seems tt those rehearsals r realli making mi panic so much tt i was kind in trauma for the whole dae after the 1st one.true enough,it was a challenge for mi and i jus need to do it..gloves were a problem at first then ltr the white strap for the rifle..realli difficult,jus keep blocking the trigger part and i jus cldn't put my fingers to hold the rifle. guess i had to find a wae agn through tis..oh die,i jus found out they will be eliminating 2 ppl out the GOH. hope my efforts dun go to waste..
when through 3 rounds..tiring and unpredictable..2nd round , marchpast abt to start..oh no the strap is blocking,i can't adjust cos ids realli obvious.argh..had to use my wrist strength throughout the march past..arh..its pulling my vein or either the muscle..
after those 3 rounds..needed to rush for tuition but left 10 mins! faster change,by the tym i called dad,it was 6.30..class started liao. he gave up waiting for mi to fetch mi there cos my brother was oso gng..haha so he told mi to go home ,means no tuition!!but,need to do a replacement most likely..damn!!!
dun feel lyk taking bus home..haha lucky grace was there ,was able to take a lift frm her..but had conditions tt was to carry her sis things!!haah ..cos she went out aftr rehearsal so being a kind soul help her ..but liyan gt help lah..thks.
reach home,cldn't tink of wat to eat,my maid suggested spagetti..gd idea though..so ate tt for dinner ,haix still feeling hungry now..
RODE;
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
realli spoiling my health..slping late,waking up early,can't keep eyes open during lessons and every period jus pass without even understanding the basics of it. wads sch for??answer pls..i need opinions.it seems meaningless to mi,i can't figure out where am i,realli in a mess. lost in a maze.LOST.
combined rehearsal todae,it was realli tensed up..i cldn't keep the rifle on my hands..jus keep slipping off..the glove iseither too big or stuck in the middle of the trigger.hmm..i have to tink of waes to prevent it.. one wrong move and tts it,there was no moment tt cld slack..the weather was kind of on and off wif its rain..it was cooling though..nice weather but without the rain lah..
sigh,math test tml(sure to get zero and i mean realli zero!!) ..then art i haven do aniting yet and we have to pass up lyk dunno left hw many wks ?!piled up wif work work work!!
RODE;
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
tired tired tired..but doesn't sound bad enough i can sae. enough of selfishness,can't be alwaes complaining but to control i guess??these few daes can't realli concentrate during lessons,keep dozing off and it is realli intolerable esp during math lesson!! mdm chong went espcially to my table jus to ask mi to draw sum maths term(forget the name of it) 10 tyms!! and kept adding more comments ,kept complaining y my pencil case no eraser,no liquid paper,no tis ..no blah blah...wads wif those complaining??to ask mi to visit the stationery shop more often to restock my pencil case??hahahaha..
recess tym,serena jus jump frm behind and kept saying the same phrase..i am getting sick of it!! better stop pls..count as i beg u lar..
sighx* dun realli have the mood to continue here though there is so much gng tots gng through..yes,yes i noe ..sound realli crappy.shall nt sae more before ur face may turn blue or izzit green? oh or traffic lights??red,amble, green!!LAME!
RODE;
Friday, July 23, 2004
i am realli rotting at one corner..so damn bored at home where most of the pl-lites r gng tonite fer the musical..realli want to go tonite or maybe help out but no tix and i am nt needed there..feeling jealous nw..argh!!
lala and tis clique was lyk so excited for the musical ..even wrote on the board for the countdwn to the musical..lol. hmm..wanted so badly to cum tis evening loh,sigh,the more i tink of it the more i get angry at myself. damn. i oni gt tix for tml evening cos lixian had 5 tix ,she actualli bought for her frens but they backed out in the end..so jus get frm her ..i gt 2 tix frm her (but nt yet,cldn't find her) . asked drey,and as i cld predict , she is alwaes held up wif sumthing..asked liying,can't cos she is gng for her fren's b'dae party. hai.. nw i am trying to see whether my cousins can go anot. hopefully so.
aftr sch went to the bus stop ,as usual,the bus was full..but val and nessa was so kind to lemme have a lift to the bus stop which i change bus!!thx!! frm there,i wasn't tt lucky..expected 70 to take quite long but din expect it took more than wad i expected!! i waited for almost 1 hr for the stupid bus!! at last came!! thank gawd!! but the ride wasn't smoothsailing,the bus driver was lyk every 50 m stop then move stop and move..so jerky!!guess i am tt fussy abt it cos i easily get motion sickness.
RODE;
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
todae was a realli pissed dae ..went to sch went up the class ,locked. left my book in the class,damn. gonna stand up during silent reading. it came true, and was standing there looking at the 'serene' view of the fellow pupils ard mi. yeah rite,hw did i cum wif tis lame crap??
during silent reading, ferng went up and as usual said ..''seetohhhh!!!'' yeah ok,i will try to rem to bring my book kae?!! the best thing, i am gonna get zero for my math test...hw am i gonna react on it??i dunno cos i have been failing it st8 throughout but tis tym,it was becos of a stupid mc!!! i din cum on the test dae cos i was sick but my dad din bring mi to see doc ,next dae took the test and todae , ferng told mi if i din have ani mc i will have zero for it.. argh!!waste my brain cells can!!spent those precious tym cracking my head on the stupid 3 sums ,nw cum and tell mi no mc zero..freak!!
went bac to class ,math class..hate the subject forever!!! wads rong the the teacher??everydae teach our class,bad mood ..keep scolding us. then after a few mins,the mood change,tink she is having her pms..
later during recess ,after tt eng..no teacher.. 3 periods of free tym!!! most of our class ppl was lyk polishing boots..xue er's hand was lyk a hand tt cld made miracle, frm a dull boots to a damn shiny one..a few min and she cld make it shine!!me arh, hai..she help mi shine then took over the cloth and polish in the end went bac to the same old dull colour,haiyo mus ask her agn,dunno hw many tyms i ask her liao ,haha. and for the 1st tym ,i wore boots tt shine..todae 1st experience. todae photo taking,we were on tym but had to drag jus to wait for the princess to cum,ms ferng!!our class was so damn noisy tt the photographer had a hard tym kping us quiet,wad do u expect ppl frm 2d2??if we were quiet for a whole dae,it wld be realli a miracle or shld i sae weird?? our class can get realli crazy and gd if we want..still rem napfa test tt dae on the five items tt dae,we were so crazy and full of unity!!!lol. todae during pe ,chateh competetion wif sec3 class..and we won!!see,our class can get so gd in all these!!
after sch,took bus home...53 bus was agn crowded,next stop tis father carrying his son boarded the bus ..then ltr tis man was so piss wif our sch cos we din give wae to the father and son?? there is no more space alreadi and still wan us to move sumore..keep complaining,then went tell liyan off to organize them and told her better tell the sch abt our behaviour in the bus..cos she is the prefect or else he will go call up the sch and tell the principal abt tis...wad tis ??creating stories,giving us a even worse name fer out sch???sumore went to tell other strangers our sch is giving off a bad name..he is jus getting too unreasonable..he jus wldn't let us off...complain and complain throughout the whole journey and even stared at liyan even when she got off the bus till she walked off..wad is wif tis man??!!!!
ltr change bus ,boarded it...spent those boring tym toking to michelle foo on the bus..oh yah..jus found out sumthing,wherever i go in sch alwaes see euodia and she is alwaes giving mi tis cheeky face..no offence arh gal..hahahaha
RODE;
Sunday, July 11, 2004
sat was realli a disaster ...woke up for np,in the midst of waking,walking to the toilet..i jus crash to the grd..i cldn't see where i was,the whole world was spinning..i jus cldn't open my eyes.once i open everything was moving..non-stop . i felt lyk vomiting too..was realli sad i cldn't go,sigh there goes my selction for goh..sobx*next was sailing conversion.. it was oso on the same dae..i had to get well by tt afternoon otherwise i will be the oni one nt knowing the basics of byte.. at least i cld get up but still had a headache..
went there learn the wrigging up the byte, went to sea,launching halfwae,a big wave came and my boat crashed onto a pico..i din noe it was so serious..and gosh!i din noe i was sailing wif a hole under the boat!!!till i came bac ,it was so heavy to recover my boat..then marc found out there was a hole under the boat...went to tell the coach, then the stuff ppl kind of lectured mi cos the pico's rudder was damaged real bad on the surface of it..i tot ,oh my!hw am i gonna compensate all these?! ids gonna cost a bomb..i was lucky enough tt i need nt pay..the nxt dae went agn for conversion . . the owner of the boat was more or less pissed wif mi..i had to rent another boat,and i was realli cautious abt the boat nw..i had to make sure i cld't crash or knock agn. took another boat..41. went out to sea ..had lots of prob,the coach took lots of notice of mi and wrote my name dwn..realli malu...the wind was lyk on and off realli unpredictable.. sudden gust of winds came..there was a number of tyms i had to hike out real out!!capsize thrice!the water was so disgusting!!planes flew above us so damn close,most of it was SIA .. damn fun but scary..went bac to shore, had to keep my sail then tis topper sailor said he will keep 4 mi cos the sail i was using was new?hw cld he tell frm new and old?? all the same to mi..he said the sail need to be preserved properly so tt will be still fresh??i cldn't get wad was he saying..aniwae he help mi keep my sail i happie liao..dun need to fold here fold there. the boat i used was lyk so precious to him cos he claim tt the boat i used was realli a gd boat..was lucky to choose tis boat man..hahah.
damn tired..dun feel lyk gng to sch!!went home wif drey and was lyk blasting the mp3 on both of us..each person 1 side,aftr tt took out mine to level up my deafness..first it was left side nw both..lol
RODE;
Thursday, July 08, 2004
tired tired tired..realli lazy to rite anithing..so jus rite a real short sentence here...goh or stage hands 4 musical? u can choose either or both together..but who is gonna pay the consequences if u do real bad in ur studies becos of concentrating on both. at first tot i tot i was capable of doing both but after toking to my dad , and reflecting it,i found tt my studies was realli worsing..i cldn't take both,i had to choose either..to jus sacrifice one. dad said stage hands r jus helpers but nt sumone made for others to find wad ur representing..the other choice he said it was doing sumthing tt u r proud to be but nt hidden. i wonder whether it makes sense to u readers..of cos,i can't disagree to it..i am jus afraid i may sae sumthing rong..so i am partially prepared 4 the worst rite here.
RODE;
Monday, July 05, 2004
-AVRIL LIVIGNE(ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It’s my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that i
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is
A beautiful, accident, turbulent,
Succulent, opulent, permanent
No way
I wanna taste it
Dont wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It’s my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.
RODE;
Sunday, July 04, 2004
JULY!!!hm..5 more mths to 2005!!*yawns* realli tired aftr cuming 2 whole daes..sat went wif my cousins to dwntown east fer the ''wild wild wet'' super fun!! b4 tt needed to meet one of them whose family was staying at the chalet ..went to the chalet settle everything,then went there to pay the entrance fee for the wild wild wet..gosh,tt was the part tt took the longest and had lotsa problems. first took our money then went to pay..we needed to have tis card tt cld let us go 4 everyting..at first the person said needed to pay 10 bucks for the card itself..nt enough money,2 of us went bac to take extra money..then cum bac to the counter another person ,tis person said the card was FOC!! damn wasted our trip bac to the chalet can!!we went up and dwn lyk thrice?!it was realli far.
ok at last cld go in..the place was realli lyk undescrible,even lockers were kinda advanced,every section of lockers there is a com system tt tells us which r occupied ,under repair,vacant. then chose the locker ,press the number on the screen and its urs!but need to pay 2 bucks through the card 4 the locker.. its ok la. And dwn to the water rides!! there was tis ride called 'ular-lah' tis big float cld contain 6 ..the ride was realli gd!!almost the end of tis ride ,there was tis auto cam which cld take us..there were quite a few more..there was the 'shiok river' which oni cld go one direction ,no matter hw we go against the current,we cldn't beat it..so it was lyk relying on water to push u ..NVR ever miss out the almost 90 degress steep slide!!it was the 'sidewinder' ..its a float which 2 person is suppose to sit inside facing each other,and there u go realli down and up and down and up and down and up till it slows down..it will be more worth it if u tried tt..
there was a period of tym where there stop 4 a while cos of the weather.. so we left , and we spend those tym eating at bk..then after tt the sun came out ,went bac to had more fun. played till 7 then went to the normal pool to swim..din realli swim lah,cos in the pool we gt fascinated by the see through glass under water..so we kept taking turns waving at ppl below ..we did tt for abt half an hour..went bac to the chalet to wash up..decided to stay overnite..all the kids one rm,adults another rm..haah . watch tv..then later one of them said she wanted to buy cup noddles..went along.came bac to the chalet and we watched ''the eye '' on channel 8 ..begginnin was kinda scary..we were screaming our lungs out..halfwae,i fell aslp..was the 1st one though..hehe. during the nite,cldn't slp well cos was woken by sum snoring ..super loud. ok next morning, check out..parents fetch mi went to eat breakfast,was quite full alreadi cos earlier ate sum . ltr on went bac home..went out agn ,to queenswae to buy my shoe..hee,but nt oni tt!!we ended up buying so much more!! my mum also went there to re-string her tennis racket..bought our stuff alreadi head to my grdma's house. my uncle came bac frm work frm china..but gng bac tml..he decided to treat us jap fd..bought lyk dunno hw many sushi's bac to grdma's house..but it was ennough..so most of the tym..we were lyk having standing buffet stuffing ourselves wif sushi's..lol.
realli tired nw..heading for the bed nw!!
RODE;
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Friday, July 30, 2004
seems tt those rehearsals r realli making mi panic so much tt i was kind in trauma for the whole dae after the 1st one.true enough,it was a challenge for mi and i jus need to do it..gloves were a problem at first then ltr the white strap for the rifle..realli difficult,jus keep blocking the trigger part and i jus cldn't put my fingers to hold the rifle. guess i had to find a wae agn through tis..oh die,i jus found out they will be eliminating 2 ppl out the GOH. hope my efforts dun go to waste..
when through 3 rounds..tiring and unpredictable..2nd round , marchpast abt to start..oh no the strap is blocking,i can't adjust cos ids realli obvious.argh..had to use my wrist strength throughout the march past..arh..its pulling my vein or either the muscle..
after those 3 rounds..needed to rush for tuition but left 10 mins! faster change,by the tym i called dad,it was 6.30..class started liao. he gave up waiting for mi to fetch mi there cos my brother was oso gng..haha so he told mi to go home ,means no tuition!!but,need to do a replacement most likely..damn!!!
dun feel lyk taking bus home..haha lucky grace was there ,was able to take a lift frm her..but had conditions tt was to carry her sis things!!haah ..cos she went out aftr rehearsal so being a kind soul help her ..but liyan gt help lah..thks.
reach home,cldn't tink of wat to eat,my maid suggested spagetti..gd idea though..so ate tt for dinner ,haix still feeling hungry now..
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
realli spoiling my health..slping late,waking up early,can't keep eyes open during lessons and every period jus pass without even understanding the basics of it. wads sch for??answer pls..i need opinions.it seems meaningless to mi,i can't figure out where am i,realli in a mess. lost in a maze.LOST.
combined rehearsal todae,it was realli tensed up..i cldn't keep the rifle on my hands..jus keep slipping off..the glove iseither too big or stuck in the middle of the trigger.hmm..i have to tink of waes to prevent it.. one wrong move and tts it,there was no moment tt cld slack..the weather was kind of on and off wif its rain..it was cooling though..nice weather but without the rain lah..
sigh,math test tml(sure to get zero and i mean realli zero!!) ..then art i haven do aniting yet and we have to pass up lyk dunno left hw many wks ?!piled up wif work work work!!
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
tired tired tired..but doesn't sound bad enough i can sae. enough of selfishness,can't be alwaes complaining but to control i guess??these few daes can't realli concentrate during lessons,keep dozing off and it is realli intolerable esp during math lesson!! mdm chong went espcially to my table jus to ask mi to draw sum maths term(forget the name of it) 10 tyms!! and kept adding more comments ,kept complaining y my pencil case no eraser,no liquid paper,no tis ..no blah blah...wads wif those complaining??to ask mi to visit the stationery shop more often to restock my pencil case??hahahaha..
recess tym,serena jus jump frm behind and kept saying the same phrase..i am getting sick of it!! better stop pls..count as i beg u lar..
sighx* dun realli have the mood to continue here though there is so much gng tots gng through..yes,yes i noe ..sound realli crappy.shall nt sae more before ur face may turn blue or izzit green? oh or traffic lights??red,amble, green!!LAME!
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Friday, July 23, 2004
i am realli rotting at one corner..so damn bored at home where most of the pl-lites r gng tonite fer the musical..realli want to go tonite or maybe help out but no tix and i am nt needed there..feeling jealous nw..argh!!
lala and tis clique was lyk so excited for the musical ..even wrote on the board for the countdwn to the musical..lol. hmm..wanted so badly to cum tis evening loh,sigh,the more i tink of it the more i get angry at myself. damn. i oni gt tix for tml evening cos lixian had 5 tix ,she actualli bought for her frens but they backed out in the end..so jus get frm her ..i gt 2 tix frm her (but nt yet,cldn't find her) . asked drey,and as i cld predict , she is alwaes held up wif sumthing..asked liying,can't cos she is gng for her fren's b'dae party. hai.. nw i am trying to see whether my cousins can go anot. hopefully so.
aftr sch went to the bus stop ,as usual,the bus was full..but val and nessa was so kind to lemme have a lift to the bus stop which i change bus!!thx!! frm there,i wasn't tt lucky..expected 70 to take quite long but din expect it took more than wad i expected!! i waited for almost 1 hr for the stupid bus!! at last came!! thank gawd!! but the ride wasn't smoothsailing,the bus driver was lyk every 50 m stop then move stop and move..so jerky!!guess i am tt fussy abt it cos i easily get motion sickness.
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
todae was a realli pissed dae ..went to sch went up the class ,locked. left my book in the class,damn. gonna stand up during silent reading. it came true, and was standing there looking at the 'serene' view of the fellow pupils ard mi. yeah rite,hw did i cum wif tis lame crap??
during silent reading, ferng went up and as usual said ..''seetohhhh!!!'' yeah ok,i will try to rem to bring my book kae?!! the best thing, i am gonna get zero for my math test...hw am i gonna react on it??i dunno cos i have been failing it st8 throughout but tis tym,it was becos of a stupid mc!!! i din cum on the test dae cos i was sick but my dad din bring mi to see doc ,next dae took the test and todae , ferng told mi if i din have ani mc i will have zero for it.. argh!!waste my brain cells can!!spent those precious tym cracking my head on the stupid 3 sums ,nw cum and tell mi no mc zero..freak!!
went bac to class ,math class..hate the subject forever!!! wads rong the the teacher??everydae teach our class,bad mood ..keep scolding us. then after a few mins,the mood change,tink she is having her pms..
later during recess ,after tt eng..no teacher.. 3 periods of free tym!!! most of our class ppl was lyk polishing boots..xue er's hand was lyk a hand tt cld made miracle, frm a dull boots to a damn shiny one..a few min and she cld make it shine!!me arh, hai..she help mi shine then took over the cloth and polish in the end went bac to the same old dull colour,haiyo mus ask her agn,dunno hw many tyms i ask her liao ,haha. and for the 1st tym ,i wore boots tt shine..todae 1st experience. todae photo taking,we were on tym but had to drag jus to wait for the princess to cum,ms ferng!!our class was so damn noisy tt the photographer had a hard tym kping us quiet,wad do u expect ppl frm 2d2??if we were quiet for a whole dae,it wld be realli a miracle or shld i sae weird?? our class can get realli crazy and gd if we want..still rem napfa test tt dae on the five items tt dae,we were so crazy and full of unity!!!lol. todae during pe ,chateh competetion wif sec3 class..and we won!!see,our class can get so gd in all these!!
after sch,took bus home...53 bus was agn crowded,next stop tis father carrying his son boarded the bus ..then ltr tis man was so piss wif our sch cos we din give wae to the father and son?? there is no more space alreadi and still wan us to move sumore..keep complaining,then went tell liyan off to organize them and told her better tell the sch abt our behaviour in the bus..cos she is the prefect or else he will go call up the sch and tell the principal abt tis...wad tis ??creating stories,giving us a even worse name fer out sch???sumore went to tell other strangers our sch is giving off a bad name..he is jus getting too unreasonable..he jus wldn't let us off...complain and complain throughout the whole journey and even stared at liyan even when she got off the bus till she walked off..wad is wif tis man??!!!!
ltr change bus ,boarded it...spent those boring tym toking to michelle foo on the bus..oh yah..jus found out sumthing,wherever i go in sch alwaes see euodia and she is alwaes giving mi tis cheeky face..no offence arh gal..hahahaha
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Sunday, July 11, 2004
sat was realli a disaster ...woke up for np,in the midst of waking,walking to the toilet..i jus crash to the grd..i cldn't see where i was,the whole world was spinning..i jus cldn't open my eyes.once i open everything was moving..non-stop . i felt lyk vomiting too..was realli sad i cldn't go,sigh there goes my selction for goh..sobx*next was sailing conversion.. it was oso on the same dae..i had to get well by tt afternoon otherwise i will be the oni one nt knowing the basics of byte.. at least i cld get up but still had a headache..
went there learn the wrigging up the byte, went to sea,launching halfwae,a big wave came and my boat crashed onto a pico..i din noe it was so serious..and gosh!i din noe i was sailing wif a hole under the boat!!!till i came bac ,it was so heavy to recover my boat..then marc found out there was a hole under the boat...went to tell the coach, then the stuff ppl kind of lectured mi cos the pico's rudder was damaged real bad on the surface of it..i tot ,oh my!hw am i gonna compensate all these?! ids gonna cost a bomb..i was lucky enough tt i need nt pay..the nxt dae went agn for conversion . . the owner of the boat was more or less pissed wif mi..i had to rent another boat,and i was realli cautious abt the boat nw..i had to make sure i cld't crash or knock agn. took another boat..41. went out to sea ..had lots of prob,the coach took lots of notice of mi and wrote my name dwn..realli malu...the wind was lyk on and off realli unpredictable.. sudden gust of winds came..there was a number of tyms i had to hike out real out!!capsize thrice!the water was so disgusting!!planes flew above us so damn close,most of it was SIA .. damn fun but scary..went bac to shore, had to keep my sail then tis topper sailor said he will keep 4 mi cos the sail i was using was new?hw cld he tell frm new and old?? all the same to mi..he said the sail need to be preserved properly so tt will be still fresh??i cldn't get wad was he saying..aniwae he help mi keep my sail i happie liao..dun need to fold here fold there. the boat i used was lyk so precious to him cos he claim tt the boat i used was realli a gd boat..was lucky to choose tis boat man..hahah.
damn tired..dun feel lyk gng to sch!!went home wif drey and was lyk blasting the mp3 on both of us..each person 1 side,aftr tt took out mine to level up my deafness..first it was left side nw both..lol
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
tired tired tired..realli lazy to rite anithing..so jus rite a real short sentence here...goh or stage hands 4 musical? u can choose either or both together..but who is gonna pay the consequences if u do real bad in ur studies becos of concentrating on both. at first tot i tot i was capable of doing both but after toking to my dad , and reflecting it,i found tt my studies was realli worsing..i cldn't take both,i had to choose either..to jus sacrifice one. dad said stage hands r jus helpers but nt sumone made for others to find wad ur representing..the other choice he said it was doing sumthing tt u r proud to be but nt hidden. i wonder whether it makes sense to u readers..of cos,i can't disagree to it..i am jus afraid i may sae sumthing rong..so i am partially prepared 4 the worst rite here.
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Monday, July 05, 2004
-AVRIL LIVIGNE(ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY)
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It’s my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that i
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is
A beautiful, accident, turbulent,
Succulent, opulent, permanent
No way
I wanna taste it
Dont wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It’s my lullaby
Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
JULY!!!hm..5 more mths to 2005!!*yawns* realli tired aftr cuming 2 whole daes..sat went wif my cousins to dwntown east fer the ''wild wild wet'' super fun!! b4 tt needed to meet one of them whose family was staying at the chalet ..went to the chalet settle everything,then went there to pay the entrance fee for the wild wild wet..gosh,tt was the part tt took the longest and had lotsa problems. first took our money then went to pay..we needed to have tis card tt cld let us go 4 everyting..at first the person said needed to pay 10 bucks for the card itself..nt enough money,2 of us went bac to take extra money..then cum bac to the counter another person ,tis person said the card was FOC!! damn wasted our trip bac to the chalet can!!we went up and dwn lyk thrice?!it was realli far.
ok at last cld go in..the place was realli lyk undescrible,even lockers were kinda advanced,every section of lockers there is a com system tt tells us which r occupied ,under repair,vacant. then chose the locker ,press the number on the screen and its urs!but need to pay 2 bucks through the card 4 the locker.. its ok la. And dwn to the water rides!! there was tis ride called 'ular-lah' tis big float cld contain 6 ..the ride was realli gd!!almost the end of tis ride ,there was tis auto cam which cld take us..there were quite a few more..there was the 'shiok river' which oni cld go one direction ,no matter hw we go against the current,we cldn't beat it..so it was lyk relying on water to push u ..NVR ever miss out the almost 90 degress steep slide!!it was the 'sidewinder' ..its a float which 2 person is suppose to sit inside facing each other,and there u go realli down and up and down and up and down and up till it slows down..it will be more worth it if u tried tt..
there was a period of tym where there stop 4 a while cos of the weather.. so we left , and we spend those tym eating at bk..then after tt the sun came out ,went bac to had more fun. played till 7 then went to the normal pool to swim..din realli swim lah,cos in the pool we gt fascinated by the see through glass under water..so we kept taking turns waving at ppl below ..we did tt for abt half an hour..went bac to the chalet to wash up..decided to stay overnite..all the kids one rm,adults another rm..haah . watch tv..then later one of them said she wanted to buy cup noddles..went along.came bac to the chalet and we watched ''the eye '' on channel 8 ..begginnin was kinda scary..we were screaming our lungs out..halfwae,i fell aslp..was the 1st one though..hehe. during the nite,cldn't slp well cos was woken by sum snoring ..super loud. ok next morning, check out..parents fetch mi went to eat breakfast,was quite full alreadi cos earlier ate sum . ltr on went bac home..went out agn ,to queenswae to buy my shoe..hee,but nt oni tt!!we ended up buying so much more!! my mum also went there to re-string her tennis racket..bought our stuff alreadi head to my grdma's house. my uncle came bac frm work frm china..but gng bac tml..he decided to treat us jap fd..bought lyk dunno hw many sushi's bac to grdma's house..but it was ennough..so most of the tym..we were lyk having standing buffet stuffing ourselves wif sushi's..lol.
realli tired nw..heading for the bed nw!!
