In Training. Since Young

The other time, I took a bus home.
A boy fascinates me while in the bus.
No no I'm not turning gay omg ==!
What's peculiar was, he's witty.


Aboard the bus with tonnes of other Ngee Ann students.
Sat beside someone.
A girl sat right behind next to a small boy.
His mom's situated opposite with his younger brother probably.
So before I could plug into my earphones,
Something that's said intrigued me.
The girl, if I would guess is 18years old.
And the boy greeted him.


"Hello auntie! *BIG GRIN*"
hahahaha. shortly after his mom corrected him.
"ohhh. HELLO JIEJIE!! *BIG GRIN*"
The girl would prolly be like 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaawww so cute!!!!!" in her mind;
forgetting she was called auntie :P
"Jiejie, where are you going~?"
"Jiejie, where are you alighting~?"
"Jiejie, after alighting....then what~? take mrt~?"
"Jiejie, which busstop did you alight from~?"
"ohhhh, what's your school~?"
"Ngee Ann Poly? study what~?

*short pause in the conversation*

"Jie, where are you going~? Not going home for dinner~?"
"Jie, we're going Bukit Panjang Plaza, you want eat dinner there~?"
"Jiejie, mommy say food there very nice. want eat~?"
"You alighting here huh? okay, Goodbye!!! *BIG GRIN*"
So young! So small! Hitting on a girl.
Budding Casanova.
The girl was like so flattered throughout th whole conversation.
Giggling half the time.

I waaaaant to play again! ):

Takes.

What's your typical takes on Malaysians?

Does your mind puts Talent

as one with Malaysians?

A stereotypical approach would be so.

Brother in blue.

Me in red.

I have a friend introducing to me to this new singer.

He said she writes cute songs and pretty lovely voice.

Zee Avi. check her out.

Nice name. frenchie?

No no. that's what I said at first.

But I'm shocked to say she's Malaysian.

Her producer's Jack Johnson know.

Yea that guy.

MALAYSIAN!??!?!

Exactly. the exclaimation could be more if I remembered.

I didnt check her out.

But later on, yesterday to be proper,

Steph told me to listen to

Bitter Heart.

yea by Zee Avi.

And the name ring a bell in my head.

Heard this name before.

Maybe some french song or something.

The song's great! Lovely.

So anyways, I went to tell my brother about Bitter Heart.

Yes, arin. Who is she?

Zee Avi uh.

Yes, I told you to listen to her.

She's th Malaysian singer!

OHHHHH YAAAA UH. COOOOL COOOL.

Told you to check her out but instead you needed a

revelation from your girlfriend to find out.

hahahah yeaa.

So now to prevent you people from having the same mistakes I did.

Go listen to Zee Avi.

Yes I know she's not Singaporean.

But somehow I'm proud of her.

Maybe the drop of malay blood in me is invigorated that

another malay have made it to fame HAHA.

This is sang in Manglish.

Typically used with Malay all over bits of English(:

But dont be so bothered about the non existent language.

This is the ONLY song sang with such mess.

Others are sang with utmost proper english.

And she sounds great:D

Remember. she's by Jack Johnson.

That's one reason you should get to know her :D

That somewhat Hell you string up with What The-

Cash aint always gonna be there.

yea, probably never whenever you need it.

Now run to your clocks.

turn the hands backwards and move on to last friday.

Do you remember hands sored from carrying those heavy benches?

Lips cracked talking through the microphones?

Legs ached trailing all over the design studio for i don't know how many times?

Yes, it was the Product Designer's Gathering.

We ain't really Designers yet but budding ones(:

Started off with someone else controlling the event.

yea, that girl who hosted the first half.

I could remember Jowell.

ITCHING to host the daamn show.

shh.

I've been itching since the day before! :D

If I say I weren't nervous for the emcee role, I am not human.

Yea, so what really helped was having Stephanie around

before the whole mess starts to blow up.

Having her around with my class.

I love it when that happens.

Reminds me of my birthday.

I'm saying "the whole mess starts to blow up"

as if the gathering was a failure.

Frankly, it wasnt as extravagant as I expected it would be :/

But the second half was better than the first.

HELL of course it would be :D

That's reading the future.

I said,

"Second half's gonna step on the first half on the face!

'Cause it will ROCK! *snap camera*"

Weeeeell isnt that just plain awesome?

All my classmates' faces deterred by the flash.

Look at them.

Flinched hahahaha.

1Po3 dominated the gathering? Yea,

with some unruling Paparazzis from year3,

snapping glimpse of some cheap ripoff of a Korean boy band.

We really made the gathering happened(:

Great.

My mind's still woozy.

i've really fuuuuuucked up probably my weeks?

Pieces. Pieces of trouble stacked on top of each other in such instability,

It might just fall tomorrow.

What the hell am I talking about!?

Yea. I swear I have no idea.

My heart knows I have problems to face.

My head says everything's fine!

I think that's why I'm special.

A heart of a realist.

Mind of an idealist.

Or maybe it was yesterday.

All the way I wished you were there with me.

Yes Im not lying.

Havent told you this.

But Stephanie, if I could bring you along, I would.

It was crazy.

Thank god there's the string of texts from you(:

Although I still missed you.

A photo says it all.

He started off fine.

Talked as if he's a little kid after.

Hugging everyone hahaha.

Slugging around like a toddler would.
But as you know Sherwayne;

compared to me! He's a GRIZZLY BEAR.

Imagine him.

And yea, of course he danced.

Oh Jasmine and Weexin?

That.

Is another story.

It was funny at first.

Until they started to crumble.

Then it started.

All the chaos.

Luck was there when Sherwayne sobered up.

Because I could barely take care of one while we had two

what it seemed like dead bodies.

Heavy, puking, swinging, whining, laughing, swearing dead bodies.

hahahah

Yea If they are reading, they're probably embarrassed by now:D

My point all along.

HAHAHA no no.

Why would I?

AND you're welcome.

Slowly the day ended off, with me rushing to get online.

Didnt see you online though.

So it seems tomorrow would be the day I'll wait for while I sleep to see you(:

And what a day it turned out to be.

*fireworks blasted, rained through the sky shrouding it with white fog*

BOOOOOOOOM BOOOOOOOOOOOM BOOOOOOOM

sound came in 3 seconds after.

I want to make it up to you(:

Of course I want to.

'Cause darling,

I'm loving you(:

Now we can smile :D

Not because we needed to,

It's because we can.

Yea I bottle things up too much.

Thank god my bottle's a big one.

It'll burst.

But you would never be there.

I'll make sure.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY

very happy indeed(:
Thanks to you, you, you, you, you, you. :D
oh, and you :X

Omg it all started off 12:01am,
14th July 2009 (:
She's so cute rambling about things that's bothering her.
I read, read, read....read, read, read.
Im interested okay.
Have to know :D
Must know all this.
So okay, saw the clock's ticking.
1
2
3
4

My phone grooved to Yelle's Dans Ta Vraie Vie.
Oh! Oh! My first wish!
Its from Widya (: hahahaha.
then flood came.
Olga, Afni, Liqi many many more.
So touched they remembered :D

"12:01am"

"What? The time now? You wanna sleep uh? Okay *sigh*"

"... 12:02am"

"OMG OMG OMG!! OMG! OMG! OMG!!! OMG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
AWWW
I LOVE YOU."

sooooo cute(:

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(Tears of overjoy with a pinch of shock)

And now to tell you how I cried on my birthday (:
Met up early morning.
Ambience so killed.
Smile, gone, smile, gone.
Somehow it seems gloomy, so awkward.
Was wondering what's happening.

"I'm worried I'd ruin your birthday ):"
Huh? ruin my birthday?
What birthday, there's nothing to ruin.
And to start with all these, these awkwardness early morning.
It's already starting to ruin ):

Looking forward for breaktime so I could spend more time with you, darling.
Crushed by a text from you,
"Have to do speech assignment with Gary. Cant meet u"
OMG.
What a birthday.
Wasnt expecting my class to be
all about the cake and celebration later on,
'cause I always have been prompting them about my birthday beforehand :D
Day turned gray, I couldnt meet Stephanie
for the whole day of my birthday.
Just holding on to the time we met
early morning with all the awkward ambience.

So canteen4, no Makan place for the day.
I'm soooooo torn apart on my birthday,
So maybe spending time with my classmates on my birthday
could help abit.
*squint*
abit.

It was calm.
rather dull. fatigue-filled kind of way.
Look what happened if
you strip the time I could be with you
away from me.
I lack excitement.
Yes, my classmates were very funny, very entertaining.
Hhahaha dont get me started on the
parody we made about Chewbacca :D

Mee Rebus tasted so bland,
Drinks were like tap :/

"happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
happy birthday.."

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
No one's infront of me. Where's my classmates?
All behind me singing?
hand touched my shoulder.
Cake came into my view from my left.
This hand, so familiar.
very soft; familiar.
Its your hand.
Its you!
You're here!?
My heart said
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
my eyes teared.
I'm crying.
I dont at all sad.
I think that's why I cried.
Its because you stripped me off all the sadness
I've been feeling through th afternoon.
The class, so sweet.
You being here together with them :D
So blissful.
I love the two of my most favourite things being altogether!

Then comes the mess. hahaha

Yes, it was the best birthday yet.

Thank you darling.

Thank you Wee Xin

Thank you, class.

hahaha oh yea, 1Po3 is still as awesome as I've said early this year :D

Darling, you have always been(:

And to end a blissful afternoon,
came the blissful night(:

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SEVENTEEN

Thats old.

(Everyone older starts yelling)

hahahaha

I'm seventeen today.

Not quite a good start.

and its only 1:50am.

Its a new year for me.

And God please,

make it better than the one before.

'Cause the one before,

you granted me with love(:

Greatest love yet. And hope its "ever".

What are you offering me now in this year?

I'm looking forward :D

I'm no 85 (:

July 5!
July 5!

Okay that's 9 more days.
To my BIRTHDAY!
And yesterday was United States's Independence(Birthday) Day.
Who cares anyway? :P
Yesterday, we went for the
National(Birthday) Day Parade Rehearsal! :D

It was a rehearsal so the preparation and the readiness of

performers werent that wonderful.

And one VERY disappointing thing was,

Yes, that's Electrico.

I thought they would come and perform!

But nooo, we got to watch this guy,
stood there where Electrico should be,

holding a card that says

"ELECTRICO."

OMG

But at least there's fireworks :D

Oh yeaaa you've got to see this guy.

His shirt says

"NDP #01 Biggest fan"

With pictures of him in previous NDPs printed all over.

Hardcore fan :D

(got to get a photo of him while we were walking to Funan but its lost :/)

So we ate with Ian's family, hahah.

his mom's very funny.

MY MOM'S CUTER :P

And I finally got my haircut!

at 3am just now HAHAHAHA
So now, it's short :/

My mom still says its still long.

Yeaaaa when I cut my hair during secondary school, she says its long.

So it's already an understatement.

Poly Experience this week.

And Youth Leader's Camp on the weekend.

AAAAH.

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