18

Due to there's a bug called lazy in my body...
so i didnt update for quite long..

Due to some emotional feels i have at this moment,
i decided to write about my 18th birthday.

One week ++ before the day,
i received a letter..
that time was preparing for my exam..
its a birthday card from tian hong with some touching words and a printed old pic.
one day before the day , she jio me out for dinner..
but thats a long process for me to found her on the road near my house..
she is lost =_=
but the food that we had really beh ki...
low quality restaurant..
although we dont really hang out together like others,
but we used to talk much when we are having same tuition class or sms,
but when difer class in secondary school,
we dont communicate often like when we are same class..T.T
we knew each other since standard 4/5 ..
there's a very special memory for us to become best friend..
now she is in KL for further study,
haiyo...she told me she miss home much and dont want to go there..
but that's so called life..
it has to move on...

Next, one day before the day,
after done exam for last subject,
coursemates gave a surprise on the lift on my house...
there's a cake with alcohol inside and m&m chocolate on top of cake...
and i got a new wallet as present...
although it's tired after exam but thanks for celebrating with me..

Lastly,got a Fcuk shirt and a cute smurf cake from best friendssssssssssss...
i dont know whether to call it as a misunderstand or a mistake of mine...
mayb it's the most childish thing i had done in my life.
so i used the day to turn 18 to pay for a big lesson...
its useless to regret for anything cause there's no turning point..
so have to learn and change from the mistakes..
btw, thanks for preparing for the plan and i really appreciate u guys as best friends..
sorry for those bad memories...

Time to turn from a teenager to an adult ?

CAR

I have a plan although its imperfect still...
haih..but have a good plan also useless when u dont have the most important stuff ..
TRANSPORTATION...
its most headache stuff in life...

A car,
3ppl snatch lai snatch ki..
when is my turn to use it when its such a urgent stuff for me to complete...
haih...
its such a important issue for me arghhh...

i hope there's a place for me to rent a car for a day...
all problems settle with a car ~
sighhh
but where's it ???
such emo with it...

haih..simpulan bahasa got a durian runtuh..
god, can u give me a kereta runtuh ke ???

insomnia

sigh...
had been insomnia for few months..
recently its become seriously..
n had fall sick cause of that..
keep flu...ha qiu!

its because i felt pressure of exam ? but lazy n no motivation to study ... slap myself...
its a habit ? should start to change ...
or because those problems ?..haih..

i wish i could be strong enough to face those stuff...
im too weak till im hating myself why im being so weak...
i look down myself , lose my confident ...
what i have left ?
who am i ?

goodnight...

October

Just went to USM with classmate for CIMA student conference 2012 today...
mmm..got some nice talks, boring lucky draw but with nice prize such as difer branded perfume, ipod touch and ipod shuffle...
lunch provided..
then got 12 booth games for us to spent our 2 hours break to test ur luck and skills hahahha....
its quite interesting actually...
not bad ler..

but we are not going for the second day which is tomorrow...
but still have few of us will attend it ...

mmm..
Hi October...
thanks for bringing me the best thing in my life for me...
I have been waiting u for so long~
Its the last month for my first sem of CAT...
will be face many many exams on the end of this month...

plan to have a part time job to have money to travel when in december..
but seem will fail ler...
its because still have revision class in nov..
what im am teh about is the real exam for ACCA fall on 11,12,13 of dec..
its just end before one day of my birthday...
so down ler..
and senior told me that most acca paper based exam also will fall in middle of dec..
omg omg omg...
that means i will have exam on my bday for the next 2 years...
cause its my aim to finish it when im 21..hehe
hope i can achieve it...

Mood of the day

Quote of the day:
You gain some, you lose some.

Should my mood be happy or sad for today???
Should be happy when get 100% marks in something
because not much chance for us to get it in whole life..
BUT....
Its always sad when fail for something...
shake head...

finally get the scholarship...
nothing to worry...
just work hard for the exam will do..
mmm...