Monday, August 29, 2005
ahakz .. surprisingly... karaoke-ed at home...
and straight away went into jiwang mood
a song dat adib always sing struck a chord in my soul
enjoys
mungkinkah - anuar zain
biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama
bukan maksud untuk membisu sepi tanpa kata
terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
mungkin kan bersama?
dua jiwa ini?
dalam mencari cinta sejati...
mungkinkah segala
derita di jiwa....
akan terubat kini............
biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
mungkin kan bersama?
dua jiwa ini?
dalam mencari cinta sejati...
mungkinkah segala
derita di jiwa
akan terubat kini......
hanya satu pintaku
sabarlah menanti
ku kan pulang bersama
CINTA....
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n my watch says 4:58 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005
today is my mum's bday~
hehe
went out for makan just now.
ate at secret recipe.
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to MAMA~
happy birthday to you~!!!!
hehe.. makan was nice.
ate mushroom grill chicken steak.
drank iced chocolate.
ate cakes~
semoga Allah panjangkan umur murahkan rezeki untuk mamaku. Amin. :)
a few pics from just now:
recipe rahsia...... apakah rahsianyer erh... hehe
hehe... playing with food....... hehe
from left to right: chocolate banana cake, mango cake.. and the most delicious.. white chocolate macadamia cake~!!!!!
My Mama~ Cun kan??? hehe
swarovski beb.. jgn main main
close up.....
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n my watch says 12:52 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
today was great.
seriously
woke up feeling nice and cozy
went out with someone to buy my mom bday present.
walk around town a bit.
its been a long time since i went town.
a lot of things have changed.
watched the maid with her.
even though sleepy. i was awake for the whole movie.
a good movie coming out from a singaporean local production.
unlike those stupid jack neo movies.
this is something different.
support local.
couldnt decide what to buy her.
thought of a lot of things
but finally chose something.
then went off to buy a cake.
for a friend's bday.
bought mango cake at bengawan solo.
then went off to lau pa sat
met my friends.
ate dinner.
thanx lanny for the food. feel paisey though. hehe. we shud be the one blanja u.
ate cake.
took pictures.
tell stories.
joke a bit.
seems i havnt lost the touch. :P
well.. basically had fun
Audioslave is back with a new album.
Audioslave is killing Tom Morello.
my guitar god.
someone i admire so much.
got a harvard degree, but he's in a rock band.
how cool is that.
was great in RATM.
but audioslave is really killing them.
correction.
Chris Cornell type of music is killing them.
nevertheless, Tom is still the best for me.
genius.
So a perfect day.
hope for more to come in the future.
perfect days like this really helps.
days with fun, family and/or friends.
always brighten my mood.
so there u go.
A perfect day to close a chapter and open a new one.
k go
ps: i wish i got pictures, but all the pic is in someone's cam. please do send them to me please? hehe. u know who u are. dont deny. yes you.. no no.. dont look behind.. im talking to u.. the one wearing pink. ahh yes you. :P
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n my watch says 2:09 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
ahahaha... the other day i was putting in all the dry clothes on the bamboo pole... then i saw the condition of my undies.. WAHAHAHAHAHA i nearly laugh and cried at the same time.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahahahaha....................
sigh... funny ley..... i tot whose sia... then it struck to me im the only male in the house.. haha
shud be mine rite?? but ... but... the condition of those stuff........ bad man badddd
one day i shall shop for undies.. buy many many.. boxers lah.. the usual briefs lah.. maybe gstrings?? HAHAHAHA ewww ok dat one no no.. maybe when i get older... must get some CKs... and some joe boxers... anyone who knows any undie thats comfy comfy please.. let me know. PLEASE. hahahahaha
i am always sleeping late nowadays... dono y.. hahaha.. sux rite??
BTW... while playin my game........ i tune in to suria.
YES SURIA.. late night. y/ bcos it tunes it to warna.. hahaha and boy..... warna air good music late nights.. hahaha serious lah jack! wa tak bedek sama lu.. all those old school rock and old school music... seriously.. plus some old pop songs lah... but mostly old malay rock... nice sia...
its nice being a bachelor.......... hahaha ... seriously.. life have never been GREAT!
my fone bill dropped!
the freedom to go anywhere freely!
the choice to talk to any friend anytime anywhere anyplace no matter male or female!
no one to tell me what to do!
no mental pressure!!!!
no need to think much!
I SPEND LESS EVERYDAY. hahaha ( oh yes the price of dating is expensive nowadays )
no need to worry if the partner is cheatin on you or not ( yeah i hate cheaters!! tasted it twice!)
no need to worry if the partner is doin things behind ure back
look there are 1001 reasons lah dey.. but being single has its drawback.. hehe
such as.....
there is no one special to talk to if u got problems
u cant expect me to go movies alone??? dat sux... laugh alone.. get scared alone.. cry alone.. haha
if theres no plans whatsoever... be prepared to stay at home and rot
tv, computer and radio is becoming ure best fren.
no one to make you feel special :P
times when the going gets tough, that somebody special will always be the one dat gives u the extra push
the sense of security of having someone beside you.
the thought of when being in a public place.. and when u look around... u say to ureself ' hey im so lucky to have this girl walking around with me' and knowing other ppl will kinda say.. 'woah.. dat guy is a damn lucky bastard to have that gerl with him' :D
and many more reasons lah... hard to explain lah.. hahaha
so what u ppl think??? u all think its better being single or get attached??
Stats in the papers says that Malay Singaporean have the highest percentage of marrying young and divorcing early in their marriage...
whats up with that man???
Melayu miang sangat ke??
cinta pey pasal muda muda nak kawin??
korang suka ke di title kan janda dan duda?
kalau ada anak nanti apa nak jadi ngan anak tu????? ( ni sensitif sket... haha.. dah kena pada diri saya.. but i turned out okay.. alhamdulillah)
the thing is kan... tulah melayu tak sabar nak kawin. agama sendiri cakap( okay part ni saya not sure.. ni ada terbaca somewhere kalau salah.. harap maaf. bab agama ni sumer saya weak sket.).. kalau seorang lelaki tu kalau takley kawal nafsunya.. maka carikanlah seorang isteri.. ( kalau salah bilang eh wokays??)
so.... whats up with that?? one thing i learned ( this one learned the hard way nyer) kalau nak carik pasangan eh.... better know him/her inside out before making any commitments.. seriously .... jgn pasal dia lawa ke... pandai ke... hati baik ke... peramah ke.. cun ke.. hensem ke.. budi baik sopan santun santan kelapa muda ke... apa apa lah.. tros go for it... salah tu beb..
kena teliti ah perangai seseorang itu dengan baik. kekadang lawa,hati busuk.. kekadang pandai tapi perangai suka cemburu.. kekadang hati baik tapi akhlak hancur!! hahaha
k aku dah songeh macam pak aji. hehe. komen lah apa nak komen... cuma im sad with the statistics of malay singaporean's marriage.
k go
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n my watch says 4:24 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
ahakz.. today at the bus stop on way to mosque... made a friend...
hehe..... this pakcik... he said he was one of the first to live in Dover area. hehe..
many many story.
many many advices.
then got to knoe he also knew my late grandfather.
cool.
got hooked on a game.
its one of those online multiplayer game.
http://www.maplesea.com
try it.. but download the 200MB installer first.. hehehehehehe
k go
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n my watch says 6:31 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
finally....
got a laptop...
Thanx NENEK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but.....
BUTT.....
i dono what to do with it......
seriously....
i got a desktop already....
and also .... my degree starts october..
so now........ maybe that thing will be my dvd player and dvd writer lor.. hehehe
yeyyy can watch dvd liowwwwwww.....
To all my cousins: If any of u nak pinjam... by all means ( must be with valid reasons hehe)
so.. how is everybody doin?
i hope everyone is in good health amin..
i wish Afiq will get well soon...
Insyallah u well get better..
we shall all pray for ure good health Amin..
I got a $10 KFC voucher the other day... just for eating 2 piece chicken...
hehe...... what shall i do with it??
buy more chickens??
auction it off??
hehe.... well... lets justt see lah eh... maybe buy a lot of chicken for me to eat
k go
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n my watch says 10:31 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
Its been hard lately...... but im doin fine..
ppl come ppl go..... but the most important thing is..... learning everything that comes and do not do the mistakes that goes.
But its nice to have friends though. Old friends.
friends who have known u for like years and years
friends who know what kind of person i am
even though some people says im bad or what..
wahahaha........ so much time on hand and not knowing what to do..
animes.. downloaded movies.. my guitar.. music... and friends..
those are the thing that filled my days now.... its kinda nice though..
cant get enough of bleach~!!!!!!!!
not clorox bleach lah..
BLEACH the anime....
To my aunt in Barcelona: please oh please bring back a Barca girl. WAKAKAKA.
To my aunts in India : please oh please bring back aishwarya rai... WAKAKAKA.
kidding kidding.... wahahaha....... any local musical instrument would be nice. hehe
so here i am... early in the morning.. cant sleep... blogging... wahahah..... so what if i become an owl? ok mah
rite?
k go
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n my watch says 1:08 AM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
India Mari~~
wakaka....
3 of my aunts went to India just now. BEST SEYYY..~!!! hehe..
To get to see other people's country is such an eye opener~!!!
another Aunt went to Barcelona yesterday...
ARGhhHH........
so good sey...
I want to travel the world one day.
I hope i get to do it with my family. not alone.not just with spouse( well, maybe some romantic getaways would be nice~)(and btw.... AM NOT YET MARRIED.. wahahaha... dats for the future lah)but with whole family.
including whoever i can bring to.
Nenek, makcik makcik, COUSINS~!!! i love my cousins~ my siblings~ my mom~!!!!!
i dowant ppl to say that i act like newlyweds even tho have kids and those kids are already grown up~!!!!! hahaha
not my style...
if want a holiday, i shall bring all~!!!
k back to story... best eh go india or barcelona~?
i wanna go backpack to Jb or Melaka alone one of these days.
start near places first... then after that maybe go indo or bintan.. or thailand... :)
but the most important thing to have first is .... $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ... :P
so... Im gonna get my lappie tomolo... hope that it is a good investment
hope that it will help me a lot in my degree course. Thank You Nenek. I love u lots!!!!
To Everyone reading this, i got a message for you..... Love life.Love yourself.Love God.Bekind to animals.Do not litter.DO NOT SPIT!!!! hehe..... yeah... Love yourself is more important. even though sometimes life doesnt treat u good, and when u think that its not worth living anymore, God is there. He knows. and He helps. come to Him and He will make u feel at ease.
Wow..... see what a day of friday prayers had made me. hehe... Imam tadi baca surah....... macam menyanyi lagu... and i melt... i was smiling while praying cos music is something i can relate to....and he is connecting music with reciting the surah.. i feel SOOO at ease... gosh.. didnt know surah boleh di lagukan begitu sedap. :) i gotta try it man..
cant wait for the KL trip... i wanna enjoy to the fullest~!!!!!!!
k go
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n my watch says 1:47 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Well....... lotsa things happenning these few days but first.......
WOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
IM DAMN BLOOOOOOOODDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hehe........ well..... just handed in my final project last monday. hope i get good results for the diploma course ( Insyallah ). now im damn bloodyyy free till October. Gonna take the degree course in Oct. I hope this will be a stepping stone for my carreer and life. in the mean time... maybe slack? or work? or slack + work? dono yet.. but one thing though....... i wanna rest.... fuhh...
some other things happen too. dono y it happens... but it did.. Maybe it was for good. maybe God have other better plans for me. or better things for me. or better person for me. Insyallah. Amin. :)
Went jamming with the cousins just now... BEST GUA CAKAP SAMA LU~!hehehe
berterabur lah... tapi nice~ considering ive not jammed for years.. hehe... to HaziQ: if you are reading this.... practice practice!!!!!!! hehe but also put studies as ure priorities wokays! later ppl say i influence u... then i kena... hahahaha... and didnt know dat afiq is such a good drum player!! keep up the good work... one day can form band with us cousins... then can play smoke on the water with fahrain playing guitars.. WAKAKAKA.......
some pics from the jamming studio:
and yes.... i am fat. hahahaha...
ok go
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n my watch says 8:12 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Ever since she dissapeared in my life, i felt that emptiness again.
The same emptiness that ive experienced once before.
thinking back on my actions, i knew i had been cruel and harsh.
I was the one who shoved her off and never gave her the attention and love and care.
i thought im the victim but actually she was the one who was victimised.
traumatised by what ive done, i understood now why she did what she did.
even though to some people it may be shocking, please understand that it was her last resort.
i understood that.
i completely shut off myself to her and hurt her a lot.
i know that there is a lot of difference between us.
i dont care.
all i know is that she had been attentive, caring and loving to me.
but why i treated her bad? i dont know.
maybe im just too stressed with many things.
school.family.money.her.
maybe i cant handle pressure.
maybe.
but i cant be selfish.
she never was selfish to me.
never before she had put down or condemn my interest.
toys.gadgets.music.fun.entertainment.live band.shows.gigs.
but all i ever did to her was to discourage hers.
im ashamed of myself.
and because of me she nearly became haywire.
Never will i leave in times of darkness
Understand you i shall be
Return the love that u had showeth
Hatred for you, i will not see
Unbreak the heart that i have shattered
Dripping wounds i shall heal
As this man have not yet surrendered, to love to care and to feel...
k go
Written in Black n White,
n my watch says 5:02 AM
Girl you took my breath away, and went out with someone new
I'd rather be here with you, baby forever
My heart belongs to you, cause I think about you all the time
You know my love is true when we're together
I played around girl and I made you cry
When I looked up you were saying good-bye
I'm begging you please, I need you so bad
Don't leave me now you're best that I had
Chorus:
I'll never, I'll never find someone like you
I promise it's true no I'll never,
I'll never find someone like you, 'cause I love the way that you hold.
Girl I won't no I won't let you go.
No one could ever do the way I would make love to you, oh
All I have is just my heart and my feelings I gave to you
That's all that I can do is, give you forever
And oh, you don't know that you're hurtin' me '
Cause it's not just a sexual thang,
I want to share my dreams baby together
Girl I'm afraid just to give it all up
My hearts tellin' me to hold back on my love
But when you get close I just want you to know,
I start to get weak and I can't let you go
Chorus
Just your smile… Tenderness( girl I wont let you down, won’t let you down ) Girl, I will never find no one that compares to you… ooh
Chorus till’ fade:
:)
k go
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n my watch says 1:45 AM
