Thursday, December 30, 2004
woke up so early ..as if it was the first dae of sch. and i am alreadi feeling real reluctant abt waking up at tt hour for sch.who wants? gd fer those who r waiting for their results till march .
mum's bcf friends came to our hse ltr in the dae to watch the video abt their race in shanghai. and i was the one who filmed it!! haha they are seeing my masterpiece!yeah rite,in the first place i can't get the cam str8 .but it was clear enough to sort their mistakes for their strokes.
sigh the tsunami incident is getting out of control.death toll is rising each day,those who have survive through are homeless,houses blown away.mum had ask us to donate our clothes to them,definetly i wun hesitate! thinking of hw it happen ,we are realli lucky ,being sheltered by the neighbouring countries.
- argh..why mus they change the plan!! tt is,next yr's atc we will be combining with next yr's sec2s.. dun realli lyk the new plan.
we are changing new np shirts too.. to me,[yay!]
- sch is huge,gt a clearer understanding of the pros and cons of it esp being in an old sch. coming home with countless of mosqitoe bites. lol...saying of bitEs,heh.. tt time went to visit niki at the working place,hahA she put a plaster on her neck to cover her love bite!still cld see though ,ryan oso kana!! izzit the trend?
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
is bro getting more hip? guess i cld see tt. with those low trousers. man,he realli kept my words! i was jus telling him low was hip and he realli went into it! but of cos with much of my cousin's influence.haha.
pink shirts fer him? he realli dun mind! gosh. can't believe he is changing overnight. lots and lots went through a lot in him.gd or bad? u decide.
i believe he has done almost all his new year clothing all at queensway. and fer me ,half at queensway the other half at slurpy ape. yes my family is darn poor. we dun shop at zara,topman,forever21,levis blahblah.. parents dun even own these stuff.gave a reaaallll hard time fer the staff at slurpy ape. my mum was wanting me all the time to wear tight clothes!! eeeeeeee....dun wanna tok abt it . aniwae bought a red shirt frm there sooo cute! *lame enough to get u ppl chilled yeah*
sigh..saying abt the call drey called thrice and vice versa. jus realise she has been wanting to go sailing. arh! it sucks whenva i miss it. todae suppose to go with liying but aftr tt was cancelled cos she fell sick. drey cld forever can't make it. haha ..she and her realli beLivabLe excUUUseeess...lol
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Monday, December 27, 2004
its really scary esp this year ...the year has gone darn fast till i actualli cld feel it was jus 1 dae frm jan to dec.[hope u get was i meant]
fancy drills practice fer the next year's cca fair. i guess everyone involved in it shld at least fill the bit of fustration tt they change the song real last min. previously was the hw come[eminem] cum i will survive' ...then jus last min they find it too slow and change the song to MI2's theme song. heh.
hmk nt finished yet..beginning to feel reluctant abt the upcoming year.it will jus a one hectic year ..bleah
at last the laser1 craft is starting soon! hopefully they dun cancel it agn!!! went to ubin with my cousins ystd..it was tiring yet a blast. cycle up slopes and down..man the up slopes were a killer. all of our thighs were aching by then! lunch in between then we continued. then jus aftr my dad tried negotiated with the security for gng to chek java ,one of our bikes broke down. another grp of ppl tried repairing it but though it was repaired,the bolt of the bike at the end came off so it was impossible to have a temporary hold on.
we called the shop..i realise the ppl there realli are jus into grabbing money. a ride bac to the main road 15 bucks! even frm jurong to changi dun cost tt much!tsk tsk.
overall this outing has been real fun.=) went to sum deserted area .it was an abandoned building. quite scary . there were sulphur along the doors of it. sum doors weren't locked .dad was brave enough to open it,inside was jus one big empty area. i guess tt place was one gd place to keep a hostage? haha but dun been too excited kidnappers! a few metres dwn there will be a police post stationed there!
as we cycled through the coastline,saw the sailors sailing. damn,me and my cousin was so tempted to sail. the wind there was jus right . argh!! there goes my envyness[a word i invented. or did it exist?]
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Monday, December 20, 2004
tis two weeks have been flying darn fast. christmas is coming and other words sch is reopening. and wads in then??hmk nt yet done! argh.
last thurs i cldn't take the boredom at home so took a trip dwn to town with bro and cousins. went to scotts to check out hw was business at the toy bazaar. at the same time cld go see wad was jeremy doing. slacking there! hah! envy his job , jus supervising the place. he cldn't take it by spending the whole tym walking ard the area. so decided to join us for lunch.
during lunch , jac ,bro and jeremy kept shooting ice at each other[using straws]. think they shoot till the people next to us got it! lol. damn embarassing!
went bac to the work place. cousin was working there, fer sum kinda reason jus was so desperate to work . guess it was nw tt i realise tt i shld earn it myself than supported. unlike rich kids frm rich family. kept pestering jac to ask her mum whether they need ppl anot. gt it! jac and i gonna work at scotts.yipee!!
fast forward. left town then went to the my cousin hse and put dwn my stuff. suddenly jac realise she lost her wallet! sigh..she is alwaes losing things. then she rem she heard smth drop when alighting the bus outside my cousin hse! she din realli bothered but it turns out to be her wallet! so careless!! called sbs transit. the person said they will find it first. aside frm tt.. she promised me to accompany me to explore one part of the west. hahah[there's a reason..] . on the wae in the train . bro called jac saying they found her wallet!! she is realli lucky . losing so many times and claiming bac in the end. she cldn't afford to lose it. first thing on her mind was her neoprints! haah . she had all of them there. and next was her money! 200 plus inside for her sch bks. the person said she needed to go all the wae to eunos to claim it bac. imagine travelling frm the west to the east! dun think those living in uk or us will find it far..compared to us.
collected it. by the time so dark but i still made my trip to where i wanted to go!!! yew tee!!! i wanted to explore there!!! wanted to find a sch there but ended up finding drey's hse. sat along the roadside stairs opp the hse with jac and ate our so called dinner. we were hungry!
gave up finding the sch ...it was getting late.
next dae..was late fer work ! but aniwae the supervisor was none other than my cousin..and celine was oso veri nice..though we needed to work till 10. it was fuN! it felt as if it was sooo fast. compared to parkway. boring lyk hell. ystd was transferred there with jac. i can die there. same working hrs but i jus gt tired easily there. legs were lyk stilts. ppl there were difficult to communicate!
haven eaten dinner then. its been mths ever since i eaten roti prata..haha so went to the jalan kayu one with my family to eat there since we jus live nearby.heh. went bac was alreadi 12 plus. slept almost 2.
yawns*
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
not again! whats with you??!!!y can't u jus satisfy me for at least once! i am here seeing u send msgs tt i have to be pissed off. one aftr another.
i am jus darn down - luck struck.
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
dammit, i have limits of waiting and getting dragged...
started out doing my poster for the sana thing. dad kinda scolded me for nt getting bac my math wkbk frm grace.sigh..pls return mieee my wkbk!! i need it..ahhh..
went to play badminton with dad and bro agn..guess it became a habit of playing 1-2 times a wk?bro seems bothered with something,he is jus isn't himself todae. he usually was kinda happy to be court playing i guess.. but todae he din even smile? do i sound too sensitive? maybe i can't get things right in my head. right leg is nw aching. come on!! i jus need to get out of here! i haven been exploring the island for a while? jus wish i cld turn back the time.
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Monday, December 13, 2004
stayed home and sat on my chair without leaving it till i got done with my essay! minimum words?1200. cldn't feel better if i were to leave my seat cos din wan to drag the time into doing leaving it for the next dae. had a hard time thinking my wae through,took abt 2-3 hrs doing it on the paper and spent abt 1and a half hrs typing it out. at last i am done with it! felt so satisfied finishing it. but there are still alwaes more to come . sigh*
bro kept walking in and out checking whether am i done with my typing. to him ,it took forever and till dinner time he cldn't wait so in the end he landed up using my mum's laptop when she came back.lol.
now i jus wish this yr wldn't end. gt loads and loads of hmk yet to be done. projects frm np[total defence]&[sana course]..one grp the other individual work. i am jus gonna be dead sooner or ltr.can't plan the time wisely,alwaes ending up everything at the eleventh hour.saying abt the sana course,the first dae other then lectures there were videos aftr videos ..some were cartoons and its kinda interesting when all different cartoon characters are in one film. there was pooh,bugs bunny,ninja turtle and many more. haha we watch till be gt bored. ask to watch sumore,all replied no. haha. second dae,all were ask to do the test. at the end they called out names i was praying nt to be called,cos they were the ''failures''. in the end it was all a joke. it was realli real. everyone past the test on the paper.phew.
sigh,jus getting bored each day. next week still need to go to sch. i am realli tired of my life.
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
woke up ard9 ..overslept .suppose to meet my cousins at dwntown east for www. called them,they were alreadi in the train.
aniwae, once settled there. went on to play those rides. my cousins sun jus get tired of those waves!! getting dizzy by then.got bored with the water stuff,went on to theme park.saw the lifeguard agn tt kept picking on me the other dae.lol.
next on we went to the rides at the theme park. at last in my life i cld try out those rides!! nvr been in to try out anithing the last tym..
one aftr another. get real dizzy sia. gt kinda bored so went to the games stall to play. quite fun. kept staying there to drag tym. then the staff there keep picking on us esp my cousin! cos she accidentally shot the staff there with water! haha. the guy jus kept using the loud haler.its jus blasting into my eardrums!
my bro almost every game won. then gt so many soft toys. gave the others to my cousins and kept our favourite one. haha
the last ride of the dae was killing me. it was the superman thing tt u needed to lie on the thing then it jus go round and round. almost vomited my wae through the ride.
dad went to wait fer us at macs. he was eating the new stuff by mac,was feeling too nausea then so cldn't realli be bothered. went to sba the restaurant to celebrate my grand dad's b'dae. can't believe his 90+! b4 tt went to the the court to see the players practice. jus felt lyk continuing tt sport. almost wanted to join sba then but cos of my academic . nw my dad said can. but was thinking wad if i went bac there? wld i still be able to cope with my studies?np?sailing? . sigh i am still in thoughts...
during dinner everyone was lyk glued to the tv to watch the award show.
agn, mon wasn't settled.drey's mum has decided to bring the family to malaysia..she has been giving so many excuses. frm dinner to chalets to holidaes. i was jus wondering whether is this all a plan ?
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Friday, December 10, 2004
feeling tired nw..only gt to slp for 2 hrs or less?? these daes i am beginning to have sleepless nights. and last nite was one of the worst. frm 12 plus i started tossing and turning on my bed till 4.30 am. a few more hrs i needed to get up for the sana course. cldn't take it animore,went to the living room to slp . frm then i started to slp at last!! but it was oni for 1 hr. next was to wake up and off for the course at cedar sec.
in the bus felt lyk throwing up.sigh,y do i alwaes suffer motion sickness?having a bad headache nw.. still needed to walk a distance into the sch.and my headache gt worse. guess i din get enough of slp. the sch was bigg .. felt the students there were much more grown up!in terms of character. its difficult describing but jus envy them for sum reason. wish i was in sum other sch compared to the sch i am in! argh!
lectures after lectures ...discussions within our own grps. i am the oni pl in my grp! but at least gotta interact quite ok.there was the whole area5 but one sch frm area16 tt was nan hua. imagine them travelling frm the west to the north for the course! pity them .haha.
lunch was untolerable. dishes were all chilli ,chilli and more chilli!!!! yes yes a typical s'porean shld take up spicy food but too bad i can't! sumtym's i jus wish i was pure veg or allergic to chilli. next was a lecture by a cnb officer. his speech wasn't tt boring apart frm those interesting yet gruesome pics on his slides in the com.. he was quite humorous too..heh.
was wearing full U the whole dae. and sumore without the beret almost the whole dae cos most of the activities where in the hall..hate to be without my beret in fullU.but tmr can wear pt kit..=) but having the test. and our batch so suay,cos our batch is the last batch to have the difficult papers.next year they r planning to make the test easier!
manage to met sum of my ex pri sch mates there! mostly frm the badminton team and nw they r representing their schs in badminton! sana course ended abt the same tym as them,so gotta sae hi to them..sarah was gng ''got miss me anot'' ..lol. time flies real fast . haven been seeing her fer lyk 2 years and nt playing with her matches fer abt 3 years! still remb at the nationals we were partners in the doubles team and we jus cldn't cooperate together! haha in the end st nic's won us..and pss..one of the opponent was none other than pamy! small world. hai..those were the daes...er..do i sound lyk some people frm the stone age??
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Thursday, December 09, 2004
argh! made a huugeee mistake !! shall nt sae abt it. jus fustrated over by it. todae was another dae tt i continue rotting at home. was trying to get started on my hmk. esp my math! but grace is still holding on to my workbk.. when can i get it bac??decided to do the commonwealth essay..argh! and till nw i still can't get to the word limit! more than half is still blank!chose the topic abt competiton stuff.. went to the internet to collect more infos..still it din realli help. anione gd in essay writing pls contribute to me pls..i noe this sounds demanding but i realli in need. hah do i sound lyk sum kid on the streets begging or maybe sum chain letter??
sun gng with my cousins to www. 3rd tym gng there and still there will be a 4th tym. yes there will be i guess cos there r remaining tix my mum bought. she bought 10 tix! jus fer a treat to my cousins fer helping in sumthing.
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
half my life feels tt the holidae wun end..the other half wans the year to go faster..which route shld i go?my hmk nt even half done still dare to sae looking forward to new year,if nt fer the hmk wld i be hoping to drag this whole 2 mth of holidae! argh!jus hate it.
went to call drey last nite,she offered to do my math . i cldn't be more than happy mann! jus hate math to the core. jus dunno hw am i gonna survive whether to go poly ,forget abt jc[can nvr make it]. she ask mi to make tym for her...haha!its difficult!!!! cos when she is bored,i am busy..whenva i am bored to death,she is busy. lets take an example, she was bored last weekend..called me to accompany her to sailing,i din ans..coss....i was in penang!! argh!
when i am bac,she has dunno wad stuff...so we settled it at last,mon. we shall see....haha.
aniwae,went to play badminton with my bro and dad at yck sports hall.. my arms r gonna ache real bad tmr morning ! was suffering those aches b4 at the penang trip,it was killing me! but i am happy i was able to perspire as much..it was dripping to the floor. i can sae my dad is one good player! oh ya last wk went there played fer while this mother ask mi to play with her daughter a singles match. i was lyk wad! haven been practising for years! ever since i left badminton during my primary sch daes.. sumore the gal was a sch player in her own sec sch. and worse..i wasn't wearing my proper shoes! during the match keep slipping. hai. of cos i lost to her flat out! 11-0 !! but nw its improving!todae played with my dad,felt i was improving!!yay..i can tell tt k..hahah
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Monday, December 06, 2004
jus came bac frm penang trip in the bus..so damn long the bus journey! i can't take long journeys..alwaes having motion sickness. aniwae the purpose to go there was my mum's bcf dragonboat competition. we lost but the main purpose was to take it as an experience and enjoy ourselves there! aniwae there were many other s'pore teams there to represent our country..ngee ann poly,safra,s'pore dragonboat assc. ,ntu...so many there... jus found out sum countries in asia has a interesting technique of winning!! and its real useful.tt is to stand and row! it makes the boat go faster!! it was gliding all the wae mann.. nice.
was the drummer was the second event for bcf...we had a difficult tym getting prepared at the starting point,all the boats were waiting fer us. cos of the strong wind la..the starter even threaten us to start without us if we dun get prepared in a min. it was difficult. my bro was the drummer for the event tt was ard the last. as the green light was given he lets go the buoy and guess wad? the person in the front rowing paddle gt tangled by the rope tied ard the buoy! he had no choice but to let go otherwise the whole boat wldn't go! the last person then quickly pass the paddle to the front cos without the coach paddling,it wld be almost hopeless! but honestly everyone did well!! imagine cancer survivors who sum r alreadi 50 plus of age paddling. its tough man!
at the end of the races,there was one team frm malaysia which won so many titles! almost all the trophies all go to them. and tt team was jus a restaurant selling tempura!i find it weird too,they r sooooo strong tt they cld even beat SDBA!!!(s'pore dragonboat assco.)
ngee ann, ntu and safra wasn't bad too.. they oso won trophies but sdba was the best. it sumhw brought s'pore proud there! btw the event was held at a damp. it was a nice calm damp surrounding it was mountains of trees.. nice view.
on the wae bac to sin they played a few vcds in the bus,there was white chicks,day aftr tmr,johnny english and the last one was exorcist!! the sound effects was kinda scary.the image was kinda gross too.. dun wanna tok abt it .
at last back home. the wae home in the cab was torture . the vibration of the car moving was so bad tt my ear drums was realli bursting soon.
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