Hello. It's been a pretty long time since I actually blogged; so much so that I had to request for a password prompt email as I couldn't remember my user. What a loser.
Let's get to the heart of it. I mean we only blog when our hearts are burdened or when we have immense joy to share with everyone. But sadly in this world that we live in - deprivation, destitution, devastation, brokenness and hurt, more often than not it's always the former.
I am 21 this year. That's either a gift or a curse, and to some it might even be both. I have reached a point in my life where my once clear vision and directions are now blurry. I'm not sure what I want anymore or what the distractions are. Either way, I need to re-justify that purpose, and to set defining goals that determines the outcome. So as I go along, hopefully the father of heaven would start unveiling his path for me, identifying the weeds in my life and help me muster every ounce of strength to flee away from temptations and live life to maximal potential, and one with purpose.
I have realised, and am still realising that a life of faith is also a life of constant trials and testing and I'm not sure how much more I can take.
I need to pick the pieces back up, fight the good fight and be back on my way again. :)
I'm in the army. Not really an environment that I want to be in now. And speaking of which, this blog really lacks a good decent update on my current NS life. My opinion still stands. I loathe the army- the culture mainly, how we minimal wage soldiers are treated like dirt, humiliated beyond the point of condescending squirrels. That was not too long ago but by the grace of God, I've been pulled out of that mire and placed in a safe haven amongst the madness.
I am a stay out Special Ops Transport Deputy Officer (I'm putting it in nice terms) and all I do everyday is clerical and preparation for activations. Nothing fanciful nothing special. I leave camp at 4pm, sometimes earlier and proceed with the life I have outside this fenced up place. Thank God for that life as some soldiers I know, only have green uniform in their entire wardrobe.
Life is dandy and I only have god to thank. So three cheers to him!
Life is dandy and I only have god to thank. So three cheers to him!
Alright shall end this entry with a prayer.
Let the storms in my life lead me to a better place, a place of hope and miracles.
Amen.
