Repeat.

I don't know how to write this post. I have so much to catch up on, so many good events. But all I can remember right now is this.  Another baby lost.  I am heartbroken. Again.  In some ways, this is easier to handle. It was expected. I knew it could happen again, though I hoped and prayed it wouldn't.  I have wonderful family and friends who have been so supportive. Flowers. Meals, Chocolate. Helping hands. I am so blessed.  Baby was due September 9th.  Baby was gone before we were able to see it.  Baby wouldn't come out on its own so I had a D and C on Friday February First.