世界上最远的距离是——我就在你的旁边，你却不知道我爱你！

Nothing is said, nothing is done.
Silence is tearing me apart.

I fear coming home everyday, cos the silence makes me feel guilty. Very guilty.
I'm next to them but it feels as though we're miles apart. It doesn't feel good cos I love them and I want to hug them as tight as I can for this lifetime. I really do.
Up to this point, the answer seem so clear in my mind but its so vague in my heart.
Sad to say, I don't know what I should be doing.
Never mind everything else cos this silence alone is good enough to make me topple.

I wanted to have someone to talk to, someone to hug. At least for that few hours today, or even now as I'm tearing as though I'm reading a tear-jerker. Well, in actual fact, I am. Cos I screwed up my life big time. Yet, even when I'm this down, the only comfort I get is him. But, who am I cheating? I had no one to turn to for that few hours and I had to struggle within myself. I guess that's what loneliness is all about - having people close to you physically but not yet close to your heart.

F. the distance.
Where's my knight in shining amour?