psss.. i sit behind.. wahahahah!Alas the moment hath arrive, to bid bitter farewells and blow goodbye kisses. The feeling didn't kick in to me that it was the last day of school until everyone was leaving. I won't look back now, not just yet.. Year 2006 is one - Undescribable year -. Wait for summary after Japan la. But for now, its farewell to dear Bloggy till after SPM. Loads has been happening in my mind, good and bad (mostly bad), but the hell you care.. Till SPM, here is a poem of thoughts..
My yesterdays are all boxed up,
Deeply put away,
Ending everything in abrupt,
Distancing thoughts of torns, Wishing it was the end of the darkened day
Loneliness has new meanings day by day,
But only to be granted to the weak, to one that knows no dirrection,
One that only seeks cover, protection and prayer,
Slowly diminishing every other person, only to be found trapped in one's own fears
Is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
I end it here, wondering to regret or to forget?
To move on or be pushed on?
To carry through or to be dragged by a bull?
To choose life or death?
To scurry through memories that long should be forgotten,
To only be reminded I am always facing disappointment,
And that I am, a great Disappointment
ALL THE BEST MY FELLOW FRIENDS, MY HEARTIEST WISHES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU SITTING FOR THE SPM!! GAMBATE!!
- random pics...sigh.. should have taken more pics :( sorry peeps -
Caryn, I know you read my blog, and yes, you do look good in this pic.. LOLz..
Jean Yi, on the other hand, doesn't read my blog, but you look good here too.. LoLz
-jOhN "pleeding" LiM-
