Some Updates

Another week for anxious waiting again.... Going to get results for CT scan and a biopsy test on a nodule near my mum chest wall resection area.....

This waiting scenario keeps going on and on...seems like never ending...

Mum now on monthly Zometa... to help strengthen her bones due to the bone mets... Dr Khoo says it has some anti cancer cells ability... and he also gives my mum daily oral chemo drugs... i think its hormonal treatment...

Mum went to NCC today to see her surgical dr for a nodule near her chest side... she thought its the wound where the blood drainage she had when she had the op... but dr says its unlikely and wanted to test it.... so the biopsy was arranged immediately... before seeing this dr...mum went for her ct scan... cos dr khoo wants to monitor her lungs and liver... to see when to administer chemo treatment....

Will get the results for both the ct scan and the biopsy test.... I feel so sad for my mum that she has to go thru this over and over again... first its the bone mets... now this... it all happen only within a period of 3 mths... hope my mum can have a longer period of remission.....

Side track abit...
Fleur has left us.... its really sad... im so used to checking her blog almost everyday... but now... will never get to see her updates anymore... thou I kind of expected it when I noticed she has not been blogging for awhile...but still its sad.... Molly left us... Shin left us... now Fleur.... I know someday it will be mum's turn... but i really really hope it will be prolong as long as possible....maybe for at least 3 years or more? At least she can he around to hold my baby... which im trying my best to have.... else I will feel so disappointed for not conceiving earlier for my mum to see her grandchild.... but im sure it will happen soon.... mum will be definitely be around to see...

The only best thing to hope if my mum really leaving us one day... to have her pain to the minimal... to leave as peaceful as possible.... no pain... no agony...