in a blink of an eye, 2 month past. many things happen but i guess i'm just to lazy to elaborate. Anyway i'm into my 11th week in BMT and life in army is good. I have so much fun in there, fiddling with M16, throw grenades, stuff that you will never get a chance to do outside.

Well my bike has been giving me some real headache lately, firstly the electrical circuit ran into some problem, causing light failure. ANd just LAST night, petrol is leaking somewhere. I parked my bike at vivo for dinner, next thing i know when i come back is a pool of reddish liquid. FReaking fed up! and now i riding in fear, thinking of a possiblity that my tank my explode should the petrol leak into the spark chamber.

Another thing that going through my mind is about this girl. Seriously i don't know what the problem with me either, i realise i like to slowly dily daly and wait and wait, until the feelings all dried up. I seirously irks me so much, when i try to put in effort to know someone, and end up i'm slowly beginning the get closed reply. I'm i too irritating? unapproachable? hard to talk to, or i've a 'qian bian' face. I've always been secure of myself, now i think twice. Disappointment do strike it's just how to i manage my expectation. Arhggg...fustrating.

Gosh i just missed my buddie so so much, and she's in Aust. I think really only she can understand me, like i can just chat about just anything, ANYthing! and still be cool, I wish for a person to come into my life, that i can truely not spend much time thinking over so many issue. that i can love, that i can understand, to hug and share a secret. But that's just a WISH, and wishes sometime are extremely hard to come through. I'm just so lost now...

Hey all! I've set up a online forum with my friend www.Livingoutloud.sg. Please do register as a user, and we can continue to build a small community of friends in this forum.

ok so basically i woke up super early today! like 8 which is rare for me. I normally wake up at 12pm.
Gosh i feel might not be able to adapt to waking up early in time!
I'll be going into the army tomorrow 1pm at tekong school 2
Been thinking of ways to increase traffic for my forums
It has been very fruitful meeting different groups of friends before my enlistment

Special thanks to my CG and some of e420 ppl for stayin late to take picture and spent precious time with me. It touch my heart DEEP DEEP.

A big thanks to my musicians for the nice tees, love the guitars imprints

To pam, thrish and tim for the memorable dinner. It is LENGENDARY, and we're gonna have it again soon, with the hosue LIVE bands!

Sixos for the nice dinner at holland last night, Good food, nice accompany as well! gosh i miss you guys, and esp those days back in China.

Ok i have quite a no. of things to settle now
Buy stuff for NS, slippers, hangers, toiletries
pack bag
tidy my room
clean up my 3 guitars
finish my unfinish business in office
collect pay :)

I think this will be the moment, probably won't blog till some time later.
Having a mix of feelings here and there, but i feel it's gonna be mentally challenging for me. Let hope that i'm able to handles my sergeant tortures well, hah. Emotionally wise, i'm trying very hard to put everything aside, who knows when i go in, perception towards certain people might change.

I watched Secrets yesterday with kexin, i tell u...the story line is kindda good i feel for a director who direct movie form the first time. It kept me glued my eyes to the screen, pretty actress, brilliant piano pieces, such a unusual twist of plot, it just kept me wonder how Jay Chou direct such movie like this. It reminded me of a movie i watch few years ago, turn left turn right which the show is divided into 2 portion, and it shows the 3rd person view of the series of events that happen between the 2 main character. I'm still rather amuse by the fact that how does one piano piece has the ability to twist time. Anyway great accompany, kexin just talk alot, hah but that's her and i accept that very fact long time ago. Went to see some trans at changi followed by a sumptous supper at the imfamous changi village nasi lemak and just chill out at orchard swenson with a topless 5. Just a great relaxing time of chill out, i wish everyday would be like so relaxed before i get into ARMY. Yes in around 2 weeks time man, but i can't wait to get in as well, caused everyone is IN there now already, and it feels weird that i'm still out. Some are even going to ORD... It was cell multiplication yesterday and it was great. No crying or whatsoever, just everyones smiling faces, thanks JH for the donuts once again, reall appreciate you queuing and buying the donuts for us. I think for the fact that we now multiply there alot of work to do ahead, even as e406 continues to scale greater height, living a LOL(livin' out loud) kind of lifestyle. And i need a find a replacement guitarist! before i gets in, AN zone is definitely short of experienced guitarist, and i thank God for my talent in the realm of playing guitar. ok for now off to watch HEROes

Had a pretty much fruitful day. It's AN zone youth prayermeeting! i guess it's my first time playing the guitar for so long! really... from 6pm - 10pm, try that! but anyway thank God for guiding me through the whole prayer meeting safely. It's extremely tough due to last minute changes, and unfamiliar worship song, it's almost killed me. Plus my battery died out on me so sudden, then i guess everyone must be wondering what's going on. I guess everyone is fire up and ready for BREAKAWAY, the next big thing by LivinOutLoud productions, and gosh, YES we're living out loud. Gotta say i never seen my zone people so happening, really!!

Yesterday i had a extremely fruitful time with my cool guitar teacher ALVIN. YES i'm learning guitar again! this time i'm moving onto jazz. Gosh it was overloading for me, DIATONIC patterns, Appregiated scales, TSTTTST, Natural minor and major scales, 2-5-1 progression. It's sure tough, but i know i'm moving up to deeper stuff and i'm glad! Cause it just mean God can use me more to bless other. My cg, future congregation, the public in future and many more. Music music music! i'm so in love with it, he he. For aspiring musician, there are no short cuts, it's all freggin hard work, but at the end of the day, it's all worth it!

HEY all!! i'm back from a 3D2N trip to KL and it sure was really awesome. I have my good buddy musician friend EDMUND there with me and i'm glad!

I tink the last time i visited KL was way back in my secondary 2 days,when i was 14 i guess and now 6 years later, i backpacked to check out the place. Was initially looking for thrilling ride and i opt for SUNWAY which i tot their ride got super kick but i was wrong. Ended up my impromtu stop at Cosmo world at berjaya Time Square was even better. The roller coaster there is really POWER! 360 roundabout turn, flips, zero gravity falls all send the faint hearted ones down their grave. The mega mall is like 7 storey high! packed full with retail shop and i regreted not bringing enough money over there to shop my hearts out. I guess i was very budget concious when i'm over there, cuz i ate good food as well, and it ain't THAT cheap. Plus i have to get some mini gifts for my friend and all, I was really budget constrain!! But yea the trip is fruitful and it helps my too soothe my mood a little, after all the hectic tuition related job stuff. Even when i'm over there, i can't escape the call of aunties calling me asking for tutor confirmation and payment matter, gosh!! oh yea....a must go for all shoppers, please visit KL petaling street, it's their chinatown and you can get lots of nice clothing at really good price if you know how to bargain, seirous! i got myself 4 tops!! in this trip, a good mix of different style, retro, ah pek polo, guitars and jap casual. nothing less, hah. I would reccommend all in future to just backpack, don't book any hotel and sleep in inns which is way cheaper so that you could shop for more yea? here are few photo in my trip...

sushi conveyor belt! k good food


edmund damn 'excited' at the conyon ride

eh my specialty store leh

hah me in canyon ride as well!

and I just love diggin his/her nose

Da crazy ride!

Chinatown!

it was a blast last night... what happen was there is this series of chain event that took place from 5+ till 5 in the morning!!

First was friday GEEKY cell, errrr i sure look geeky enough, hah. The msg livin out loud was really relevant to me now, i believe it should be the same for all student studyin out there. Esp next sun is the actual performance already! So excited, first time given a opporunity to perform at such hot spot. I tink more to that it's the cause we're performing for. So if you want to help support boy's town artistic programme, pls drop by heeren on the 29th 9pm. Gosh junior is leaving already! after 3 weeks of stay over here attending our cg, i'm really glad i've met him. Surely he is one guy who has huge a huge music library! He's like that kind who listen to my chemical romance way before they even famous, so u can imagine..when he told me about listening to depapepe and whitestripes, well you guys u should listen to their song man! nice one bro, respect for a guy who is 18 and yet me who is a musician barely step out my comfort zone to listen to more originals.

Then after CG and fellowshiping with DURIANS! i rush straight to MINDS at princep to meet my colleague. I was ultra dupa late, but well we have our fare portion of fun! yay..bang. I have the privilege of explaning the rule of the game after the waiter's failed attempt at getting my freinds to understand the game, and yea no doubt this is fun! i first time see everyone so high, shouting and screaming inside a cafe! then we proceed to PUNKbar at ms to support adrain(my sales manager). Well he basically manage this group of THai band Ipzone and they sure are good, extremely tight. Especially the bassist and they are very polite as well! i was thinking it sure must be tough for them to earn a living in singapore and daily they work and play music till 3am! GOSH...and their energy on stage are pulsating onto the crowd. Very tired after everything, i proceed onto supper with tim at ameen as usual with tim, and the uncle cheated us to buy a $3.50 maggie goreng! basically he's say it's special yesterday because of the extra ingredient, and after it arrive on our table, ewwwww. it's like they took the remnant of food from garbage dump, put it back onto the stove, add lots of spices to cover the smell and resell to customer! eeeeeeeeee...make no mistake, Ameen is a very good place for night chill out, they have good prata, but pls! don't buy their maggie goreng... okie tired as i am i finally head home at 5am. hoo haa...gonna see junior off in airport soon :(

woo hoo hoo...ok i've been spending like mad.

I bought
NIkon D70s from my brother
Gibson SG from a softies
PS2 with Drummania controller and guitar heroes guitar

but i believe big spending comes when u earn that much!

My buddies is going oversea soon..boo hoo, i will really miss her so so much :(

Ok my band DeStatic will be performing on 29th july at cineleisure afternoon, plspls do come see see support k!! haha

ok that's it for summary

okok...i'm like MIA in this blog, but i still pop by to listen to the song which i love it so much, but i guess for you guys, abit sian rite? i'm trying to work on new materials with my current band, if all things falls well, ya should be nice, heh. Anyway i'm going to audtion for the annual tapestry charity gig, basically if my band got in, we will play by the street along orchard road, pretty cool eh? anyway all proceeds goes to boys home. tc

oh ho ho........leaving for the airport now! be back in 7th april, don't miss me too much :)

alright, after 2 days break from the interesting bonding camp in punggol, i'm all charge up again! and yea got many stuff i've got to buy, i just reealise how much i spent on these few days.


Cotton pullover - $20 Body shop 3 in 1 body,shampoo, face cleanser - $20 motorcycle 2t engine oil - $12 guitar strings - $21 ziplog bags and multiplug for china use - $ 10 vitamin c - $10 haircut $15 season parking $15 and plus i recently settled some fine which amount to $16, i mean there is a constant outflow man...gosh why are there so many money stuff to settle. Building fund is coming to an end, and i'm glad i'm still a faithful servant of God. One last lap and it's gonna be over. Not forgeting the countless of blessing i've got throught this building fund period. So here is a picture of my kite making session in camp. The one flying in the sky is what i did, flew by Fiona, a yr 2 BA student.








aiya i know the pic abit small





Oh ya...i tink i missed posting a entry on my mustafa outing late night with kexin after mosaic.


There are tons of stuff to blog about that, but 1 thing to summarise it all, mustafa can really keep you entertained for hours just by walking in there. i mean i got my bike stuff there, foods, apparels, practically anything you want, it can be found there la, hehe... Then in the wee hours of the night, we went bonkers, going to children department to have some costume party...





ah ha see, crazy de....ok better go restring my guitar now before cell groups starts. Hmm...wondering if Rhonda has recovered from her chicky pox?

Hey hey... Guess where i am now, I'm in a dead forgotten land in Punggol! some super ultra big chalet with internet access, how cool is that!? but anyway i'm here for a retreat with my serve china team, and preparing for the upcoming event, going to Suzhou China!! how fun is that sia... and more than that, i'll bring my guitar along there too sing to the kids and i'll be playing old hits like yue liang dai biao wo de xin, tian mi mi, pen you and many many more. Apparently i just realise my ears are becoming much more sensitve and in fact most sing which i can sing, i probably is about to figure out the chords pretty fast. Thanks God for such wonderful talent. Past few night at mosiac festival has really widen my horizon for latin funk numbers as well as soul music. Last tues really want to commend on soul circle, for bring down the house, and man they were really groovy. 2 night ago, there was beat farm, with 2 power vocalist playing some latino/funk/jazz kind of number. Gosh i love music!!!

why why why!!!! i can't comprehend why my this sem GPA is 2.43!!! i score a blardy C for SMM which i really studied like mad as well as for my BB. Retail management was heavily pulled down by my peer assessment and i still managed a B, this means i could have gotten an A for that. But of all whY??? Now it shows that my cumulative GPA is like 2.37!!!hiaz........why why why, i think i , might have created a bad impression among my lecturer, my dreams of getting into local U is shattered at this very moment.................

So....tomrrow my result will be releasing...and yea this time round, i'm not hoping, but i know it'll be good, cause i know that my God is bigger than all my result or whatsoever. But defnitely, i got this feeling i'll do better than last sem again ;)

Zoomanji was a hit! and i got on pretty well with my fellow team 8 members. Without them, i doubt the whole thing would be fun. At the same time, i got to know few fellow 87 poly grad which i never see them in sch of BA before one. I'm like so aooooooo but nevermind it's fun.

So i'm also about to leave for CHINA soon. On the 25th of march, we heading for su zhou to visit boai orphanages and school for special children. Thought that it would be a eye opener for me, as well as being in sync with pastor message on becoming a philanthrophist(doing good works to people) Finally i'm putting my thoughts into action!

I am so sorry about yesterday...to the whole cell group. I felt that i was dragging the whole atmosphere. Everyone is trying hard to sing that song but i failed. For that short moment, i was totally tone deaf and i catch the tune for you guys. I believe this is what the devil want to see... but if u think that i'm gonna remain sad, i'm not! i'm gonna train so much hard, pray even more so that i can pull down the prescence of God even more, I will.. I was one told, in the world there are ups and downs, bt in God, there is only high and higher! gonna strife for excellence

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!

This year gonna be great.

God has greater plan for us all

Stay cheerie!!

and i grad liao!!! no more ngee ann poly, muahahah!!! DARN happy sia

was out with wayne rhonda and ching feng at crazy chinatown. Seriously will never consider to go back again. Sqeeze like mad lar... but i love that stuff your bag with everything marketing. Lol, i bought 2 big packs of tidbits for only $5. Muahah...

so tomrrow is D-day..i dunno..but i have faith that God will carry me thru. It's gonna be challenging, but its gonna be great. So v-day coming liao, what are u guys going to do? i have a date with my books! lol

Me and my life =)

4 more days to exams....i'm so darn stressed. After that, it makrs the end of my poly life, and HELLO National service. Neway, today went to sit a brand new sppedboat built by DAMEN shipyard and their were built for a turkish client. It cost a whooping $10 million, cool huh? How i got in? cuz i was just there to pass food around for the guest, and everything was pretty much easy. plus guess wat, for this short 4 hours, i am paid $50. Just that simple. :)

oh dang....i failed my napfa, i got a bronze, all because of the stupid pull up. I did 3 cheating one...not bad for a start. And now i'm aching all over. First time in my life, i jumped 222cm for standing board, ah ha break thru, first time i ran 9.7 seconds for shuttle run, another brakthru, except for 2.4 i falter, did only a miserable 11.30, shucks...i don't wanna enter NS 1 month early!!



I quite like this sunglasses, tried it at aldo, habourfront. Kelly encouraged me to tried it. Last Sunday i went to sentosa to work, to tend game stall booth by the beach, slack and the pay is pretty alright. But it's fun!! meet 3 new friend, AN zone one, i never tot they existed until that day, oppsss....speaking of being close to my zone people.

Me and my life =)

i love today cell group...it was good. God was good too..as always, more important knowledge has been imparted upon me. Darn...i should really yearn for more knowledge. As I reflect upon myself, thinking should i really go for it? My result is like ****...but i'm still gonna try anyway. Oh sometimes when thing changes, it can't be undone again..i wished for another chance to just talk

A bloody affair.

This is my toes you are looking at right now. Gotten injury while shifting things in my brother house, cuz he's moving to a new bigger home. Ouch!!!

Neway today dinner to bid sharon farewell was really good. She felt very touch from what i see. Glad to see her grow so much closer to us after joining us for the past one year. Man i really gonna miss her, but anyway i went on a shopping spree!!! bought 2 t-shirt, 1 levi's shirt, 1 converse all stars and that' about it, spend around 80+. But it's all worth it. I like know the uncle from the shops i got most of my good from, and he's offering me some really good price down here. oh anyway...many many projects are piling up!!how how?? SMM proj 2, BB group project, IB game presentation, ISM presentation, BPC presentation, BPC individual assignment and WISP thired upcoming project. Gosh less than 2 months to graduation and out lecturer are stuffing us up like a pig!! stupid...

Me and my life =)

The best way to keep urself happy is to forget the unhappy memory and choose to remember the good things. Happiness is a choice, and only you can make urself happy. Don't let ur circumstances determine where you are heading, be the head and not the tail. You have your own destiny to control. That's why Baoie is now a happy person!!! Cuz i made the CHOICE. For those who dislike me or whatsoever, i thinks that's really too bad, cuz you don't know the real me, i mean...gosh i really always try my best to please everyone if i remember. I don't expect much from others, be the least, is pls respect me, thank you... cheers, may the joy of the Lord that i have be wid you all :)