long time since i last update.cos my com spoiled!darn darn darn!the cpu button went loose.the best thing is all my stuff are inside.esp the photos i downloaded inside!!arhh!!and the best of the best is the vertical challenge photos are all in there and i need to use it for the report which is due next friday!!!die die die.i am so dead. i jus pray that hopefully i will get it fixed b4 the deadline which sounds rather impossible. still,i wish for miracles. was told i was bound to retain.so i suppose i can say gdbye to my classmates for this year.ms koh told me so.and nw i suppose she is using the threaten of calling my dad if she sees me staying bac aftr sch for no particular reason.
anyway,went for sonicfest ystd.went there ard 8.jus at the time planetshakers jus started.theirs was the best out of all.actualli the whole thing was realli good.everyone went mad.jumping up and down.cld feel GOD's presence there=)) ended ard 10 plus. was actualli a 3day ticket but only end up gng for one day. of cos i never forget how i got the tickets..the story begins like this.....i shared the cost with grace then pass the money to pamy.but she said it was sold out.so without the ticket u can't enter rite?but i realli gotta thank my darling cheryl for giving up the ticket to me.without it i wldn't have felt the atmosphere there singing praises to GOD. thanks darling=))
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Friday, July 22, 2005
another week almost gone jus like this.fast eh.almost everyone in class was undergoing stress. so much work had to be done.chi newspaper cutting,art sculpture,papercut blah blah..all needed to be done by the end of the day.and that wasn't the end for some of us. was super duper down-luck struck todae.the 2nd time in my life i met with so much pressure cos of sch. was caught for uniform.and why wldn't teachers for once believe a student say?or izzit the stream issue they wan to bring in.i can't understand.was asked to take off my shoe cos she thought i folded my socks..told her earlier it was loose,din believe.in the end i proved to her the socks wasn't folded.but still the entire thing was jus totally crap.was feeling damn angry as well as pressured inside and i think my habit is coming bac.tts the only i cld think of getting everything off my mind.i can't shout out loud,others wldn't appreciate my problems...i wld rather go through it myself. aftr sch had np.issues aftr issues.i am tolerating.and the next big prob was brought up by the officer.this time it wasn't a matter of jus one thing itself.it was a matter of whether my morale wld be brought dwn. there was one thing she said that kept ringing inside which was''if u continue this way,you wldn't be respected and there goes your morale down the drain.'' again i was guessed out to be looking so overly bothered.i think no one wld feel any better if they were having a similiar situation rite? was the APC.was feeling scared?yea.screwed up one part! the reporting of strength!!rahh.!! went home aftr it ended.was walking in into my hse halfway then met my neighbour's car along the way.took a lift frm them..they offered.how nice! thanks uncle chan and aunt marie!christine and chloe this two girls are darn cutee!!they were so hyper in the car.reminds me of ethan?maybe. dread to wake up early for tmr's vertical challenge..rahh.pray that everything wld go on smoothly as planned=).
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i have been thinking why am i always letting others use me.i jus dun get this part of me in life.giving in to almost every part and bit but i dun get the pinch and irritation frm them till the extend.until i kind of reflect the aftermath.sighh. every bit of wads gng on tells me what the world is actually telling me.that i may be a pathetic loner.is true.i simply jus can't deny that.but an exception to GOD.HE's been there all the time whenever i heed an obstacle.=)
even the closest i can't sometimes doubt the trust.each day,the trust either comes or goes.seeing things from an angle,i see the consequences.and i admit it simply hurts alot.
thats part of the chapter in my story.
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Monday, July 18, 2005
at last over and done with todayy!!felt super guilty for letting grace wait till she called this morning.stupid alarm clock din ringg!!suppose to be at her hse by615 but end up waking at 625!thank goodness she called otherwise i may wake up ltr!so sorrie grace!i buy u lollipop k?=) aniwae,the call somehw woke my whole family up..dad then came to the room and told me he will fetch me there first b4 my bro gets up for sch. rush like mad till i forgot to bring my cam which i charge it the whole nite the day before!ahh!!wasted. everyone seem so excited changing into their costumes laa..except me and grace.we were like hesitating so much.heh. but still we had to. took pics and all..mrs chew jus rock to the core.we supposedly had 3 str8 periods of her lesson but we were complaining to her we cldn't concentrate. so she went thru wadever she wanted to and let her last period be free!so we had 1 free period.besides she said she wanted to take with us a class photo.hw nice=))) and she is damn playful!haha.sometimes she will jumps into the pic while others are taking!so cute laa. i am proud to have her as not only my chem teacher nor my co-tutor but the best teacher!haha.oops..hope i am not gng too farr..hope the class agrees too=)) 3d1,AGREE? math was suppose to have ms gan taking us but in the end she was too busy so mrs pang wld be taking us for another whole week.was gonna fall aslp anytime..was in my slping mood alreadi jus then mrs pang called me to ans a ques. thank goodness i was able to.phew. lit cldn't be bothered to read thru the book to find the ans for the ws. so went to copy huiyu's paper...haah. had math re-test aftr sch.was stuck at one ques.damn.did the rest but realise everyone was still writing when i finish..tt was when i wonder whether i made mistakes.and i think i did.shitt.jus hope i will be able to pass. change soon aftr tt.some of them went town with their costume.cool eh.lunched with cheryl and both angelines'[as in aw and wong].was laughing so hardd in gardens' mac.esp the 2 fools who namely are.....alrite shall be nice and not say..HAHA. need to be approved first. went home next.took the same bus as angeline[aw],was malu-ed by her laa..thx alot yah.first,was intending to go up to the second decker of the bus then suddenly she said so loud come dwn!while pulling me dwn..almost lost my balance and fell pls.heh.kind of forgiven tt part.wads next?she was talking super loud in the bus tt every soul cld hear wad we were toking abt.rahH..
angeline[aw]: u are the best yea..so open till the doors can't close.hope u get wad i mean..haha.
cheryl:ur laughter was super duper madd!!haha.and besides being in love with ur smile,i think i am in love with ur laughter too=)) so cute pls.. But of cos, stay HUMBLE!!haha.
angeline[wong]:saying abt typical pl ppl being one kind, i sorta agree too.haha.though i may be one but not that typical!haha.and anyways,stop wad u are currently doing bad for urself![u shld get wad i mean].jus think abt other crazy stuff which can prevent u frm doing this!heh. hopefully this 'depression abuser' here can cure u!
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Reach Out For the Skies Composed by: Elaine ChanLyrics by: Selena Tan Arranged by: Joshua Wan At a time when hope was low The journey seems unsure But through it allWe’ve kept the flame alive Now standing proud and tall Our spirit strong and freeBuilding on hopes and dreams It’s here we want to be Chorus Let’s reach out for the skiesWith wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieve We’ll make our destinyLet’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieveLet’s soar and reach for the skies When I think about my dreams The future it can beThe time has come for me To strive and to achieve With hopes within our heartsAs one hand in hand For family and our friends Let’s do the best we can Chorus Let’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up highOur dreams we’ll all achieve We’ll make our destiny Let’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieve Let’s soar and reach for the skies Our dreams we’ll all achieve Let’s soar and reach for the skies We can touch the skies
-lovee this national song=))-
1.REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES[eng version] 2.WE CAN 3.SING OUR WISHES[like the way they do the combination of all fourlanguages!] 4.UNIQUELY YOU[the lyrics are really meaningful]
this week seem to past real fast.as though ystd was jus mon.weird i find.had bio test,no idea on hw to do it.as usual,i studied part of my revision the wrong chpt.damn. bound to fail it somehw though i am hoping not to[duhh..who doesn't?] was feeling tired during eng period.as soon as i did the paragraph thing,went str8 to slp. wasn't paying attn till ms chew came to ask me to ans some ques.knocking off anytime laa. next was art..the last3periods.did papercut and painting..hate painting[it suck]...i honestly can vow i am can't paint for nuts..esp aftr wad i did for my last 2 years art exam.huiyu cld at last figure out my painting todayy.. like finally. went to heartland with siva.mel and xue to eat then head to town next with siva and xue.met teresa.clarissa and wina at the dhoby train station.they went to buy sharon's[gb] b'dae pressie and asked me to help them carry all the wayy.bestt.since we were gng to the same place..went to heeren.carried for them and clarissa carried my file.then we went our ways within heeren.needed my file bac and of cos they needed the present bac!haah..on the way out saw like some ppl wearing star wars costumes i think.went to take pics with them!went to ask one of them to take with one of the character but he went to take my phone laa!bestt.needed to go all the way to him and take frm his pocket.tts when he surrendered my phone bacc..haha. went home next,it was raining.all of us were like 'umbrella-hoping'...went under people's umbrella to take shelter while walking and they were nice enough!!one even offered to bring further!haha. dropped...eh no..ALIGHTED at kovan with teresa since dad was picking me up frm there.was nice enough to carry the present throughout the whole journey till she BOARDED the bus. saying of carrying the present,was rather piss when in the train earlier.clarissa and teresa were rather fascinated on hw i described hw angry i was with this lady in the train.hmmm..RATHER. not fair! bro gets to celebrate his b'day with his frens today outside.i am jealous.the main thing is,he easily attracts ppl ard him and that explains his popularity among his social circle.for me,a loner.its true btw.nvr in my life did i ever spent my b'dae with my frens out there.guess my brother is lucky.sighh.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
din have the mood to get up for sch today.feeling soo tired.i suppose cos of the ndp selection aftr sch ystd tt drained me outt.but still,my effort din go to waste?got in=).but still i am as greedy as usual,i still yearn so muchh to be in the nation's ndp.sighh. failed my math test.predicted it.and this paper carries a high percentage.i am either gone,doomed or otherwise more than dead.cldn't keep myself awake during math,din noe wad was i writing for my corrections on my test paper.went to check with huiyu's paper and i did most of corrections wrong!that shows hw slpy was i.heh. oh yaa!during pe..played volleyball then the next lesson was chi.but laoshi played with us when she was on her way to our class!her volleyball is pro laa..tt explains her playing volleyball in sch when she was schooling!haa. went for shooting com. at pa..shall not bring the matter up.=x went home next. tiredd.
do i really have to face the word failure?i had enough of those i wondered in the past.i thought i have jumped through it but i realise i've not.even when i don't expect it to come unexpectedly,it comes almost every single time in my life.i tried.sighh.
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
went for class todayy..last lesson!!i am not sure to rejoice or not.cos somehw i am missing it now.sighhs.we spent almost the whole time preparing our presentation we gonna say in front of our parents later in the day.was really scared and stressed out.those sitting ard me were like asking me to relax.trying hard to then. was told that my speech was kinda concrete so had to made changes.scribbling word by word even during lunch i was thinking hard on hw to change it. aftr lunch then had to go thru a rehearsal first.in the end,i decided not to go by the paper,but my heart and mind.i did that.and it jus simply came to me.the confidence was there.i was able to present wad i have always wanted to present. soon it started,the parents started coming into the class,sitting behind us.first was houshun and shihui,they were so cuttee.their acting nvr failed to entertain us.next was clement,his was realli moving and then he started slowly breaking into tears..turn aftr turn,and i was beginning to tear too..it was realli touching.then it was my turn,i went by my heart.was doing fine but soon i realise i was in a emotional state,i cldn't take it.i started breaking down.i cld see my parents there there crying too.i was too moved by what i said tt i forgot saying some things i wanted to say. but i guess at least i was able to tell my mum and dad hw they were realli successful in my eyes. ended off telling them and rest,''the best friend and best motivators i cld have were them.'' at the end of the speeches by all of us.started taking photos and all.my parents told me they cldn't believe i said those.all along they thought i only cared to eat and slp but today i somehw prove them wrong. btw samuel's mum was a runner.she even beat the mindef army chief!!hw cool is that! she asked me whether i was into swimming.but replied i was a sailor,and she said whether was i in the SEA games..nvr wld i be able to climb there!but i said yet.i am jus hoping the day wld realli come true.
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Friday, July 08, 2005
i am borreedd..went to gardens in the morning with family then had lunch in j8 CJ.supermarket next.wore skirtt throughout the morning when we were out,mum was surprised!haha.at least i made her happy..haa. home nw and no one is at home.dead bored.no one to talk to,everyone's is busy except mee..dad went along with mum for dragonboat trng and bro went to play bball with his frens.I MISS MY DARLING[yes u are allowed to call me tt to ans to ur msg..=)]!!but too bad u are busy nw,happily marching away.but at the same time i dun feel like gng anywhere then agn.sound contradicting yea. shall try hard to occupy myself..shall go play bball or swim laterr!=) good luck to me tmr cos its the last lesson for sunday class and we are required to say a speech in front of the parents abt why or hw are our parents successful? the best thing is we are suppose to recite the speech we prepared!!tts like...close to impossible?
is she that perfect?u sound as though she sound so damn perrfect..kinda disagree on wad u jus said on ur blog.hmmm....maybe becos i haven been keeping in touch with u both*shrugs*.
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was almost late for sch agn.hate it.was like rushing to pack up my np stuff at home..badges,buttons,blah blah not packed yet.and all was done jus this morning.was so so tired the day before.realli rushing like mad.ate my breakfast in jus 4mins?that includes one cup of juice,one bowl of oaks,3vitamin tablets along with water.gobbling everything dwn.jus felt like throwing up anytime.on the way to sch in dad's car suddenly realised i forgot to bring my boots and belt!thankfully dad agreed to bring it to me aftr sch=))phew. during art leow was angry with us cos we are still not done with the sculptures.and we are suppose to start our N's art prep like nw?goodness.its realli fast.sometimes i seriously don't wish this year to end.i have wasted the first half of the year and the next,its a whole lot of challenge for me.wish me luck. had eng test too..right aftr it was suffering frm aches!! aftr sch went to collect my shoebag frm dad,at the same time he packed some food for me..hw nice=) had np till abt 6plus.took bus home then went dwn to swim.its been a whilee.up and dwn 14-15 laps. tiredd.
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
Come To Me-Jesse McCartney
Under the silver stars Right where he broke your heart Girl you know,I'd give you everything I wanna hold your hand And say the words he never said I'll make you promise you can believe
CHORUS Let me be the one Holdin' you every night Sharin' the smiles and tears you cry Let me be the one Lovin' you when you are weak For all the strength you need You can come to me
You can just be yourself 'cause I don't want nobody else All of your secrets are safe with me For the kind of love you can trust For more than just a crush Baby,won't you just come to me? REPEAT CHORUS
-jus love this song to the core-
failed my chi paper by 2marks!!damn.but i know someone is more frustrated than me in terms of her paper.haa.and actualli i can get those 2 marks laa if not for my careless mistake!darn.darn.darn. had our own practice for tmr's muster parade aftr sch then did drills.played bball aftr tt,its been a while i have been playing cos i hate the new ball!super heavy.miss the old ball.sighh.head home ltr.wanted to swim but bro preferred to play bball..din mind so went to play somemore once i reach home=)) ever since the last time i played with him,he has become darn good in the game laa!!his near shots and tricks blah blah all becoming so pro,mus beat him!!realised we both have a different strength and its all opp.his near shots are good,mine's not..my far shots are better,he's not.see the diff?heh. i think my addiction of bball is coming back.
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
went for class as usual.todae is the second last lesson!time flies so quick!had exam..so real scared of it.shi hui kept telling me to relax,but i cldn't help it!guess everyone's understanding of all the techniques we learnt were strong except meee! had the paper aftr lunch.was shaking throughout the paper..i was SCARED.had to have at least 80%.the essay was the problem.the smooth ones were the spelling,memorising of meanings and the remembering of the grid of numbers.the essay and the one testing the right brain was tedious.was the last to finish up the paper.forever. nw i jus hope and pray i wld get the mark. aftr class was suppose to go for the last day of gateway conference but end up not gng.went to pick mum up frm marina aftr her competition.todae was the last day of SDBFestival!was asked by the rest why i din turn up to paddle.i wanted to !!but class held me backk!!argh!! shall go for the next one!october!! whole team went to thai express to eat.our table finished so much earlier than the other.had to wait.was dying of boredom at the same time being the noisiest there.good thing is open air otherwise we wld have shook the whole thai express up!haha. went home aftr dinner..uncle eric's crappiness jus rock laa!was crapping the whole time in the car when dad was fetching them home.i was sitting behind laughing all the wae.lol.
-no one's ever been comparable to you- [why is love so hard to find]
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
had to wake up early for gateway conference.took an hr's bus ride to tct.todae's worship was great..at the beginning of it,was singing halfway then suddenly cld jus feel GOD's existence there...jus broke dwn and cried.its been while ever since i felt this wayy.feel so GREAT=)) then it was time for different countires to talk abt their country.during the talk most of fell aslp laa..cldn't help it.was taken by wina when slping!but i took revenge! of all time,she slept during the interesting part!got to take her slping too!!*evil laughs* realised the way she slps is damn adorable.haa. aftr it,went serangoon mrt to wait for my family to pick me up.went novena to eat jap food.its been a whileee.
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Friday, July 01, 2005
was looking so forward for sch to end.dunno whyy.youth day celebration was alrite i suppose..class went crazy.as usual. all of us were supporting joyce all the way!!tinkerbell!!heh.though we din win,the title will always stand in our class! had np aftr tt.kept wishing myself good luck.was damn scared la for the muster parade.was the first for our sqd to take over.esp the part where each of the contingent commander needed to say the roll call.becos i was scared of being tongue-tied!but ended up nt saying..dunno why. CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO GOT PROMOTED IN THE SEC2SQD!WELL DONE! aftr np went home. so tiredd .legs were bound to break sooner or ltr.
-I LOVE MY DARLING!=))))-
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Define ME.
[SEETOH']
[22aug']
[PLMGSS]
BLESSINGS
GOD ALL MIGHTY
Friday, July 29, 2005
long time since i last update.cos my com spoiled!darn darn darn!the cpu button went loose.the best thing is all my stuff are inside.esp the photos i downloaded inside!!arhh!!and the best of the best is the vertical challenge photos are all in there and i need to use it for the report which is due next friday!!!die die die.i am so dead. i jus pray that hopefully i will get it fixed b4 the deadline which sounds rather impossible. still,i wish for miracles. was told i was bound to retain.so i suppose i can say gdbye to my classmates for this year.ms koh told me so.and nw i suppose she is using the threaten of calling my dad if she sees me staying bac aftr sch for no particular reason.
anyway,went for sonicfest ystd.went there ard 8.jus at the time planetshakers jus started.theirs was the best out of all.actualli the whole thing was realli good.everyone went mad.jumping up and down.cld feel GOD's presence there=)) ended ard 10 plus. was actualli a 3day ticket but only end up gng for one day. of cos i never forget how i got the tickets..the story begins like this.....i shared the cost with grace then pass the money to pamy.but she said it was sold out.so without the ticket u can't enter rite?but i realli gotta thank my darling cheryl for giving up the ticket to me.without it i wldn't have felt the atmosphere there singing praises to GOD. thanks darling=))
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Friday, July 22, 2005
another week almost gone jus like this.fast eh.almost everyone in class was undergoing stress. so much work had to be done.chi newspaper cutting,art sculpture,papercut blah blah..all needed to be done by the end of the day.and that wasn't the end for some of us. was super duper down-luck struck todae.the 2nd time in my life i met with so much pressure cos of sch. was caught for uniform.and why wldn't teachers for once believe a student say?or izzit the stream issue they wan to bring in.i can't understand.was asked to take off my shoe cos she thought i folded my socks..told her earlier it was loose,din believe.in the end i proved to her the socks wasn't folded.but still the entire thing was jus totally crap.was feeling damn angry as well as pressured inside and i think my habit is coming bac.tts the only i cld think of getting everything off my mind.i can't shout out loud,others wldn't appreciate my problems...i wld rather go through it myself. aftr sch had np.issues aftr issues.i am tolerating.and the next big prob was brought up by the officer.this time it wasn't a matter of jus one thing itself.it was a matter of whether my morale wld be brought dwn. there was one thing she said that kept ringing inside which was''if u continue this way,you wldn't be respected and there goes your morale down the drain.'' again i was guessed out to be looking so overly bothered.i think no one wld feel any better if they were having a similiar situation rite? was the APC.was feeling scared?yea.screwed up one part! the reporting of strength!!rahh.!! went home aftr it ended.was walking in into my hse halfway then met my neighbour's car along the way.took a lift frm them..they offered.how nice! thanks uncle chan and aunt marie!christine and chloe this two girls are darn cutee!!they were so hyper in the car.reminds me of ethan?maybe. dread to wake up early for tmr's vertical challenge..rahh.pray that everything wld go on smoothly as planned=).
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i have been thinking why am i always letting others use me.i jus dun get this part of me in life.giving in to almost every part and bit but i dun get the pinch and irritation frm them till the extend.until i kind of reflect the aftermath.sighh. every bit of wads gng on tells me what the world is actually telling me.that i may be a pathetic loner.is true.i simply jus can't deny that.but an exception to GOD.HE's been there all the time whenever i heed an obstacle.=)
even the closest i can't sometimes doubt the trust.each day,the trust either comes or goes.seeing things from an angle,i see the consequences.and i admit it simply hurts alot.
thats part of the chapter in my story.
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Monday, July 18, 2005
at last over and done with todayy!!felt super guilty for letting grace wait till she called this morning.stupid alarm clock din ringg!!suppose to be at her hse by615 but end up waking at 625!thank goodness she called otherwise i may wake up ltr!so sorrie grace!i buy u lollipop k?=) aniwae,the call somehw woke my whole family up..dad then came to the room and told me he will fetch me there first b4 my bro gets up for sch. rush like mad till i forgot to bring my cam which i charge it the whole nite the day before!ahh!!wasted. everyone seem so excited changing into their costumes laa..except me and grace.we were like hesitating so much.heh. but still we had to. took pics and all..mrs chew jus rock to the core.we supposedly had 3 str8 periods of her lesson but we were complaining to her we cldn't concentrate. so she went thru wadever she wanted to and let her last period be free!so we had 1 free period.besides she said she wanted to take with us a class photo.hw nice=))) and she is damn playful!haha.sometimes she will jumps into the pic while others are taking!so cute laa. i am proud to have her as not only my chem teacher nor my co-tutor but the best teacher!haha.oops..hope i am not gng too farr..hope the class agrees too=)) 3d1,AGREE? math was suppose to have ms gan taking us but in the end she was too busy so mrs pang wld be taking us for another whole week.was gonna fall aslp anytime..was in my slping mood alreadi jus then mrs pang called me to ans a ques. thank goodness i was able to.phew. lit cldn't be bothered to read thru the book to find the ans for the ws. so went to copy huiyu's paper...haah. had math re-test aftr sch.was stuck at one ques.damn.did the rest but realise everyone was still writing when i finish..tt was when i wonder whether i made mistakes.and i think i did.shitt.jus hope i will be able to pass. change soon aftr tt.some of them went town with their costume.cool eh.lunched with cheryl and both angelines'[as in aw and wong].was laughing so hardd in gardens' mac.esp the 2 fools who namely are.....alrite shall be nice and not say..HAHA. need to be approved first. went home next.took the same bus as angeline[aw],was malu-ed by her laa..thx alot yah.first,was intending to go up to the second decker of the bus then suddenly she said so loud come dwn!while pulling me dwn..almost lost my balance and fell pls.heh.kind of forgiven tt part.wads next?she was talking super loud in the bus tt every soul cld hear wad we were toking abt.rahH..
angeline[aw]: u are the best yea..so open till the doors can't close.hope u get wad i mean..haha.
cheryl:ur laughter was super duper madd!!haha.and besides being in love with ur smile,i think i am in love with ur laughter too=)) so cute pls.. But of cos, stay HUMBLE!!haha.
angeline[wong]:saying abt typical pl ppl being one kind, i sorta agree too.haha.though i may be one but not that typical!haha.and anyways,stop wad u are currently doing bad for urself![u shld get wad i mean].jus think abt other crazy stuff which can prevent u frm doing this!heh. hopefully this 'depression abuser' here can cure u!
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Friday, July 15, 2005
Reach Out For the Skies Composed by: Elaine ChanLyrics by: Selena Tan Arranged by: Joshua Wan At a time when hope was low The journey seems unsure But through it allWe’ve kept the flame alive Now standing proud and tall Our spirit strong and freeBuilding on hopes and dreams It’s here we want to be Chorus Let’s reach out for the skiesWith wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieve We’ll make our destinyLet’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieveLet’s soar and reach for the skies When I think about my dreams The future it can beThe time has come for me To strive and to achieve With hopes within our heartsAs one hand in hand For family and our friends Let’s do the best we can Chorus Let’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up highOur dreams we’ll all achieve We’ll make our destiny Let’s reach out for the skies With wings we soar up high Our dreams we’ll all achieve Let’s soar and reach for the skies Our dreams we’ll all achieve Let’s soar and reach for the skies We can touch the skies
-lovee this national song=))-
1.REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES[eng version] 2.WE CAN 3.SING OUR WISHES[like the way they do the combination of all fourlanguages!] 4.UNIQUELY YOU[the lyrics are really meaningful]
this week seem to past real fast.as though ystd was jus mon.weird i find.had bio test,no idea on hw to do it.as usual,i studied part of my revision the wrong chpt.damn. bound to fail it somehw though i am hoping not to[duhh..who doesn't?] was feeling tired during eng period.as soon as i did the paragraph thing,went str8 to slp. wasn't paying attn till ms chew came to ask me to ans some ques.knocking off anytime laa. next was art..the last3periods.did papercut and painting..hate painting[it suck]...i honestly can vow i am can't paint for nuts..esp aftr wad i did for my last 2 years art exam.huiyu cld at last figure out my painting todayy.. like finally. went to heartland with siva.mel and xue to eat then head to town next with siva and xue.met teresa.clarissa and wina at the dhoby train station.they went to buy sharon's[gb] b'dae pressie and asked me to help them carry all the wayy.bestt.since we were gng to the same place..went to heeren.carried for them and clarissa carried my file.then we went our ways within heeren.needed my file bac and of cos they needed the present bac!haah..on the way out saw like some ppl wearing star wars costumes i think.went to take pics with them!went to ask one of them to take with one of the character but he went to take my phone laa!bestt.needed to go all the way to him and take frm his pocket.tts when he surrendered my phone bacc..haha. went home next,it was raining.all of us were like 'umbrella-hoping'...went under people's umbrella to take shelter while walking and they were nice enough!!one even offered to bring further!haha. dropped...eh no..ALIGHTED at kovan with teresa since dad was picking me up frm there.was nice enough to carry the present throughout the whole journey till she BOARDED the bus. saying of carrying the present,was rather piss when in the train earlier.clarissa and teresa were rather fascinated on hw i described hw angry i was with this lady in the train.hmmm..RATHER. not fair! bro gets to celebrate his b'day with his frens today outside.i am jealous.the main thing is,he easily attracts ppl ard him and that explains his popularity among his social circle.for me,a loner.its true btw.nvr in my life did i ever spent my b'dae with my frens out there.guess my brother is lucky.sighh.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
din have the mood to get up for sch today.feeling soo tired.i suppose cos of the ndp selection aftr sch ystd tt drained me outt.but still,my effort din go to waste?got in=).but still i am as greedy as usual,i still yearn so muchh to be in the nation's ndp.sighh. failed my math test.predicted it.and this paper carries a high percentage.i am either gone,doomed or otherwise more than dead.cldn't keep myself awake during math,din noe wad was i writing for my corrections on my test paper.went to check with huiyu's paper and i did most of corrections wrong!that shows hw slpy was i.heh. oh yaa!during pe..played volleyball then the next lesson was chi.but laoshi played with us when she was on her way to our class!her volleyball is pro laa..tt explains her playing volleyball in sch when she was schooling!haa. went for shooting com. at pa..shall not bring the matter up.=x went home next. tiredd.
do i really have to face the word failure?i had enough of those i wondered in the past.i thought i have jumped through it but i realise i've not.even when i don't expect it to come unexpectedly,it comes almost every single time in my life.i tried.sighh.
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
went for class todayy..last lesson!!i am not sure to rejoice or not.cos somehw i am missing it now.sighhs.we spent almost the whole time preparing our presentation we gonna say in front of our parents later in the day.was really scared and stressed out.those sitting ard me were like asking me to relax.trying hard to then. was told that my speech was kinda concrete so had to made changes.scribbling word by word even during lunch i was thinking hard on hw to change it. aftr lunch then had to go thru a rehearsal first.in the end,i decided not to go by the paper,but my heart and mind.i did that.and it jus simply came to me.the confidence was there.i was able to present wad i have always wanted to present. soon it started,the parents started coming into the class,sitting behind us.first was houshun and shihui,they were so cuttee.their acting nvr failed to entertain us.next was clement,his was realli moving and then he started slowly breaking into tears..turn aftr turn,and i was beginning to tear too..it was realli touching.then it was my turn,i went by my heart.was doing fine but soon i realise i was in a emotional state,i cldn't take it.i started breaking down.i cld see my parents there there crying too.i was too moved by what i said tt i forgot saying some things i wanted to say. but i guess at least i was able to tell my mum and dad hw they were realli successful in my eyes. ended off telling them and rest,''the best friend and best motivators i cld have were them.'' at the end of the speeches by all of us.started taking photos and all.my parents told me they cldn't believe i said those.all along they thought i only cared to eat and slp but today i somehw prove them wrong. btw samuel's mum was a runner.she even beat the mindef army chief!!hw cool is that! she asked me whether i was into swimming.but replied i was a sailor,and she said whether was i in the SEA games..nvr wld i be able to climb there!but i said yet.i am jus hoping the day wld realli come true.
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Friday, July 08, 2005
i am borreedd..went to gardens in the morning with family then had lunch in j8 CJ.supermarket next.wore skirtt throughout the morning when we were out,mum was surprised!haha.at least i made her happy..haa. home nw and no one is at home.dead bored.no one to talk to,everyone's is busy except mee..dad went along with mum for dragonboat trng and bro went to play bball with his frens.I MISS MY DARLING[yes u are allowed to call me tt to ans to ur msg..=)]!!but too bad u are busy nw,happily marching away.but at the same time i dun feel like gng anywhere then agn.sound contradicting yea. shall try hard to occupy myself..shall go play bball or swim laterr!=) good luck to me tmr cos its the last lesson for sunday class and we are required to say a speech in front of the parents abt why or hw are our parents successful? the best thing is we are suppose to recite the speech we prepared!!tts like...close to impossible?
is she that perfect?u sound as though she sound so damn perrfect..kinda disagree on wad u jus said on ur blog.hmmm....maybe becos i haven been keeping in touch with u both*shrugs*.
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was almost late for sch agn.hate it.was like rushing to pack up my np stuff at home..badges,buttons,blah blah not packed yet.and all was done jus this morning.was so so tired the day before.realli rushing like mad.ate my breakfast in jus 4mins?that includes one cup of juice,one bowl of oaks,3vitamin tablets along with water.gobbling everything dwn.jus felt like throwing up anytime.on the way to sch in dad's car suddenly realised i forgot to bring my boots and belt!thankfully dad agreed to bring it to me aftr sch=))phew. during art leow was angry with us cos we are still not done with the sculptures.and we are suppose to start our N's art prep like nw?goodness.its realli fast.sometimes i seriously don't wish this year to end.i have wasted the first half of the year and the next,its a whole lot of challenge for me.wish me luck. had eng test too..right aftr it was suffering frm aches!! aftr sch went to collect my shoebag frm dad,at the same time he packed some food for me..hw nice=) had np till abt 6plus.took bus home then went dwn to swim.its been a whilee.up and dwn 14-15 laps. tiredd.
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
Come To Me-Jesse McCartney
Under the silver stars Right where he broke your heart Girl you know,I'd give you everything I wanna hold your hand And say the words he never said I'll make you promise you can believe
CHORUS Let me be the one Holdin' you every night Sharin' the smiles and tears you cry Let me be the one Lovin' you when you are weak For all the strength you need You can come to me
You can just be yourself 'cause I don't want nobody else All of your secrets are safe with me For the kind of love you can trust For more than just a crush Baby,won't you just come to me? REPEAT CHORUS
-jus love this song to the core-
failed my chi paper by 2marks!!damn.but i know someone is more frustrated than me in terms of her paper.haa.and actualli i can get those 2 marks laa if not for my careless mistake!darn.darn.darn. had our own practice for tmr's muster parade aftr sch then did drills.played bball aftr tt,its been a while i have been playing cos i hate the new ball!super heavy.miss the old ball.sighh.head home ltr.wanted to swim but bro preferred to play bball..din mind so went to play somemore once i reach home=)) ever since the last time i played with him,he has become darn good in the game laa!!his near shots and tricks blah blah all becoming so pro,mus beat him!!realised we both have a different strength and its all opp.his near shots are good,mine's not..my far shots are better,he's not.see the diff?heh. i think my addiction of bball is coming back.
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
went for class as usual.todae is the second last lesson!time flies so quick!had exam..so real scared of it.shi hui kept telling me to relax,but i cldn't help it!guess everyone's understanding of all the techniques we learnt were strong except meee! had the paper aftr lunch.was shaking throughout the paper..i was SCARED.had to have at least 80%.the essay was the problem.the smooth ones were the spelling,memorising of meanings and the remembering of the grid of numbers.the essay and the one testing the right brain was tedious.was the last to finish up the paper.forever. nw i jus hope and pray i wld get the mark. aftr class was suppose to go for the last day of gateway conference but end up not gng.went to pick mum up frm marina aftr her competition.todae was the last day of SDBFestival!was asked by the rest why i din turn up to paddle.i wanted to !!but class held me backk!!argh!! shall go for the next one!october!! whole team went to thai express to eat.our table finished so much earlier than the other.had to wait.was dying of boredom at the same time being the noisiest there.good thing is open air otherwise we wld have shook the whole thai express up!haha. went home aftr dinner..uncle eric's crappiness jus rock laa!was crapping the whole time in the car when dad was fetching them home.i was sitting behind laughing all the wae.lol.
-no one's ever been comparable to you- [why is love so hard to find]
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
had to wake up early for gateway conference.took an hr's bus ride to tct.todae's worship was great..at the beginning of it,was singing halfway then suddenly cld jus feel GOD's existence there...jus broke dwn and cried.its been while ever since i felt this wayy.feel so GREAT=)) then it was time for different countires to talk abt their country.during the talk most of fell aslp laa..cldn't help it.was taken by wina when slping!but i took revenge! of all time,she slept during the interesting part!got to take her slping too!!*evil laughs* realised the way she slps is damn adorable.haa. aftr it,went serangoon mrt to wait for my family to pick me up.went novena to eat jap food.its been a whileee.
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Friday, July 01, 2005
was looking so forward for sch to end.dunno whyy.youth day celebration was alrite i suppose..class went crazy.as usual. all of us were supporting joyce all the way!!tinkerbell!!heh.though we din win,the title will always stand in our class! had np aftr tt.kept wishing myself good luck.was damn scared la for the muster parade.was the first for our sqd to take over.esp the part where each of the contingent commander needed to say the roll call.becos i was scared of being tongue-tied!but ended up nt saying..dunno why. CONGRATS TO THOSE WHO GOT PROMOTED IN THE SEC2SQD!WELL DONE! aftr np went home. so tiredd .legs were bound to break sooner or ltr.
