Courage

With wisdom, comes courage. Time for me to move on to the next stage of my life with my religion.

Second thoughts

Not sure why but I actually had a nightmare about not being prepared at all, in the likes of no bridal bouquet, corsages, serving food late etc on my wedding reception! Subconsciously, I am getting stressed up over the preparation. Work wise, I am beginning to think this is perhaps not for me. If all goes well, I should get my ACII this year. Ironically, I'm beginning to feel that I am in the wrong field. More of the nature of the job. It is occasionally emotional fulfilling. I am having second thoughts. Certainly not a good sign.

2011 Review

2011 was quite a roller coaster year for me. Not sure why, in terms of health, I seem to be put on short term medication ( 2-4 months) again. Last year was the same but for different reasons. No more for 2012 please. In terms of work I certainly hope whatever I went throught this year was all for a better 2012 and more. No more nightmares. I picked up Bikram this year. I must admit I wasnt as regular anymore. Library of excuses building up. Relationship wise, mixed feelings. The only thing I am truly greatful is that I have successfully passed 4 papers this year and if I continue to maintain my passing rate, I would be able to get my ACII by June 2012. Not sure if this is how I should live my life. Need to keep that adrenalin flowing.

Trips

I came home and was greeted by an A3 size carton in the living room. Yay! my Kitson bags arrived just before the BKK trip! Woohhoooo....

I treasure the ability to just relax and surf net as we just completed 95% of the tender document due for submission tomorrow!

This is my second tender preparation but hey, it was already a stark difference from the first. Less pressure, more certainty and better support.

BKK this weekend with family!

Next month end I shall be visiting Xiamen and guess what? Back to Yantai! I am thrilled at the thoughts of meeting up YY and pals! Happy :) Gonna spend a weekend in Xiamen too. Never been there and will have to research a bit i guess.

Things have gotten to so much better.

Yayee...

Love Taiwan - First Biz Trip since I came on board.

I must say that i really love taiwan.

Havent really immersed into the whole country and cities within but the language, books, people and of course FOOD is enough to make me want to go back again & again...

It was a really intense trip and of course, my immune system broke down thereafter. I seem to have forgotten how to take care of myself on biz trips. Forgot to bring my Vita C, forgot to bring my medicine and well, couldnt get used to the pillows in the hotel.

Nonetheless, it was a very fruitful trip, the multiple back to back meetings with cedents and client was really enriching, not forgetting all the wonderful people i met within the week.

Best thing is, the team in taiwan is great! Im sure such relationship goes a long way!

MAde very good friends also.

Expected to work really hard this coming week. Glad that there is an upcoming "good friday".

Short week for me but there is so much that i need to complete.

Yawn but yay

Can't believe I left smu library at 120am on a Saturday morning. School was kind and I was lucky to have my exams coincide with the kids.

Was torn between filet o fish & apple pie and I decided on apple pie in the end. Don't think the calories are lower, I was just hoping so but one thing that pleasantly surprised me was that it only costs $1. So the price went down?

Can't wait for exams to be over!

Taipei, Bangkok & shanghai upcoming! Yay.

Maybe I should just drop the idea of mugging during weekdays. The unproductively coupled with work stress is a little tad too much. As much as I need more time to sleep, etc, I am very much in a mental game. I cannot wait for next week to come. The part when she is not gg to be around. I cannot stand the negativity and self fishness. arrgghh. And I absolutely hate the disruption brought by the renovation. I need a run badly. And I need to do food control.