Saturday, April 30, 2005
woke up ard 10 plus,intended to wake up ltr but since dad was gonna bring bro to see the doc,he asked me to come along so he can fetch me to sailing st8 aftr seeing the doc.
reach the place quite early so was trying hard to find time to kill.aftr a while decided to go wrig the boat up. jeremy was quite surprise seeing me early there.was askin me why am i here so early.
had kind of a hard time wriging up.joel wasn't there otherwise i wld have finish earlier.by the time i ended the byte sailors were wriging up theirs.so had some spare time.
out sea wasn't myself.i actualli sailed worse than b4. had a hard time gng round the damn buoy and end up giving up on tt part.then jeremy wanted to take over for a while so had to go to his powerboat.and tt took up so much time till i cld see him almost boiling.jus had so much difficulty jus to go to his boat.argh.at tt point of time was jus thinking whether sailing was the sport i am gonna take it seriously and for long.
he took over my boat and as i observed,i realise the boat cld actualli go so much faster than i expected.he jus cld control it so well laa.felt i wasn't using enough of wad've learnt into good use.
bac shore..there was so much seaweed till almost got tangled in it.todaes' sea was real covered with thick oil.even our boats got black spots because of the oil so we had to use diesel to scrub it off.on shore,some of our boats fell cos we din release the main sheet.tracy then almost wanted to scold but she din.luckily all the daggerboards were up otherwise it wld jus break into half.tts like real gone-case man.
jeremy then started askin me why am i so restless todae.his words realli hit me hard on my head.."u used to do much better in laser pico and now aftr changing to laser u are getting bad to worse"...he told me i needed to have the 'drive' in sailing.but todae jus wasn't the dae for me,was realli thinking so much stuff in my head.
aniwae,aftr sailing..took train to yio chu kang frm there family came to pick me up and went for dinner.
home nw.
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Friday, April 29, 2005
din bring my phone todae to sch..trying to get used to it when i am without it.pe did soccer but wasn't playing match.=( realised i have been dripping alot todae esp..dunno why.
aftr sch was told something i cldn't believe myself.shall not elaborate.
played bball then went for np for the farewell prep in the class to discuss.went home then rushed to do everything cos had to leave for sch agn for the art fest.was in a dilemma on hw to leave my hse since grace has gone to siva's hse alreadi.ended up taking a cab dwn to gannies hse,its nearer.then waited for nicole[ann chee] at the backgate.felt quite weird at first on the way there but ltr was quite alrite aftr seeing more in home clothes.
the performance was quite good la..they deserve wad they got for syf judging but band shld get more than wad they deserve!!they played real well!!
aftr it me and nic went to gannies hse to drink.feeling thirsty laa.haha.was still reluctant to go home by bus.end up dad coming here to pick me up.since bro was at chuan park area.fetched nic home and nw i am home.
aftr washing up,realised my parents left the hse.one of those times my parents are out at nite.actualli cos they needed to attend a wake.
tired.
-i screwed my image up-
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Thursday, April 28, 2005
standing agn for assembly.and this goes on till next fri i suppose.
chi test,fail i guess?thank god there isn't compre otherwise i wld be dozing off.hopefully i dun fail it.can't afford to!
recess..[stop bugging with wadever i owed u,its real irritating to me]
math..jus rem our class kept askin mrs pang whether hers was a boy or girl and i think come other stuff till the teacher at the next class has to go to our class to tell us to keep quiet.mrs pang form class somemore!haha.
eng..was doing the summary thing. and i was the representative for my grp article..needed to explain to the other grp which was grp1 ppl abt it and they suppose to ask ques.and base on their ques,i can conclude i can't be a good lawyer.haah.
our class went real attentive abt arguing topics.realised 3d1 had this talent in debating?haha.at first we were arguing abt the topic abt grp1's topic which became complicated.and ltr went on to another article abt casino in s'pore.was quite surprised at the response the class gave in abt the topic.its jus sooo....sensible?heh.
chem was alrite..class had a fun time laughing?mrs chew is jus soo cute.the way she expresses herself.aftr she left,was outside the class,she went to put something on my face,realised it was some cream.and frm then,my face had some smell.think it was some fragrant?
aftr sch stayed bac for math remedial..was last to come but first to finish.felt so sastisfied!! haha.
went on to play bball,intended actually to do chi wkbk but ended up not.hee.saw the table tennis and netball ppl doing their napfa. haha..shall not say further.
ANW,went to the dnt block to play bball but the gb girls were using but still it din stop us! me and grace were commenting on their berhenti.its realli like pulling a string upwards and letting it go.nvm if u can't understand.its jus my own way of thinking and grace agrees.haha!was doing drill too..so st john,np and gb were marching together.grace taught us a new thing!but din bother to noe the command.
went for tuition next.jillian and abby were like complaining abt their bags being super heavy[it was,it was like gold bars in there la].they both had their napfa too and jill went on saying she felt tired.saw gerald's fringe.its GREEN. everyone was wondering what happen to him.he said he put it for fun?then ltr he kept touching it till his whole forehead and fingers went green too?then aftr coming bac frm the toilet to wash it off,the green stuff was still at his forehead.told him abt it,he went agn to the toilet as agreed by the class.
class was crowded todae,cos this grp of fmss students came for make-up.regonize all of them.
had a fun time suaning jill!!=)
aftr tuition abby and i were thinking the same thing.poor jill has to put off with it but still in the end me and jill got to suan abby with ivan!
felt as if i was some mastermind.haha.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
was standing almost the whole time todae.
assembly.
eng..was scolded while we were standing.cos we were too noisy[expected laa].
social studies..was asked to stand outside the sickbay to read the pages we supposed to. almost the whole class was standing outside..as if it was some choir standing in a group.those outside visitors coming to our sch was like staring at us wondering wad in the world were we doing.
but aftr gng up,class was quiet everyone was listening to wad ms ang was teaching.amazingly.but this helps actually for the class la..it benefits everyone in the lesson i suppose.heh.
went for mass prayer cell and tan ci hui was giving me tt response whereby she thinks i dun go for these stuff..haha.I WENT IN THE END..hee.she is suppose to go laa..somemore frm gb.oops..did i jus exposed her?haah.
aftr cell went bac to class to see wad was written on the board by 2 bunch of fools.hah. went to their class and did the same,me.grace and xue scribbled some crap there and left the class..HAHA.wonder hw wld they react.[feel so mean suddenly.]
played bball for a while.birdie fell!!all thanks to the football.heh.HOPE U ARE FEELING ALRITE PARTNER!!=))
went to the canteen to get a drink,maluated myself agn..wads with me?haha. wanted to buy milo but add the fruit thing instead of the pearl.realised no one has mixed tt with milo b4.heh. so in the end chose the pearl.so silly of me.
tt wasn't the end yet, i took the thinner straw instead of the bigger one..and i jus realised aftr a min.hw slow cld my brain process be?tHEn,wanted to transfer the pearl into xue's mouth by the base of the thinner straw since it cldn't go thru[obviously].but ended up squirting milo onto her face.SORRIE XUE!! cld tell she was pissed for a moment.felt so guilty.sorry agn.
left sch soon aftr,took grace mum's car home.and i am back!=)
-i drive myself crazy-missing u so bad-
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
the parade is finally over.but i am starting to miss it.the effort we put into every practice.hopefully it has not gone to waste.was feeling real nervous jus b4 we march in.oh ya!was at last wearing shiny boots but definetly not polished by me!! was offered to at first but we ltr got demanding.haha.
right b4 the actual parade had one more rehearsal to warm us up.it was sooo hot till i started to drip.but on the actual one,the weather became cooler,so wasn't feeling unwell at all=))
the toy soldiers are so cute!the way they dress ,make-up and all!haha.
suppose to have dinner there but din end up eating.they took sooooo long to dismiss us.was exiting by the main entrance then the sir told me i have 34mins to be out thru there cos it closes at 10.i made it out on time! haha. it jus only take 3-4 mins laa.heh.went home and din eat.felt a little satisfaction for not eating?haha.
had to wake up early todae cos my cousin is getting married todae!!went to my aunt's hse.everyone was there waiting for the groom.when they came,they had to go thru so much jus to see the bride.haha.had a fun time sabo-ing them..first they had to sing,dance,eat bittergourd and hand over money b4 they entered the hse.next they were late for abt 30mins.so one min10 push-ups.altogether they i think did 150push-ups!poor thing but still all for the fun of it.hee. and then the last thing,the groom crawled all the wae to the room and begged to open.at the same time agreeing in doing laundry for my cousin.haha.at last she opened!
aftr tt,was waiting for the food.they took so long.was so tired.fell alslp on the sofa while everyone was watching tv.
will be going for the dinner ltr..and i can predict its gonna end LATE.tmr still have to go to sch.sighs.
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Friday, April 22, 2005
was feeling so stressed up in sch.cherina and renee cld realli see it.raina was quite scared seeing me like this?heh.almost cried though.jus felt so much stuff in my mind and i cldn't think of ways to let it go.
went for np ystd though i need not.i miss sch's np soo much!!but wasn't doing drills and campcraft.was told to do some admin stuff.in the end i did it wrongly..forgot to count the dates at the back!!argh.then on the wae to the canteen to sit there and continue,ms koh asked me to help the gb girls to carry tables for their food and clear the bags nearest to the dnt block.was running here and there!tiring.
was told wad committee we were in.
wish me luck in today's parade!!i am scared!!
CHERYL:though u may be transferred,try to look on the bright side ok?u still have the chance to bond with sqd3. let sqd4 be another experience,dun be so affected by it.
i will always be here if u need help=))
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
todae beatrice is high i think!or izzit nice?either or la.she made something similiar to rice crips for the class and the teachers.hw nice and its DELICIOUS.during recess went to the staff room to let the teachers try and mr leow was realli greedy laa! haha but actualli honestly it was something we cldn't eat till we get bored of it.but he jus took the whole slice.he arh.haha.
had no cme cos mrs ong was on mc. so played bball=)).played till we went mad.laughing all the way..haha. so funny laa! jus cldn't stop.heh.
on the wae for chapel did something sooo stupid tt i can claim its one of most stupidiest thing i ever did in my life.shall not bring it up here.argh.
i dropped my phone agn!!it will jus spoil one dae laa.. its jus only3 mths old and ther i go dropping it and nw there are jus a million and one scratches on it. to add on,its starting to lag.pfft.
went to j8 ltr..aftr tt took a cab bac with gannies and grace.wanted to have a two way trip but aftr the incident in the cab,me and grace decided to jus drop at gan's hse to ''escape''. the taxi driver was so short-tempered laa.he thinks only by scolding us wld make us real guilty of wad we said?pls.only noe hw to show attitude to us. guess its the first mean taxi driver i came across.hope it wld jus be the first and last.
grace was so scared laa,even in the hse she kept asking.i was busily thinking abt the chapel incident.
went home aftr tt by grace mum's car.
super tired.tmr still have math test and fri s.s test.jus gonna die sooner or ltr.
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
bio lesson had practical,at the end of the period..the groups had to return the boiling tube and wad they have in the experiment tray.then suddenly heard the tubes broke in front.saw mr lim's reaction,the class was thinking whether to laugh at it.he immediately covered his mouth in those shocked kind of emotion.first time seeing him so agitated.heh.
art lesson,leow was so pissed laa.once i stepped into the art room cld hear him scolding the remaining ppl in there cos we were late.is like only half the class present there.but still we went on. and todae he ask the grps to describe the sculpture idea.was made to describe and he seems to be always complaining abt wad i said. wads with him laa.tell the class abt my description like its good-for-nothing.at least i din drag the time in not presenting but still he is so fussy abt wad i said.argh.
recess,cldn't realli taste wad i eat.the whole time i was rushing.dunno for wad reason.
maths..mrs pang came in for a while to teach factorisation then left soon cos of tournament.so class was left doing their own stuff.mel and the rest were doing some magic laa.quite interesting though.heh.
chi..boring.but at least i survived it throught the 2 periods todae!cos lao shi asked us to bring antiques if we had.pam did and it was those olden days pillow her great grand aunt had.its jus a small block and its hard!lao shi was realli holding it with care,she is like one moment hugging it tight preventing it to drop and next moment holding it further awae being afraid tt her saliva wld be there.haah.
pc lesson..ms koh was asking us to pass up our walk-a-jog money and almost everyone din bring.she said if we din bring we had to go home and bring bac to sch.wth la.
but we argue our way thru so tmr!
aftr sch..suppose to go for peer lite mtg but din.suppose to look for jasmine and jarelyn to practice for np dae parade.but end up in 3c1 helping them do chi.had to help amanda and pauline copy their chi wkbk..not 1 but 3 chpts!!! each!! there was compre in it laa and mind u its not mcq.haha but still i copy my wae thru!!shall not praise myself being nice.
din take note of the time.by the time i went dwn to look for the 2,it was almost 4. but left them to play their bball since they can't stop playing it. did drills like only for 15 mins.
[jus admit if u find it irritating.i welcome u to ask me to get lost.u need not keep it to urself or whoever u share it.]
(i am prepared for u to either walk out or in my life,i am jus prepared)
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
had np day practice..had two full dress rehearsals under the hot sun. by the second one,ppl started falling out.the sun was jus so unbearable.had sun burn round my neck.PAIN!!but i am happy for it=)) love being burnt.
the toy soldiers are super cute laa..the way they did it,its jus so comedian!!haah its jus something tt mus be watched but hard describing it.heh
aftr np,went st8 for sailing..under the sun AGN.did all my preparations in the car.ate lunch,transferred my sailing stuff in the bag,change to my slippers blah blah.practically everything in the cAR!
was the only laser sailor there.cos joel got some race.liying...tried calling her but cldn't get her.was realli thinking i was so dead.the wrigging up part was the prob!suprisingly jeremy was willing to help me without scolding me.but i guess everyone has given up on me upon tt part of sailing.cld tell tt uncle wahib was trying to see hw i did it.was predicting tt he wld shout at me agn.but he din!he was trying to teach me which ropes were in and out without shouting.was still feeling scared though cos i realli had no idea when is he gonna scream.
went out sea to do upwind/dwnwind..then jeremy wanted us to practise 'starts',and we realli did.but he borrowed my laser for one round to show me hw to manage the starts well.so climbed onto his powerboat to observe.he's so damn pro laa.hardly cld i see obstacles for him.
next we did mark rounding..he wanted us to master tt cos we weren't good at it.
ended abt 6 plus..took train bac to yio chu kang then went to had dinner with my family.
exhaUsteD.
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Friday, April 15, 2005
hopefully my this attempt of having this post up will pass thru.cos mum and dad have been coming bac jus rite at the time i start to blog!heh.
well i jus hope i cld nw.
wed went almost went round s'pore?not realli though.haah.its jus parts of north..hee.aftr sch suppose to go p.a to see the rugby finals SA vs ACS(I) b'div.we did made it there.went to pauline's hse to put her bag first then went compass then suppose to go my hse to put my bac my in the end dad was kind enough to come to compass to get the bag frm me=) next went to gannies hse to put hers as well as to wait for mel tan.
cld tell tt pauline was damn excited for the kick off laa..kept saying late alreadi.haha.in the end went there still yet to start.the whole field is realli CROWDED.love the SA shirt[black&white].waited for it to start but soon it was starting to rain and well wads rain without thunder?so in the end it was CANCELLED. argh!
in the end walked till quite far jus to get a cab bac to kovan.gotta admit smthg,mel tan has a sense of humour! as far as i realise for a day.heh.
match was postponed to thurs.ahh!! cldn't get to go and see.so i can conclude i haven seen a rugby match BEFORE.
was told at the end of it,SA won!!!6-0 yay!!!knew they wld=))
but still,feeling sad for acs,heard many cried.cld partly imagine hows the feeling of losing it.
DUN GIVE UP ACS!!hee.
todae was feeling sick in sch..had a bad flu. nose was so blocked up.aftr sch went p.a and was still feeling sick.was realli gritting my tongue to prevent myself frm sneezing.
tired!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
suprisingly felt sch todae was alrite.went to sch on time BUT was caught for nails.ahhh.first time.was hoping ms koh wldn't see it was too obvious.it wasn't acutally but she is jus so OBSERVANT!realise huiyu's nails are difficult to cut!her nails are super solid laa.jessica was realli struggling to cut for her.haha.i cut ltr then them but still finish earlier then them.hee.
bio ms koh came in for a period to see mr lim teach.found tt particular period mr lim was at last explaining.but still,i can nvr get wad he teaches.
din realli have art period todae .the first period was taken up by chem test[it was DIFFICULT]...next mr leow jus told us he wun be in sch tmr so he jus give us tmr's work and let us off earlier=)
recess meant playing bball.but wasn't realli in the mood to play.jus sat ard there.
math..got our quiz results bac,she said some failed.expected myself to fail it.but end up passing it=)).jus pray tt i wld maintain this throughout the term or either the year.supposed to have 2 periods of math but mrs pang had to leave earlier for tournament.so let off early AGN.haha.
chi was next..went to com lab.did the same cd.BORING. there wasn't even sound la.almost at the end of the period,lao shi ask us to type a paragraph frm the textbk into the com..see who finishes the first.weiwen was first.expected it aniwae.heh.
din went for the std talk cos had pc with the sec1s. todae last lesson!!was either sad or happy.cldn't figure out which i was.
stayed bac for a while till 3 then went home.in the bus was total maluation laa!!was abt to alight then the uncle brake so hard.first bumped onto an old man then next fell towards the pole next to the exit door.embarassing sia!!
aniwae at least i have something to sae if someone asks me wad is one of the most embarassing thing i done before.haha.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
was out almost the whole day.morning went with my bro and cousin to aunt's church for service.was almost an hour late.aftr svc ate there,attended oni half hour of sunday sch.[some wld not believe i went for all these!]but i did it..haah.
bro and jac went ahead to town first,needed to collect my phone first b4 gng meeting them.aunt had to go bac to her office so took a ride frm her cab.hee.
waited at the train station,but phone batt was flat soon i met up with the rest.daMn.cldn't use it for the rest of the time out there.jus felt so helpless.
mum had a HARD time looking clothes for me.jus cldn't find some suitable stuff for me to wear on my cousin's wedding dinner.through those hours of walking ard at far east,i still have no idea wad am i wearing on the day itself.i jus noe i am bound to wear a SKIRT.
mum keeps telling the shop owners i can't wear feminine clothes for nuts,jus wan to malu me laa.but at least i suprised her by buying ear rings?haha.
was superr tired aftr tt.settled dwn at Hans' to have dinner.fell aslp there.was too tired laa!!mum tried to use her phone to take me while i was slping!!caught her!heh.
went home ltr,have yet to revise for chem test tmR!!better get gng...
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Friday, April 08, 2005
almost had ystd's post here!but jus at tt time,mum and dad came home..argh!! had to cross out and now i am trying to recall wad i had written.
napfa test jus sucked la.wasn't doing wad i expected,hurt my heelbone.the pain its jus killing me.ahh.
sbj-A[i had to bargain my way thru with mr leow aftr the 2 attempts tt made me had actualli silver!]
shuttle run-A[worse than last year but i am satisfied]
sit-ups-A[no comments]
incline pull up-B[2 more and A!!!!daMN]
sit and reach-B[2 more aGn.=(( ]
aniwae still be having 2.4km which is like almost gone-case.
went p.a todae and i am gng tmr agn..super tired.legs are jus gonna break anitime. for nw,lazy to continue...
to be continued..
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
the weather jus puts me off. rainy yet sunny and it brings the grd a hotter atmosphere[hot air rises]. eng period almost everyone cld be seen heads on the table.felt darn slpy then.was realli feeling like telling ms chew whether i cld go wash my face but at second thought i decided not but jus to put thru with the lesson in class.
went to town aftr sch to eat lunch as well as grace wanted to see her *taka haha..din bring much money,had only 4bucks with me.and it jus flew awae aftr lunch.
the last time i went there to eat jus brought bac some flashback suddenly. went to the same stall as the last time.tt was only food stall i cld think of. vegetarian food. but of cos wadeva happen last time its completely over!!cldn't be more than bothered to bring bac the past.[jus hate it]
had a much better time eating with the four todae! was suan-ed till the end until it went out of point la. heh.
was worried my parents will be killing once i reached home.in the end din but mum kept askin why i was there.repeated myself like more than 4 times. while waiting for grace's mum car to come,this guy suddenly jus stared at me and did something to me which was totally WEIRD!! was damn shocked laa.scary man. think he was trying to do some magic or something ard my head?
home at last,math quiz is next.sighs. hopefully i wld do well.=)
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Monday, April 04, 2005
was either real restless or high in class. cldn't figure which i was. jus remb chem lesson mrs chew almost gave up on us cos we were too noisy. practically all teachers cldn't take our class,they will at least one period of time feel like breaking dwn and tts when our class starts becoming better.heh.
lit lesson felt the time pass jus alrite though i tot its gonna take forever.cos todae ms ho wasn't doing the same routine which was reading and summarising the book the whole time.she showed pics of the vietnam war[something to do with the book]. next my grp had to do the skit for chpt10.was made to be the main character=(...but our class had realli a good laugh. even ms ho was laughing till she had stomachache!haha.
other than tt,the whole dae was cOoL as in the weather.
sat:
had to go for np day parade practice at p.a...was raining the whole time.but the rain ended in time for the dry run of the parade.=)
was late for sailing,parents weren't dere to drive me there.called for a cab in the end waited so long it din come until this cab tt happen to drop off one the resident. saved 3bucks at least. terminated the other. in the cab the uncle was askin so much ques!
1st ques:
eh u boy or girl?[jus feel like telling him to mind his business!]
and he goes on telling me if i kept my hair longer and dun be so dark i wld jus like one.he said at first he tot i was the filipino maid of his previous customer waiting there to help her pick up stuff!!cos he tot i was a malay!??this time i was realli fuming inside.but obviously i din show it.heh.
2nd ques:
how old am i?[was jus waiting another ques which was wad sch]
3rd ques:
eaten ur lunch?[either concern or jus kpo]
he continues telling me better grab a bread or something so tt i have enough energy to go out sea.
4th ques:
u camping there rite?[out of point]
he asked tt jus becos safra resort is near the sea sport centre.realli surprised he asked this.
at last i was out of the cab! there goes my 13bucks=(( was surprised the class was still hanging ard.found our frm joel there dragged it cos there was no wind at all. and they had no more lasers! argh. but in the end manage to get one last min. was lucky not to sail the byte[will jus create a havoc in there.heh]
realised the uncle working there seems to hate the sight of me.whenever he sees me ,he starts saying ''U AGAIN!'' his mood is weird laa.
aftr sailing,was intending to visit xiuwen at the hospital but end up not. still i got to tok to her on the phone telling her to take care!=) went to ps to celebrate rachel's b'dae. seriously i din expect myself to be there.thx to someone for deciding for me yea.haha.the best thing is the show started at 710 and we went in at 745?but still i sort of understand the show.the show was damn funny laa and rachel was laughing super loud.
aftr the show, happen to see jc. haven been seeing for mths man..she got darker!!*jealous*heh.
took train to seng kang then took dad's car home.
sun:
was walking almost the whole stretch of orchard rd with my parents.then when some ppl were giving those flyers,my dad asked me abt the flyer he got. it says missing boy,12.he jus cldn't tell tt it was actualli promoting the show''missing'' on channel5! haha. until abt 2 mins he got it.
the rest of the dae was jus slacking at home trying to get those bio notes in my head.argh.
think i shld be the one thinking whther u forgot i ever existed.
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