft.skin was dangling out. yuling mdm went to use the nailclipper to pull out the excess! it hurts laa. haha.not really though.
-damn,i get so bloody jealous easily.argh.-
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Friday, November 04, 2005
things haven't been any better these few days.sigh. so much things to worry abt,and its all getting out of control.
the planning of the camp isn't progressing well,more camps coming in, conflicts and whatsmore i am sick.my cough isn't getting any better,in fact its worsening day by day. sighh. of all time i mus get sick now.i dont mind getting it aftr the camps.how sick,i dont care but for nw ,its real crucial to feel so weak.
Dear Lord i really pray that you would take away the pressure i am having now and that you would use your healing hands and touch those who needs ur healing to cure whatever illnesses or sick they are suffering from.Lord,i pray too that during those times were i am at the brink of giving up everything,i pray you would give the strength and endurance to go through this hurdle.i commit all these into your name Lord,in Jesus name i pray.Amen.
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