hari anugerah~

Event: Appreciation/ Prize giving Ceremony

Date: 26 June 2008

Time: 9am

Venue: Perak Girls School

SEE!! We 're wearing so formal~ and serious~

Where am I? Search 'me'!

Lets see~

1, 2, 3... say cheese~

WE're the stars~

Back row from left: mu chien, moau yong, yee wai, xieu yunn, shu hui, mei teng, me, rou wei

Front row from left: pik san, yoke mui, li theen, choon yee, vivian, hing yee, yee tong, lay peng

Picture source: Mei teng (thanks)

wat a day...

i wake up today~
and looked at my brother's alarm clock
its already 2pm
wat a day... i had spent half a day on my bed!
but stil i wana say, tat's wat i'm doing during holidays...
sleeping~ eating~ doing nothing~
da most 'outstanding' record i achieved 4 da time being is wake up at 4pm
wow.. amazing record!
most my my friend looked at me pop eyed when i answer them
but 4 my closed friends, they've quite used to it
haha~
i had a dream...
i wish my dream wil came true~
but its impossible de la~
da dream goes like tis
i woke up one day, receiving a parcel from pos laju
i cant figure out wat was it since i've got my offer letter
then slowly n 'excitedly' i tore open da wrapper( duno y its wrapped wif papers) '_'lll
wat i saw in front my eyes are:


A LAPTOP !!!!!!!!!!!!




before i install da notebook, mom came~
she asked me wat was tat and who's sending it
i answered~
and to my surprise
mom replied:" i wish to give u a surprise but jpa reached first... "
then mom showed me a box
OMG! there's a laptop inside! ACER brand de!
so i took it n install da latter instead of jpa's

UNFORTUNATELY~


my dream came to an end before i managed to use it!!!
tat's da dream...
a happy start but a sad ending~ sobs~

For my DEAREST MOM n family

DEAR MOM,

Hai mom... i know it's a bit late~
but i think its never too late to show gratitude to a mom
妈咪，谢谢你为我所做的一切。。。
虽然有点老土
还有一点肉麻
但是真的很谢谢你。。。
很高兴你为我的成功感到开心
虽然这只不过是一个微不足道的成就
但至少能让你觉得骄傲。。。
哈哈~
其实我要说的话还有很多
但总觉得有很多眼睛在监视着~
juz kidding~
总而言之
I 'll always love you~



Dear 姐姐，

哈哈
为了your privacy,
i tink it's better i write a bit 'formal'
okay, i noe u're studying very hard for STPM
and its a important exam tat'll decide ur future
anyway
wish u all da best in ur undertakings～
and dont push urself too hard
coz when there's a will there's a way
and da way wil alwaz stick along wif a lucky star
tis's a gift from me
hahaha



Dear yee ling

wakakakaka~
i hav not much to say
hope u'll manage to get as many As as u wish in PMR~
tats wat u hope rite?
haha
and by the way, be happy
try to express urself
and share ur thoughts wif others
dun forget to study !!!
dun watch ＴＶ!!!
dun day-dream all da time!!!
tats all~
stay 黑皮！



Dear (superman, spiderman, ultraman) tikman,

wakakka
i noe u like to stay up late (like wat i do usually)
but 4 mom's sake try not to la~
opss.. forgot..
i should write in chinese
哇哈哈~
我是说晚上早点睡
不要顾着弄鱼~
haha~
总之，要读书啦！
要考UPSR咯。。。
考七个A给我看。。。
加油！（呕～）


哈哈～
wa~ its a bit strange writing tis~　
ANYWAY
to my love ones~
love ya forever~
~love n peace~

Attn: All my frens

really~ i feel unbelievable... everything happened so fast...
i cant even get used to da sudden changes~
i've sat 4 UPSR, PMR, n last but not least SPM...
after da endless exams so far~
v all went our separate ways..

*(inspired by ju5tin WAI KHAN) hey see your name? ;p
LEts See...

I went 4 form 6 which last for few days,
then leave rps wif vivian (her ambition- DOCTOR! i noe she'll b one soon),
coz v've got matriks
mine's in kedah, her's in pahang,
i've got 4 frens there in kolej matrikulasi kedah,
they're mei teng, li theen, mandy n sok mun,
lucky me~ i'm not alone...
ya.. my best fren since primary schol, suk ning succeed too, got penang...
since i'm 2nd intake de, nid to catch up lots~ sobs
life there's tough 4 a 2nd intake student!
then after almost 2 weeks there... miracle happened~
but b4 i proceed to da miracle, wana tel sumting bout life in kmk
first of al, i got to noe a fren from gunung rapat, perak (am i right?) hoay may
miss her much.. she's da first fren i 'kenal' there, n she's funny, she's a cancer (horoscope) like me, i like her chuckle ~ lol ~ n she's a computer addict too!!! v oni get to noe each other for 13+ days but v're like long-time-no-c friend... duno y...
opsss... talk too much bout her,
nex my roomates, they're awies, waney n azniey
awies~ very frenly, like to share food or drinks wif me (eg. milo 3 in 1, biscuits... etc)
waney~ very sweet gal, like to share also~ food~
azniey~ looks cool, but nice.. wakaka~ i alwaz cant c her face oni hear her, coz a big wardrobe is blocking our view...
not to forget my neighbours, sandy,emily, joo ean... etc... yi song (my tutor mate), pei jia ,ahh, naadia a malay gal who can speak chinese
okay now da miracle, my sis called ...
i got jpa schp~ biotech~ canada~ wow... (not to boast but i'm realy 'bersyukur')
then i found out moau yong wil b going taylors, subang jaya 4 pre-u study, mine's icpu, her's sam. ya, she's a jpa scholar. new zealand! lucky she!
haha~ there're 2 more 'stars' who got jpa which is lay peng (i used to call her beng beng)
beng got medic in india (i noe she'll get her first choice - medic.. gambateh ne! beng~)
and mu chien -engineering -german~ (she's alwaz a person i admire)
erm.. who else..
tata~ form 6 frens:
choon yee or choonchoon(my very very good fren/ considered best fren), in sam tet gua~ heard she succeed in transferring,
rou wei or rourou, yee tong or tongtong (both in sam tet oso),
others in rps de: hing yee or hinghing, yun ying, erica , xieu yunn, wen yee, yoke mui, pui san, saw wai, yee wai, wai yan.. etc
ya~ shu hui (shushu) studying che engineering in northingham college (sumting like tat)
who else... siaw toong, chooi mun, wen xuan, pik san, pooi ee, lay hoon, siew yen, ying xin, yeang ket, (they're in either UTAR or ??? multimedia bla.. bla... syen told me but i forgot)
mun lai (perlis de matriks gua) and shun kwan(melaka matriks), li kuan (matriks in johor, not sure she went anot)...
NEX, my ex schol or clas mate or tuition's frens~ wai kuan, xin hui (both form 6, my best mates in tuition)
suk chyn, sze ern, cheng yan ( 3 of them not sure),
wai khan (my ex-primary schol fren- JPA- INTI-actuarial science- wat country? 4got to ask) , shun ling (ex-pri-skul fren- JPA- german-engineering),
jia shin (ex-pri-s f - f6), poh kye (ex-pri-s-f-INti college),
seng yung (ex-pri-s-f-soon study in singapore),
guan hao (ex-pri-s-f-UTAR )
bernard (ex-pri-s-f- f6),
yit foong (ex-pri-s-f-f6 )~
others lost contact~

WHew~ i tink tats all la i can get from my memory... i've spent lots of time remembering da names! juz like wat i did while doing sejarah essay in spm... trust me! i didnt refer to books! juz memorizing! and try it out urself ... its hard ...  LOL!!! and for those wrong facts stated above.. forgiv me~ i've did my best... i juz wrote wat i noe or barely in my mind de... if i missed out ur name.. erm... sorry.. plz tell me~ oni slip off my mind~ i stil remember u juz sum 'technical' problem in my brain...

my home, a zoo?!

wakaka.. yup... my house lived many 'creatures'..
my family members consist of
me,
my mom,
my elder sis who is alwaz busy studying (wakaka.. dun blame me sis, u realy r),
my younger sis who is ...... no description.......
my younger brother who is .... alwaz busy doing things but not study eg. fish, plants, on9, cartoons...
mr/ms :
tortoises... (4 still living, 1 died)
gold fish... (many, 1 black, others orange)
'pearl dragon' fish (1)
fish of other species... (infinity)
crab(1)
dogs (not sure... hard to explain..)
erm... others include ants, lizards... etc...
yup tats all.. i tink...
but i wana emphasize here...
i'm not a 100% animal lover
coz to tell da truth ... i dislike fish.. (but i eat them la)
haha... i shouldn't tell tis if i wana take medic, b a doctor
but since i'll take biotech... its ok then ..
wakaka...
~love n peace~

new born puppy~

new born puppy~ blackie... his birthdate is 20 April. aries rite? or taurus?

mr. crab eating!!!

mr crabby eating his prey.... a small fish~ using his pincers...

mrs piggy n her 'baby'

the mom .... mrs piggy.....

little white-ty... sleeping......

5sc1 2007- perak girls school

I miss u .... 5SC1.... ~sweet memories~

my gang of friends~ with my 3 subjects teachers~ family photos?!

Populations

Group of friends underneath a tree outside my classroom~

Community

My class~ 5SC1! WE ARE THE BEST!

Kingdom

sucking milk ~cute~

suck..... ing milk.... emmm.. taste better than mom's...

dream vs reality

我不相信命运
但却不否认它的存在
我希望有一天能够很利落的摆脱命运的安排
很遗憾的
这几乎是不可能的任务的其中一项
虽然如此
我依然会对我的期望抱着希望

有时候
早上一张开我的睡眼
总会有意无意的躺在床上不动
希望能够留住那几秒钟的时间
让我的脑袋闲着
脑袋空荡时
我会觉得空虚
空虚时却觉得很享受
享受那一丝丝莫名的放肆

我一个人的时候
发呆起来
会开始反复的思考
我会不明不白的开始不能停滞的想象
我想象到二十年后的我
会是个忙着工作
或是满脑都是烦恼的人
想到这里我会很沮丧
又或者会想到我离开地球表面
离开这世界的那一刻会是怎样
我可下定论的是
地球会少了一个人
少了一个知识资产
剩下的什么都不缺
想到这里我会觉得我很渺小
正如大海少了一滴海水
带不了多少改变或影响

想到这里我的大脑意识会阻止我继续想象
以免我走火入魔
成为世界第一个凭空想象而昏迷的18岁少女
哈~

重看我写出来的部落格
突然觉得我很不可思议
写出那么复杂的东西只有在特殊情况才能做到的
重读一遍发现我不知写了什么
最后还是POST上blogspot让你看看我这无厘头的日志

真的觉得好无奈~

dream vs destiny

Dream not equal to destiny
yup.. tats wat i wana say..
its true my dream is to b a doctor.. taking medic..
my first choice if medic..
i went 4 da program pendedahan seorang doctor in hosp. ipoh
i tot my future wil b like tis..
who knows all these can happen?
god knows..
biotechnology happen to be none of my choice 4 future..
but it juz happen.. da moment i was informed i got jpa offer studying biotech...
i noe sumting in my planned future gonna change..
wats more.. da country offered is canada..
its one of da best country in my mindset
furthermore... jpa paid me 4 da studies.. n if i reject it.. i will feel really really sorry to myself.
its 100% impossible 4 me to study oversea by myself..
da paid is ENORMOUS.. !!
so.. its a precious chance for me to hav further studies beyond m'sia
i'll keep my dream..
coz i know my dream'll not going to b my destiny..
-i won't let go tis offer.. n i tink i can do it-
but there's one thing i wont forget,
once upon a time,
my dream is ...

stop matriculation .. back home~

i m back home two days ago..
stop matriculation in kedah..
guess wat.. of coz not bcoz i cant tahan da life there..
im back coz im taking jpa offer - biotech- canada..
wahaha.. sum of my frens ask y i took it...
coz my ambition is be a doctor..
well. i'll further elaborate in next blog entry..
i stayed in kmk for abot 13 days.
but i had learned a lot there
i have many frens there.. after mixing wif them..
especially my 3 roommates.. they are very very nice..
v chat a lot.. they like to belanja me makan too.. eg. chocolate, biscuits...
i'll alwaz say leave for themselve la .. u hav a long time to go living in kmk..
but they 'll make sure i take it..
haizzz..da day i going to leave kmk,
3 of them even cry!!! im quite touched..
v have been living 4 oni 1 week plus but v seem like knew each other for years..
miss them so so much...

another chinese fren i kenal is HMay.. haha..
tot v'll b together till matix studies end..
v took part in videography..
go 4 class together..
eat together (except sumtime when i wana stay in hostel.. lazy to go out)..
n who knows i'll b leaving.. so kasihan..
but i tink she can cope well la.. mayb at da begining she might find sum difficulty..
to b honest.. i m amazed coz v're like very very old fren
although i know her from kmk
she's from perak too.. but v get to know each other in kedah..
such a 缘
p/s: i like her laugh.. haha.. sure she'll wana tumbuk me if she saw wat i wrote here. .
hmay cackle hav rhythm, n i felt funny watching her laughing .. haha..

my roommates and i~ in our room~

parking lots~ beside my mom's car~ preparing to depart

have a nice shot before i leave

goshh~ they started to cry~ can see their tears~ touched~ i'll miss you all

here's hoay may n me~ in cafeteria~ i'll miss u too~

I'm sure we'll be very very intimate friend if i stay in kmk ~