bored

Really damn bored,
normally this hour we should be outside,
happening, enjoying,
but yet u are sleeping so soundly..

From de day u start work,
everythin change,
lesser time for mi, acc mi..
I really feel very lonely,
cant adapt really cant..
I know working is important,
i know u already try hard to acc me,
but i really cant adapt,
our working time diff,
even cant contact every now n den..
Really very lonely n bored,
u won know de feeling, u won..

You can do anythin for what u wan,
but for mi, can u, or u already did?
I had been trying hard to adapt n endure..

Missing you @ 1:09 AM

复杂

我很累了，真的，
又多一次自己的生活，
是好是坏，是对是错。

自由又是什么，
没人管，放重自己。
不，我不是要自由，
而是在我寂寞时，有人陪。
我不喜欢一个人过，也不想。

Missing you @ 12:36 AM

is not my day

sickening day..
Quarrel wit him,
scolding from grandpa,
dunno wad going happen next..

Everytime this time of life,
no freedom at home,
do anything oso cant,
yes, is for our own good.
But isn life is like this?
Enjoy as much as u can..
Live in a stressful life,
i hate it.. Really hate it..
Go out say i keep wasting money,
say i bad, say i wild..
Stay at home do things i like,
say i disturbing,
say i dun respect them..
What do they really wan?
Stay at home, sleep whole day,
say i lazy, useless..
WTF..

Why cant he ever know how i feel?
Hotel? I trying my best to le..
Why cant he understand?
Shaking again, more serious..
Thinking different..
Getting freedom back le,
can leave anytime,
no longer need mi..
Isn all this u are proving mi?
I might be playful, straight forward,
but i never ever think of leaving u..
Been so stable for so long,
ORD le?
Problem started, u need ur own life..
If really like this, tell mi straight,
i won cling on u nor stress u..
I already prepare for de worst le,
i knew one day it will happen.
Dun worry, i know wad to do..

I am tired and lost..

Missing you @ 5:48 AM

I AM BACK..

I AM BACK !!!
haven been blog for such a long time,
suddenly feel like blogging again..

After today GMH, i felt really relax,
now can happily enjoy my lifes..
Was so stressful for the past weeks,
finally everything end.
No much important event coming up,
i guess won have so much things to trouble.?
Manage to have a wonderful supper just now,
STEAMBOAT, was so sinful to my stomach,
squeezing all the lamb meat in..
After eating went HONEY, drink drink drink..
Was fun playing games and trying new games.
Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PRIS AND AH WEN..
HOPE U ALL STAY HAPPY N CUTE ALWAYS..

At work,
Finally manage to control the stocks tat keep coming in,
is still alot but at least i manage to finish most.
Sales isn tat good, i guess to everyone else too.
Endure, endure, endure, crisis going over..
2 more months and this year will end,
and 2 more months will be chinese new year.
Good sales equal good bonus..
Jiayou everybody..

Missing you @ 6:47 AM

Sleepless night.

Again sleepless night,
rotting with Facebook.
Scroll by some blogs,
realise i haven been update for long.

Nothing special today,
chu shi 2 lion at Blk 252.
Quite fun, beer green,
eating Mac together,
all like hungry ghost,
taking group photos,
back shi guan do some packing.

Hubby back camp, tomorrow outfield,
but one day only, tuesday back camp,
block leave 2 days i guess,
but leaving for Taiwan sooon,
will be so boring without him i guess.

Sometimes i wonder, helping at shop,
is good or bad.
Is simply so boring and sickening,
doing same stuff everyday,
facing same people everyday,
moreover, no freedom, no motivation.
Wholeday doing stock, pack stock,
serving customers, sometimes worst,
need to entertain customers, simply so sux.
Yes, working hours might be short,
but i have to work 3x jobs at one go.
Stock never stop from coming in everyday,
mayb like they say, if no stock come in,
means poor sales, or no sales.
Some customers are good, some are nasty,
i hate nasty customers, really sickening.
Only sales line people know the feelings,
i won't be a nasty customers,
hope those nasty customers leave me alone.
"CUSTOMERS ALWAYS RIGHT"
i hate this sentences, we have human rights too.
Everyday same old stuff, i am sick of it,
how long am i going to stuck there.

Seems like i have lots of complains,
afterall is my grandpa hardwork,
i have no choice but to endure,
till he manage to find someone,
someone who he think can hand over to.
Endure Endure Endure..

Missing you @ 4:37 AM

I AM SICK

Was so tired, feeling so sick,
down with flu, like fevering soon.
Nose going break,tear,drop,
hate this feeling..
hope faster recover recover,
can happily go holiday.


Hongkong and China i am coming,
janices coming along too,
got 1 more person accompany me,
i shall not be bored.


TO HUBBY : sorry i cant
accompany you for 2 weeks,
but i will always keep u contacted,
don't worry so much k,
i know how to look after myself,
u too, must take care,
don't naughty and anyhow run,
i will smack u and beat u upside down.
I LOVE YOU always, must miss me lots k,
cause i know i will miss you alot alot.
Muackz x 100000000000000
Hugs x 100000000000000

Missing you @ 2:00 AM

sick..

Seriously i dun understand y there will be sleepless nights.. I believe everybody had at least try before, isn't it sickening.. Tiredness make tears roll down my eyes yet i simply jus cant get into sleep, I HOPE I CAN FALL ASLEEP RIGHT NOW.. Headache double attack, hate this feeling.. I am tired..

Hong Kong and China i coming, i love to travel, really sad tat hubby cant go along, if not i shall be double, triple happy.. Days without him by my side shall be very lonely.. Miss his hugs n kisses.. Believe i will be crazy shopping, eating and enjoying.. Not bringing luggage but big china big bag, light n can put more stuff, ugly but dun care la, can bring alot stuff back most important.. HAPPY HOLIDAY to me..

Missing you @ 6:30 AM